A/N- So i know the grammar is shit and the transitioning from one place to the other is non existent. I'm just writing to write. If you don't like it well then idk there's thousands of better stories yknow but for those who do Thanks man!
DISCLAIMER- all HP characters do not belong to me but the great J.K
WITHOUT U/BEACH GOONS
THE NEXT MORNING
Venus had woken up to the sound of giggling girls. 'Oh how I've missed this' she groaned. Vee had gone to the bathroom, while she was fixing her self up she heard things being thrown around she walked out of the bathroom putting her hair up she saw all her belongings around the room "What the actual fuck Pansy?" Pansy looked up grinning from ear to ear "I didn't do it" she said sweetly. Pansy left skipping out the room. Without a word she closed her eyes and everything went back to where it belonged. As Venus was getting dressed she couldn't find any of her shoes.
Venus left the girls dormitory to the common room. "Haven't you heard of shoes Lovegood?" Malfloy sneered, Venus looked straight ahead walked out the portrait.
As she made her way down to the Great Hall she heard people laughing and chattering away about her. Luna spotted Venus walking towards her "Vee!" Venus snapped her head up and smiled she noticed her sister was missing her shoes as well. "Oh look the nargles took your shoes too" she said sadly. Venus tilted her head "It's fine I'll hunt them down" she smiled.
As they made their way to the house tables Crabbe stuck his foot out to trip her, luckily Venus was staring at the ground and saw his foot and jumped over it "Oh you think you're so clever, don't you blood traitor" he spat angrily at her, she looked at him with a bored face "No i don't but anyone would notice your fat ass foot in the way Crabbe" she smiled and took her usual spot. She saw Crabbe trying to get up from his seat but Malfloy kept pushing him down. "You better watch yourself psycho" Crabbe yelled at her. Instead of saying anything back she flipped him off while biting into her toast reading The Quibbler.
It was an eventful morning. They got their schedules 'Yay potions for two hours, beautiful fucking day' she made her way to Snapes' classroom noticed all the students standing against the wall she was about to ask a Ravenclaw what they were doing but Snape interrupted "When i call out your name make your way to table that is assigned to you. The person sitting next to you will be your partner for the rest of the year." He looked stiffly around the room "NO TRADES!" he yelled which made everyone jump out of their skin "Understand?" at this everyone nodded silently. As he paired everyone off there were only three people left Harry Potter, Blaise Zabini and Draco Malfloy. Venus was killing her self mentally.
She was seated at the last desk towards the back of the classroom with Blaise Zabini she didn't know whether to jump with joy or cry a little. Venus had nothing against the tall dark handsome boy, he never said anything rude to her or did anything but he was intimidating. "Now before we begin, i want you to get to know the person next to you, you were seated together based on your grades. Your grades will depend on each other, Take ten minutes!" Snape left into his office his robes flowing behind him. 'Hes terrifying but the man knows how to make an exit' she snorted at her thought at this Blaise looked at her.
Neither of them talked for a minute until he looked up at her, studying her face "Soo.." he said trailing off, she looked around the room and saw people talking away she noticed Harry and Draco not talking they were shifted in different directions from each other. Not knowing what to say to him she took a piece of parchment and began to draw a tic-tac-toe table, she pushed the piece of parchment towards him. He didn't notice until she nudged him. Confused "Oh um whats that?" she explained the little game to him "Alright then" he scoffed. They played three games all won by her. She looked up to see his face he just smirked at her. They didn't say anything to each other but she knew there wasn't any tension.
After class she got all her things and made her way to Herbology something she was quite good at. Draco's little gang was there of course. Pansy came up to her "So i see you still haven't found your shoes?" she giggled at her "No i haven't" she looked at Pansy in the face "I heard some dog took them to chew on them later" she tilted her head smiling "Are my shoes tasty Pug?" with this Pansy slapped Venus across the face. Everyone stood silent for moment Venus had felt anger, it wasn't the usual anger she felt but a more intense powerful anger. Venus looked at pansy and lifted her body in the air making her suffocate "Don't you ever fucking touch me again or I'll end you" Professor sprout was yelling at her "MS. LOVEGOOD PUT HER DOWN IMMIDETALY" Venus was in black out mode until Sprout snapped her out of it without a word Venus collected her things and left towards the castle. She ran all the way until she spotted a broom closet she slammed the door shut and swallowed three of her pills 'What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck?' that's all she could repeat to herself.
Venus hadn't blacked out in months, she hasn't felt that anger in months. She didn't need to use her wand anymore. She was scared. Venus needed her sister.
After speaking with the headmaster they took her wand and prohibited her to have any contact with Pansy they even moved her bed away from her. Venus was to alert a teacher and go to the nurse when she felt these attacks coming on. It was third year all over again.
She took the rest of day off and hung out at the library. She was catching up on the list of books and assignments Hermione Granger gave her, she was never close to her but after Professor McGonagall alerted the young witch of Vee's situation she nothing but happy to make a list of work for her.
She was reading a book on Transfiguration when Draco came up and sat across from her. Not wanting to make eye contact she kept looking down at the book hoping he'd piss off. "It wasn't very nice what you did to Pansy" he was being serious. She ignored him and began taking notes, "You better watch yourself, you're on thin ice Lovegood" he smirked, she snorted at him "Thin ice? Piss off" he took her book and grabbed her arm. She felt his cold skin against hers she became angry again "Don't fucking touch me" she snapped her hand back, she was putting all her things in her bag when he came around to her side "I've seen what you can do without your wand." he said looking at her "Stalking me now are you?" she laughed. "No you idiot" with a serious tone "I can see the damage you can do" she looked at him wide eyed "Look just meet me at the astronomy tower around midnight okay?" before she could refuse he left. She stood still for a minute digesting what had happened.
It became dinner time in the Great Hall, she decided to sit with her sister today "I heard what happened today Vee" Luna put her head on her sisters shoulder. Vee sighed "It was nothing just an outburst, i can control it next time" she tried reassuring her sister but Luna wasn't having it "If you want i can owl daddy and he can come? Maybe it'll give you some peace" she looked at her sister with those big sparkling eyes, for some reason Vee felt the anger bubbling inside her part of her knew she had no reason to be upset with her sister she knew she was just trying to help but the other part of her was pissed because she wasn't this little helpless girl anymore. "No" Vee said sternly she got up and left to the dungeons. She heard her sister call after her but she walked ahead anyway.
She was walking and walking not knowing where she was headed she felt the stinging of her eyes, 'Why are these feelings coming back?' she slumped down towards an empty classroom she cried until she heard footsteps coming near her she looked up it was Blaise "Um hullo" he said shifting from foot to foot. He was uncomfortable she noticed. Vee got up wiped away her tears "Hi" she said looking down at the ground she began to walk away until he tugged her back "You okay?" he asked, she looked at his hand "I'm fine, please don't" he snapped his hand back "Hey uh i was gonna go do something if you wanna come with" he said looking around. "What are you about to do?" she was curious and a little intrigued at his nervousness "Something that makes me feel better, maybe it'll make you feel better too." he grinned like a little school boy.
They made their way down to greenhouse number 5 it was pretty empty, she looked around at the dead plants "How in the world do dead plants make you feel better?" she asked confused picking up dead leaves looking at him. He laughed and pulled out a small box from behind a broken pot. He handed her the box, she looked at him cautiously "Just look inside" he rolled his eyes, she opened the box and saw what looked liked three small thin white candles "UH wow this too makes me feel better" she said sarcastically "No you git" he took one out and lit it with his wand he took it to his mouth and inhaled. "Oh so you smoke? You know tobacco is bad for you Zabini" she snorted. He shook his head "Its not tobacco you idiot" she looked at him and shrugged "Then what is it" getting annoyed. He looked at her "This a herb that makes you feel light and at ease." he could tell he had caught her attention "Marijuana" she widen her eyes "I heard that's bad for you" he laughed and handed it to her "Try it, you'll second guess that" nervous she took it and inhaled she coughed and sat there looking at him, he looked her back "Soo?", she giggled "Well I'm at 'ease'".
They continued smoking she was feeling pretty good, she was enjoying this. Blaise looked at his watch "Oh shit we have to go" She suddenly felt stuck to the table, she couldn't get down. Blaise had no problem of course he jumped off the table "Well come on then" he said impatiently "I uh.. i can't get down" she looked at him "What do you mean its not high up, we'll get caught" she shook her head "No i can't fucking move Blaise i think I'm too high" She began to laugh, he stopped and laughed holding on to his stomach. He helped her down "Can i hold on to you? I cant fucking move a limb" He snorted "Sure come on" she held on to him. Walking up to the castle felt like it took ages to get to the dungeons "I'm starving Blazini" she said looking at the portraits. "What did you just call me" He couldn't help but chuckle. She shook her head and muffled her laugh.
They made it to the common room where Draco was waiting up for Zabini, Draco saw Venus holding on to him "Enjoying a nightly stroll" he said menacingly. "Shut up" Blaise took her to the girls dormitory "Don't tell anyone where my sacred place is okay?" she looked up a him "Thanks for tonight i feel better" she smiled at him "No problem Vee, its what friends do" he said and with that he walked away.
She changed and snuggled up with her comforter, she has never felt so relaxed. She was happy, she had a friend. She had forgotten why she was so angry. 'Malfloy can just wait until tomorrow' With that she knocked out.