The shower was much needed. I was running so behind yesterday morning that I did not even get to think about taking one and last night after I got Hannah to sleep I just passed out.

I mean being a mom has been a bit crazy. I mean having to be fully responsible for another human is a lot of work.

Jake helps out a lot but usually adds to the chaos. I mean he is willing to do almost everything, from diaper changes to bath time to feeding. Its just its Jake and is a bit over zealous.

Other than that life in general has been crazy. The first 10 weeks after Hannah was born were great because we really were able to bond (I had a lot of time saved up to be able to take a bit more time). Like I said before she has been a very easy baby. After those 10 weeks I finally was able to get my new title and responsibility of Sargent. That also has been a lot of work just getting used to the new responsibilities with the title but I have a great teacher in Terry.

Other than that I mean I have been working hard to lose the baby weight that was left. Also I have been putting wedding planning front and center I mean we are getting married on July 13th so it is really not that far off.

We have a venue, caterer, a deejay. We have been working on picking out a photographer and a cake. I had a lot of things planned out already so it has not been hard but it has been securing everything and scheduling. It has been a solo effort, not that I mind.

I still fully do not know what type of dress I want. I have tried on multiple styles but I think because of getting pregnant nothing fits right (everyone tells me that everything has looked great but I have not found the one) I am going in a week to try on more dresses hopefully the sixth time is the charm.

I took a 15 minute shower. I like to go longer but the place would look like a tornado hit it (more than it would any other time). As I was getting out I heard Jake say Hannah so I am pretty sure he was not watching her as closely as he should and she did something. I just hope if it is something messy that Jake is able to clean it up completely.

I opened the door and walked out to the living room, "Jake what happened?"

"I was talking to Charles and I wasn't watching her and she knocked over my soda."

"How bad was it?"

"It was everywhere but I have it cleaned up for the most part."

"Use the spray for the stickiness."

"I will." He hated that I reminded him I could tell but we need to keep things clean because we have a toddler also I hate walking through and my feet stick to the floor.

"What did Charles want?" I said as I was walking toward the kitchen to get my breakfast.

"I don't know this happened and I let him go before he told me."

"Jake, not to change the subject but what is on the wall in here."

"Hannahs banana. I had to get my phone from her when Charles called and may have forgotten that."

"You do remember that she does not like those."

"I do now I will get it when I am done in here."

I made myself a bowl of cereal and sat down at the table. Hannah crawled up on the chair next to mine.

"Mama mama." She had a calculator. She loves to hit buttons so I thought that it would be a good thing to give her. I mean it is nothing fancy and I would rather her have that than one of our phones.

"Cool. Is that fun?" She started to laugh and the got down to show her daddy.

She is definitely a daddy's girl. Jake has to know everything. The only time she really wants me is when she is hurt or tired. Jake is more fun so I understand why.

When I was done I put my bowl in the sink and walked back toward the bedroom.

I heard a loud bang and ran to the living room.