Sorry it took awhile to update this story. This story and two others to write and update all three as much a I can. Well enjoy and love the comments. I don't own TBBT.

Chapter 34

"Leonard, I didn't mean it that way..." Penny said quickly as she sat on her bed with sad eyes.

Leonard's breathing became heavier as he felt a rush of anger, "No you said it alright. Do you regret marrying me? Do tou regret us having a baby? Do you regret all of this?" Leonard's voice was raised as he motioned his hands to himself, Penny's baby bump, and all over the room.

Penny looked at her angry husband. "No! Never! It came out wrong, okay. Leonard..." She was going to explain what she really meant but he had already walked out. Penny closed her eyes and sighed out of frustration. She wanted to make things right with her husband but she knew probably knew she had to give him sometime. So Penny fought the tears and laid down on their bed.

Penny had no recollection of falling asleep but was being woken up by tue smell of food and Leonard tapping her shoulder saying her name. She opened her eyes and saw her husband standing by her side with a tray of food. "What's this?" Penny asked as she sat up.

Leonard sat the try over her lap barley looking at his wife as he still was quite upset with her. "Well since we missed lunch, I made you dinner. It's a grilled cheese sandwich with potato soup and crackers. Plus a bottle of water..." He then stepped back with his head lowered, hands were stuffed in his pockets and eyes looking up over at Penny.

Penny gave him a sad smile, "Thank you. Leonard look..." She still wanted to explain to him what came out of her mouth earlier but once again was interrupted.

Leonard shook his head as he darted his eyes at her with a frustrated frown. "Don't okay, I just thought you were hungry. So enjoy. I will be back soon to come get the dirty dishes." He turned around to head back out into the apartment.

Penny sat the tray on her night stand feeling not so hungry anymore as she felt tears again. She now felt frustrated her husband did not want to hear her out. "Leonard would you stop and just listen to me, please..." She said with a pleading voice which something she barely did. Penny saw him stop in his tracks but not turn around. "I'm not one to beg but just please listen. I'm sorry what I said. Everything was going so well, I was just going on with life. Then I had to stop to make sure our daughter would be okay. Reality hit me and realized everything was happening so fast. Just for a moment I wanted to stop so I did not feel this fear and be scared... Leonard I am sorry for what I said. I don't regret anything with you just...Well I don't know. I just know I don't want to loose you again and our daughter." Penny watched her husband turn around with him already crying. Penny then let her tears come, "Damnit Hofstadter. You know when you cry, I cry." She was trying to wipe her tears away as she told her husband.

"Yeah I know, but woman you made me cry..." Leonard hurried over and sat next to his wife and kissed her lips softly. Which made him calm down some as Penny laid her head on his shoulder and Leonard held her close to his body. t "I thought for sure us were over. Next time be careful what you say. You know me I quickly over think things and always thought and still think you are too good for me and why you are with a guy like me?"

Penny looked up at him with a confused frown as she wiped Leonard's tear stayed cheeks. "Really? Leonard, you need to stop thinking that. I chose you for many reasons. I should be the one asking why a smart, intelligent man like yourself is with me? Yeah I know the baby has some doing but I'm still insercure about us because I didn't go to college plus I'm afraid one day you are going to leave me with a woman smart as you are and love comic books..."

It was now Leonard's turn to feel confused, "Really? Wow, but I would never. Penny I have been in love with you as soon as I laid eyes on you and I have never stopped. How about this, when we are feeling this way and doesn't matter which one it is or both we just talk to each other so we both stop feeling thay way. And I have a feeling with all this free time on your hands, there is going to be a lot of thinking and many feelings going though your head. We are married now and need to be there for each other. Even if that means we are getting on each other nerves." Leonard told his wife with a wink and a smile.

Penny nudged her husband but smiled back, "Deal, but I'm not going to say it is not always going to be sunshine and rainbows..."

"Or Ultraviolet rays and a spectrum of light appearing in the sky." Leonard said in a scientific phrase as he interrupted his wife with confidence written all over his face.

Penny shook her head with an eyeroll as she placed her hand on Leonard's knee. "Whatever? What I'm saying we are not always get along with having issues moving forward and growing up is scary for me. And you..."

"Being an asthmatic dumbass or a smartass most of the time." This time he grinned ear to ear as he nudged his wife back.

Penny nodded quickly, "Yes and probably will say things that will make each other mad. But we have each other and we love each other. Plus this little girl is going to think we are both crazy, but not as crazy as her aunts amd uncles." She then intertwined her hands with his and enjoyed being close to each Leonard.

Leonard noticed this and relaxed more. "Yeah, not as crazy a her Uncle Sheldon, even though Mary had him tested. But she is going to be so loved. Hey how about I make you a fresh sandwich and warm up your soup and I come in here and eat with you?"

Penny nodded again, "Sounds like better than eating alone and my emotional husband being mad at me." Then gave Leonard a grin after sticking her tongue out at him quickly.

Leonard frowned at first, "Hey, getting you pregnant made you just as emotional as myself." But as he got up he gave Penny a smile and a wink as she swat his cute tussie. As she watched her husband walk away Penny was not let anything else get in the way or bother her rest of the evening and night. She just hoped her worries and insecurities were behind her for the most part.