Because who doesn't use different kind of medias to catharsis? This's just some angsty I spit out. Be aware, major character death.
Deathly silence
It wasn't her own screams of pain that delivered the bone-tearing pain violently coursing through every cell of her body second after second after second after second. Her very bones broke and every inch of her soul tore, twisted and burned with pain.
It wasn't every step of her shoes that made her skin crawl as if tiny alien robots were eating her from the inside out.
It wasn't the barely audible last words that whipped every happy memory from her mind and enveloped her in darkness.
It wasn't the unbearable sight of watching the spark every living creature possessed slowly disappearing, leaving dead, cold eyes staring back at her that made her lose her mind.
It wasn't the hand that slowly relaxed and slipped from hers that made her lose hope of ever finding a shred of a happy moment.
The leaves under her boots loudly broke the unbearable silence surrounding her. The black dress hugged her figure as she came to a stop in front of the grey stone. Her hands tightened and trembled. Her tooth sunk into her flush lower lip, fighting the eternal pain she'd been cursed with to keep herself from unravelling. The moon grinned wide and the cool night air didn't have an effect on her bare arms. Her knees trembled and she squeezed her eyes shut.
It was the silence.
The lack of noise in her everyday life.
The lack of curses because he stubbed his toe again on the bed frame or purred a husky "good morning" into her ear.
The lack of smiles.
The lack of his obnoxious teasing she'd at the time wanted gone.
The lack of his touch and his unique warm.
The lack of his presence in her life paralysed her with unconditionally and unbreakable pain. He was gone. And there was nothing she could do. She'd been left with a deathly silence. A burning reminder that she was alone.
Her tooth broke flesh and warm blood gushed out from the wound. Her knees broke and she fell to the ground and her uncensored scream of pain broke the silent night.
The silence would be the death of her.