THE ORIGINAL NOVEL WAS WRITTEN IN SPANISH, I APOLOGIZE FOR THE TRANSLATION. IF YOU WANT TO READ IT IN SPANISH LOOK FOR IT UNDER THE SAME PSEUDONYM AND BY NAME "EL SECRETO"
In case you're wondering if Christian is in the novel, is there, just won´t expected.
As he sees that I was not pushing him away, he pulled his lips away from my skin and pulled me until our bodies were stuck together. His lips began to devour mine quickly as he pushed me into the room. I let go of my shoes, that fell to the floor with a strepit sound and wrapped my hands around his neck as I felt the door close. I could not concentrate on anything other than his lips descending down my neck, into my chest and his hands tantalizingly exploring my body.
— I've been waiting all night to take this dress off you. —he said as he slid the straps down my arms slowly and then slid it down all over my body, dropping it on the floor.
I felt him moan as soon as my dress hit the floor.
And it was no wonder. No bra, just some red and gold lace panties from Victoria's Secret. I didn't know why I put it on. But as I valued Ryan's reaction, I smiled inwardly.
Ryan took a step back and stared at me from top to bottom, devouring me with his eyes. At that moment I felt shy as he watched me. He looked like a predator. Dangerous and ready to jump on his prey at any time. His blue eyes glowed maliciously as he smiled at me in such a familiar way that it always disarmed me.
I could feel the electricity around us, attracting us, bringing us closer.
—I never thought you'd be the Victoria's Secret type. —how did he know that? It would be better not to ask him that.
—Appearances can be deceiving. —I said trying to hide the nervousness in my voice.
I went to take off my mask with shaking hands and he stopped me now standing in front of me.
— Leave it on. —he whispered in my ear as a tickle ran through my body completely.
His simple command made me stop my hands. Then he stared at me, leaning his face to the side, thoughtful. As I gently frowned on the sign.
—Are you nervous? Or they're my ideas. —he said as he gently slid one hand down my cheek, almost losing my balance and grabbing him by the arms.
—It's your idea. — I answered quickly.
And without giving him time to continue value my reaction, I directed my hands at his still intact clothes. I took off his tie, his jacket, and I noticed the holster with the gun hooked to the side.
—It's not real, is it? —but he didn't answer me, he just took it off smiling as he carefully put it on a little table.
When I was about to start loosening his shirt he stopped me at the first button. He held me by the hands as he stared me in the eyes.
—You're not a virgin, are you? —he asked, squinting.
—Why do you say that? —I asked nervously.
How he could ask me that question right now.
—Because you're nervous. That's all I can think of.
—No, I'm not, I don't use to do this. —I said as I resumed my work of getting rid of his shirt.
—Have sex? —he asked me as I stopped my hands again now on the second button and smiled mockingly. Apparently he had a sense of humor after all.
I couldn't tell him the truth. What would he think of me if I told him that the only time I've slept with someone I didn't remember him. And that he'd be the second one I'd do it with.
—No, sleeping with strangers. —I replied as he smiled slightly at me.
—Ah! Now I'm a stranger?
—You are to me. What if I'm a virgin? Is there a problem? —I asked him just out of curiosity to see what he was saying.
—None, I just don't want you to get ilussions about something that will only happen once.
He repeated the same words to me again. It'll only happen once.
—Just once, or just one night? — I asked him with my eyebrow raised.
There was a big difference. I didn't know why I let him off the hook. It wasn't like I had a lot of experience in this. The only time I'd had sex with someone I didn't remember very well. So in theory, this would be the first time. I guess my dildo didn't count as a person.
I couldn't even believe I was talking to him with only my panties on. Although talking was helping a little. The nervousness I had a few minutes ago was fading away and now all I felt was my rapid breathing and the frantic beating of my heart in my chest at what I knew would happen tonight.
—I see your point. —he answered me with a squint in his eyes.
—So it could be more than once in the night? —I asked him boldly as I bit my lip trying not to laugh.
Why I had asked him that. I hadn't slept with him once before and I was already thinking about doing it again. I put a lock of hair back.
—Good deduction, I never thought of it that way. —he said, clinging to me. —Yes, it can be more than once in a night, so it's best to get started as soon as possible.
Ryan glued his lips to mine, his tongue invading my mouth, exploring as he grabbed me by the back of the neck and his other hand squeezed me by the buttock. I wrapped my hands around his hair and gently pulled on him and let myself be carried away by the jumble of emotions and sensations I felt at the time. We walked around the room as we kissed unrestrainedly until I didn't even realize I was lying on the large sofa in the living room. Ryan lay on me still fully clothed. His shirt's half loose.
His limb was pressing against me, wanting to escape his pants as he slowly kissed my skin. Her lips rushed down my body as they sucked on my breasts, first one, then the other, and then went back up to my neck. And I moaned as he put one hand in my underwear, caressing me and making me gasp for desire.
—You're so wet. —he whispered in my ear as he bit my earlobe slightly into it.
Instinctively I tried to close my legs but he stopped me by immobilizing one of my legs with one of his and the other with his free hand. My hands were pulling his hair as if to prevent him from continuing with that sweet torture that was just beginning. I closed my eyes and forgot everything as he slowly put a finger inside me and my hips arched against his hand.
—You're very anxious. —he said as he slid his finger in rhythmic circles.
His lips traveled through my body until they reached my mouth where he put a kiss on it as his finger came out of me. I stopped feeling its weight on me and opened my eyes until now closed. Ryan got up and pulled a condom out of his pants pocket. I sat down on the sofa as I put a lock of hair behind my ear and pulled him to me for his pants, standing between my legs. I pulled the belt out of his pants, tossed it aside. Then I loosened the button, lowered the zipper and slid it down for his legs, until it fell to the floor. He had strong, muscular legs. Its member caught my eye even behind the black boxers he was wearing. I bit my lip debating whether or not I was doing what I had in mind.
I had never done oral sex before, but as I stared at his boxers I couldn't help but think about how he would feel when I had him in my mouth.
—What are you going to do? —he asked me as I looked up and looked at him briefly before standing up. Would he know what was going through my mind at the time.
Still looking at him I raised one of my hands and slid it down his light beard. It felt as soft as I had imagined it would be. I pulled his face towards mine and kissed him slowly, savoring and enjoying every moment. I put my tongue in his mouth while I investigated with my other hand into his boxers. Take his hard limb in my hand and massage it slowly. I could feel Ryan's anxiety in the kiss as he bit me, pulled my lips and pushed his hips against my hand.
I've never imagined myself doing this before. I knew that the alcohol I had drunk had something to do with my disinhibition and daring to do these things.
— Are you gonna finish before you start. —he whispered to my lips as he bit me one more time.
A groan escaped me when he squeezed my buttocks with his strong hands and in a barely perceptible movement carried me and laid me down on the sofa. I saw him get rid of the shoes, pants and boxers quickly as he leaned over me once more. He handed me the condom to open it. I did it as fast as my concentration and now shaking hands allowed me as Ryan kissed my skin and his limb pressed against my thigh. As soon as I took him out, I bent over to make him kneel. I stared at his limb and swallowed dry.
It didn't look so big when I touched it inside the boxers. But now that I had it erect in front of me, I was wondering if it would fit inside me.
My dildo wasn't very big, it was more like a medium sized one. But Ryan's limb looked like a size XXL. Slowly I slipped the condom over his hard, hot limb, earning a moan from him. I slid my hand over his limb several times, feeling him shudder every time I did so.
—I'll show you something more fun. —said stopping the movement of my hand and pushing it away.
One of his hands was on my face sliding slowly as he kissed me sweetly and in the process he laid me back on the couch. His hand came down from my cheek and began to massage one of my breasts, his lips now chewing mine. He got slightly separated from me to get rid of my underwear. And after throwing it somewhere in the room, he picked up his kisses again and settled on me. And as one of his hands deliciously tortured one of my breasts and his lips bit mine, began to slowly get inside me. And as soon as I felt him invading me, I stopped him.
—Wait! Wait! —I told him to stop the penetration.
—Is something wrong? —he said, separating his lips from mine and looking at me with concern.
—No, just let me adjust. —I said as he stood still.
—You said you weren't a virgin.
—And I'm not, I'm just... it's been a long time since last time. — I confessed with regret.
I've never had a penis of this magnitude inside me before. And the only one who had been inside me didn't remember who he belonged to.
I didn't have to tell him the truth.
I wasn't a virgin. I was sure of that, and so was my dildo. The best thing would be to forget everything and concentrate on the man I had over me and who was about to make me his.
—Don't think about it so much. —he said as he kissed me and slowly invaded me again.
This time I didn't stop him as I felt him centimeter by centimeter crawling into me until he let a groan slip through his lips.
—Mmmm! —I exclaimed as he now began to move slowly and tortuously.
—This won't last long. —he whispered in my ear as he slid his lips down my neck biting and sucking.
My body was completely molded to his as he began to get inside me over and over again. He was in and out of me with slow, accurate movements. He pulled his lips away from my skin and stared at me as he kept penetrating me over and over again. Seeing him with his mask still on made everything more erotic.
His breathing was erratic and shallow, just like mine. It was inevitable that I could endure the groans that escaped my lips as he continued with his envelopes until my body could no longer endure and I came with a deafening orgasm that clouded all my senses. Ryan continued with a few more envelopes until he collapsed on me with a dull groan. I could feel his agitated breathing in my neck and the frantic beating of his heart.
— I don't think I'll settle with just once. —he said as he stood on his elbows, he took off my mask and then his.
He smiled at me, got up from the sofa and carried me in his arms. I was barely aware that he was taking me to the room. I was still numb in my senses from the orgasm he had just give me.
He laid me down on the bed and made himself comfortable by my side, smiling mischievously at me. What was he up to?
— Now I'm gonna get fed up with your body. —he said as his lips sealed mine.
I closed my eyes and he began to descend through my body, savoring every part of it. His beard slightly scratched my excited skin, as his lips slid all over my body turning me on once more and making me groan audibly. I couldn't think of anything else but his lips glued to my body and his tempting hands stroking me like a delicate piece of porcelain that could break at any moment.
I've never felt like this before. Beloved. Although I knew Ryan didn't love me, this was much better than the memories I had.
He slid his hands over my body as if he wanted to memorize it completely. And his lips. His lips were ravaging my skin. It was gonna be really hard for me to forget about Ryan Chasting when he end with me. He put two fingers inside me making me moan and I didn't think about anything else as I closed my eyes and wrapped my hands around his hair pulling him towards me.
And I let him lead me to the brink of a delicious orgasm once again...