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Santana and I are alone in the apartment and I'm fucking her senseless on her bed. I've got 3 fingers deep in her beautiful pussy and she moaning into my mouth.
"That's it baby" I say against her lips
"Shit Brittany, fuck me baby" Santana whimpers
I scoot down her body and suck her clit into my mouth. I bite it lightly and she cums around my fingers. I pull out and lick up all the juices on her pussy and climb back up her body. I go to suck on my fingers but she fucking grabs my wrist and pulls my fingers into her mouth. I groan as I watch her suck on my finger.
"You're so fucking sexy, San" I groan before pulling my fingers out of her mouth and kiss her, "I could fuck you all day, babe"
Santana laughs, "That would be awesome but so painful at the end of it"
I smile and kiss her again. The kiss is slow and sweet. It's sweet for multiple reasons. One reason being that she still tastes like her pussy and another is because I can feel the meaning behind.
What scares the shit out of me is that my feelings for her are growing crazy fast. I mean like…ok look I can see myself falling in love with her. I know, I know that's wild. I mean we've only known each other for like two months now and only two people even know that we are a couple, Quinn and Natalie.
Shit…I wanna tell Rachel but I know her and she'll flip
/
We take a quick shower before we fix some lunch.
"Hey, do you wanna go for a walk in central park in a while?" I ask
She smiles at me, God that smile, and nods, "The trees are so beautiful right now. I'd love to."
"Awesome. Dress warm, I don't want you getting sick" I mumble like an idiot
San laughs, "Baby, you do realize that I'm 21 not 5, right?"
"Yes, if you were 5 what we're doing would be fucked up"
She laughs harder, "So true"
"I just…" I stretch out not sure how to explain myself
"You care and I get it" She says, "I care about you too"
I smile and grab our empty plates, setting them in the sink. We both go change. I pick out a long sleeve brown t-shirt and layer it with a blue, short sleeve t-shirt before pulling my hair up. I throw on some faded jeans and my brown vans. I grab my lightweight, brown military jacket and slide it on.
I walk out to the living room. It's weird how quiet it is without Rachel and Quinn around. They're both with their boyfriends right now. I hope that they decide to spend the night over there. Don't get me wrong I love them but I like my alone time with San. She's my girl, you know.
I hear footsteps and turn to see Santana walking towards me. My jaw fucking drops. She wearing a long sleeve white t-shirt with a moss green scarf, moss green pants and a black leather, fitted jacket. She also has on a pair of black military boots.
"You look so fucking hot" I say, unable to stop myself
She laughs, "Baby, it's a simple outfit"
"Well you still look hot."
"I'm glad that I have this effect on you."
"Of course you do, Santana" I say seriously
She smiles and kisses me, "Let's head out"
I nod and we walk out the door. I lock it and we take the elevator down to the first floor.
I want to grab her hand so badly, but she's been really strict about no PDA in case Rachel or someone else we know sees us. It sucks cause I just wanna show her off to the world. Wouldn't you?
Anyways, when we get out of the taxi and I pay the driver and we walk into the park. It's so nice right now. The leaves are all kinds of colors and she looks even more beautiful in this light.
"You look beautiful, San" I say quietly
I can see her blush and I smiled.
"Thank you, Britt" She replies as we walk over to a vender to buy some hot coco.
It's nearly perfect. The only problem is not being able to hold her hand. I quickly look around before I brush our fingers together.
I see her smile slightly but other than that she doesn't acknowledge it. I pinch my lips to the side and think of a way to bribe her into holding my hand.
"Baby, if you let me hold your hand while we're in the park, I'll let you go down on me…" I grin
She looks shocked, "Really? I know that we've never really talked about you being the receiver…"
I sigh and see an empty bench, "Come here" I mumble
We both sit down, "What is it Brittany?"
"So I've always been insecure about being the receiver and giving up that kind of control. It's not that I'm ashamed of my body cause I work hard to keep it looking nice but I'm a control freak in bed."
She nods, "I understand. I would never take advantage of you though baby. Plus you can still be in charge." She looks around then back at me, "We could try an equal amount of control"
"Are you saying we could do a 69?" I ask grinning and she nods, "That sounds awesome"
We decide to hold off on the hand holding but we continue to walk in the park. I see Puck and glance at Santana. She nods and I jog over to him.
"Hey Puck"
"Pierce!" He says happily
"You got any rolled ready?" I ask quietly
He nods and hands me 2 joints.
"Thank man" I say and hand him a 10 before I walk back to San.
We find a secluded spot and light up.
After a couple hits I ask, "You'll be on top right?"
She smiles and nods, "We can also scissor"
I smirk and nod before taking another hit.
When we finish smoking we head back to the main walkway and we fucking run into Dani. Fucking awesome. I was having such a nice time with my girl. Damn-it
"Hey Babe" Dani smirks at Santana
"Dani, I don't have time for this" San says
Dani must smell it on us, "Did smoke someone else's shit?" she asks angrily
I about to go off on this bitch.
"Dani, Britt got some and I smoked with her. It's not a big deal."
"You planning to buy any from me?" Dani asks
"I don't have any money" Santana says quietly
Dani smirks "Pay in something else"
I almost go off but Santana shakes her head while looking at Dani, "No, I'm not doing that anymore"
"Girlfriend?" Dani scowls
"Dani, please just leave me alone"
"You still owe me"
Santana sighs, "And I'll pay but I need time"
"Time's up doll"
I growl and grab some money. Santana stops me, but continues to look at Dani.
"Please Dani, give me a week"
Dani looks thoughtful, "You have to give up some"
"No Dani, I'm not sleeping with you" Santana sighs
Dani laughs, "Do you think that you have a choice in the matter?"
I walk closer and give her $100, "Now back off"
Dani smirks, "Thanks but this isn't enough"
"How much?" I ask
"Stop" Santana says, "Hold on a second Dani"
She pulls me aside, "You can't pay for me. I can't have you do that."
"Are you gunna sleep with her?" I ask bluntly
Santana swallows but doesn't say anything.
"Santana, if you sleep with her…we're done" I say then add, "I'm going home, are you coming with me?"
Santana looks worried, "Britt…"
"Fine, do what you want but I'm not into that kind of relationship." I say trying to hold back tears
Santana swallows and a shake my head with a harsh laugh, "Later, roommate" and walk off.
I feel like I can't fucking breath as I walk. 'm so hurt and angry. Everything was perfect but I fucking hate Dani. I can't believe that Santana is gunna sleep with her.
As I hail a taxi I hear running footsteps and turn, hoping it's Santana. Nope, it's Puck.
"You alright, Pierce?" He asks
"Nah man. You wanna go out for drinks?" I ask
He nods, "Sure"
We walk over to Harry's Bar and find seats.
/
It's got to be around 2 am when I felt Puck toss me on my bed. I barely hear Quinn talking to him but I can't make out what they're saying.
Everything sucks. Normally I'm an awesome drunk person but tonight I'm gloomy and I fucking hate it.
/
I wake up and feel my head throbbing. I feel it rising up and run to the bathroom. I'm barfing into the toilet when I hear a knock.
"Britt, I have water and Advil" Quinn hollers through the door.
"Come in" I say as I lean against the wall after flushing the toilet.
Quinn walks in and sits next to me, "Here ya go"
"Thanks" I mumble
I take the pills and drink all of the water
"What happened, Britt? Puck sad that you were quiet all night" Quinn asks
I shake my head and then groan at the pain, "Who all is here?"
"All of us" she replies
I groan and then I hear more footsteps. I look up and see Rachel and Santana standing in the doorway.
"Hey Britt-Britt" Rachel says smiling
"Hey" I groan
Rachel nods then asks, "What's going on?"
I sigh and reply, "Nothing. Just drank too much"
I slowly stand up and brush past my roommates. I go and grab some clothes before I go back to the bathroom.
"I need to shower" I say and they all nod, walking out
I take a fast shower and get dressed. I strip my bed and wash everything before I go to the living room.
First I grab a glass of ice water then I go to the living room. Everyone I in there but I ignore them and play on my phone, while sitting on the chair.
Santana texts me
San: I didn't do it…
I look up and meet her eyes. Then my phone buzzes.
San: I need to tell you something, but it should be in person and not over text
I nod and look at Quinn, "You and Rach going over to Finns?"
Quinn looks confused but then it clicks for her, "No but I got a 2 for 1 coupon at the nail salon." She turns to Rachel, "Come with me please?"
Rachel nods and they get ready to leave. Before they walk out Quinn pats my shoulder.
They leave then there's silence. I glance over at San and she looks nervous.
"Santana…"
"I think I might be falling in love with you, Brittany and I'm fucking terrified."
Didn't expect that at all. I'm speechless.
There's more silence before she begs, "Pease say something…please"
"I think I might be falling in love with you, too" I reply quietly
She smiles till I say, "You scared me yesterday"
Santana sighs and nods, "I know. I was a fucking idiot. I would never cheat. I'm not that type of person."
I nod and get up. I take a seat next to her on the couch.
"How are you going to pay her?"
I see her swallow nervously.
"I'm not sure but she's not happy" San replies
I nod and think for a moment then say, "Let me pay her. If you want you can pay me back but please let me help."
Santana sighs before she slowly nods, "Ok"
"Call her over here and let's get this over with." I say standing up. I go and grab the money and go back to the living room
/
There's a knock on the door and I go to answer it. Dani's standing there with some big guy.
She smirks, "Hello, this is Matt my…friend"
"I bet" I mumble, "How much does she owe?"
"I want to see her"
"No" I say simply
Dani sighs and shakes her head, "Santana, get out here or Matt will get to know Brittany!" she shouts
Santana comes out of her room, where I told her to stay.
"How much Dani?" I ask edgily
"Babe, how are you gunna pay. Money or what we both know you want?"
"Money" San mumbles
I sigh, "Dani, money…how much" I said through gritted teeth
"You gunna invite us in?"
"No" I say shaking my head then I look at Santana, "How much?"
"$350 total so $250 after that hundred yesterday."
I nod and hand Dani $250.
"I'll be back" she smirks
"No you won't" I say
Dani raises a brow at me, "Excuse me but Santana is still my customer"
"Dani, I can't do this anymore" Santana says quietly but we all hear it
Dani clenches her jaw, "You can't just back out"
"Yes she can"
"You aren't part of this!" Dani shouts
I can see Puck and his guys coming out of the elevator. I called him for back up.
"This is my turf now" Puck growls making Dani and Matt turn to him.
I pull Santana behind me…just in case.
"How's that?" Dani asks
Puck smirks and more of his guys show up. I really didn't mean for this to turn into a fucking wizarding war.
What? I'm a Harry Potter fan…back off.
"Need any more explanation?" Puck asks smirking
Dani turns back to us, "Santana, this isn't over, babe"
"Oh it is. Now leave" I growl
Dani smirks, "What makes you think you have any say in her life?"
I clench my jaw.
Dani laughs, "Remember her tongue has been on me and I've been all over her."
I can feel all of my muscles tighten. Santana touches my arm and I flinch but grab her hand behind my back. We watch as Dani and Matt are basically escorted out of the building by Puck's boys.
Puck waves to us, "We'll have some guys on the property tonight"
"Thanks Puck" I say before he walks away and I shut the door. I lock it and turn to Santana
She leans closer and I kiss her softly then I pull back and say, "It's gunna be ok, baby"