(5x08 really gutted me for a bit, and now I have to write some fluff in order to recover and survive the wait for 5x10. Luckily, once I calmed down a little, I saw that there were some lovely sweet moments in the episode too, and I thought I might explore them further. This one is courtesy of Killian and Henry and their very own secret code name operation. Hope you enjoy! Obviously, I still don't own them – if I did, I would play with them much more nicely! ;)
"Operation Future"
When Emma's lad had first come to him whilst they idled in Camelot wondering what to do and how to proceed, Killian had arched an eloquently skeptical brow – not sure why Henry would possibly want his opinion, want to include him in this way, and imagining Emma's indignation at their plotting a major life decision for her in such a manner. However, the genuine hope in the young man's eyes, the tone of voice that tried so hard to sound firm and sure while under the surface beseeching the pirate for help and support in continuing to believe, and the enthusiasm when Killian listened and showed interest, quickly led the pirate to acquiesce and become Henry's partner in his newest secret operation.
And what a worthy mission it was. Though the Captain had known this about the boy already, the joyously enacted scheme drove the fact home to him even more forcefully. His love was not the only one stubbornly invested in the happy endings of everyone she cared for – her son was exactly the same. Heroism ran in Henry's blood as surely as the sea flowed through Killian's own veins, and the boy was pure love for all whom he cared about, without the extra protective shell of cultivated cynicism and walls Emma had been forced to develop so early in life. Henry had always had a home, been loved (even if Her Majesty Regina had not always expressed that love well) and known that he was wanted. The boy's belief in Right and Good was a powerful thing, not allowing him to give up nor admit defeat when others might.
Thrusting the newspaper from Storybrooke into Killian's line of sight, Henry had plowed forward with his explanation, growing more and more enthused as he could see the man warming to his vision. "Okay, so these three are the ones I like best, but give them all a look and see what you think…" he offered as he pointed to the classified section where several homes on the market were displayed. Even as his excitement had him near to bursting and he bounced on his toes slightly while Killian took the paper and began to peruse the choices with genuine interest, Henry still spoke quietly and kept a furtive eye on the others in Granny's to ensure that their plans were not overheard.
Somehow, it wasn't until he really studied the homes Henry had indicated that Killian felt this gesture's importance hit him right in the chest. Tears he refused to let fall stung mightily in the corners of his eyes as the Captain realized quickly that all of the lad's choices were near the docks and the Jolly, along with boasting lovely views of the water. True, Henry was looking for something good his mother could hang onto, something lovely – a hard-earned reward – to anticipate as she fought for her very soul, but he was also telling Killian that he wanted his mother's boyfriend to be right with them, that he was a part of their little family now, and that Killian had his acceptance and love; it was abundantly clear in the way the lad had chosen only homes that a sailor couldn't help but love.
Glancing back up and holding earnest, eager brown eyes with his intense blue gaze, Killian hoped desperately that he could express just how much this gift meant to him. The emotion swelled, tightening in his chest, and where words usually flowed from him eloquently, all he seemed able to rasp out in that moment was, "These are all fine abodes, m'boy. Right worthy choices, to be sure." He licked his lips, striving to continue, to say thank you, to let Emma's lad know how much he truly cares for him in his own right as well as for Emma's sake, but all he could do was nod meaningfully to this extraordinary and astute young man, hoping it would convey his agreement, approval, and a growing sense of paternal love – all the things he was unable to force from his throat aloud just yet.
He could see though, as enthusiasm lit Henry's gaze and the Young Author gave him a determined nod in return – as if setting their course – that he should never have doubted the Truest Believer. Whether he had been able to voice all he felt or not, it would appear that he and Emma's son also understood each other.
"Well now, Master Mills," he gave Henry a playful, secretive smile, keeping his voice soft but allowing a degree of joviality as well, "if we are in accord, perhaps we should shake on it and seal the deal? A gentlemen's agreement of sorts?"
Henry literally beamed back at him, extending a hand to take Killian's inconspicuously proffered right and finalizing their arrangement – their gift for the mother and savior they both love. "Aye, aye, Captain," he said with equal good humor.
Killian circled the house he liked best, jotting down a tentative note of "This one?" beside it, then handed the classifieds back to Henry, who tucked the paper into his tunic for safekeeping. The lad had begun to back away, looking the tiniest bit awkward and unsure for the first time, when Killian couldn't resist speaking once more to offer his appreciation and approval, even if it was not truly his place. "This is a stellar notion, Lad," he murmured, hoping to show his fervent sincerity in even a quiet tone. "I do believe your mum will be quite happy with it."
Henry's head dipped for a moment, bashful, and then, in a quick shuffle, so brief Killian almost had almost thought he was imagining it even as it happened, the teen jerked forward, hugged him tightly, and then fell back and moved away before the man could even respond. Watching Henry's retreat as he neared his grandpa, and Charming turned to clap him on the shoulder in greeting and welcome him into the little circle he had formed with his wife and Henry's infant uncle to enjoy the repast Granny had made, Killian had felt warmed from the inside and a smile lingered on his face. He felt more strengthened for the struggle than ever. He was not alone in battling for Emma's happiness, and as her two greatest loves united, they could not fail.
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Four weeks later…
Henry stands on the front walk, looking up at the façade of the two story house he and Killian had picked as their favorite back in Camelot. Dew still glitters on the grass in the yard, and he huddles into the heavy wool of his coat against the chill of the cold, grey, early morning. The house is every bit as perfect as it had looked in that newspaper ad, and his mom does live here, but somehow things are still all wrong, and nothing has turned out the way he had wanted.
Not only is Emma still the Dark One, but something is wrong with Killian too. At first, Henry had attributed it to the fact that they were back home with no memories of their time in the other realm, and the frustration he knew the Captain must have felt at thinking he had failed his love and seeing her so cold and distant, fully embracing the entity he had fought to destroy for hundreds of years. Henry had felt pretty guilty himself, though Emma had assured him that he was not one of those who had failed her, and he knew that his partner in crime, the man he thought of as a stepdad, must be hurting even more.
The young man has tried to seek the Captain out, to listen, or to ask for sailing lessons as a distraction – even to enlist the man in a new mission to help his mom together. However, it seems that lately Killian is avoiding his company, keeping his distance for no reason that makes any sense to Henry. When they are in close proximity, as when they had used the Crimson Crown to summon Merlin, Killian is as encouraging and loyal as ever, assuring Henry he has faith in him, but otherwise there is a distance that Henry doesn't like. One that had not been there before. Even without out all his memories, the boy is nearly certain of it.
Clutching the old ad in his hands, Henry looks down at the picture of the house now standing before him, and Killian's flowing script indicating it as their choice. Henry doesn't really understand what has happened. He doesn't know what he needs to do – yet. But he will not be deterred. His mom deserves her Happy Ending. Just as she had been so determined to provide for everyone else, Henry is going to see that she receives no less. He knows Killian needs to be here in this house with them. He needs these two people – his parents, he hopes, if they can have two seconds of peace all together to enjoy it – to be back to themselves and in his life once more.
Sighing, he admits to himself that hope seems lost right now, but he won't give up on Operation Light Swan, the joyous reunion he and Killian had planned, nor on Killian and Emma themselves. He loves them. They're family. And in his circle at least, family always finds each other. This house is meant to be the happy home of their dreams, not a cold, lonely mausoleum where Emma can hide with her darkness and heartbreak. He's the Author and the Truest Believer, and even if it is his mission alone now, he will find a way.
