A/N: Forgive me for this chapter… I had to go into the past… and there are some really bad things in this chapter. This is why this is M in the first place… so please. Don't kill the author.

Another thing. I am sorry for not posting sooner. It was a very hard chapter to write due to its content.

Chapter 6:

When we get back to the room we see the food laid down on the table. There is a bowl of fruit, some bread rolls, and some kind of stew. I see all of it and almost forget what I was planning to do.

I sat down on the couch and waited for Kylo to sit down as well. When he did he looked at me with a somber look on his face, "are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yes," I said without thinking about it, "I want you to know what happened."

"You realize… you will be reliving… everything."

I look at him very seriously, "I am sure… I feel like I can trust you. Plus, it'll help you trust me as your apprentice, don't you think?"

"True," he said nodding.

I nod and said, "let's get started then."

We both turn to each other so that we could be comfortable.

"We will need to hold each other's hands," he said holding out his hands, "It will be easier to convey the memories that way."

I nod as I grabbed onto his hands. I looked at him to see what I should do next, only to see that he had closed his eyes. I copied him, and I felt a shift in the energy around us.

(About 17 years ago)

I was around four years old when I was taken from my bedroom. I was sleeping soundly next to my toy Jedi. I would always hear about the Rebellions fight against the empire and I admired Darth Vader for his views on making the Galaxy be under the rule of the Empire. My parents always told me and my sister not to allow those thoughts into my mind, fearing it would corrupt me, but I never worked. I had even fashioned a little red light saber for my Jedi doll, and dyed its clothes black. With clay I made a little helmet for him to wear. I called him Little Darth when my parents weren't around.

I never heard when my window was opened. Never felt the hands that picked me up. But I could hear it when my sister screamed.

"MEI!"

The next thing I knew I was on a freighter filled with other children. We didn't know where we were going… but we knew it was far away. Every child was crying for their parents… except me. I was crying for my doll who was left behind.

"SHUT UP BACK THERE," yelled on of the men from above, "NO ONE IS GOING TO SAVE YOU!"

I looked up at the man, he didn't look like anyone from where I lived. He looked like an overgrown rat. He was really gross.

"My mommy and daddy will save me," I said defiantly, "They wouldn't have you keep me for long."

The rat person looked at me and came towards me, "Your parents don't care if you live or die," he put his face in mine and I could smell his foul breath from how close he was, "so why don't you do us all a favor and SHUT THE HELL UP!"

My anger shot up quick hearing that, "YOU LIE! MY MOMMY AND DADDY LOVE ME!"

The person started to laugh at me and my temper rose more. Next thing I knew he was flying across the room into the wall. Sadly, it didn't kill him.

"What the fuck was that," he said terrified. He got up and came up to me, "how did you do that? You know what… nevermind, I will remedy this."

He went over to the other side of the room and grabbed a burlap bag and came back to me.

"You wont be able to do that again," he said as he put it over my head, "Not if you can't see…."

(6 years later)

I had already been bought multiple times from different masters. I had learned that my parents were never coming for me. I will never be saved. I was already ten by the time I got to the planet Dandoran.

This day my master wanted me to go to town to retrieve a parcel for him. I was skipping down the path in town when a man came out of the shadows.

"Hello little girl," he said with a grin, "would you like some sweets?"

I nodded because I never had sweets before.

"Follow me then," he said while going down a dark alley.

I followed him until he stopped at the far end of the alley. He then turned really fast and grabbed me. He threw me down on the ground and climbed over the top of me. When I tried to scream he covered my mouth.

"Don't you dare make a sound little bitch," he said as he tried to rip off my shirt.

'No,' I thought, 'please don't hurt me….'

He kept grabbing at my shirt, tearing it just a bit to where the top of my collar bone was showing….

I suddenly latched down onto his hand with my teeth.

"OW! Why you little whore," he yelled at me jerking his hand back, "You will pay for that!"

I felt my pulse start to quicken as he started to use both hands to rip at my shirt. I tried to push him off to no avail… he was just to big…

"Get off of me," I whisper while sobbing.

"What did you say," he asked pausing a bit to hear me…

"I…. said…. GET OFF!"

I screamed so loud that I couldn't even believe that it was my voice. At the same time as my scream the man covered his ears and backed off of me screaming in pain himself. I sat up and looked at him writhing in pain, blood had started to come out from between his fingers.

'What just happened,' I thought.

I got up, covered myself, and turned and ran from him. When I got back to the home of my master I was beaten for not getting his package and for having my clothes torn.

Later on in the day we heard about a man who mysteriously went deaf from a little girl screaming…

6 years later…

I was working on another planet, I didn't know what it was called, but I knew it was sandy. I was mainly the person who washed the clothes for my master.

On this night I was working late on the laundry. I heard as the door opened.

"You, slave," said one of the main servants there.

"Yes," I asked turning around.

"The master wants to see you in his study," he said before leaving.

I set down the laundry I was messing with and rubbed my hands onto the apron I was made to wear. This master was one for making the females in his household wear barely anything. I was made to wear a top that showed my midriff and these things that the other females call "shorts"… I would call them under pants due to the shortness of them. It was also mandatory to wear our hair up in a high ponytail. Even with my hair up it went to my waist.

I made my way to the study noticing how late it was in the night. Barely anyone was awake at this time of night.

'I wonder what the master wants from me at this time of night.'

I went into the room and bowed to my master. He was very handsome for his age…. But then again I only liked his skin. It was so dark that if you turned off the light you wouldn't be able to see him again. It was rude to ask what his race was, so I never asked.

"Mei," he said as soon as he noticed I came in, "why don't you sit down here on the chair?"

I did as he asked, "what is it you need master?"

He smiled at me, "Just wanted to spend some time with my hardest working slave. Here…. Have a drink."

He gave me a glass of some kind of dark liquid, I couldn't place what it was. It burned my throat when I took a sip.

"How does it taste," he asked as he leaned against a table near his bookcase.

"It burns my throat," I said after coughing.

"Its called Whiskey," He said, "Humans absolutely love it. I have taken a liking to it as well."

I sipped some more of it finding that the more that I drank the less it burned, "It tastes good… once the burning stops."

He smiled at me and I couldn't help but to smile back. It was making my head fuzzy.

I shook my head a little, confused why it was so fuzzy I asked, "Is it supposed to my head feel fuzzy?"

He chuckled a bit at my question, "Sometimes, yes."

I suddenly started to get scared from the feeling. I looked at my glass and seen I had already drank over half of my glass.

"I-I think I should go," I said as I tried to get up, I set the glass onto a table that was next to my chair. I was very dizzy as I got up and almost fell. The master was right next to me in an instantly as he caught me.

"Why don't you rest," He said while maneuvering me to the couch that I just now noticed was in the room.

He laid me down onto the couch and I felt like I couldn't even move.

'Oh kriff,' I thought, 'he drugged me. I can't move.'

"You are probably wondering why you can move," he said as if he read my thoughts, "well, I heard that when you scared you do…. Certain things. So I gave you a drug to paralyze you… so that you won't do anything to hurt me... or my friends."

I seen from the corner of my eye as I seen multiple men come in from a hidden door behind the bookcase that he was standing next to earlier. There looked to be about six men coming into the room.

"See men," my master said as he started to take his overcoat off, "isn't she just… delicious looking?"

"Yes, she is..."

"She looks almost too good…"

My eyes went wide as I seen them taking off all their clothes in the room.

"She is going to be fun to ride…"

"You chose right…"

My master came over to stand above me, he was completely naked, "I have been waiting a long time for you to make a mistake Mei. You just happened to choose tonight to work late…. Very bad indeed."

He took my shirt of and started to grip my breasts, "Look at how perky her breasts are men. Just perfect to handle."

All the men nodded in agreement as my master greedily licked and sucked on my bresasts.

"Now you men all know the rules… I try them out first. Then you men can have them," he said while pulling down my shorts.

They all nodded and took a seat across the room in the many chairs I failed to notice. I felt a tear go down my face as my master started to rub the area between my legs.

He all of a sudden stuck his finger inside of me and then exclaimed, "Oh men, we are in for a treat. She is a virgin."

Cheers went all over the room when he said this. They apparently loved the fact that I hadn't had anyone before them.

"We are going to have fun with you," my master whispered into my ear, he was still thrusting his finger in and out of me, "but first… to get you ready.

He went a little faster with his finger and gradually stuck another finger in. Tears were streaming down my face at the intrusion. He started to kiss down my body starting at my next, going to my nipple where he sucked just a bit, he went to my naval, until finally he got his head between my thighs.

I could feel when he started to lick at my secret area, and the shock I felt when he hit my nerve, his fingers hadn't stopped moving at their fast pace. I started to feel a pressure building and crashing down on me.

"Men," he said as he started crawling on top of me, "I believe I just made her cum."

They all laughed and kept watching as he went fully on top of me.

"Now, this is going to hurt you," he said while kissing my neck, "but it'll feel better in a moment… or not."

He then shoved his male appendage into me, I squeezed my eyes shut from the pain. I couldn't do anything as he moved in and out of me roughly. All I could hear from him was hard panting as he went faster into me. Finally, after what seemed to be a millennia for me, he stiffened in me and something shot inside me. The men got up and cheered and clapped.

H finally got off of me and looked at his handiwork, all the while I was glaring at him hoping my mysterious powers would come to me…. they didn't.

"OK men," he said as he gestured towards me, "It's your turn…"

The men all started to stalk towards me….

"STOP!"

I jumped back to the present, tears falling down my face. When I looked up I seen Kylo with pain in his eye looking at me.

"No…more," he said to me. I could feel a tremendous pain in my heart… but it wasn't mine…