Disclaimer I wished I owned Star Wars! No? Well, fine. I do own Aviana and Kelsey. I got that at least
Chapter 15
Aviana
Growing up from what I remember, I always had a sense that my uncle and Ben didn't get along when he got older. When he was sent to live with me and my parents, I thought not only he would become a jedi like my father, but to also to try and control his powers.
I was so wrong.
Even as I got older, I did came to an understanding as to why it happened but at the same time, it broke my heart because my family was torn apart from everything that's happened.
Though I know that you can't change the past, I can't help but have the 'what ifs' from time to time.
Right now, I need to focus on what was going on and why my Uncle Han is doing what he's going to do.
I pray he doesn't get himself killed.
Watching my uncle walk towards him, I was filled with dread. I left Chewie by himself as I went down. I ignored Chewie as he tried to hold me back. There was no way I was going to let him do this by himself, no matter how he can handle it.
By the time I was down on the lower level, the doors flew open from above me and I saw Finn and Rey running and they were flabbergasted at what was going on. I gave them a look for them to stay there in case something goes wrong.
I slowly walked towards the entrance to the catwalk as my uncle kept walking towards Kylo.
"Han Solo. I've waited a long time," Kylo said.
"Take off that mask," Uncle Han said. "You don't need it."
"What do you think you'll see if I do?" Kylo asked.
"The face of my son," Uncle Han replied in a sad tone.
Silence filled the room, only the tiny hint of blowing wind from the doors being open. I stared at my uncle and Kylo; no wait my cousin. Even to this day I didn't have the heart to not call him my cousin.
At a point, we were close until he got worse.
Kylo waited a few minutes until he reached to take off his helmet. When he did that, I can tell he definitely changed from the last time I saw him. He got taller that's for sure. It was a miracle that I wasn't spotted just yet. His eyes portrayed emotion that I couldn't figure out.
I never imagine how this reunion would play out. I walked over towards the edge of the cat walk as I could hear their conversation.
"Your son. He's gone. He was weak and foolish like this father, so I destroyed him," Kylo said.
"That's what Snoke wants you to believe. But it's not true, my son is alive," Han pleaded.
"It's too late," Kylo said.
No it wasn't I thought to myself.
It wasn't too late. It couldn't never be too late. I know deep down there was the Ben I knew and loved.
"No it's not. Leave here with me. Come home. We miss you," Uncle Han said.
I miss you too, I wanted to say but I couldn't find the words. I saw Kylo having an internal struggle. He started to walk close to Uncle Han and I saw myself getting closer but stopping. As much as I wanted to help, I didn't like the feeling that was in the pit of my stomach.
"I'm being torn apart," Kylo said in agony. "I want to be free from this pain. I know what I have to do but I don't know if I have the strength to do it. Will you help me?"
What did he have to do?
"Yes, anything," Uncle Han said.
Kylo moved a bit closer to Uncle Han. I watched it unfold as they just stared at one another as he held the lightsaber between them. I almost let out breath when I heard the humming of the saber and I saw that Kylo had stabbed my uncle with his lightsaber.
I let out a scream as Chewie roared mournfully.
"NO!" Rey's voice cried out.
I dropped to my knees as I cried out in pain.
Why this had to happen?
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Planet D'Qar
Third POV
Kelsey had just gotten away from a commander when she felt a wave of sadness over her. She leaned against the control panel with a shocked and upset look on her face.
No matter how much she wanted to cry out, she couldn't.
She turned to see if Leia was around and when she saw her sister-in-law slumped in a chair nearby with a heartbroken look on her face that Kelsey didn't need no explanation for.
Han Solo.
Her brother was gone.
Forever.
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Starkiller Base
Aviana
I remained in my spot; grief stricken as I saw my uncle's body fall off the cat walk and into the pit below.
This didn't happen.
There was no way my Uncle Han is dead.
It couldn't be.
Chewie's roar snapped me out of my thoughts as he started firing at Kylo. I looked above quickly as Finn and Rey did the same. Kylo got his and then there was gunfire around. I ran back quickly as I ducked behind the pillars. I got up and ran outside and I didn't see no one else around when I got outside.
"CHEWIE! FINN! REY!" I called out but didn't hear anything.
I hope they got out alright.
I looked up and still saw ships flying around fighting one another as I have tears running down my face. I heard that familiar growl as Chewie ran out of the building as it exploded. I ran to him and he wrapped me in a tight hug as I let more tears fall.
He too was grieving as well. Chewie had lost his best friend and we're both hurting bad now.
"Where's Rey and Finn?" I asked frantically.
Chewie let out a few sad moans as he lead me towards the woods. We both ran knowing that we need to find them and bring them back to base.
Base.
Oh kriff. My mother and my aunt.
They must've known about Uncle Han by now somehow.
As we ran, I said a silent prayer for those still fighting wherever that they're safe and come home safe and sound. Especially Poe.
I knew in my heart that I couldn't grieve just yet and I know damn well that Uncle Han wouldn't want me to either right now.
We have a battle to finish.
A/n I know y'all would have feels about this. Believe me, I was struggling with this decision myself /
Just a few more chapters to go with this story! I do plan on doing The Last Jedi story when I do see the movie so it won't be for awhile at least. I can't believe after two years the movie it's almost here!
Also PSA For those who have seen The Last Jedi, just no spoilers please! Just for the respect of others that haven't seen it yet like myself which I hope to soon.
Also note Past will be updated soon. RL has been hectic and school's going to be done soon so thankfully I'll have time to update!
Thank you for your endless patience and support! Hope to see you all soon!
Until next time,
Vicky
