Chapter 18: What I Wouldn't Do For You

"Say it again." Happy whispered into Liv's ear. He could listen to the words flow from her lips all day. They had awoke something inside of him he had never felt before. Sure he had croweaters say the same words to him all the time but they didn't mean the same thing, they never sparked the fire in him that Liv had.

She blushed at the thought of telling him again as she lay with her head on his bare chest, tracing his snake tattoo with her fingers. "Happy Lowman, I love you." She said in barely a whisper. He had yet to say those three little words back to her but she could tell he felt the same way. He had asked her to say it when they got back to his house that evening. That was when he pretty much ripped her clothes off of her and screwed her silly. Liv was shocked that she had actually felt that way about him so quickly, she had only known Happy a little over two months and they were a rocky two months. But there was something about this man who was such a badass that made her weak in the knees and hopelessly in love with him. She couldn't help but feel the pang of guilt when she thought about Juice. She missed him but Happy helped take away that loss and that pain.

"Liv look at me." Happy called her out of her thoughts. She looked up at him to find his dark brown eyes staring right at her. He had a strange look on his face, like he was afraid. "I…" He paused, the other two words stumbled around clumsily in his head. They felt foreign to him. They were reserved for his mother, grandmother aunts, and his club; they didn't mean the same thing as the way he felt for Olivia. "I will never let them hurt you again." He blurted out, Liv had a look of disappointment cross her face. Chicken shit, he thought to himself. Why couldn't he say what he wanted to say so badly? Why was he so afraid to utter three little words to her? She was brave enough to confess it to him, her father and his club but he couldn't say it to her when they were alone.

Liv smiled sadly, "I know Hap." She placed her head back on his chest and sighed deeply. She knew he wanted to say he loved her but for whatever reason he was struggling with it. Liv listened to Happy's heart beating hard in his chest, everything about his body told her he was nervous. She almost snorted at the thought of Happy being nervous but then realized that she was most likely his first real relationship. She had to give him a break and not push him; relationships could be scary enough when you had been in them in the past. They were downright terrifying the first time around; full of new feelings and experiences. It wasn't only that, but you had to be considerate of another human being who holds you in higher regard than anyone else. Liv knew she needed to not take it personally; Happy couldn't tell her he loved her because he wasn't ready to. He wasn't Juice who had always expressed his feelings readily with her. Happy silenced his feelings, sometimes it didn't even seem like he had any.

Happy thought the silence between them was stifling; that was a first. He wanted to know what was going on in Liv's head. He wanted to know she was okay with him and his inability to share his feelings with her. He said the first thing that popped into his head. "So you dad seemed okay with us." Thinking back to the fight that ensued between him and Tig. If Liv wouldn't have spoken up, it would have been a close fight.

Liv laughed. Was he seriously talking about her dad while they were lying in bed naked? "Really?" She smirked at him as she put her chin on his chest.

"What?" Happy frowned. Wondering if she was going to grill him about why he had told her he loved her.

"You're going to talk about my dad after we just had sex?" She rolled her eyes and shook her head at him. "You really know how to put a girl back in the mood." Olivia teased Happy. Relief rushed over him, she wasn't going to bring it up.

"What? You're ready for round two?" Happy's eyes flashed with lust. He could not get enough of this girl. She was one woman, who he wanted to be around all of the time. It was almost as if she completed him.

Liv leaned up and looked at Happy. "I'm always ready for round two when I am with you." She smirked as she climb on top of him so she was straddling his hips.

Happy gazed up at Liv. Her hair was pulled up accentuating her lovely neck where the delicate necklace he gave her for her birthday was displayed. His eyes followed the necklace down to her breasts, there wasn't much he could say about her perfect breasts. He loved them, every inch of them. Then again there wasn't much about Liv's body he didn't love. In his eyes she was perfect, even when she was pissed off at him or in on the occasion when she pissed him off.

Liv bit her lower lip as she gazed down at Happy, her blue eyes glinting with joy and desire. He leaned up and roughly captured her face in his hands. Liv gasped as Happy took her bottom lip into his mouth and bit lit lightly. Liv moaned quietly against his mouth. His tongue assaulted hers, this was a fight she was willing to lose, Liv allowed Happy's mouth to take control. Happy stopped kissing her and placed his forehead on hers. "What are you doing to me?" He asked as a look of wonderment flashed through his eyes.

"Do you not like what I am doing to you?" Liv asked as she grinded her hips into his lap where she could feel his arousal. Happy groaned. "I can stop, if you don't like it." She suddenly stopped her movement, leaving both of them feeling less than satisfied and wanting more.

A smile flashed across Happy's face, a rare honest smile. "Oh, is this the game we are going to play?" He flipped so Liv was pinned under him, she was grinning from ear to ear. If Liv wanted to play the game, he would play right back. He knew how to keep women wanting and on the edge. He had spent plenty of time practicing with the croweaters and Diosa girls.

Happy made his way down Liv's body just allowing his lips to hover over her skin being careful not to touch her with them. He made it to the apex of her thighs and looked up at Liv, she was holding her breath while she watched him intently; she bit her lip. He smirked and continued his trail back up her body. Liv let out a heavy sigh. She wanted Happy to just touch her but he was denying her that. She knew that he was playing with her, he wanted to hear her beg for him. She wasn't quite ready for that yet. Happy was suddenly face to face with Liv, her breathing sped up as he placed his lips on hers. A fire began to burn deeply from within her; she wrapped her arms around Happy pinning his body to hers as much as she could. She knew that he was allowing her to hold him close to her.

Olivia ran her nails down Happy's back giving him chills along the way. She stopping at his firm butt and ran her hands over it before digging her nails into it aggressively. Happy's muscles rippled and tensed as his body reacted to her actions. Happy felt her smile against his lips; she was getting her point across to him as well as the reaction she wanted. He was hard against her thighs; he didn't know how long he could manage playing this game, he wanted to bury himself inside of Liv. No woman had ever made feel so out of control with need. He groaned loudly as Liv bucked her hips towards him. He wanted her as badly as she wanted him. He pulled his mouth from her and looked down at her. The woman who had confessed her love for him in an extremely public and selfless way.

Happy was left her panting under his weight as he studied her. "Love me, Happy." She quietly demanded of him.

How could he deny her the one thing she wanted from him? If he couldn't say the words, he would show her. He moved himself so he was no longer straddling her but positioned between her legs. His mouth and hands instantly moved to her breasts. Liv let out a quiet moan as Happy's mouth wrapped around her nipple, where he sucked and grazed his teeth against it. He took his fingers and twisted and pinched Liv's other nipple to attention.

She whimpered in need. "Happy, please."

Happy pulled his attention away from her breast and moved his way down her body, leaving a trail of warm kisses in his wake. He stopped and buried himself between her thighs. His tongue dipped inside of her, she tasted like sex which made him rock hard. He moved his mouth back up to her clit and started sucking on it, while taking and inserting a finger inside of her. Liv's hips matched the rhythm of his hand. It wasn't long before he could feel her insides tighten around his finger and her body start to convulse in an orgasm. She cried out his name and she spilt over the edge.

Happy took not time to place himself between Liv's legs again and lift her legs up onto his shoulders. Liv was mildly aware of what he was doing, she was still coming back around from a mind blowing orgasm. Happy slowly slipped himself inside of Liv, she couldn't believe how sensitive she still was. She was hyper aware of where Happy was, as he pumped in and out of her, slow at first and then speeding up with force. Liv could felt like she was burning white hot under him. She felt her body sliding into another shattering orgasm, she wanted to hold on to the moment. She tried to concentrate on her breathing but she was too aware of how Happy made her feel. "Fuck Happy…" She called out as her body fragment around to her.

That was what he was waiting for; Happy only lasted a few more thrusts before he felt himself explode inside of Liv. He collapsed on the bed next to her. She was breathing just as heavy as he was. "God, you are beautiful." Happy brushed a stray hair off of Olivia's face. She turned to her side and smiled at him. How had he gotten so lucky to find such a gorgeous creature who loved him?

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"Are you sure you are okay with this?" Happy questioned Liv. He searched her face for any signs of fear or changing her mind. He didn't know if he was okay with what was about to happen.

Liv smiled bravely. "I am sure, Hap. Jax needs a clear confirmation that it was him. I have no doubt in my mind that it was him but what if it wasn't him? What if my mind was playing tricks on me?" She knew that it was only a matter of a few minutes before the plan the Sons had set into motion was going to bring her face to face with one of her rapists. She put on a brave face for Happy but she was a mess inside. She didn't want to see him ever again and now she was going to have to talk to him. Jax wanted to be sure it was the right guy before the club dealt with the problem. Whatever that meant.

"Alright. If we get there and you want to go, you need to let me know." He was not willing to risk Liv for the sake of making sure Pete was the right guy. He trusted Liv and he trusted his gut even more. That is what made him good at his job as Sergeant at Arms. Undeniable instincts. He handed Liv her helmet as he climbed on to his bike.

Liv placed the helmet on latching it in place and climbed onto the Harley behind Happy. She wrapped her arms around his waist after he started his bike. This has become so familiar to Liv riding with Happy to Red Woody but she still felt such a thrill. She didn't know if it was the closeness of their bodies on the ride or if it was the vibration of the bike itself but it seemed to turn her on each and every time; it was probably the combination of the two. She even felt it on the current ride where her stomach was in knots and her anxiety level was high. She bit her lip; wondered if an orgasm would give her the release she desperately needed. Maybe after this whole ordeal was over she would have her way with Happy in her office…being sure the door was locked this time. By the time they reached the road that lead to Red Woody, Liv wanted nothing more than to ask Happy to turn around and go…anywhere but there.

Happy felt Liv tighten her grip around his waist as they started to slow down. She had been lying to him when she said she was fine with this. He knew she wasn't, he saw the fear in her eyes that day she had seen Pete at Red Woody and that was hours after the fact. He was worried about how she would be facing him now. As they approached, he could see that Tyler, Pete and some of the members of SAMCRO were standing around outside.

SAMCRO had a sit down with Tyler a few days before telling him what happened to Liv while she was being held captive by August Marks. He was not okay with the fact that Pete was potentially one of the guys who had raped Olivia. He knew that his club members were not always the most honest of guys but he didn't tolerate the raping of women, especially when they had women throwing themselves at their feet. Maybe it was also the fact that he was a product of rape. If Pete was the guy then he would pay for what he did.
The bike came to a halt, Liv closed her eyes trying to compose herself. She needed to seem like nothing was wrong. She needed to be strong. "Hap?" She called to him as they got off the bike. He turned back to see she was filled with fear. "Happy kiss me. Please kiss me." She said meekly as she wrapped her arms around him.

Happy was obliged to fulfill her request as he placed his lips on hers. She kissed him hard, releasing all her fear and trying to turn it into passion. When they finally parted, Liv was left panting. She smiled up at him. "Better?" Happy asked.

"Much, thank you." She looked better than she did before he kissed her. Stronger. She can do this, Happy thought to himself.

"Let's get this shit done." Happy said sternly as he took her hand into his which Liv appreciated greatly because she wanted to do nothing more than to run in the opposite direction.

They approached the group, Happy noticed the subtle increase in Olivia's breathing. But she didn't miss a beat, "Hey guys." She said with a fake cheeriness as she squeezed Happy's hand tightly. Her eyes glazed over the group of men which included her father, Jax, Chibs, Quinn, a man she had never met before and the man who violated her.

"Liv, Hap." Jax nodded. "Have you met Tyler and Pete?" He asked as a part of their ruse.

"No, I can't say I have." She allowed her eyes to pass over Pete and go to Tyler. Tyler studied the girl. She was pretty and she had to be brave as fuck to be with Happy and to stand in front of them with Pete potentially being one of the guys who raped her.

"Nice to meet you guys." She plastered on a fake smile. The acting classes in high school were actually paying off. She thought that she would take them because they were going to be an easy A but they were not.

He was actually getting away with it, he couldn't believe it. She was standing face to face with him and she didn't even seem to recognize him. She still has the tightest body he had seen in a while and his plaything was much prettier without the bruises that marred her face when Marks and Cartwright had her. Pete smiled wickedly at her. He wanted her to remember how good he made her feel. He wanted her to remember what he felt like because he certainly remembered how she felt. He was getting hard just thinking about it. "Nice to meet you as well." Pete spoke up.

Liv's stomach dropped, she gripped Happy's hand tightly…she was losing her nerve. "Well if you would excuse me. I have emails from dirty old men to answer." She reluctantly released Happy's hand, turned quickly and started to walk towards the building.

"Should we head in?" Jax asked as he waved them towards the building. He didn't know if Liv was a good actress or if they would walk into the building and find that Pete wasn't the guy after all. They had set it up where they would have Lyla come up front and tell them she needed them.

As soon as they walked through the door, not missing a beat, Lyla came running towards them, "Jax, I need you! Two of my girls are fighting and I can't separate them." She had the right amount of panic and annoyance in her voice.

"Really Lyla? What the hell is wrong with your whores?" Jax asked annoyed. "Hap?" He nodded towards the back as they stalked off leaving their guests with the rest of the members of SAMCRO. They needed to be sure that Pete didn't run off.

"Drinks?" They heard Tig call from behind them as they walked into Liv's office. She was curled up on the chair, tears falling from her eyes.

"Fuck, I told you Jackson! Why could you not just believe her?" Happy knelt by the chair and took Liv into his arms. "You did a good job baby." He smoothed her hair down.

Jax watched for a moment. "Olivia was it him?"

Liv pushed Happy away and stood up. Wiping her tears from her face, "yes, it is him. Pete one of the men who raped me." She looked Jax directly in the eyes, there were no lies reflected in her face.

Something deep inside Happy snapped, he stormed out of the room and towards the front of the warehouse. He didn't stop, even after Jax had called for him. He was not going to let that fucker get away again. He burst into the main area and went straight for Pete who was sitting at the bar laughing about something with the prospect who was pouring drinks. He never saw Happy coming it wasn't until his fist connected with his face; that was about the time he realized he was on the Tacoma Killer's radar.

"Who else raped her?" Happy growled at Pete. "Tell me who else raped her." He slammed Pete against one of the walls. He would get the truth out this man if he had to torture it out of him. He would have loved to cut into his flesh the way they cut into Liv's.

"Whoa man, I don't know what you are talking about." Pete tried to lie his way out of it, the girl didn't act like she recognized him outside.

A hard glare crossed Happy's face, "Don't fucking lie to me. You know you raped her, she doesn't lie."

"Your old lady has her men mixed up, maybe she thinks all black men look the same." Pete grasped at straws. "She was locked up for over a week before you guys found her. How could she remember who did what? We probably all look the same to her now." That was Pete's mistake.

"How do you know she was there for over a week? They only asked us to find her a day before they found her." The voice wasn't who Pete expected, it was Tyler. "You knew she was there the whole time because it's true." He couldn't believe that Pete would do something like that.

"Tyler, man." Pete started but Tig's fist collided with Pete's nose.

"You raped my baby girl…you fucking asshole." Tig wanted his piece of the man too, he wasn't going to let Happy enjoy this by himself. He wanted to rip off his dick and shove it up his ass. His daughter didn't deserve to be locked up and violated by the monster.

"Who else was with you?" Happy snarled slamming Pete's head into the wall again.

"Ray…it was Ray." Pete yelled in desperation, "It was his idea, he thought it would be a good way to let off some steam." He hoped that they would go easy on him now that he had told the truth.

Jax listened to all this, his nostrils flared in anger. "Get him out of here!" Happy was glad to hear that his president was on board with them beating the shit out of this dirt bag.

Happy and Tig grabbed Pete and lead him outside. Happy was relishing the fact he was going to get to inflict some justice. Pete tried to run but Tig grabbed on to him quickly and threw him to the ground where he pounced on him beating his fists into his face. He took out the pain that he felt for Liv as well as for the pain he felt for his Dawny. Happy allowed Tig to take out some of his anger but he wanted to be the one who delivered the fatal blow.

Tig tired and stepped back from the blooded man who lied moaning on the ground. "He's all yours. Give him hell for our girl." Tig smacked Happy on the shoulder as he joined the other members of his club who were standing of to the side.

Pete tried to get up and drag himself away. Happy kicked him back to the ground. "Do you really think that we would let you live?" His voice was low and threatening. "You might have thought it was a good idea to rape a poor defenseless girl who was tied to a bed but you should have thought about it harder. Did you think we wouldn't find out? We always find out." Happy stalked around Pete who was close to sobs.

"Please man. I'm sorry…I'm so sorry." Pete whimpered. "I didn't mean it." He was only saying that to save himself. He never regretted what he did to Liv, she was his play thing for days. She was his favorite of all of his play things he had been with. There were plenty more but he would never admit that.

Happy felt no empathy for the man. He kicked him again this time aiming for his crotch, Pete cried out in agony. Happy got down on the ground with him and punched him several more times before he stood up and pull out his gun, he had put the silencer on it before he left that morning. He gladly shot several rounds into Pete before he walked away from his dead body. A relief washed over Happy as he walked back towards Red Woody. He knew there was one less man on the street who had hurt Liv. He was going to take them out one by one.

Liv paced the room. She didn't have it in her to do work, she couldn't sit still or focus. The door opened, she turned quickly to see Happy in the doorway; his white shirt was covered in blood. She ran to him Oh god don't let him be wounded, she thought to herself.

"Are you okay?" She touched his face; concern was written all over her face.

"I'm fine," Happy realized she saw he was covered in blood. "It's not mine." He took Liv into his arms he wanted nothing more than to hold her.

"Is he…" She couldn't bring herself to finish her sentence. Because she knew the answer already. She frowned at the fact that she actually felt solace and a sense of liberation.

Happy just nodded as he captured her mouth with his. His tongue mingled with hers, he pulled back from the kiss. Olivia stepped back from him and closed the office door and locked it.

"Thank you, Happy." She whispered as she returned to him. She sat on the edge of her desk and pulled him closer to him. He bent to kiss her but Liv pulled him down on her, she was grateful she hadn't set up her computer yet; the only thing that was on her desk was paper. Liv greedily pulled at Happy's belt, Happy stood up and unbuckled his belt and pulled down his pants and boxers in one quick motion. While he was doing that Liv kicked off her flats and unbuttoned her jeans and pulled them and her panties off. The both knew this was going to be quick and dirty.

Happy was already hard with his need for Liv. He grabbed onto Liv's hips and pulled her towards the edge of the desk. She let out a surprised squeak when he did that. He parted Liv's legs and positioned himself between them before plunging into her. Liv propped herself up on her elbows so she could see Happy. He filled her up so completely. She moaned as he pumped himself hard against her, his hand moved to her clit and he rolled it between his fingers as he continued to fuck her. He felt Olivia tighten around him, "Happy." She cried out as she fell into an orgasm. Happy quickly followed her with his own climax.

Liv smiled at Happy as she sat up on the edge of the desk. "I'm glad we weren't interrupted this time." Happy looked off. "Are you okay Hap?" She asked as she stood up and wrapped her arms around him.

Happy looked down at Liv, the girl he had just killed for because he wanted to protector her so desperately and couldn't deny it anymore. "I love you, Olivia."