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Also, thank you for correcting my mistake of the story name.

This chapter will focus on Beca during all years she disappeared from Chloe life.

ps. I don't know much about the US army so I just google it and assume.

Again, I don't own Pitch perfect.

Beca POV

"Captain Effin" I'm looking up to see this newbie calling me, He shakes with nervous to face me. I don't blame him actually I have a bad reputation with the newbie. They seem to irritate and dump. " What is it, soldier?"

"Colonel summons you, ma'am" I nodded and dismissed him. I had joined the army since I finish high school in New York this is not in my plan. I always want to be a DJ like I told Chloe she will be an actress and I will produce music that has her starring in it.

My life was turned upside down when my parents divorced. My dad cheated on my mother and he left us. My mom was a wreck she moved us to New York. She threw herself to work and if she isn't working she drunk. I never see my mom sober for who knows how long. I don't want to be at home see my mom waste and die for the bottle, so I design to join the army. You can say that my parents issue and neglected from everyone you love drive me to a cold heartless person. That make me a good soldier just 7 years of service and I climbed up to be captain. I travel for mission so many countries Afghanistan, Iraq, Siberia. I have the best record for my section and become the youngest captain. I also use just Effin my middle name since I joined the army. Now I'm at a base from Iraq.

"Captain Effin " Colonel Bashton said to me.

"Effin, I really concerned of you. You have been here in the army 7years you never take a holiday when we give it to you. You just took a day off and hang around your bedroom." I know he really worries about me. He likes my father on this crazy life of mine.

"Why are you talking about this, sir? It never is a problem with my work."

"I know you do your work just fine. But also your mental health is really a thing that we concerned and you know it. I have been reported that you have not sleep you suffer from a nightmare." He said calmly.

"Is it Jeff and Stacie who reported me?" I said.

He chuckles"Sergeant Harris and Doctor Conrad are very concerned about you if it not for them I will send you back a year ago. Those two seems close enough to call your friends." I sigh and mentally noted to give Jeff an extra lap. " Sir, we a soldier the nightmare the trauma is normal for our kind of job. " He nodded.

"You right but we have someone to talk, we took time off. I never see you call to someone back home for a long time and I can count how many time you called since you join the army"

I know that fact because I do not have someone back home. The last time I had called someone was three years ago. I called Chloe when I saw her on the cover of People magazine that my novice soldier drool all over her. I gave him a hard time after that I don't know why he didn't break any rule but well.

(flashback)

"Hello is this miss Chloe Beale the new rising star of the Hollywood? OH MY GOSH IM SUCH A BIG FAN" I shouted to her phone and make my voice in a high pitch. I heard Chloe shift and make a sound like who the fuck give this desperate fan girl her number. Then I burst out laughing." Sorry, Chlo I can't help myself not to tease you. Now you can totally be starring in my music video" I chuckle when it comes to Chloe my icy heart always melts and become very cheesy one. I waited for Chloe to process because well I'm not talking to her since I join the army and that four years ago.

"OH MY GOD, BECA" she screams to my ear.

"Ouch, calm down girl."

"I'm sooooo miss you Becs. What the hell, Becs? You missing for four years, no phone called, no text, not even an email. " I winced at her angry voice because Chloe does not use that voice often and it scares the shit out of me. I feel guilty rise up to my chest.

"I miss you too, and I'm sorry. I'm just very busy and not in the country, well enough of me. Congratulations Chloe, I'm so proud of you. I know you can do it, man look at you the hottest superstar huh?" Chloe brush it off

"Well, someone told me that one day she will let me starring in her music video if I famous enough so here I am." Beca grin.

"Well, you did good Chloe when I came back I will go see all of you movie" Chloe huffed.

"So you never see one, what a shame, Becs. Hey, I never asked what are you doing abroad for this long?" That what the question Beca try to avoid she never told Chloe that she joined the army and not gonna tell her now.

"It's just boring job Chloe I have to go around the world "

"Some chain company ?" Chole asked.

"Sort of yeah, look I have to go. I really glad we talked and I'm soooo proud of you Chloe." Chloe sigh." Me too, Becs. I really want to meet you in person and talk to you occasionally if you can, okay? Bye Beca.

"Bye Chloe, take care"

(End flashback")

After that, I called Chloe two or three times but

I found it hard to keep secret about me going on Rambo I stop calling her.

"Captain Effin so I think you should take time off after this week and that means to go home for months and it not for debate."

I sink on my seat " Yes, sir" I sigh.

When I got back to my room. I heard a knock and the door open "What the point to knock when you do not wait for the reply." I said annoying with my closest to call the friend.

"Well, I know you enough to know that the only thing you will do at this time is mixing and you not gonna open the door for me."

I shook my head Jeff is an annoying little friend on this battlefield that became my life. He is a good looking guy with his messy blond hair, his grey eyes and very very tall. He sarcastic and have a bad humor all the time I think that makes me get along with him.

"I'm not gonna said you not mixing is not a good thing because it is good and you good at it. " He gestures to my mixing equipment and reaches to touch it but I slap his hand back. He glared at me." But your new staring contest with the ceiling is not a good hobby neither."

I threw my pillow at him. "It's because of you Colonel give me the holiday. " He chuckled.

"How horrible is that? And for your records it, not just me Stacie is worried too, you know?"

Stacie Conrad is one of my best friends since I enter the army. She is a doctor though.

"Hey, how is my favorite captain? "

"Talking about evil."I glared at my friend.

"Why that face Effy? "I threw another pillow to Stacie.

"She got the holiday," Jeff said. Stacie makes an O-face.

"Come on Eff we can go travel just three of us maybe got waste every night hit every club in town.'" Jeff said while he sat beside me.

"And get laid or if you do not want a stranger I'm available, you know?" Stacie winged at me.

"Gross" Then I heard an explosion that makes all three of us startled

I jumped up, grab my gun and helmet. I run out of my tent when to my man

"Captain we got ambush ma'am, We lost our first troop already." I grimace at that. That means our gate is destroyed. "Okay, Jeff, Roger Mandy, and Don come with me. Others protect the civilian and Stacie you stand by okay?" Every nodded. I ran out to the Crossfield "Don, can you get sniper shoot aim at that tank. I and other we go help people in the hospital." He nodded at me. We arrived at the hospital and it was wrecked. "We help people out Roger and Mandy get the first group back to bunker. I and Jeff is the last group. I peaked from my cover, I can count more than 20 men's.

"Shit, Jeff you try to hide behind those rocks okay we cant fight them they are too much enemy out there or just lying down still okay. I will get us out here." I see him hesitate but when he sees my dead look he nodded anyway. I run out to draw attention I try to shoot down all I can. I already killed 4 of them and then I throw the bomb. I ran and hide behind the rock. Then I ran as fast as I can back to the bunker then I saw Stacie try to help those injure soldier. Then the gun range I see those enemy aim for Stacie I shield Stacie with my body and shot that guy back.

Then I went down with Stacie catch me." EFFIN oh no no no. Don't dies on me " Stacie with panic try to stop my bleeding. I'm too numb to know where I get shot. "It's okay Stace, we're gonna be okay at least I'm going to rest …."Then everything went black.