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There's a stunned silence on the other end, and I'm afraid that I may have made a big mistake by calling him. Maybe he changed his mind about the whole situation after he had wrote the note.
"Phebs? What's wrong? Are you alright?" He eventually asks. Concern coloring his tone and it almost makes me cry.
"Yeah I'm fine. I just really want to see you."
"Phoebe I can tell from your voice that something is wrong. Tell me, what is it?" Cavin says.
"I just found out that my boyfriend is cheating on me…" I say quietly into the phone, and that's when the pain lances through my chest. How could Alex do this to me? How did I fall for it for so long?
"Oh baby. I'm so sorry." Cavin says, truly sympathetic.
"I just need to get away for today. I know it's a bitchy thing for me to do. But I need somewhere that doesn't remind me of him. Someone to take my mind off it all." I don't want him to think that he's just a rebound, but I really did need something to take my mind off of Alex.
"Of course. Come over. We can maybe watch some movies, and just hang out. We don't have to do anything."
I smile because he sounds so normal, so much like a teenager, and it makes me realize how young he really is. Usually he acts mature beyond his years, so it's a nice reminder of who he truly is.
"That sounds perfect." I quickly jot down his address, and head over there.
I pull up to his house and can't help but smile. It's not a huge place, only one story, but it looks comfy like a home should. He opens his door as I'm walking up the steps and I can't help but marvel over how beautiful he is.
He's dressed casually in a pair of jeans, and a crew neck black tee shirt. His feet are bare, and I can see the very edge of a tattoo peeking out from the sleeve of his shirt. It almost looks like a wing, but I can't be sure.
I walk quickly inside, so no one really sees one of his students going into his house, and once the door is closed he immediately opens his arms for me. It's such a sweet gesture that I immediately launch myself into them.
I don't realize I'm crying until he strokes my hair softly and whispers, "Shh it's alright. He's an idiot. You are so beautiful Phebs, don't let him affect you like this." His words make me cry harder because I've never had someone be so sweet to me.
We stay like this for a while before I pull away and look at him. He is smiling down at me, his eyes shining with adoration.
"Hello beautiful." He says quietly before wiping a stray tear off my face and kissing my forehead lightly.
"Hi." I say shyly, after all I have just cried on my English teachers shoulder, while he told me I was beautiful. Not that I didn't enjoy it, but it is a weird transition going from a strictly student/teacher relationship, to…whatever it was we had now in a matter of a day or so.
"So are you still in the mood for movies. I don't really have much. If you want we can get something on Pay per View."
"I'm sure whatever you have is fine Cavin. Really I just wanted to get away for a little bit, and I really wanted to see you."
"Trust me, I have felt the exact same since you walked out of the classroom yesterday. I've missed you." He admits softly.
I smile back at him, and he pulls me into the living room. I sit on the couch while he puts some DVD into the player, and then joins me back on the sofa.
"I really hope you like action movies because that's really all I have."
"Hmm it's fine really Cavin." I let out a contented sigh as he wraps his arm around me and I cuddle into his side. It's amazing how naturally our relationship has progressed. It took me forever to get to this point with Alex. And here I am now, the day after finding out the feelings I had for Cavin were mutual, and I'm cuddled up to him, more than comfortable in his home watching a movie with him.
"Just out of curiosity…why are you not at school right now? I'm not complaining, but I don't think you've ever skipped a day in your life have you?"
"Well I did go to school, but you didn't leave me anything to do, and I got my homework done, so Mrs. Crenshaw let me out for the last hour of first period. I'm sure she's going to be shocked when I'm not in fourth period, but I don't think I could handle school right now."
Cavin nods, accepting my explanation without lecturing me about the importance of going to school. In fact he seems genuinely pleased that I'm here, and completely at ease.
"Aren't you worried at all?" I ask him after a few minutes into a movie that I don't recognize.
"About what?"
"My being here?" Surely he had to be a little concerned that someone would find out about the two of us.
"Phebs, I don't know anyone around here. I'm a very private person. I only make relationships with people I know I can trust. No one is going to recognize you as my student, at least not while we're here. Besides you're being here could be easily explained away as a tutoring session."
"So that must mean you trust me?"
"More than anything." He says, staring down at me, his eyes shining with sincerity. And in that moment, when our eyes connect, I feel an electric current run through me, and it's an instant turn on.
I can tell he feels it also because his eyes visibly darken, and he can't pull his gaze away from mine.
"Is it awful of me to be thankful that your douchebag ex-boyfriend cheated on you?" He says leaning down, so his face comes closer to mine.
"No because I am also. It saved me the trouble of finding an excuse to break up with him."
"So you were going to choose me?" He asks, pausing his descent toward my lips.
"I can't believe that was ever even a question." I whisper, because in all honesty it wasn't. I had gotten to know this man over the past two trimesters that I had spent being his teacher's aid. We had spent countless hours talking about everything, and nothing. And in that time I had fallen irrevocably in love with him. For a split second I see a grin split his lovely face, and then his lips are on mine.
I moan as the same current I had felt earlier when ours eyes met grows stronger and spreads outwards from our connected lips. Slowly he leans backward, so I'm lying on the couch and he's hovering over me, his body coving mine.
"Fuck Phoebe you're so beautiful." He whispers against my lips before he finds them greedily again.
I knot my fingers in his hair and hold him as close to me as I possibly can. I'm all sensation as I slowly begin to grind myself up into him. He moans into my mouth and returns my favor.
Slowly his hand travels up my back raking my shirt up along the way. He pauses at the clasp of my bra, silently asking if it's alright. I nod my head without breaking our kiss. Deftly he undoes the clasp and pulls the straps off my shoulders, down my arms, and eventually throws my bra to the floor.
My nipples are hard, and hypersensitive as they brush freely against the material of my shirt. I can't believe that I'm here, doing this, with Cavin, but there's nothing I want more.
"Are you sure this is alright?" He asks running his hands up and down my now bare back. Kissing my forehead, my cheeks, my nose, my eyelids, my lips, everywhere.
"It's more than alright Cavin, this is amazing." I say all breathy, and turned on. "I have wanted this since I first laid eyes on you." I admit, almost shyly, but given the fact that I'm practically half naked lying underneath him I don't have much room for being timid.
"Me too." He whispers, as my shirt joins my bra. I smile at the expression on his face as he uncovers my chest. He's like a kid in a candy store.
"Beautiful." He whispers, almost reverently, and softly he begins to kneed my breasts.
I arch my back, pushing my boobs further into his hands, and moan as I begin to feel a quickening in my stomach. I didn't even know I was capable of getting off just through someone touching my breasts.
"Mmm Cavin if you keep doing that, this will be over before it can even begin." I breathe out.
"I bet no one has been able to do this to you yet. Have they Phoebe?"
"No." I moan, as he tweaks my nipple. Fuck it feels so good.
"That's because you've been with boys, when you deserve a man."
All I can do is moan. He's so beyond sexy, and all I want is him. Alex is all but forgotten. Cavin is right. I need a man to please me.
"So tell me Phoebe, are you going to cum?" He whispers softly in my ear, and that in itself is enough to make me let go. I moan loudly, and bury my face into his shoulder. Jesus it feels so fucking good!
"That's right baby. See how good I can make you feel?"
Oh fuck that's so hot. How the hell could he possibly know how much I love it when a guy talks dirty?
As all the aftershocks of my orgasm leave my body I raise my head up, and my eyes meet his. He's smiling widely, and looks rather self-satisfied.
"You are so beautiful baby." He whispers, and gently kisses my lips.
I can't believe what has just happened, or how lucky I am. The guy of my dreams just made me have one of the most intense orgasms of my life, and we didn't even have sex.
When he pulls away he turns us so that we are spooning on the couch. He pulls a blanket over the both of us, and pulls me even closer to him, nuzzling my neck in the process. I'm more comfortable now than I think I've ever been in my life.
The movie finishes soon after we have, and Cavin turns it on another one. I smile at him when I realize what move it is. "The Notebook?" I ask.
"Though I'm not a huge fan of Nicholas Sparks, I do enjoy this movie, and the story as well."
I smile back at him knowing that he's turned it to this solely for my enjoyment, and I'm so happy that he has. Alex would constantly watch shoot-em-up movies, and never even bother to ask me what I wanted to watch. I really can't even believe how much of a gentleman Cavin is, and if things go my way, he'll be all mine.
I'm warm and comfortable in Cavin's arms, and soon I find myself drifting off to sleep. I try to fight it because I don't want to risk losing any precious time I have with Cavin, but it's impossible, so I finally give in, and let my eyes close to the most amazing feeling; Cavin's lips brushing lightly against my ear, and his voice whispering "Sleep baby, I'll be here when you wake up."
An hour and a half later I wake up to my phone ringing. I check the caller I.D. assuming it will be Alex, but am surprised to see the word MOM pop up on the screen.
I debate for a second answering because I really should be in school, and she knows I never answer my cell phone during school hours, except lunch, which it isn't even close to yet. But I also know the school has probably called my parents and told them that I didn't make it to second period.
"Hello?" I answer timidly, hoping I'm not about to be read the riot act.
"Phebs? Thank GOD you are alright! We got a call from the school saying you didn't show up today. What's going on?" At least she doesn't sound too mad.
"Nothing Mom, Alex and I broke up, and I just didn't feel like I could handle school on top of that." It's partially true.
"Oh honey what happened?" My mother asks in a sympathetic tone, and I know I'm forgiven for playing hooky.
"I don't really feel like talking about it over the phone. I'll fill you in when you get home though alright."
"Well sweetie, that's another reason I was calling. Your father and I have decided to stay in Portland for another night, but if you need us to come home I think I can talk Daddy into leaving."
"Oh don't even worry about it mom. I'm not that upset about it really, mostly just angry. You guys stay have fun, and I'll tell you tomorrow when you get home."
"Are you sure?" She asks using that maternal tone.
"Positive mom. I love you, and I'll talk to you tomorrow." I say.
"Alright. I'll tell you what. We'll leave here early tomorrow morning, and when your father and I get home you and I will go out with Aunt Mia, and do some retail therapy alright? It is Friday tomorrow after all. You won't be missing much will you?"
"Nope, not at all, that sounds awesome mom." I say smiling into the phone. My mom is awesome.
"Alright baby. I love you. Hang in there."
"Love you too mom." I say then hang up my phone with a smile. Between Cavin, and my mom and crazy Aunt Mia, I really will be over Alex in the blink of an eye.
"Your parents are out of town?" Cavin, who was completely silent through my phone conversation, asks.
"Yeah, her and my dad had some benefit dinner to go to in Portland last night, they were supposed to be home today, but they decided to stay an extra night."
"Hmm that's good news for us." He says, and I can feel his smile on the back of my neck.
"It buys us a few more hours at least." I say, smiling as well.
"You know, you could stay here tonight if you wanted to." He says almost shyly. My stomach fills with butterflies at the thought. Spending the night with Cavin? Sounds like a dream come true!
"Are you sure you're alright with that?" I ask, because I almost feel like we may be pushing our luck.
"Will your brother get too suspicious?" He asks.
Just thinking about Teddy makes my stomach drop. I forgot about telling him, and now I felt like I had done something terribly wrong.
"What is it?" Cavin asks softly.
"Well…Teddy…he um…he kinda knows…a-about us." I stutter out, hoping Cavin won't be too angry with me.
"What's he going to do?" He asks quietly, and I can tell he's a little bit scared.
"Nothing!" I insist vehemently. "He said he will not tell anyone about us, but that if he knows that I'm with you, and my parents ask him, or anything like that, then he'll tell them straight up. He isn't comfortable lying to my parents, and I wouldn't expect him to, so I'll just have to make up excuses for them all."
"Are you sure you're comfortable lying to them?" He asks.
"I don't like it, but I believe that if we have the chance to be together it will all be worth it in the end."
"As long as you're sure Phoebe. I don't want to be the reason that you don't speak with your parents. I don't want to cause any family dissention."
"Don't worry about it Cavin. My parents always claim they want what's best for me. If that's true, then they will have absolutely no issue with you."
He just smiles back at me, and leans down to kiss me again. This time it's just short, and sweet, but it's amazing.
"Alright baby. If you're sure." He finally says. Hugging me closer to him.
"Positive." I whisper, knowing that I would choose him a thousand and one times, no matter what.