Chapter 9: Make Me Forget

Happy walked into Redwoody and stopped to enjoy the sight of two women making out in tiny string bikinis on a couch. He smiled as he smacked Tig on his back when he walked past him. Tig turned and looked at Happy who had just past him and sat down at the bar before quickly turning back to the filming of Redwoody's next movie. Happy glanced around for Jax wondering why he wanted them there if he wasn't even going to be around. He shrugged and went back to watching the two women, one was a big busted blonde who he had, had sex with a few weeks prior, she definitely knew how to suck dick. He felt himself grow somewhat hard thinking about her lips being wrapped around his dick. The only thing that stopped him from having a full on boner was Tig.

"Where's my little girl?" Tig questioned Happy. Tig thought Happy looked tired, he better not have taken advantage of his poor baby girl.

Happy glanced over at him, if he was so worried maybe he should have let her stay with him last night. Then Happy would have had a full night sleep verses the broken hours he got. "She's outside, making some phone calls." He answered Tig without looking at him keeping his attention on the girls and wondering where their president was.

Liv wiped the tears from her eyes before dialing Natalie's number.

"Hello?" Natalie's voice came across the other line tentatively. Liv was surprised she even answered a telephone number that she didn't know.

Liv could feel tears threatening to spill from her eyes, "Nat?" She said in barely a whisper.

"Oh my god, Liv! SO…please tell me, are you and Juice married?" Natalie's voice was full of excitement and joy.

Olivia didn't know what was going on. She let out a small sob at the thought of her and Juice being married, it was something that would never happen. They would never be together again. "What are you talking about Natalie?" Liv asked, it was obvious that August Marks had set up some elaborate plan so her family in Charlotteville wouldn't look for her or Juice.

"Juice's text. It said you guys were going on a trip and wouldn't be back for a while. So I just assumed you were going to elope. I mean of course I was upset that you wouldn't tell me something like that but then I wondered if it was a surprise or if you just wanted to do it with the two of you. I was disappointed for a few days especially since you haven't texted or called me back. By the way whose phone are you calling from? Do I get to call you Mrs. Ortiz now?"

"Nat!" She would have kept going if Liv hadn't stopped her from speaking.

"Are you crying?" Natalie asked her best friend. They had been friends long enough to be able to pick up the little discrepancies in the other's mannerisms and voices.

Liv let out another sad sob, "He's gone, Natalie."

"What?! Where the hell did he go so I can beat the shit out of him? I cannot believe that he would do something like that to you." Natalie's temper was getting the best of her. Liv could see it, her face would turn bright red and she would start to clench her jaw tightly.

Olivia felt grateful for her best friend and her need to protect her. "Nat, he didn't leave me. He is dead." It was the first time she said it out loud. It made everything feel so real.

"What? Liv are you okay? Where are you?" Natalie was on edge, hearing Olivia sound so broken and sad. She wanted to take her into her arms and just hug her.

"I'm not okay but I am alive and I am safe. I guess that is what matters right? I'm in California. I am swept up in some stuff that runs deep. I don't want to tell you too much because I don't want you to get in trouble too." Liv paused, had she already told the only person in the world she cared more about than herself too much?

"What happened Liv?" Natalie's voice trembled.

"Nat, it doesn't matter right now. I just needed you to know I was safe and that if anyone out of place asks you where I am, tell them what that I am with Juice somewhere…where ever that text told you. Please, can you do that for me?" She wanted nothing more than to keep her friend safe and keep her from her fate.

"Of course as long as you tell me what is going on," Natalie pushed.

Liv knew that Natalie wouldn't give up until she told her everything. "Nat, I can't tell you right now but I will as soon as I can, I promise." It was a promise she would keep. She would tell Natalie everything from the abuse to the rapes to finding her "dead" father who was actually alive.

Natalie sighed deeply, "Alright fine."

"Olivia?" A voice called from the distance. Liv stood up to see Jax standing by the door of the warehouse. "Come on."

She nodded and turned her attention back to the phone. "Nat, I need to go. I love you!" Liv said quietly to Natalie.

"I love you too, Livi." Natalie voice was sad. It had been ages since Natalie had called Olivia, Livi. She held that nickname for times of pain. Liv closed the phone and walked towards Jax who was standing with a golden brown hair and almond shaped brown eyes. She was dressed nicely which made live feel inadequate in her SOA shirt, leggings and gray converse. Liv felt the woman studying her, she could feel her cheeks flush. She sensed that this woman was more critical of her than Lyla was.

The woman looked back over at Jax with concern in her eyes. "Shit." She said quietly, she probably thought that Liv hadn't heard her but she did. Liv knew she looked like she had been through the ringer; she hated to tell her but she had been and then some.

"Olivia, this is Wendy." Jax said introducing her to the woman. He looked at Olivia, she had been crying, her eyes were red and puffy and she had tears still lingering on her face. He wondered who she had been talking to on the cell phone and what was said. He hoped that she hadn't given away too much information about her whereabouts and who had saved her. They would like to keep Moses in the dark as long as possible.

"Hello." Olivia said softly as she wiped the stray tears off of her face. She held up the phone. "Happy let me call my friend, Natalie because I assumed she would be looking for me…" Liv trailed off thinking about the fact that if it wasn't for Jax and his club she would still be locked in the warehouse at the mercy of the monsters. She shuttered at the thought.

"And are they looking for you?" Jax asked as they started towards Redwoody. He didn't need this girl messing up his plans.

"No." She confessed. "Nat got a text from Juice or someone who said they were Juice saying we were going out of town for a while and not to worry." She could feel tears building again as they walked through the door of the warehouse. It was a different feeling than it had been the night before, it louder and in the distance she heard the sounds of giggling and women moaning. She stopped abruptly.

"It's fine." Wendy gave Liv and an encouraging smile, "Lyla is just directing a porn. This is the studio."

Liv took a deep breath and followed them into the studio area where the night before was just a bar. She scanned the faces of the men who were all there the prior night. The group of men were intensely watching what was going on to her left, two girls going at it with each other. She wrinkled her nose in disgust at the reaction of the men who were watching. Olivia found her father who seemed like he was enjoying the girl on girl action slightly more than he should have. She shook her head.

"Oh, I almost forgot." Wendy whispered to Liv. "I have this for you." She handed Liv a large duffle bag. Liv looked into the bag and it had clothing in it.

"You didn't have to do that." Liv felt instant gratification toward her.

"It's no problem; it's a gift from Lyla and me. She gave me your sizes off of your clothes that she threw out. I hope you don't mind that she tossed them." Wendy smiled warmly.

Live shook her head. In all honesty Liv never wanted to see those pieces of clothing ever again, she wanted to forget everything about her captivity. She took the bag from Wendy and quickly walked back to the area where she had changed the night before. As she passed by none of the men took notice of her.

Wendy had included some make up in the bag as well, the cover-up wouldn't have done much for the bruises on her face but she did put on some eye shadow, eye liner and mascara. She pulled her hair back into a messy bun. Then she dressed in one the t-shirts which was white, and a pair of faded blue jeans. In the bag there was also an aqua colored cardigan. Olivia finally started to feel like herself again.

Happy glanced around the room, he was getting slightly bored watching the blonde and brunette take turns going after the others snatch. He wondered if Liv was still outside on the phone. He got up to go see when she came around the corner. She looked different. Her hair had been pulled back and it accentuated her neck, a neck that he would have liked to taste. She was wearing new clothing that showed her curves. He liked how perky her tits looked and they were around the size of an ample hand full. She must have seen him staring at her because her cheeks flushed a light pink color and she quickly let her eyes go elsewhere. He liked seeing a bit of color in her cheeks.

"Hap?" Jax called him. "Church." Happy nodded and head towards the redwood table. Earlier in the week Rat, Quinn and Tig went and brought the table to Redwoody. It was nice to have it there, it made it feel like home. The club had decided after some recent events where their ice cream shop had been bombed by the Triads they would move out of Charming proper. Happy sat down to the right of Jackson who was at the head of the table, the spot of the Sargent at Arms. Jax knew that Happy would be the perfect SAA because of Happy's ruthlessness and devotion to the club. When everyone sat down he directed his attention to Happy. "So how'd things go last night Hap?" He studied Happy for a moment, "You look like fucking shit."

"I hope you got a piece of gratification last night Hap." Rat spoke up. Happy glared over at him wishing he was closer so he could punch the asshole. Instead Quinn smack the back of Rat's head causing it to fling forward hard.

"Shut your fucking mouth; that is my little girl you're talking about." Tig growled at Rat.

Happy nodded in approval, "Rat…you're walking a fine line here." Happy said with a quiet venom. Rat knew better than to mess with Happy. "It was a rough night. She woke up screaming, I thought someone was attacking her. Probably not a good idea to have her stay at your place Prez. Don't want the boys waking up to that."

Jax nodded while he took in what Happy said. He was glad that Happy had been honest and didn't just let him take her not knowing about her nightmares. "Do you think you can keep her at your place a little longer?" Jax asked Happy, hoping he would say yes.

"It's fine, she is actually more respectful of my place than any of you assholes. Plus she made me breakfast and I could get used to having someone cook meals for me." He smirked. That was that, he had committed to keeping Olivia at his place. He hoped the evenings would get better because he didn't want have broken up nights of sleep.

Liv climbed into bed, it had been a long day. She was emotionally and physically spent. She got to spend some time with Tig, she was not quite ready to call him dad yet but he was growing on her. It was nice to know that she someone who was her biological family still. He told her that he would bring her some photos of her mom when they were together, so she could see that her mom wasn't always a junkie. She appreciated that because that was the only Aria she knew, the drug addict, whore. Olivia found that she really liked Wendy and Lyla, they were both extremely caring and took her under their wings. She appreciated their open arms and ability not to ask questions about what happened to her. Olivia found out that Lyla was a widow of a club member who happened to be Jax's best friend and Wendy was Jax's ex-wife who was now living with him and his sons. It felt like a soup opera to Liv but she knew there much worse things she could be dealing with. She continued to think about the day until her eyelids were heavy and sleep over took her.

Happy had just got into the shower when screams ripped through his house. Not again he thought to himself as he got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist. He made his way to the spare room where he found Olivia, again fighting off her dreams. She had kicked her blankets off, revealing she was only sleeping in a SAMCRO t-shirt. Her milky white legs bared even more bruises than her face did. Happy shook his head; he wanted to hurt them as much as they had hurt her. He walked up to the bed, "Olivia…Olivia…Wake up!" He touched her. Like the night before she shot straight up in the bed. She had tears streaming from her face and she was trembling. "You're okay, you're safe." Happy reminded her as he started out of the room.

"Happy?" Her voice was quiet. He stopped in the doorway and turned around being mindful that he was dripping water all over his floor. She stood up and walked towards him. He knew she wanted him to hold her as soon as she wrapped her arms around his body and placed her head on his chest. Happy placed his arms around her, knowing the sooner he comforted her, the sooner he would be able to get back into the shower and get some sleep. She smelled good, like lavender. Olivia looked up at him, her blue eyes pleaded with him. "Make me forget." She whispered as she planted a kiss on one of his pectoral muscles.

Her mouth was warm against his skin; Happy moaned, damn his body for betraying him. He couldn't do this with Tig's daughter, not after she had been tortured by Marks and his men. She had moved her mouth up to his Adam's apple and placed another gentle kiss on it. He could feel her heart beating hard and fast against his chest. Olivia's teeth grazed against his collar bone, he let out a groan as she looked up at him through her eye lashes. He didn't know if he was going to regret what was about to do but he was really more of a live in the moment sort of guy. Awe hell, he thought as he grabbed the back of Olivia's head and kissed her.

Their tongues danced against each other, as Happy released the back of Olivia's head, cupped Olivia's ass and picked her up. Her legs quickly wrapped around him; he carried her into his room where he had his stash of condoms. With one quick move they were both on the bed, Happy was hovering over Olivia, who no longer resembled the scared girl who he had just found in the room next to his. She lightly bit the side of her lower lip and looked up at Happy with lust in her eyes. She was exuding sexuality, Happy wanted to eat her alive. He growled as he moved his hand up her shirt and rubbed her breast. Her nipple was already hard under his hand but that didn't stop him from rolling the little nubbin between his fingers.

A soft moan escaped, Olivia's lips. This man knew what he was doing; she was forgetting about the men in her dreams. She focused on how Happy touched her, he moved his hand over to her other breast and roller her nipple between his thumb and index finger. His other hand moved over Liv's stomach, it was callused, it scratched her lightly on the way down to her panties. Happy stopped and played with the top of the soft material for a moment before he moved on to the mound of hair between her thighs. She let out a small whimper of need as he plunged his hand between her legs.

Happy could tell she was wet before he even dipped his hand between her thighs. He was hard with anticipation, feel his penis starting to throb impatiently. Normally he would have the girl do all the work but for some reason he felt different about this, maybe it was her innocence or the pure need she had. He plunged his finger into her, she was dripping with eagerness. He pulled his hand out and placed his finger in his mouth. She tasted just as good as he thought she would. He looked up at Olivia as he pulled off her shirt. He tried to hide the fury he felt when he saw the jagged marks that were just under Olivia's breast. He brought his mouth to them kissing each of the gashes. He felt Olivia's breath hitch slightly as he looked up at her.

She was blushing at him, she knew her body was a disgusting reminder of everything that had happened to her. But Happy didn't seem to notice until he got to the large lacerations she received her first few days of being kidnapped. Happy pulled her out of her thoughts by taking her mouth against his. He knew what he was doing when he kissed her, he tongue swirled expertly against hers. She felt Happy pull her underwear off with one of his hands, he only got them so far so she helped kick them off with her feet. She hadn't realized but he had moved his body between her legs. His penis was hard against her under his towel. Happy stopped the kiss and looked down at her, she started to tremor with need.

Liv could tell he was trying to read her and see if this was something she really wanted. She reached down and pulled the towel that still clung to Happy's hips off of him. He took her removal of the towel as his go ahead. Happy reached over to the nightstand and pulled out a condom; he ripped it open with his teeth and placed it on the length of his erection. Liv watched, her mind quickly wondered why she was okay with having sex with someone who was pretty much a complete stranger after everything that had happened. Then she realized it was because it was her choice, not anyone else. She was the one who could start or stop what was happening, Happy made that clear when he searched her face. He had given her something she needed more than forgetting, he had actually given her body back. She felt liberated as she slid himself inside of her.

Liv was tighter than the pussy's he was used to fucking. He felt her walls clench against him was he made his way deeper inside of her. He pulled her legs up against his chest and over his shoulders so he could get even deeper. He moaned as he pushed harder. He smiled down at Olivia who let out a small gasp as he sped up his thrusts. He moved his hand down to the bud between her legs and rubbed it. He could feel Olivia's leg start to tremble. Her eyes were shut tightly and she grasped at the blankets. He wanted to build her up and let her down; he knew it would be a bit before he would be ready to cum so he stopped what he was doing and looked down at her.

She wondered what he was doing, she had been on the brink of an orgasm and he stopped. She whimpered as he pulled her legs down from his shoulders and leaned over her. Happy smiled at her, it was a devilish smile. He knew what he was doing to her. She bucked her hips hard against him, which made him chuckle lightly, just before he bit her lightly on the collar bone. He started moving hard and fast against her again, bring her close to an orgasm again she waited for Happy to stop but he didn't he moved his mouth to her breast. His tongue twirled around her nipple and then he lightly bit it, before starting it again. Liv enjoyed the expertise of his mouth, she started to wonder what he would have been like if he went down on her. She sighed loudly as she neared and orgasm. Her legs wrapped around Happy as he continued to thrust in and out of her.

Happy could tell Olivia was close to an orgasm and so was he, his mouth moved feverously against her nipple. He could feel her walls start to spasm a little; he looked up at Olivia who was breathing fast and looked flushed. She opened up her mouth and let out a quiet moan before sinking her nails into his back and racking them across it before crying out his name. The nails and hearing her say his name is such an erotic way sent him over the edge. He pumped his dick into a few more times before he felt the familiar feeling of an orgasm wash over him. He groaned loudly as he thrust one more time spilling his seed into the condom. He sat still for a moment before pulling out of Olivia.

Happy pulled off the condom and threw it on the floor. He moved to his back and leaned propped up against his pillows. He didn't know if he wanted to kick her out. This was the most relaxed he had seen her. She looked up at him and she had a post orgasm glow about her. Happy watched as across her lips there was a smile, a smile that reached her eyes. "Thank you." She sat up and kissed his cheek. Happy pulled Olivia close to him and let her lay her head on his chest. He was actually doing the post-sex cuddle. He felt awkward like he would do something wrong. He sat there silently thinking about what had just happened. She had just thanked him for having sex with her, was that something that she did? He wondered to himself. He found himself smoothing down her hair as traced one of his tattoos with her nail. Her silence was a relief, he found that he usually had to kick the croweaters out of his bed because they wanted to talk. He found small talk annoying and a waste of his time.

"We just christened my bed." He said more to himself than to Liv but she looked up at him with question in her eyes.

"What?" Liv was shocked, he couldn't have been a virgin; he was far too good at what he was doing to be one. Both she and Matt had lost their virginity to each other and she just remembered it being awkward and ended just about as quickly as it started.

Happy smiled down at her, "You are the first woman who I have allowed in my bed at my house."

Liv wondered why he didn't have girls over at his place. She guessed it was because he liked his privacy and there was nothing private about having a girl in your bed. "Hmm." Was all she responded with before placing her head back on his chest. She wondered if this encounter would make things strange between them in the morning. Olivia wasn't going to think about it, she was just going to enjoy the moment.

It wasn't long before both Happy and Liv had dozed off to sleep in each other's arms. Happy breaking all his rules and Liv forgetting.

A/N: I lied…I actually got a chance to write this weekend, I wasn't needed. Sucks in some ways but for my story its good. So what do you think about Liv and Happy hooking up?! Got to love a softer Happy, which will not always be the way. Feel free to let me know what you think.

Big shout out to TeamBlaus4EVER for letting me bounce ideas off of her and for changing the direction of my story!