Driven To Murder Chapter 5, an arrow fanfic

I do not own Arrow or any of the characters in any way just the storyline. Everything else but that is owned strictly by DC comics, and the CW. Please enjoy, and please leave postive commets only thank you! This will also be my take on season 4. This is also my first story ever on Thea, and I've been thinking of doing this for a while now, and putting my own spin on her feelings after her revival. Hope you enjoy and as always please leave positve reviews only!

Bold - Hallucinations/Visions/Memories

Italics - Thinking

"My name is Thea Queen, a girl who went from being a spoiled little rich kid who got everything she wanted, to a girl who now had to fight for survival after everything and everyone in her life was taken from her. Now I fight beside my brother and his team in order to help keep our city safe from Damien Dhark, but in order to do so, just like with Ollie I had to become someone else...I had to become something else...

Previously on Driven To Murder - "Speedy?" I heard Ollie's voice through my tears but I didn't cry out for help. I didn't want him to see what I had done, and yet, I knew. Somehow deep down, I knew he had already figured it out. The sound of the door knob twisting and turning made me jump in fright as I chocked back a sob.

"Speedy? If your in there, I need you to come out please." Cradling baby Sara's body in my arms tighter, I began to sob even harder now just as the sound of the door being kicked open made me start shaking in absolute terror. "Speedy..." I looked up through the tears that pooled in my eyes as I looked to see Oliver looking at me with a mixture of pain and sympathy as he walked over toward me. "We'll find a way to get through this Thea," He said calmly as I felt him start to wrap his arms around me as I tried to move away from him. "I'm a monster Ollie." I sobbed. "I'm just like Malcolm."

"Ollie, I killed someone. I killed Diggle's family! How can you say that in any way shape or form Malcolm manipulated me to do that?!" I cried out in mass hysteria. "That wasn't because of him," I sobbed as I suddenly began to feel the room starting to spin around me. "That was all me! I did it Ollie, not Malcolm! It was all me!"

"Thea..." The next sound I heard was the sound of a gun clicking as I turned my head to see Diggle standing behind me with a gun aimed at the back of my head. "Don't move." He growled angrily as I could sense the hurt in his eyes. "John, listen to me. You don't want to do this." Now I heard Oliver's voice as I watched him rise to his feet now holding his hands up to show he wasn't a threat. "My family's dead Oliver." Diggle groweld angrily. "I know, I understand that," Oliver's voice continued. "But it's not Thea's fault." "The hell it isn't!" Diggle yelled out in frustration. "My wife and daughter are dead because of her actions!" "Using violence against her isn't going to solve anything. Please John, let me handle this alright? She's my sister. She's all I have left of my own family. Please, let me take care of this."

"Thea Queen, your under arrest for the murders of Lyla and Sara Diggle. You have the right to remain silence, anything you can say and will be held against you in a court of law. If you cannot afford an attortney, one will be provided for you." As the handcuffs were placed on me, I looked over toward Oliver's shocked expression and managed a shaky reply as they began to lead me out of the room, "I'm sorry Ollie. I'm sorry I wasn't the good little perfect sister like how you wanted me to be."

NOW...

Chapter 5 - D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

Voices all around me echoed that immediatly grew into distant murmurs and whispers, the moment I stepped foot in the office of the Starling City Police Department. The air around me felt cold and I could feel my vision starting to waver as Detective Lance, flanked by the other two officers who had arressted me led me through one of the doors and down a long hallway. I can't believe this is happening. What the hell is wrong with me? Was all I could silently ask myself as my heart began to pound in my chest and I attempted to take a breath in to keep myself calm, as visions of Lyla and baby Sara's dead bodies flashed through my head. I strted to feel tears glistening in my eyes and I had to draw in a shaky breath to try and hold them back as they attempted to fall down my cheeks.

Hey girl, open the walls
Play with your dolls
We'll be a perfect family
When you walk away is when we really play
You don't hear me when I say
"Mom, please wake up
Dad's with a slut
And your son is smoking cannabis"

No one ever listens
This wallpaper glistens
Don't let them see what goes down in the kitchen

Places, places
Get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains
Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees
D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees

As we neared the end of the hallway, I was then led into an interogation room. "Have a seat Thea." Detective Lance said as went over and took a seat at the table across from me. I felt the handcuffs on my wrists loosten as one of the other officers had removed them so that I could briefly move my stiff muscles. "Hold your arms out in front of you." The other officer replied polietly. I did as I was told and the officer placed the handcuffs back on me. I looked over at Detective Lance through the tears that blurred my vision and tried not to burst out crying as I took a seat at the table across from him. "Thea, I know this is hard, but I need you to tell me what's going on." He said gently in a soft voice as he nodded toward the other two officers to leave. I shook my head and drew in a shaky breath full of air as the air around me suddenly grew cold as ice and the sound of blood rushed through my ears thanks to the pounding of my racing heart against my ribcage. "I-Idon't know." I admitted guiltly as I turned my gaze away from him now and stared down at the floor.

Hey girl, look at my mom
She's got it going on
Ha, you're blinded by her jewelry
When you turn your back
She pulls out a flask
And forgets his infidelity
Uh oh she's coming to the attic, plastic
Go back to being plastic

No one ever listens
This wallpaper glistens
One day they'll see what goes down in the kitchen

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees
D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees

"Thea, you have just confessed to killing John Diggle's wife and baby daughter." Detective Lance replied softly. "Do you have any idea what kind of reprecussions that could have on your record? You could possibly never see the light of day again." "What difference would that make?" I said coldly. "I'm a killer so what? My entire family's full of killers. My mother, my father, even my brother. What's one more going to do? Our family's reputation already tarnished enough as it is." I heard Detective Lance let out a huge heavy sigh as I looked up at now feeling the tears finally falling down my cheeks as I drew in a shaky breath of cold air.

"I know you're not a killer Thea." Detective Lance replied kindly. "But I can't help you if you don't tell me what's going on." I shook my head and looked down at the ground again taking in slow small breaths in and out trying to keep myself from losing anymore control over my emotions. "I already told you, I don't know anything about what happened." I admitted shaking my head. "Then why did you confess to the murders?" Lance asked. "If you don't know anything about what happened, why did you confess? Do you know what happened? Were you a whitness? Thea Please, talk to me." I stared at the ground unable to find the right words to say. Then again, what would I say? That Damien Dhark murdered me in order to get to my brother, and my psycho father had me resurrected by using the mystical waters of the Lazarus Pit which had somehow turned me into a killer? Yeah that's real good Thea. I thought shaking my head. Tell them the truth and you might as well be in the eternal flames of hell.

Hey girl
Hey girl, open your walls
Play with your dolls
We'll be a perfect family

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees
D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees

An overwhelming feeling of guilt began to consume me followed by a blanket of darkness as a sudden stab f pain shot through my chest causing me gasp as I began to struggle for breath. "Thea? Thea!" The sound of Detective Lance's voice sounded far away now as my vision began to waver and the pain in my chest began to grow. "Thea what's going on? You okay? Talk to me!" I tried to anser by no words would come as the blanket of darkness began to engulf me and all at once I began to experience painful memories and flashes of my mother, and Robert holding out their arms toward me. "M-Mom?" I heard myself manage weakly as I looked into her warm smiling face and saw her blue eyes twinkle as she said in a soft yet loving voice, "Time for you to come home my baby girl." The blanket of darkness swirled over me now and I soon found myself drifting off to sleep as I passed out...

"Thea? Thea, are you alright sweetheart?" Upon hearing the soft concerned voice of a women calling to me, I opened my eyes slowly to see my mother staring down at me wearing a blue suit that matched the color of her eyes. "Mom? What's going on?" I asked slowly as I began to sit up. "Easy sweetheart." My mother said gently as she held me back down. "Everything's okay Thea. You're home now." I blinked my eyes in confusion for a second as I stared at her in disbelief. "What? What did you say?" I felt my mother wrap her arms gently around me embracing me in a warm loving hug, as she whispered, "You're home my baby girl."

TOO BE CONTINUED...Poor Thea! Will Oliver be able to find some way to save his little sister? Should I make the next chapter in Oliver's Point of view or should I keep it still with Thea? Leave a comment and let me know your thoughts on what I should do for the next chapter. Hope you enjoyed reading and as always please review!

PS. The song lyrics in this chapter is called Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez, which is another perfect song I found that fits perfectly for Thea.