Ok everyone... here is another chapter for you.

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A special thanks to my muse; In This Moment, Motionless in White, I Prevail, Marilyn Manson, and Our Last Night. Yes I tend to stay with hard rock (evil sounding) songs. So that I don't deviate from the dark side.

Chapter Four:

I have been laying in bed awake since Kylo left the room… I just can't seem to go to sleep. I mean, he gave me his name… No one has ever told me their name before. The only way I knew anyones name was if one of my masters said it. But Kylo told me his.

The room that I was in only had a bed and a dresser. There were no pictures… nothing to say whose room I was in. Other than the door to the sitting room there was a door on the opposite side that went to a refresher, which only had the basics for hygiene.

'I wonder whose room this is,' I thought sitting up in the dark bed and looking around the room. I finally go to the dresser. Opening the middle drawer I see… black tunics and under shirts.

'Am I.. in Kylo's room?'

I move to the sitting room and look at all the books on the shelf. Most of the books are manuals for Piloting tie fighters and the other books were about different strategies for warfare. There was one that looked worn that caught my eye. I tried to see the title without moving it out of its place, but all I could see was the letter "B".

"Ahem," said a voice behind.

I quickly turned around to see a woman standing behind me wearing a light blue uniform.

"Oh," I said embarrassed, "I am so sorry… I didn't mean to.."

The woman laughed, "Its fine dear. I was actually sent here by Master Ren to measure you for some clothing."

"Oh," I said. The woman looked as if she was aged leather, "Alright."

It only took about 30 minutes for her to get my measurements. She really didn't talk to me other than to tell me to lift my arm here and there. She marked the numbers into her datapad.

As she was gathering her things to leave she said, "You're clothing should be done soon. I have my droids in my department working on them now. From what Master Ren told me, you are to have the same clothes as the rest of the Knights of Ren, but with some differences. I already took note…"

"Knights of Ren," I asked curiously.

She looked incredulously, "you have never heard of the Knights of Ren? My dear, they are the most decorated warriors of the First Order, and Master Ren is the leader of them."

My eyes widened, "So does that mean…"

"From what he was telling me," she said with a smile, "is that you are to be his apprentice."

A little while later the same woman came back with three large bundles.

"Here you are dear," She said as she set them down on the couch, "there are four tunics, 5 trousers, four under shirts, and a pair of boots. There are also some under garments that I believe will suit you just fine. And this is my finest work yet…"

She then opened up one of the bundles to show me a beautiful Cloak. It was black and it zipped up the front so that I could fight without it getting in my way… but it still had some material hanging in the front so that it resembled a traditional cloak. The sleeves were cut so that I could move my arms with ease, and there was a leather design on the back that kept it to the shape it was supposed to be in.

"T-thank you," I said touching the fabric. It was soft and felt like it would keep me warm.

"Well go try them on."

About ten minutes later I come out of the refresher with some of my new clothes on. They fit perfectly. I couldn't keep my eyes from looking at myself in my brand new clothes.

"They suit you," said a deep voice from the door.

I look up to see that Kylo Ren was leaning on the door frame looking at me. The old woman was no where to be seen, and his mask was off. The look in his eyes were appreciative.

"Thank you," I said bowing at the hip.

"There is no need to bow any longer," He said straightening up, "you are going to be my apprentice after all."

I smile at him and say, "thank you. You are too kind."

"Are you hungry? I had one of the kitchen staff bring you something for lunch," he said motioning to the table in front of the couch.

I look there…. And there is an assortment of different fruits… even the ones I couldn't name.

"Yes actually, I am. Thank you," I told him as I sat down and reached for the red fruit, "do you know what this fruit is called? I have always seen them in the manor…. But I never knew their name."

He came over and sat next to me, "That is an apple. It is sweet and crisp. People make pastries with them."

I took a bite and my eyes grew larger. It tasted so good.

"Oh my," I said after swallowing, "That is delicious. I have never tasted anything like it."

He watched as I ate for a little while before asking, "What would they give you to eat?"

I thought about my answer, making sure I would say it correctly without making him angry like earlier, "Mostly the scraps after dinner… we would have to eat off the master's plate when he was done. Most of the time he wouldn't leave any for us. Lev, the cook, she would make extra so that we could get something to eat."

I looked to Kylo and seen that he was breathing deeply with his eyes closed. I knew he would get mad at that.

"Sounds like Lev was kind to you," he said after calming himself down.

"She was," I said putting the third apple core onto the plate, "She was my only friend. She was the one to help me escape. I hope she didn't get hurt after I left."

Kylo looked at me as if searching for something, "You do care for her don't you?"

"Yes."

Kylo stood up and started to go to the door. He looked at me when he said, "If you feel up to it, we can start your training tomorrow."

"I would like that. Thank you."

He nods his head towards me and left….

The next morning, I woke up to something warm enveloping me. With confusion I look over to see… KYLO REN?

My eyes got big as I seen him curled into me with his arm over me.

'What the hell," I thought while trying to get up without waking him. I could smell alchohol on his breath. I took this chance to look at him while he slumbered.

He seemed to look much younger while he slept… which made him even more handsome than he already was. His midnight hair was hanging in front of his eyes in a way that made me want to move it. I didn't of course because I didn't want him to wake.

"Mmmmm," he grunted while pulling me closer.

I smiled a bit, 'He is just too handsome.'

I shook my head and thought, 'you stupid… he wouldn't go for you! You are too damaged… and a slave for kriff sake.'

He moved a bit in his sleep and grumbled, "stop saying you are a slave… you are not."

'Oh kriff,' I thought, 'did he just here me… again?'

"Yes I did," he said in his sleep.

'Ok,' I thought smiling, 'He talks in his sleep. That is freaking cute for a man.'

I had the best idea ever, 'How old are you Kylo?'

"30."

I almost laughed at that, '30 yrs old and still talking in your sleep?'

"Yes."

'Who is Rey?'

"Rey is the one who gave my the scar on my face. She looks like Mei… almost identical…. Except the eyes…"

'The eyes?'

"She has brown eyes… where Mei has beautiful blue eyes…. Like the ocean… I love the ocean…"

My eyes went large when he said that. So I have beautiful eyes huh? He then turned over and let me go.

I was still smiling when I went into the refresher…