Hi everyone sorry this chapter took me a little bit longer than I expected. I was some what trying and I'm mean trying to get better at this writing but this was the best I can do. So I hope you guys enjoy.
The second Rachel felt Quinn's lips on hers something inside her ignited. This was the feelings that's been missing her whole life the feeling of being wanted, being desired, yearned for. Quinn's soft lips was making hers tremble. She's overwhelmed with emotions because for the first time in her life she finally understood what true love feels like.
SNAP SNAP SNAP SNAP SNAP MOMENTS!
Rachel could feel her body reacting to Quinn's touch she was beginning to feel her body heat rise from the pleasure of a single kiss, her hand started shaking on the blondes waist, her breathing becoming more and more heavier as each second passes. She can feel her body wanting more of this, NO she needed more. She pulled Quinn closer to keep her body from shaking and she slowly slipped her tongue inside of Quinn's. When she heard Quinn moan in her mouth, that perfect sound sent a surge of excitement from her toes all the way up to her head, she can feel her knee's giving in. She held on to Quinn to steady herself. She couldn't believe that a simple sound could make her feel like this, it was euphoric, addicting and it was beyond her wildest dreams. All those unreachable dreams she's been having has no comparison to what she's feeling right now.
She can tell that Quinn felt the same way, she was clinging to her body to keep it from floating away. Rachel's never been held like this before Quinn's right hand was gripping on her shirt while her left was gently placed on her neck. Every fingertip was placed in the right spot and it was sending its heat all the way down to her core. She never wanted this to end but the sound of her cell phone distracted them and Quinn pulled away from their embrace.
Rachel still had her eyes close and her lips pouted. She didn't want to lose this feeling it was hanging on by a thin thread, she hated whoever it was that called her. When Quinn opened her eyes she found the diva extremely adorable. She kissed Rachel on the lips to snap the girl out of her trance, kissed her again on her cheek to let her know they've only just begun and kissed her once more on her earlobe. Rachel felt the blondes hot breath on her ear.
"Answer your phone." It was barely a whisper but Rachel's whole body shivered hearing Quinn's voice vibrate in her ear. When she opened her eyes she saw the face that could make her do absolutely anything. Quinn had these sultry eyes, her left eyebrow arched and biting that very sexy lower lip.
Yup, it's positive I'm a lesbian. I'm a huge lesbian who is in love with the hottest girl in world.
"Huh?" was all that could come out of her mouth after looking at Quinn for the first time after their passionate kiss.
Quinn reached into Rachel's backpack and looked at the screen. She showed it to Rachel and that brought her back to reality so she answered her phone disappointedly.
"Hi daddy." Rachel's voice sounded a little harsh, Quinn could barely hear what Leroy was saying but he wasn't the one she was worried about if Hiram was the one calling Rachel would be on her way home right this minute. She knew Rachel's parents adored her but questioning Hiram's authority is something that she will never do.
"Yes daddy, we're still talking thing out." Quinn forced back a laugh knowing well enough that they were passed the talking phase. Rachel smiled at the blonde seeing her reaction from the little white lie she just told her father. "I know it's getting really late but this is really important to me. I'll be home as soon as possible."
Quinn thought back a couple of days ago and couldn't believe how much of a coward she was about her feelings for Rachel. All the signs we're leading her to this very moment and if she would've just been honest from the beginning then she could've spared herself the heartache from last night. Those thoughts we're behind her now and all she wants to do is to forget that it even happened. Rachel is with her now and everything is out in the open, no more hiding her feelings or who she truly is. Rachel brought out the best in her and that's how she wants to start living her life. She shook her head freeing her mind from that mess and focused back on Rachel's conversation with her father. Rachel starred at her blankly wondering what was running through her heard when she hung up the phone with her father. Rachel was never really good at hiding her feelings she was pouting her lips and hating that fact that her father had just ruined a very monumental moment. Quinn leaned closer to her and lifted her chin up so she can see those brown eyes she adored so much.
"Hi" She could feel her heart beating faster standing inches away from Rachel, the her fingers started to tremble at sight of her luscious lips. Rachel smiled and grabbed Quinn's shaking hands and held them in front of her and kissed them. Both girls kept their eyes locked at one another.
"Hi…" Rachel paused completely dazed and unsure of what to say. "I... like you so much Quinn. I've been wanting to tell you so badly but was to afraid of how you would react. Then Puck's party. I wanted to apo..."
"Don't apologize for anything Rachel. I don't want us to start that way. It's in the past and what's important is right now. Here with you. I couldn't have asked for a better way of you showing me how you truly feel about me because honestly I've been feeling the same way."
When Rachel heard Quinn utter those words she couldn't believe how amazing it felt hearing it for the first time. She kissed Quinn on the lips so passionately it almost brought tears in her eyes. Quinn felt the intensity of Rachel's kiss, she could sense how much Rachel has been wanting this. When she felt Rachel gently slip the tip of her tongue graze her own her body started to shiver once more. She couldn't get over how indescribable the sensation Rachel gives her every time their lips touch. It was like she had no control of her body, everything was acting on its own and acting out of control. Rachel pulled away slowly because if they kept kissing she wouldn't be able to hold herself back. She wrapped her arms around Quinn's waist and rested her head on her chest. Rachel looked around their surrounding and realized how much she had to clean up before she heads home.
"Maybe all these candles wasn't the brightest idea." Rachel tried to figure out how she can extend her time with Quinn without getting in trouble while cleaning up the mess she had made. She's positive her life lines with Santana have run out so Britney is out of the question as well. She felt Quinn grip her tighter and the stress of it didn't matter to her because she realized that Quinn was holding on to her.
"I think it's the sweetest and most thoughtful thing anyone has ever done for me." Quinn kissed her on the top of her head and this made Rachel blush and was glad that Quinn couldn't see her reaction.
"It's getting sort of late maybe I should start packing this up. Would you be so kind as helping me out since my assistant left me a while ago?" Rachel grabbed the paper bag she stowed on the side of Quinn's picnic bench. Quinn had this confused look on her face. "Assistant?"
"Yes assistant, okay more like helper. Britney helped me put this whole thing together. While Santana kept your mom busy inside." Rachel watched Quinn's face turn completely pale, sheer panic course through her body. Her mother will ground her till the end of the school year if she finds out about all this. She wouldn't even know where to begin explaining what all this is. She didn't even know what this was between her and Rachel but she didn't want it to end when it just began.
"Quinn? Are you all right?" Rachel didn't know if she had said something wrong but Quinn had panic and terror written all over her face. "Quinn? Can you hear me?" Rachel grabbed the blondes arms and shook her a little to snap her back to reality.
"SHIT! MY MOM!" Rachel jumped back startled by Quinn's sudden outburst.
Rachel watched Quinn run inside her house as quickly as possible leaving Rachel outside to pick up all the candles.
"MOM!" Quinn yelled and ran in every room trying to find her mother. It was only 9pm and she's usually in the living room watching Real Housewives. She gave up and went back outside and found Rachel blowing out the candles around her and putting them on a brown paper bag.
"I can't find her, the car is parked on the driveway but she's no where." Quinn sounded worried and relived at the same time, she could just imagine how outraged her mother would react seeing all this come from Rachel. She would never be able to find an explanation to get her out of that disastrous predicament.
"That's strange, Santana gave me the clear to start playing the music earlier. She has to be in the house Quinn have you looked in her bedroom?"
Quinn realized she never checked upstairs. She grabbed Rachel's hand and led her inside her house. Rachel was a little surprised, a few hours ago she couldn't even see past the front door now she's passing through the kitchen, walking up the stairs and eyeing some picture hung on the wall as she quickly passes by them. Rachel wasn't even paying attention to where Quinn was leading her she was to distracted seeing photographs of a much younger Quinn Fabray plastered in every wall but Quinn's hand felt reassuring so it didn't matter where she was being led to. Quinn sat her down on a bed and looked at her straight in the eye.
"I'll be right back, just stay here for now okay." Quinn kissed her on the lips and left her room Rachel sat there frozen from the sudden impact of Quinn's lips on hers. She touched her lips with her index finger and still couldn't believe that this was all real. She looked around realizing that this was Quinn's room. She couldn't believe it, she was in Queen Bee Quinn Fabray's bedroom. Looking around she was a little shocked at how different she had imagined it. She had photographs, trophies and books lying around when she looked by the computer she recognized the painting Quinn described to her after she was knocked out from that kick ball game.
I guess she never gave it to her mom. It's so strange sitting here...
"Rachel!" Quinn rushed back into her bed room and grabbed Rachel by the hand. They ran to her mothers bedroom and Rachel began to panic, she can hear the nervousness in Quinn's voice. Santana must've done something really horrendous to get Quinn acting like this.
"Look at her." Quinn pointed to her mother who was completely knocked out, drooling from the corner of her mouth and snoring like a beast.
Rachel looked at Quinn confused, "Quinn she's sleeping."
"No Rachel my mother never sleeps like this. Look." Quinn walked over to the side of the bed and pinched her mothers arm. Judy stayed asleep snoring even louder than before.
"That is a little strange. I'll call Santana and ask her what she did." Rachel pulled out her cell phone and and dialed Santana's number. She kept her eye on Quinn who was staring at her mother scared that Santana may have done something to her.
"No answer, then again she hates my very existence so maybe you should call from your phone." Rachel walked over to Quinns' side to comfort her. She placed her arm next to Quinn and intertwined her fingers with the blonde. Rachel poked Judy's arm to see if she'd wake up but when Judy shifted her body Rachel shrieked and jumped behind Quinn so that Judy wouldn't see her.
"Rachel! What are you? Santana what did you do to my mother?" Quinn held Rachel's hand and left Judy's bedroom and headed for her bedroom.
"I distracted her that's all." Quinn wasn't buying that sorry of an explanation.
"Santana I'm asking you nicely, What did you do to my mother? Did you lace her drink or something? She's completely passed out, I even pinched her to see if she'll wake up and nothing."
"Okay maybe I snuck in some of her sleeping pills."
"Santana! How much sleeping pills did you give her?" Quinn walked out of the room and walked into her mother's medicine cabinet. She looked around to locate the sleeping pills and when she found it she looked at the dosage.
"Santana how much did you give her?" Quinn sounded frightening in Santana's ear.
"I'm not telling you with that kind of tone Fabray."
"Santana I'm losing my patience just answer the damn question. What did you do to my mother?"
"Fine! But if you're going to blame someone blame man hands I was just doing what Britney begged me to do. At first I tried getting your mom drunk, she was already intoxicated when I got there so I chatted with her but then she kept talking and asking about your friendship with Berry. You owe me one by the way cause I made up some excuse why your friends with her because she seemed really up tight about the subject. So if she brings it up to you just let her know the Cheerios are doing this community service thing. We pick a loser in school and help them get through the day without getting bullied. After a few martini's and she was still blabbing so I told her I was going to check up on you upstairs. So I went into her medicine cabinet, by the way Quinn can you believe how much shit your mother has in there? It's like a pharmaceutical heaven she has more drugs than Walgreens."
When Quinn heard Santana mention that her mother was asking questions about her friendship with Rachel that thought worried her. Why would her mother be questioning Santana about Rachel? She's never even spoken a word about Rachel to her mother. She focused her attention back to Santana's explanation.
"Okay Santana get to the point how many pills did you give her?"
"I just grabbed maybe three of her sleeping pills. They were really small so I figured they we're that strong. Look it did the job all right before I knew it she was slurring her words, mumbling with her eyes shut. I even had to drag her to her bed because by the time we reached her bedroom she was passed out and slumped on my shoulders. Brit had to ice my back when we got to her place. Look the way I see it she'll be asleep till tomorrow night if anything. At least for one night you and Berry can have a guilt free slumber party without your mom finding out. I guess that means you owe me two favors Fabray."
When Quinn heard Santana say guilt free slumber party she didn't feel quite as worried as she thought. She saw that her mothers sleeping pills has a very high dosage so maybe she won't be awake till tomorrow night after all. Or at least till the afternoon so Rachel would be able to sleep over if she can.
"We'll thank you San. I know you didn't have to help Rachel today so I really appreciate what you did for me. I know Brit played a huge role in convincing you too so give her a hug and kiss for me. I really grateful having you guys."
Santana really hated all this mushy crap but after hearing Quinn this morning she really needed to know that Rachel cared about her and not that tramp of a friend from last night. Helping Rupaul today doesn't mean she's off the hook either and just because she's Quinn's girl doesn't help her chances either.
"Yeah yeah, I'll talk to you later. Oh and Quinn try to keep it PG-13 tonight." Santana joked and hung up the phone without even giving the blonde a chance to respond to her comment. It did dawn on her that there's a small chance that Rachel will spend the night and that thought made her feel a little nervous. Now that everything is out on the open having Rachel sleep next to her would be a huge step forward and even though it would be something she really wanted this was all very new to her and she wasn't sure how far they could stretch certain boundaries.
Rachel waited patiently for Quinn to finish her conversation with Santana. Quinn's room was still very foreign to her so she kept looking around trying to piece together the life she was never a part of. Quinn really is a simple girl, she had a Radiohead poster by her computer. She had pictures of Santana and Britney plastered all over her message board. Quinn sat beside her after getting off the phone with Santana. Quinn was trying to process all this new information and somehow sitting next to Rachel made everything very clear. When Rachel felt Quinn by her side all those butterflies came flying back in her stomach, her palm began to perspire her heart quickening its pace. It didn't occur to her that when she was taking in her surrounding that she had completely zoned out and didn't hear a word of their conversation. Quinn still wasn't making any eye contact with the brunette. Rachel secretly hoped that Santana hadn't caused to much damage that Quinn won't be able to interact with her throughout that whole evening.
Just take it one step at a time Fabray. Don't worry about your mom deal with that later. But how could she have possibly known about Rachel?
"Quinn? Are you all right?" Rachel didn't understand why she hasn't turned to face her she's been looking outside her window for a good three minutes. "Did Santana do something really bad to your mom? Oh god she's not in a coma from whatever Santana did to her right?" Rachel's mind began to race at all the possibilities of Quinn's mom never waking up because Santana may have slipped her something she wasn't suppose to.
Hearing Rachel rant about her mother's current condition brought a smile to her face but she still wasn't ready to face Rachel for the sole reason that this whole situation between them was scaring her stiff. She gripped her cell phone trying to break from this fear that's holding her body prisoner. She faced Rachel and a smile came in her face. Quinn couldn't even keep her eyes locked into to those brown eyes longer than a minute so she starred right back down to her death grip hand. Rachel was just so beautiful, from the way her hair fell perfectly in front her shoulder, from the tiny mole in her cheek that is perfectly placed on the right side of her nose, those pink and voluptuous lips, her high cheekbones and those eyes. Those big light brown eyes that makes her very existence have purpose. Because those eyes are the one thing that can never lie to her, it allows her to see deep into Rachel's heart but it can also shatter her's into a million pieces if it ever experience the kind of pain she felt last night.
All those dreams she had of Rachel came flooding in her mind. She doesn't know how to do this or where to even begin. She never thought of what would happen after she told Rachel the truth. Are they a couple? Does she need to ask her out properly? Does this mean their the new lesbian couple at McKinley? What's her mother going to think?
What have I done?
Quinn could feel her chest tighten, as hard as she tried to take in air it wasn't enough supplying her lungs. She started feeling light headed, her room was beginning to spin. Then something miraculous happened, she felt someone wrap their arms around her and when Rachel rested her head on her shoulder everything stopped.
"It's going to be all right Quinn. I may not have all the answers to your questions but I'd be more than happy to help you find them." Rachel could hear Quinn's heart slow to its normal pace. Hearing Rachel's voice so close and feeling her heart beat against her chest she didn't need any answers all she wanted was this all along. Quinn placed her hands on Rachel's shoulder and put enough distance so she can finally meet those beautiful eyes. She was so grateful for Rachel's embrace and for the first time someone was there to ease her thoughts when her mind seemed like everything was falling apart.
"You have no idea how amazing you being here makes me feel."
Starring into those eyes once again she knew Rachel was everything she ever wanted and all the looming doubts and fear disappeared the moment she felt Rachel's lips on hers. She could do this forever. When their lips parted and eyes met there wasn't a single thing that could ruin this perfect night.
"I feel the exact same way Quinn."
They went back downstairs hand in hand to finish picking up all the candles from the backyard. Rachel completely understood how much trouble Quinn could get if this wasn't cleaned up before her mother wakes in the morning. Meeting her mother for the first time this morning gave her the impression that Mrs. Fabray isn't that fond of her befriending her darling daughter. When they looked around Quinn felt over joyed seeing how beautiful her backyard looked with all the glowing candles scattered all around. How perfect Rachel's song was and how extremely beautiful she looked surrounded by the illuminating candles.
"Wait a minute! Let me take a picture of you before we put all of them away. I want to have a remembrance of this night."
Rachel shyly smiled and posed in front of the candles she left behind. Quinn took the picture on her phone so that it wouldn't be seen by anyone else but her. Looking at Rachel through her phone with all the candles and seeing that adorable smile on her perfect face made her realize that this night would be the night that changed her life forever.
After they cleaned up all the candles from Quinn's backyard they walked over to Rachel's car to put it away. The moon was on its highest the sky was black filled with shinning stars and the winters breeze felt like needles on their skin. It was really late at night and everyone would be in bed snuggled under a thick blanket. Quinn proudly held onto Rachel's hand with not a care in the world if anyone sees them. She held Rachel close trying to keep her warm as they cross her front yard. Rachel rested her head on Quinn's shoulder as they walk with her arm on the blondes waist. As they reach the car Rachel unlocks it and both girls let go of one another, she opens her passenger door and puts the brown bag on the seat.
"Are you going to get in trouble for being out this late? I wouldn't want Hiram to get upset with you."
Rachel looked at her cell phone to check the time and she was two hours past her curfew. She scrunched up her face worried that she'll get in huge trouble and then she'll never get to spend any time with Quinn.
"My father can get very dictating about my curfew. I wish I could stay with you, I feel like we have so much to talk about. With school starting on Monday I don't think we'll get this kind of an opportunity for a while." Rachel was playing with the hem of her skirt. She really didn't want make eye contact with the blonde because she knew she didn't want to leave. Quinn grabbed her hand and held it she couldn't stop this annoying feeling inside her. She always felt the need to hold the brunette someway in order to rid of the incessant burning if she couldn't feel Rachel's warmth on her.
"I know what you mean, but I promise we will talk about us. The last thing we need is for you to get grounded. Just call me when you get home and we can webcam."
Rachel can sense Quinn's eyes trying to find hers but she hated this. This was their first night together, first time they've seen each other face to face with the exception of new years. She was wasted and hardly remembered anything that happened that night so it doesn't really count. This was the first night that they are looking at each other with new eyes, seeing each others true self no lies, no secrets. This night was their first and it isn't fair that her parents was ripping them apart when things are finally the way they should be.
"No Quinn, I hate this I want to stay and spend more time with you." Then she heard her phone ring, Rachel let out an exasperated breath. She looked at her screen and Dad was flashing on her home screen. She felt like throwing her phone into the street hoping that someone would pass by and run it over. Quinn snatched the phone from her hands and she was taken by surprised and she couldn't react fast enough. Quinn had answered her phone and was talking to her father.
"Good evening Hiram, how are you?" Quinn wasn't even sure what she was doing, sure Rachel's parents liked her but to what extent? "I apologize for keeping Rachel this late we actually just finished our conversation and we we're just saying our goodbyes. I hope your not to upset with her, it was entirely my fault." Another pause. Rachel was waiting anxiously for Quinn to say something but her father seemed to be saying something important because the look on Quinn's face wasn't convincing her to be calm. "Of course Hiram, I would love to join you for dinner tomorrow night but I'm still grounded for another week." Relief flushed Rachel's face and she was finally able to breath. Quinn really has a way with people she's winning over her fathers in lighting speed. " All right Hiram have a great night, Rachel will be home in a few minutes. Here she is now, she just came back from the bathroom." Quinn handed Rachel's phone back to her.
"Hi dad sorry I was in the ladies room. I'll be home soon. Bye" She looked at the stunning blonde in front of her and was so happy that she did that. If it would've been her that conversation would've went into a whole other direction. Quinn just looked so collect when she got off the phone with her father but she still felt like crap about leaving. Why doesn't she seem just as upset as I am?
"Stop over analyzing Rachel just drive home safely and call me the second you get in your house. Believe me when I tell you that I hate this situation just as much as you do. I wish you can sleep over so that we can talk and be with each other. But right now it's better that one of us is grounded and not both. It's just one more week, I swear it will go by fast and I'll be holding you in my arms before you fall asleep in no time." Quinn leaned forward and wrapped her arms around the tiny girl, she felt Rachel relax her shoulders and felt Rachel's head reside on her chest. Rachel didn't want to say more, her comforting words was the perfect ending to this once in a lifetime night. She pulled the blonde closer to her body trying remember how well their bodies fit together. She looked up and when she found Quinn's hazel eyes locked with hers she leaned in and found those soft lips once again. It was short kiss but a powerful one, they both felt true happiness but it was short lived when their lips pulled away from one another. Rachel got inside her car and not another word was spoken between them, she started her car and Quinn knelt down to meet Rachel face to face.
"Drive safe please, call me when you get inside your house okay. I'll talk to you soon." Rachel still wasn't convinced that leaving her was a good idea. "Don't be so sad superstar. Not on our first night." Rachel tried to smile and all she can manage was tiny smirk. Quinn kissed her one more time and closed the door for her.
"I'll call you when I get home."
Quinn smiled and watched Rachel drive off.
The drive home was more aggravating then she expected. All the unspoken words that needed to be said was flooding her mind and she started feeling a little light headed from their constant banter. She gripped her steering wheel turning her knuckles a shade of light blue. None of this is fair, she's been patiently waiting for this love to begin and it wasn't as if her fathers didn't approve of Quinn. Why couldn't this one night just be for them?
Rachel pulled into her drive way and gathered her things. As much as she hated entering her house and seeing her fathers she wanted to see Quinn. Tonight was going to be their only night to be able to stay up as late as they wanted. When she opened her door Hiram and Leroy was sitting on their chairs waiting for Rachel to greet them.
She dragged her feet and walked over to the living area and took a seat on the couch.
"How did it go?" Leroy turned and faced his daughter and saw how upset she looked. "I thought you two settled things? Why do you still look like your upset about something?"
Rachel waited a second before answering, she was trying to find a voice of reason and not come off as irritated and pissed off.
"I'm just a little worn out, today has been quiet a roller coaster. But Quinn and I are great. If you would excuse me I would like to get ready for bed." Leroy can sense the tension from her voice and couldn't help but wonder what really happened between them.
"Okay sweetheart. Have a goodnight and we'll see you in the morning." Rachel grabbed her backpack and quickly walked up the stairs to her bedroom. He turned to his husband who hasn't spoken ever since their daughter stepped inside the house. "I have a feeling that we just ruined our baby girls night with Quinn."
"Curfew is curfew Leroy I was lenient all ready when you called the first time." Hiram never taking his eyes off his book Leroy always found that irritating so he snatched the book and glared at him.
"Why do you always have to act like you don't care about her personal life? It wouldn't hurt you to try and get to know your daughter a little."
Hiram sighed and stared into his husbands eyes. "You know I care about Rachel's personal life but it's the aftermath that I'm frightened off. I would just rather choose the angry father role than the supportive one that's why I have you to tell me all the gossips our daughter so openly tells you. But if it means that much to you, I will try." He leans over and gives his husband a peck on the lips reassuring him that he meant what he said. Leroy's face lights up and was grateful being married to such an understanding man.
"Lets go to bed." They both turn off the lights and head upstairs to their bedroom.
Rachel dials Quinn's number the second she enters her bedroom. She waited anxiously to hear Quinn's voice on the other side.
"Hello." Quinn's voice was faint Rachel wondered why she would need to be whispering in her own home with her mother knocked out.
"Is something wrong? Why are you whispering?" Rachel strolled over to her bathroom and started getting ready for bed. She's gotten the hang of incorporating her bedtime routine with Quinn on the phone. It took some practice but when she got the hang of it it just became a natural thing for her.
"I'm not whispering, my phone's been acting up lately. Are you home?"
"Yes, unfortunately. I'm getting ready for bed as we speak. What are you doing?" Rachel was brushing her hair in front of her mirror when she heard something squeak in her bedroom. She ignored it and continued brushing her hair.
"Nothing just sitting in front of a computer. Waiting to see your beautiful face." Quinn smiled when Rachel didn't respond to her comment.
Rachel was still getting use to the idea of Quinn complementing her looks. After three years of torment from the blonde its still hard to believe that Quinn actually finds her beautiful. She had no idea how to respond properly and decided to change the subject.
"Honestly Quinn why are you whispering?" Rachel put her phone down and pressed speaker then mute. She had already laid the toothpaste in her tooth brush and started brushing her teeth while waiting for Quinn's answer.
"I'm not whispering, I accidentally threw my phone and the mouth piece cracked. Obviously you can hear me perfectly so stop worrying about it I'll get it fixed tomorrow. Anyways one of these nights I'm going to figure out how you managed to squeeze me in your bedtime routine. Are you brushing your teeth right now or changing into your pajama's?"
Rachel was stunned to hear what Quinn just said. How can she be that in tuned with her she was just slipping into her pajamas when she heard Quinn's question.
"That's really strange but yes I just slipped into my pajamas. But before that I was brushing my teeth."
Quinn was trying to hold back a laugh, "What can I say I'm a little psychic when it comes to all that is Rachel Berry."
She decided that she didn't need to complete all the steps to her bedtime regiment so when she walked out of her bathroom out of surprise she dropped her phone on her foot.
"Mother! Son of! Man that really hurts!" Rachel stumbled on her bed holding her foot to relieve the pain. She laid back on her bed and started rocking back and forth. Quinn rushed over to Rachel side and started kissing her all over.
"Oh no... I'm sorry Rachel I didn't mean to startle you." Quinn sat beside her while Rachel rocked back and forth trying to minimize the pain.
"How did you even get in here? We're you waiting for me this whole time?" Rachel couldn't believe how romantic Quinn can be but this is very risky. Her fathers was only a few feet away but luckily she remembered that for her sixth birthday she specifically request to have her bed room soundproof so that she can sing as loud as she wanted.
"I snuck in through your window, the last time I was here I remembered looking at it specifically to try and see if you had a lock on it." Rachel looked at the blonde trying to keep her face serious at the thought that Quinn had been plotting on sneaking into her bedroom sometime long ago. It never occurred to her that she did have a lock on it but never had a reason to lock it. "So here I am. I double checked my mother and she's pretty gone. I'll sneak out before your parents get up so we can't get caught. I just wasn't ready for our night to end plus the look on your face was priceless." Quinn smiled and gently ran her fingers through Rachel's hair and when she met those brown eyes she saw nothing but loving staring back at her.
Rachel forgot about the pain that was now subsiding on her foot and sat straight up opening up her arms to embrace this perfect girl in front of her. They sat like that for a few minutes not saying word to one another just having Quinn beside her was enough.
"How's your foot?" Quinn tried to look but Rachel tucked it under the covers before Quinn can have a real good look at it.
"It's okay, Would you like to change into something more comfortable? You can use my bathroom if you'd like."
"Rachel, you don't have to be shy about your feet. I think their adorable. Now let me see if there's any serious damage?"
When did she see my feet?
"Really Quinn it's okay, I can wiggle my toes and I'm positive I can walk. Since your spending the night why don't you change into something more comfortable."
Quinn gave Rachel this questioning look and decided to just let it go. After climbing on the side of Rachel's house she didn't mind changing at all. "That would be great." she grabbed her backpack and went straight to the bathroom.
Rachel sat in her bed eyeing the bruise that was starting to form on her foot. She went under her covers waiting for Quinn to come back. What exactly were they suppose to do? She felt so nervous knowing that Quinn was going to be spending the night, laying in the same bed with her. Yes they've slept in the same bed before but that was unexpected and they weren't open about their feelings then. She needed to ease her thoughts so the only way she knew how was to sing.
"Found myself today singin' out loud your name
You said I'm crazy, If I am I'm crazy for you
Sometime sittin in the dark, wishin you were here turns me crazy
But it's you who makes me lose my head
And every time I'm meant to be acting sensible
You drift into my head and turn me into a crumblin' fool
Tell me to run and I'll race if you want me to stop I'll freeze
And if you want me gone, I'll leave just hold me closer. baby
And make me, crazy for you."
When she heard the lyrics leaving her lips she couldn't believe how perfect this song really was. She was getting really into the song and even started singing it a little bit louder. Quinn was almost done when she over heard Rachel's beautiful voice through the walls. She pressed her ear on the door trying to hear what song Rachel was now belting out. She smiled hearing how quickly Rachel can get fully engulfed with the song.
"Lately with this state I'm in I can't help myself but spin
I wish you'd come over, send me spinning closer to you
My, oh my, how my blood boils a sweet taste for you
Strips me down bare and gets me into my favorite mood
I keep on tryin' fightin' these feelings away
But the more I do the crazier I turn into"
This song was definitely calming her down but when she heard her bathroom door open she quickly shut her mouth embarrassed that Quinn may have heard her. When she saw Quinn in her regular clothes it was a complete shock. Quinn Fabray looked astonishingly beautiful, she's never seen Quinn in her sleeping clothes before and she was working it even if she wasn't trying.
"Do I look that bad?" Quinn looked at what she was wearing and looked back at Rachel who was still staring at her. Clearly not hearing her question.
Rachel was to mesmerized that she didn't notice that she was staring. "What? Goodness no! You look amazing, I've never seen you in sleeping attire and..." Rachel started to blush feeling embarrassed about her comment on Quinn's looks so she started looking down at her hand.
What is this unnerving feeling? It's still Quinn, nothing has change aside from the fact that the truth about our feelings is finally out in the open. So why do I suddenly feel so awkward around her?
Quinn pulled the covers and slipped under finding Rachel's warm toes. She tucked hers underneath Rachel's to help get some warmth flowing through them. Rachel felt her heart quicken from the touch.
"Why did you stop singing? I had that song on repeat for the last week thinking about you. Hearing you sing it definitely beats Adele's version."
Rachel found the compliment very sweet but she suddenly felt shy and kept her gaze down at her hand.
"Rachel, what's wrong? Is it me?" Quinn couldn't help but notice that Rachel was acting so different around her. There shouldn't be this awkwardness floating around them all she wanted was to be with her but Rachel seems like she's having second thoughts. The silence was killing her and Rachel still wasn't looking at her.
"No not at all, I...I'm just not use to this. Earlier I wanted to stay with you and talk about what this is but now that you'll be spending the night I just feel so nervous. I've had a crush on you for a while and now that we're here I'm just so happy on top of that I've never really done this before so I'm not entirely sure how to act."
Quinn sucked in a deep breath because she really wanted Rachel's full attention to have this serious conversation so she pulled the covers and sat on Rachel's lap. Rachel's facial expression when she's surprised always puts a smile on her face. There's something about being alone with Rachel that's making her feel like she can be herself so she did whatever she felt like doing to the tiny diva and if sitting in her lap is going to get her attention then so be it.
"Rachel Barbara Berry, you should never and I mean never have to feel shy, uncomfortable, awkward, weird or whatever it is that's making you not act like yourself around me. I like your overly dramatic personality. I like your over bearing enthusiasm for everything that you do. I like you Rachel and I know our history isn't our fondest memory but I want to change that." She watched as Rachel's expression change just by her words. Brown eyes met hazel and all the unsure feeling she's been hiding ever since Quinn surprised her in her bedroom was fading away by the blonde's honesty. "I want to be with you and as scary as that sounds I want to do this with you. I'll help you find your answers since you help me with mine." Quinn leaned slowly and met those lips once more, the feeling hasn't changed one bit she knew that this is where she belonged.
Rachel got lost in the kiss so she wrapped her arms around the blonde and pulled her closer. Quinn slipped her tongue and when she met Rachel's the instant reunion melded their body closer together. She felt her core throb wanting more of Rachel. The back of her shirt was slightly raised and when Rachel placed her hand on her lower back she felt the softness of Quinn's skin under her fingertips. Rachel slipped her hand underneath her shirt and dug her nails down the middle of Quinn's back. The sensation forced a hard moan out of Quinn's lips forcing her head to roll back at the stinging feeling left by Rachel's nails. Quinn's let out a hot breath, Rachel's lips found Quinn's neck and started teasing her with soft kisses. She grazed her lips from Quinn's collar bone all the way up to her lower chin. Rachel was enjoying this to its full extent she could feel Quinn's torso contorting against her chest as her lips connect with her sensational skin.
What are we doing? I can't say I didn't want this to happen I did sit in her lap, but are we going to fast? Should we slow down? But I don't want to, she's making all the right moves and I'm so turned on. Get your head in the game Fabray we're not ready for this. Oh God! I'm not ready for this at all.
Quinn finally opened her eyes and looked down at Rachel who was breathing so heavy she can tell she wanted more from her. She kissed her quickly, "Not tonight, I think we should take it slow. I want you Rachel but the things I'm thinking of doing to you is going to take a lot of time and frankly I want to be more prepared because it looks like you know what your doing." That thought crossed Rachel's mind because she may lack experience but she has done something like this once before. She smiled at Quinn's really adorable explanation on why it was important for them stop.
"I understand Quinn, I truly do. It soothes me to think that you have thought about doing certain things to me that will require some time." she teases watching Quinn's cheeks turn a light pink. She tried to kiss her but she turned her head embarrassed about what slipped out of her mouth earlier.
"Oh come on Quinn, don't be like that I'm excited to think that you've thought about about me in that way. I think its a total turn on." She grabs her chin and forces the blonde to look her in the eyes. She fought it at first but when she felt Rachel kiss her on the nape of her neck she knew she couldn't hold her ground any longer. Rachel broke her wall the second those lips touched her hot skin. When she faced Rachel her face automatically lit up and she leaned in for a hug.
"I like you Rachel Berry." she squeezed hard and pushed them at a laying down position on the bed.
"I like you Quinn Fabray."
"I can't believe this? This is absolutely maddening! Quinn you can't honestly believe that West Side Story is better than Wicked?"
Quinn just shrugged her shoulders and smiled at the startled diva. Quinn was trying to keep her eyes open but she was feeling really tired and she only had a couple more hours until she sneaks out and head back to her house.
"Quinn? I don't think you understand the enormity of this discussion…" Rachel was ready to take out her lap top and start comparing both musicals so she can change Quinn's mind. But when she sees that Quinn was trying to keep her head up she knew she kept her up far too long, it was time for them to go to bed. There was no point in avoiding this, Quinn was minutes away from passing out. "You must be exhausted we can talk about this later."
Quinn lifted her head up pretending that she wasn't falling asleep and from the last thing she heard this conversation about musicals is definitely not over but when she saw that Rachel was moving towards her and pulling down the blanket she scooted a little to side to give Rachel some space. Rachel reached over to the switch and turned off the lights. When they we're both under the cover only the moon shinning through her window was the only source of light. Rachel turned her body facing away from the blonde. Quinn waited for Rachel to get comfortable and when she finally did she laid on her side fitting the curve of Rachel's body and pulled the brunette closer to her trying to absorb her warmth.
"Comfy?" Quinn's voice was faint.
"Ah huh. You?" Rachel heard the nervousness in her voice but she relaxed her body when she felt Quinn's breath on the back of her neck. She didn't hear a response just the hot shallow breaths letting her know that she had fallen asleep. Rachel held Quinn's hand and shut her eyes she pinched her hand and looked behind her. Quinn was sound asleep and this was not a dream she smiled and shut her eyes.
Crazy for you by: Adele