Chapter 11

To Love and Be Loved

We took the boy to the orphanage where L had been raised. L held his hand as we walked through the gate. A man came to meet us and I knelt down in front of the boy.

"I'll come see you again. You're a very special boy, always remember that."

He nodded and I hugged him.

"Is this him?" the man asked.

I stood up and L nodded.

"Yes."

He looked at the boy.

"There is one thing I want you to remember, no matter how gifted, you alone cannot change the world. But that's the wonderful thing about this world. I will give a name to this boy." He said.

I smiled.

"Watari would've wanted you to do so."

L knelt down in front of the boy.

"Near, is a good name. You will always be near when someone is saved."

The boy smiled and so did I. L took off his bag and pulled out the toy robot. Near's face lit up and he smiled.

"Find happiness, Near." L told him.

He pat his head and then stood up. Near smiled at me before we walked away. As we walked, L started to straighten his back, causing him to walk funny. I laughed and I looked back to see Near laughing too.

L's POV

I loved hearing her laugh. We walked through the gate and I smiled.

Watari, I want to live a little bit longer in this world.

I looked at Elena. She gave me a loving smile and I stopped.

"The day I met you changed my world. You saw the world in such a different way, a better way than I did. You made my world happier, brighter. I wish I could have lived a whole life with you."

She steppe closer and smiled.

"I wish that too, but I know it can't happen. So, this is enough for me."

I never thought I could fall in love with someone. But I'd fallen in love with Elena Salazar in just a few short months. We returned to headquarters and she took me up to her room. I closed the door and held her close to me. She moved her hands to my chest and her warm fingers moved under my shirt. I gazed into her eyes as she lifted my shirt. I lifted my arms so she could take it off and she looked me over. She took my hands and brought them to the bottom of her own shirt. I was so pale next to her, almost like a ghost. She moved her hands up my chest and wrapped her arms around my neck.

"Te quiero." She whispered.

I pressed my forehead against hers.

"I love you too." I told her.

She touched my cheek lightly and then kissed my lips. I held her tightly and backed her up towards the bed. We fell back onto the mattress and I got on top of her. There wasn't much light in the room, but I could still see her beautiful face. I leaned back and she unbuttoned my jeans. She pushed them down as I unhooked her bra. I gently stroked her breasts and she moaned softly. She laid back down and I moved my hands down the sides of her body. She closes her eyes with a smile and I reached her panties. I leaned down and kissed her neck softly, moving down to her throat.

"L…" she moaned.

Hearing her say my name like that sent jolts of pleasure straight to my groin. I lowered my hips to hers so she could feel what she was doing to me.

"Oh my god, L."

I smirked and she slowly moved hand down. When she touched me, I groaned and she took that opportunity to push me onto my back. I smiled up at her and she kissed down my chest. I slowly closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of her lips on my body. She stopped when she reached the waistband of my boxers. She moved back up and smiled at me. She pulled me up and I pushed down her panties. My boxers soon joined them on the floor. I realized then that I didn't have a condom.

"Elena I don't have any uh…"

"I don't care."

"But what if-"

She put her finger to my lips.

"I'm not worried."

I slowly nodded and she stroked my cheek.

"If it happens, it happens. It's not like I wouldn't know what to do."

I smiled a bit and nodded again. I laid her back and looked at every inch of her.

"You're so beautiful. Inside and out. I'll never know why you chose me, but I don't care."

She chuckled and I kissed her. I slowly moved my hand down her body and between her legs. She was wet and I couldn't believe I made her feel this way. She moaned softly as I applied a little pressure to her clit. I looked up at her face, her eyes were closed and her lips slightly parted. Her cheeks were red and her chest was slowly rising and falling with each breath. I'd never been so hard in my life. I needed to be inside her, but this was my last day. I was going to make every last second with her count. I leaned down and lightly kissed her neck.

Elena's POV

He kissed every inch of me. He held my hand as he kissed, letting his tongue play around my navel. He started to rub me gently and I started breathing a little faster in anticipation. His hard cock brushed against my leg as he got on top of me.

"Are you ready?" he asked.

His voice was thick with lust and desire. I looked into his eyes and nodded.

"If it hurts, tell me and I'll wait."

I nodded again and he started to push himself inside me. He was big so it did hurt at first. I bit my lip and he stopped.

"Am I hurting you?"

"No." I breathed.

"Hold onto me." He said.

I put my arms around him and he kissed me hard as he broke through my hymen. I cried out and he held me close.

"Shhh, it's alright."

He kissed me softly, distracting me from any discomfort.

"Tell me when." He whispered.

I held onto his hand and gently moved my hips. After a few more seconds, the pain was gone.

"Move." I told him.

He gently pulled out before pushing back in. I smiled at the feeling of him inside me. He kissed my neck, my jaw and then my lips. I brought my hands up his back and to his shoulders. I wanted to be as close to him as I possibly could. I wrapped my legs around him next and curled my tongue around his. He moaned into my mouth and moved his hand to my hip. I'd never felt so alive until this moment. He started to move faster and faster until his thrusts started getting sloppy. His engorged cock was pulsing inside me and I could feel myself getting tighter. The coil in my belly was winding tighter and tighter.

"L!"

I cried his name over and over again as I came. He slammed into me and held my hips to his as he came inside me. It was an incredible feeling. He gave one last little thrust before collapsing in me. He held himself up on his forearms and smiled at me. He pulled himself out and laid beside me. I put my hand over his heart, feeling the strong, steady beat beneath my fingers. I still couldn't believe that in less than twenty-four hours his heart would stop. He slowly took my hand and kissed my wrist.

"I'm still right here with you."

I smiled sadly and touched his cheek. I traced my finger down his nose, across his lips and down his neck. I wanted to memorize every inch of him so I would always remember.

"No matter where I go, I'll always be right next to you. You might not see me and you might not hear me, but I will tell you every day that I love you."

"Oh, L."

I took his hand and held it over my heart.

"My heart will never beat like this for anyone but you. And I will love you until the day I die."

He smiled and pressed his forehead against mine.

"We'll be together again one day. I'll wait for you."

I laughed a little and so did he.

"I love you so much, L." I whispered.

"I love you too. Always."

I kissed him and his stroked my cheek with his thumb. L Lawliet was the love of my life. I knew I would never love any other man but him.