7:51 PM

Shinji and Rei made it into her house, slamming the door behind them. Shinji rushes to the window and closes the blinds while Rei briskly switches the lamp on. They both stand in their respective corners for a few beats. I feel like I could throw up. My neck is burning. Shinji scratches at his clavicle through his white tee. Rei takes the lead and sits down on the chair nearest to her and tucks herself in. She rests her hands on her lap and takes a breath. Shinji takes the chair that was across from her and pulls it next to her instead. He sits and faces her with a hunch in his back. Rei looks at him from the corner of her eye.

"There are many things I can not tell you," Rei speaks, "They are confidential to the fullest extent." Shinji frowns and sits upright. "They listen to us through these," Rei drops her phone on the table.

"B-but Misato bought mine herself."

"Yours is safe."

"Why didn't you tell me about that?" Shinji says slightly stirred up.

"I kept it turned off when you were over. I may not do that now. Commander Ikari knew." Shinji furrows his brows and reaches for her phone, she doesn't stop him. He opens it and says

"Let me talk to her. What's it matter to you?!"

….

"He will not answer you if he is listening." Shinji turned off the phone and threw it away from them onto the creaky floor. He looks at Rei who was slightly surprised. "I'm sure he will bring this up next time he and I speak."

"I don't care-I'll go with you." Shinji pauses. Am I really brave enough for that? That actually sounds really scary. He shakes his head then scratches his neck. "I have to go, you have to tell me when."

"I can not allow that. It could be very dangerous for you."

"I don't care!" Do I? ...I don't think so. Rei's too important.

"Shinji… I don't think you should involve yourself any further. We...should not… we…SNIFF." Out of pure surprise Rei jumps up from her seat knocking her chair backward with a DINKRR. A stream of tears fall onto her dress as she hunches over clutching the end of the table. What am I doing? What is this? How am I crying? I've never…. I don't know what to do. Rei breaks down completely and falls to her knees hiding her face against the edge of the table. Shinji hesitates to do anything. I've never seen her cry. His eyes fill up to the brim with tears bending at the waist to dig his elbows into his thighs and cover his face with his hands. Rei's violent crying makes him shiver and feel distraught to a level he's never felt before. I'm putting too much on her. It isn't right. I rely on her for everything. I can't do that anymore!

"I-SNIFF-I don't know what to do!" Rei sobs into her arms. Her fingernails dig at the skin of her forearms painfully. Shinji's tears drain out of his eyes and leak down his hands and arms until they wet his baggy black pants. "I don't want to break up," Rei wheezes, "I… I don't want to." Shinji takes his hands from his face and pushes the chair out falling onto his knees like Rei. He grabs the corner of her sleeve and tugs her toward him. She looks the other way.

"Rei, look at me," Shinji cries. His eyes are swollen and burning, but he tries his best to keep his eyes focused on her. She finally turns to him swallowing her sniffles. Her face is fully flushed and her eyes are almost completely bloodshot. She wraps her arms around her midsection but Shinji takes her arms and pulls her into him and tightly holds her. "I don't want to break up either. I love you too much. I… can't be without you."

"I love you too," Rei wimpers with her eyes swollen shut. She slowly lifts her arms up and wraps them around his back. These emotions are so overwhelming. I almost cannot stand it. It feels like my whole body has been overtaken with something uncontrollable. "There are things I want to tell you… but I cannot do so yet. But… I will."

"Alright," Shinji sobers up a bit and puts his forehead against Rei's, "We're gonna do this," Shinji says. I've never felt so confident in my entire life. There's something about her. I feel like I can do this, like WE can do this.

"I… hope we ca-"

"-We WILL Rei," Shinji slightly shakes her shoulders for her to open her eyes.

"Y-yes. We… we will Shinji." Shinji exhales in relief. We somehow just avoided a crisis. I'm… seriously lucky. "It will be incredibly difficult. But… I believe it will be worth it."

"I agree. I… you… I," Shinji laughs softly, God I can't get these freakin' words out when I want to.

"I understand." Rei stares into Shinji's eyes for the first time that night. It's like all the words they had were spoken right then. Rei and Shinji both methodically lean in for a hard kiss. They kiss like it's been a year without it. They let out a needy Mmm on each other's tongues. Shinji bites Rei's lip accidentally and tries to say sorry but she cuts him off by holding him tighter around the waist and pushing her tongue into his mouth. A noise of surprise echoes from the back of his throat yet he quickly complies and sucks. His hands wander from her shoulders to her thighs and he slowly goes under the skirt of her dress with his nails stopping when he brushes the underwear hugging her pelvis. Rei Releases his lip with a pop. "We should." Shinji makes a look of confusion. "Make love." Shinji's eyes widen considerably.

"Are you sure? It's been a while, I wasn't sure if you liked it."

"I was sore." Shinji inwardly cringers. Of course she was. Why did I not think of that? Idiot. "I have the box still underneath my bed." Shinji shakes his head ok. Rei kisses Shinji one more time and walks into the washroom. Shinji stands up to and lifts up the fallen kitchen chairs tucking them in absentmindedly. How am I so lucky? The shower turns on with a hiss. He crawls down under her head and reaches around until he feels the small box of condoms that have been untouched since the first time. He wipes the dust off of them against his shirt and separates one condom from the rest tossing the box onto the kitchen table. He uncomfortably taps his foot holding the small condom in his left hand. I feel kind of nervous all over again. The shower stops and the pipes creak and tick. He breathes in. Then out. I've done this before, it's gonna be ok. This is my chance to show her I love her again. Shinji pulls his shirt over his head and skittishly folds it into four placing it on the bedside table. Shrrt. Shinji turns around to see Rei completely naked and dripping with water. He slightly smiles and grabs a towel she keeps in her drawer at the bottom of her bed under the small window. He wraps it around her neck and softly rubs her hair dry giving her soft kisses on the nose as he does so. He pats down her torso quickly and places the towel in the hamper by the bathroom. Rei swiftly tucks herself under the sheets nearest to the wall. Shinji grabs the condom from his pocket and undoes his belt.

"C-can you look away for a second?" he asks quietly. She nods and closes her eyes. He quickly pulls down his pants constantly checking to see if she peeked. He rips the covering and slides it on with ease. He gets into the bed and stiffly sits there. "S-so…" he swallows his spit, "There's something I s-saw in some magazine Touji-kun showed me. Can I try it?"

"Yes. You can do what you would like to."

"But I wanna know if you want it."

"I would not know what 'it' is with such limited detail." Shinji slaps his forehead. Duh he thinks.

"Well… you'll see," he says. He timidly puts his left hand on Rei's shoulder and moves her to lay on her back while his right land moves back the sheet. "Sp-spread your legs a little bit, thanks." He positions his body in between her legs and wraps the blanket over his shoulders while getting down on his forearms. He breathes in as he leans his face closer in between her legs. I have no idea how this will work but I'll try it. Shinji puts a kiss on her inner leg and he feels her leg muscle twitch. His eyes glance up to see her staring at his every move. Gahhh, I feel so nervous. Shinji sucks it up and kisses the lips. Rei sucks in a deep breath of air.

"I want it," Rei stumbles out. Shinji almost laughs. He moves Rei's one leg so that it hangs over his shoulder. He licks along the outsides of her labia slowly. Rei's pelvis immediately starts jerking similar to a nervous twitch. He finally takes the next step and softly licks inside her labia. "Ungh, I, mm, did not anticipate it to feel this good."

"I'm glad," he shyly says. He starts taking longer strokes earning more and more moans. He notices how a thin film coats his tongue. Shit this is kind of addicting. He licks faster but he doesn't have a solid rhythm down. He's not sure what spots he should be hitting so he tries to get all he can. Rei moans louder than before when he licks one specific spot so he attempts to suck there. That gets him the loudest moan yet and Rei's thighs start to crowd up on his head as her one hand tangles in his shorter hair. She scratches softly at the skin soothingly. He sucks harder and she bucks into his face causing him to get some of her fluid on his chin. He gets up with one arm and wipes it of with the back of his hand. Her legs stay spread open but she sits up and attempts to kiss him. He pulls away quickly. "Wait wait wait, that's kinda gross Rei."

"I see nothing wrong." Shinji can't really argue with that so he sits up on one leg and kisses her. It seems like she wanted to know what he tasted since she licks his bottom lip before taking his tongue in her mouth. Her hand idly reaches down between his legs and he instinctively twitches before relaxing. She grips it firmly and starts to fumble with it clumsily moving her hands up and down. She's just as new to this as I am. I never really do this stuff to myself either. He clasps her thin wrist and gently shows her the pace he likes. She stops kissing to watch him move her hand. He lets go and puts that hand on the side of her face while he uses the other to knead her breast. They both watch as his penis gets slightly longer and stiffer. He makes a knnnr and jerks himself into her hand.

"Shittt. This is… so good." Rei starts moving a little faster; when she gets to the head she slightly grips harder. "Gyrr, nmgh, NGH, dammit." Shinji grabs her wrist and forcibly moves her onto her back getting in between her legs. He makes sure her head is resting on the pillow and then puts the blanket slightly over their waists. "I don't wanna wait anymore."

"Neither do I." Shinji holds himself up with his hands and leans down to take her breast into his mouth. She lets out a noise of contentment and rubs his back.

"Can I leave a mark?" he says with a full mouth.

"Yes."

Suuuck, POP. So hot, he thinks to himself.

"Alright, can you lead it in?" Rei takes his penis in her hand and rubs the tip against her lips covering it with herself. She puts the head slightly in.

"You may go in. F-mmf." He wasted no time pushing himself in. He stayed still for a second then achingly slow, he started to move. She groaned when he was fully inside so he slowly started to pull himself out then in again. "I'm getting used to it. Be slow please."

"Don't worry, I will." His face is positioned a few inches above hers. He takes in every expression she makes reading her silent signs. She starts to wince less so he begins to move faster building up to a faster rhythm. He can tell how aroused she is by how loud it sounds when he moves in and out faster. That noise is so hot I feel like I could finish just thinking about how much I could taste. He lets out a satisfied groan at that. Rei puts her legs around his waist locking them at the ankle. He watches as her breasts move with every thrust and he experiments by doing slower yet deeper movements. The way they bounce up is killing me. "R-nrgh-Rei! Can I go harder?" Rei shakes her head yes and starts panting the second he hits deep. He gets on his forearms aching for the touch of her breasts on his chest and wraps his arms under her bony back. He tucks his face into her shoulder and starts to pound her again and again. They both moan at the same time with a combination of huff,nrgh and NFF, MrRghh. "F-uuuuck," he slips out.

"Indeed," she huffs. Shinji freely laughs for once, and Rei lets out a breath of one.

"This is so good-grrryh, I'm not gonna be able to wait too much more."

"Neither will I. Mmmm, I would like-hhh-faster." Shinji immediately gets back up on his palms and starts moving. He decides to stop hitting so deep, she might be really sore already, and starts to just let the speed take over. His hips and hers start moving at the same pace and the bed starts to dkk dkk dkk dkk dkk against the wall. Their frantic pants and moans fill up the room just like the heat radiating off their young bodies. Shinji's muscles ache and shiver but he pushes through not willing to stop. Rei's hands hold onto his ribs tightly.

"Sh-Shinji! Gfff- Himmmf!" Rei's lips part and her eyes widen as she chokes on her own words. Her body tense and he feels her insides close in on him. He can't pull out. He moans and cums with a hard jerk hitting his nose on her chin before he collapses on top of her.

….

He pulls himself out and falls onto his side. Rei closes her legs and grimaces. Yeah I sort of went overboard a little bit. She's definitely gonna be sore.

"Sorry, I have a feeling that might hurt for a while."

"It will fade," she passingly replies. She rolls onto her side and grabs his hand putting it between her legs again.

"What're you…?" JEEEZ. She's freakin' drenched with that stuff.

"I want to do it again."

"Wh-Already?!"

"Yes."

….

"I.. don't think peni-er-I don't think guys can do that." The sheets rustle as Rei straddles his waist.

"I guess we will see."

Twenty Minutes Later

"HOLY SHIT! REI, I CAN'T AGAIN IT'S BEEN THREE NOW!" Shinji begs. His body is so weak that he lies limply on his back while Rei sits tall on his stomach.

"Mmm, I am satisfied now."

THANK GOD, he cries.

"I love you," she says with a smile.