Title: Waste Of Breath

Author: Kina-chan

Pairing: Secret

Warning: Also Secret XP

Chapter Rating: NC-17 (?)

Word Count: 4,115

Summary: Sasuke is the lead singer to hit rock band, Okami Yokai. When Naruto and the gang win free tickets to see their next show, what will arise?

AU: Time skips indicated by (-----------------), thoughts in italics, flashbacks and dreams indicated by (//----------------//).

PirateCaptainBo LOL. Yeah, Sasuke seems to have a thing for older men.
DancingDragonBlaze: LOL. Okay, you can have Arashi if I can have Sasuke. grins and pounces on Sasuke XP And I'm sorry, for the story's sake Arashi has to be dead. But I will try to make some AraSasu fluffiness for you. Pft. Me? Create a glorious song like Returner? Oh, I wish… or maybe I could just steal Gackt and have him sing it for me all the time… along with my other favorite songs of his… grins evilly coughs Anyways, yeah, Returner belongs to Gackt. And don't cry! goes over to corner and hands her tissues
Geminirose Don't worry, just wait and see what happens. .
Hardcore Heathen: Don't worry… it has a significant amount to do with the plot. And yes… I know his name is Minato now but when I wrote last chapter the most recent thing I had heard was that his name was Arashi. For the story's sake I won't change it though. I know that Uzumaki Arashi isn't his real name and I'm sorry but I'm going to have to keep using that name. I'm sorry.
Uchiha-gal18: I'm sorry for torturing you. . No, Itachi wasn't always bad. Yes, Arashi is technically in the series but he's under a different name then what I was told so… for the story's sake, his name stays Arashi. You'll find out why Gaara (or Gaagaa .) broke it off with Sasuke shortly… you'll actually get the whole thing in detail in the upcoming chapters! The song was Returner by awesome JRock/JPop singer Gackt! Oh… and I hope this chapter curbs your NaruSasu craving. XP
berry: Yep… Sasuke's in love with Naruto's papa! XP
shirilyle: I wanted to make Sasuke a bit emotional… it sounded like fun and I thought it was long overdue! Of course… there will be more Sasuke emotional-ness!
Xhadow Kiss: I know it's not his name anymore but that's what I had heard it was and so that's what I used. But yeah, it's Naruto's father.
Silver-Guardian of Ancients: Heh, heh. I'm happy you like it so much!
Ichihime: Yes, it was Naruto's father. Don't worry, it will all be explained. Don't worry… Naruto still don't know he loves Sasuke! XP
mattie: Yeah! A long review! . Hee, hee. You see, when it comes to Arashi being Sasuke's lover… well… you'll just have to wait and see. But, between you and me, they we're technically lovers. You'll understand what I mean within the next chapters I promise.
HoshitheHorse: It was Naruto's dad, but like I told mattie, they weren't technically lovers. You'll see what I mean in the next chapters. And actually, I've switched the ages around a little bit. Sasuke would be about… 10 when Arashi died in this story. And… I love Arashi too much to make him a pedophile! (Of course his name isn't really Arashi but for the story's sake I'll keep it the way it is. XP )
ObsessedReader: Yes, Arashi is Naruto's father. Don't worry though, I have everything all planned out! .
Frost Princess xX: Yes, Arashi is his father. I don't think I'll have Kyuubi in this fic because I don't' see how I can incorporate it but you never know! And don't worry, everything will be explained in due time.

Chapter 6

Kakashi stares down at the familiar bedspread on the all too familiar bed he is currently sitting on. The hand in his grasp belongs to the owner of said bed. Kakashi looks up at Iruka and smiles pitifully.

Iruka sighs and pats Kakashi's hand tenderly. "I know there's something wrong. You don't have to tell me but you know where I stand. You can tell me anything."

The silver-haired man nods solemnly. "I know. There are just some things I… I don't know Iruka." He lowers his head.

The brunette man stares at the other. "Kakashi… what's the matter?"

"I remember there was a time the only thing Sasuke thought about was performing. He was always singing… couldn't get him to stop. While Arashi was still alive all he ever did was sing and play the piano. Now… he never sings except when he's on stage or when he's begged by fans."

"What does he do instead?"

Kakashi snorts and glares down at his hands. His eyes show disgust, as if he's looking at something particularly foul. "I'm not really even sure. We don't see much of him when we're not touring or whatever. He leaves before sunset and doesn't get home until it's almost sunrise. Sometimes he doesn't come home at all." Kakashi closes his eyes. "Home… that word used to mean something… it used to be so important."

Iruka moves behind the other and wraps his arms around him. "Kakashi…"

"When I first found out Sasuke was coming home so late I stayed up and waited for him. Gaara… he told me I didn't want to be there when he came home but I ignored him… I should have listened. When he came home… I barely recognized him. I don't know whether he was drunk or high… probably both. God… and he smelled so horrible. I couldn't figure out how he could smell that way or even what I smelled… but then he just collapses onto the floor.'

"My paternal instincts took over and I rushed to help him. I was surprised at how much detail I had missed. His clothes were torn and I realized what I smelled… he had had sex. I knew he wasn't a virgin… he had lost it a long time ago but… it was still so shocking.'

"I flew into a fit of rage. I asked him what he had done and why he had come home so late. He yelled back at me, for the first time, and he probably woke everyone in the household up. He told me our house wasn't a home. He said it was a prison cell. He said I was disgusting for trying to be something I'm not… for trying to take the place of his father. He said he felt safer on the streets and called that his home." Tears run down Kakashi cheeks and Iruka holds onto him tighter. "He said that if I was just then noticing something was wrong then I was pathetic. He said he'd rather die then call our house a home… then he left again. We didn't seem him for a week."

Iruka frowns and stares down at the other's hands. "Why? Why would Sasuke-kun do such things? What happened?"

Kakashi shakes his head. "I don't know… I don't know. I wish I knew believe me. I'd give anything to go back to before everything happened… to see him smiling happily again.'

"I keep retracing everything that's happened but I can't think of anything that would… why did everything turn out this way?"

"Don't talk that way," Iruka says. "It's not like it's the end… we can still turn everything around."

Kakashi slumps in defeat. "You don't understand Iruka. I've tried everything. Everything I could think of I did… nothing has worked."

Iruka sighs and lays his head down on Kakashi's shoulder. "Do you remember what you told me when I first learned about everything that had happened to Sasuke-kun? You told me that even though bad things happen, there's always a solution to solve it. You said that it's those bad things that make us stronger. You said you won't stop until you see Sasuke-kun smile again."

Kakashi stares down, a small smile claiming his lips. "You're right… I did say that." He turns to look at Iruka and opens his mouth to speak, but stops when the sound of music starts to play.

Iruka looks up. "It sounds like it's coming from Naruto's room."

Kakashi's eyes water slightly. "It's Sasuke. I'd know his playing anywhere… it's been so long since I've heard him play."

Iruka smiles and hugs Kakashi tightly. "See? Maybe it's already begun."

Sasuke slides down the length of the wall and watches as Naruto flops back onto his bed with a childish grin on his face.

Naruto chuckles. "My friends almost had a heart attack when you decided to play." He rolls onto his side and smiles to Sasuke. "You're a really good musician on top of being an awesome singer… why don't you ever play when you perform?"

Sasuke shrugs. "Dunno… just never wanted too. Besides, that's Temari's job."

Naruto nods. "I understand. Nothing against Temari-san, she's good and all, but you're kick ass at the keyboard."

"I don't like playing keyboard… I'd much rather play on a grand piano."

"Like that one guy's piano?" Naruto stares at his carpet as an idea rolls through his mind. "You know what would be cool?"

"Enlighten me."

Naruto frowns. "No, I'm serious! What if you wrote a song that was almost all piano and you performed it. In the music video or whatever – don't you do music videos? – you can have it at that guys place and you can play the piano there!"

Sasuke stares at Naruto. "No."

The blond huffs. "It was just a suggestion… bastard."

"What?" Sasuke shoots a glare at Naruto, his teeth clenches together to the point his jaw protests.

Naruto, realizing his mistake, rubs the back of his head. "Eh heh… sorry about that… it just kinda slipped. I didn't mean anything by it, I swear! It… it's just a bad habit."

Sasuke's eyes turn steely. "So you go around calling everyone a bastard?" He snorts. "I wouldn't be talking though. I'm no more of a bastard then you are."

Naruto winces before frowning. "I told you I didn't mean it."

"Yeah? Well watch what you say around me."

"Don't worry, I will."

Sasuke rolls his eyes and glares down at the carpet. Dobe… I know he didn't necessarily mean the term bastard, more like just calling me a name, but still… I don't like to be reminded. He starts to move his glare back up to Naruto but his eyes catch on a picture frame on the bedside table.

He stands and walks over to the small table before picking up the frame. "Who's this?"

Naruto looks at the other. "Oh… that's my dad, Arashi."

Sasuke jolts slightly. I knew it. He stares at the man in the picture sadly. My Arashi… is this guy's father…

"He left me when I was really little and my mom died giving birth to me. Every year he'd send me gifts for birthdays and stuff… but then a few years ago he stopped. I can't help but wonder what happened to him."

Sasuke glances to the other before staring at the picture once more. "He's really handsome."

Naruto chuckles nervously. "I'm not sure I want you saying that about my dad."

The raven-haired teen frowns. "And why not? Is there something wrong with me thinking your dad is handsome?"

"Well… for one, he's my dad. For two… you kinda have a reputation for being-"

"Gay?" Sasuke interrupts, gazing back at the other. "So what? You should be honored. I have very high standards when it comes to my men and the prospect of me thinking your dad is handsome is good.'

"Now… notice I said handsome. I didn't say he's hot. I didn't say he's sexy. I didn't say looking at him makes me horny. And I didn't say I want to meet him and have him fuck me until I'm senseless. Now am I correct?"

Naruto shudders. "Yeah, just please stop talking about my dad."

Sasuke chortles before setting the frame back down. He stares at it a moment before looking back at Naruto. "You know… you kind of look like him."

Naruto blinks. "You think so?" Sasuke's amazed when the blonde's face softens. "Yeah… I've been told that a lot. One of my teachers at school was actually a teacher of my dad's… I love listening to him talk about my dad."

Sasuke smiles but feels his heart ache. Our worlds are so different… I can't believe I'm jealous of this guy. He looks back to the picture and feels his own face relax and his expression soften. Then again… he's really lucky to have had a dad like Arashi.

Naruto can't help but stare at Sasuke in wonder, his eyes glued to the peaceful and happy expression of the other. Wow… he really looks beautiful with that expression. He smiles. "I wish you'd smile more."

Sasuke, taken aback, frowns and looks to the other. "Excuse me?"

"Well… it's just that, in all the pictures of you in magazines and such, you always have this smirk on your face. Where as just a second ago, you were smiling, and not just your lips but your eyes as well… it kind of made the atmosphere a little lighter."

Sasuke stares, dumbfounded and completely at a loss for words. He's horrified to feel himself blush and he immediately turns his head away. "Dobe."

Naruto's eyes sparkle. "You're blushing!"

Sasuke growls and turns to the other, pushing up his sleeves. "Blushing, hmm? I'll show you blushing!" And then he lunges at the blond.

Naruto makes an odd noise when Sasuke manages to tackle the other onto the bed and they both proceed to wrestle on the large, queen sized bed.

Sasuke huffs as, after ten minutes of wrestling, he is thrown onto his back with a happy-looking blond hovering above him. It takes a second before his brain catches up with him and when it does Sasuke fights a blush down furiously.

Naruto's knees are on either side of Sasuke's hips and the blonde's hands, one positions near the base of his neck and the other beside his head, keeps him hovered just a little ways away from his face. He can feel the heat radiating off the other and seeping through his cloths and skin to manifest directly into his very core. He can also feel the other's hips, and his groin, digging into his thighs.

Naruto wheezes slightly while still trying to catch his breath, grinning like the oblivious dobe he is. "Face it Sasuke, no matter how famous you are, you're only second best compared to me. I'm taller, bulkier, heavier, and stronger then you are. I'll always be able to pin you down."

Sasuke feels an involuntary shiver run down his spine at the slightly predator-like look on the other's face. He can't understand why the other would look at him like… like… like some alpha-male looking down on his bitch! Okay… so maybe that thought's a little absurd, but still- A sudden idea strikes Sasuke and he can't help but grin evilly inside.

Sasuke uses their closeness to his advantage and wraps his arms around the other's neck before yanking the blonde's face down so that their lips mesh. He hears and feels Naruto protest against the sudden violation but ignores it.

Sasuke nibbles on the other's lip and fights to move his tongue into the other's mouth. He gasps when he feels a tongue invading his mouth instead of his invading the other's mouth. He has to fight back a moan as the blonde's tongue ravishes him. He puts up a fight, feigning a fight for dominance, just so the other won't stop.

After having waged war in each other's mouths for what felt like forever, Sasuke was even more pleasantly surprised when Naruto's head swept downwards onto his neck and not reflexively away like he had imagined it would be. He feels a tongue trail down his neck and he shivers. Gods… if he continues like this I'll-

All thought is cut off and Sasuke grasps tightly onto Naruto's neck as the other's mouth finds his jugular and proceeds to suck and nibble the thrumming artery. Sasuke's body shakes and his thighs quiver as he holds as tight onto the blond as he can. Oh… dammit… he found my weak spot… oh… that feels so good! He's embarrassed to find himself panting and even moaning softly.

Naruto grins and runs his tongue up the length of the other's jugular. "Oh? Sasuke… is something wrong?"

Sasuke shivers. "Do-" Obsidian eyes widen and plump lips fall open as a hand slips down over the growing bulge in his pants.

Naruto's grin widens at Sasuke's shudder. "Consider this payback for earlier."

Sasuke frowns. Payback, for wha… oh… stupid idiot! If he thinks I'm just going to sit back and let him do as he pleases then he has another thing coming! Sasuke, his mind set, reaches his hand down into the other's pants and takes a hold of him.

"What are you doing teme?!"

The raven-haired teen smirks. "Returning the favor." He torturously strokes the other's now rock-hard member, enjoying the feel of the shuddering against him.

Naruto growls before impulsively sticking his hands into Sasuke pants and grasps the other firmly, causing Sasuke to squeak in surprise. He grins in triumph before wincing when the hands around him start stroking harshly. "Nn… not so rough."

Sasuke pants. "Why? You seemed to like it rough earlier." He bites down on his lip when the blonde's hands match his own in speed and hold.

"Shut it," Naruto says roughly. "It seems you like it rough also." He blushes at his own words.

"Oh?" Sasuke grins shakily, finding it hard to keep any expression intact with the other stroking him as he is. "Better watch what you say… I don't want thrown out 'cause I've rubbed off on you."

Naruto grunts. "What're you… talking about?"

"You know."

"No. Tell me."

Sasuke hisses and leans his head up against the blonde's shoulder. "Don't want a spoiled, nice guy to turn rotten and bad-mouthed."

"Nnn… shut up." Naruto pants and gazes at the other sadly. Rotten…? He's not… oh god… he's quickening the pace again. Naruto shudders and bites down on his bottom lip.

"Shit…" Sasuke moans and brings his free hand up to grasp onto the blonde's shoulder, squeezing tightly which causes the other to groan. "F-faster… please…"

Naruto pauses for a few seconds before complying, wincing as the grip on his shoulder tightens drastically. He screws his eyes shut as the grip on his own member tightens and the pace quickens.

Sasuke moans loudly before whimpering. Damn… if this goes on I'll end up screaming! Gods… it's been too long since I've last had any sexual outlet… the last time I did anything was when I slept with Zabuza. The teen pants and feels a pleasurable pain churning in the pit of his stomach. He bites down on the blonde's shoulder to keep from moaning again, sweat starting to slide down his skin. I… I can't last much longer.

Sasuke's eyes widen drastically as a thumb is pressed into his slit. The only thing that keeps him from screaming is the fact that his mouth is currently descended upon the other's shoulder. His body convulses, thighs quiver, and heart races to the point his vision shakes violently. He barely hears the other moan his release over the drumming in his ears.

Sasuke collapses against the bed and in another second he feels the blond collapse against him.

Naruto grins and yawns, coming down from his high. "Heh, heh… how was that?"

Sasuke moans and squirms, his euphoria ending abruptly by the other's voice. "Had better." He yawns and snuggles up against the body lying against him. I'm spent… it wouldn't hurt anything to sleep here. Kakashi and Iruka might get mad but… 'm don't care.

Naruto blinks and tugs on a strand of the other's hair. "Hey… hey! Don't fall asleep!"

The raven-haired teen frowns. "Quiet down… you're givin' me… a headache." His eyes feel weighed down drastically and he fights to keep his eyes open. In just a couple minutes he's fast asleep.

Sasuke yawns and stretches out on the large bed, giggling softly as the other ruffles his hair.

"What are you doing Sasuke? Didn't you just get out shower? Where am I going to sleep if you get my bed all wet?" The blond man asks light-heartedly.

Sasuke grins. "You can sleep with me!"

The man laughs. "I don't think your bed is big enough for the both of us."

Sasuke puffs out his cheeks childishly. "Arashi-san, you're mean."

Arashi shakes his head and sits on the bed next to the other. "Okay, okay. I don't think you're still wet enough to get my bed wet anyway."

Sasuke smiles and looks down at the bedspread. "Umm… I was wondering if… I could sleep in here with you tonight?"

The other stares at the raven-haired child for a few seconds before sighing and lying down on the bed. "Aren't you a bit old to still be sleeping in other people's beds?"

Sasuke blushes before frowning. "No I'm not! I'm not even ten yet!"

Arashi chuckles. "I know, I know. Okay, you can sleep with me tonight."

"Yea!" Sasuke giggles.

Arashi sighs and sits up before patting the other on the head. "You remind me so much of my son."

Sasuke blinks. "You have a son?"

"Yep. His name is Naruto! He's about a year older then yourself. I haven't seen him since he was probably three or four. I frequently send him stuff… but I never know if he gets them."

Sasuke blinks.

"Oh!" Arashi jumps up, catching Sasuke off guard - and almost causing the other to fall off the bed - , and proceeds to dig in his bedside drawer. He pulls out a small photo album and places it on the bed. He grins at Sasuke and opens up the album before showing the other a picture of a small blond boy.

The blond in the picture has a gigantic grin on his face and he's holding up a small, stuffed frog to the camera. His eyes are crinkled up with joy and he appears to be having the time of his life.

Sasuke stares at the boy in the picture. He looks much younger then himself, probably around six or seven. He can't figure out why Arashi would have a picture of a kid… unless… Sasuke gasps. "I-is that your son?!"

Arashi chuckles. "You're as quick as ever. Yes… that's my son. I think he was… six in this picture. This was the only thing I ever received from him. With the picture he wrote this adorable note."

The raven-haired boy blinks. "What did it say?"

Arashi laughs. "I don't know! That's what's so funny! I think he was trying to write a greeting but it looked more like gibberish to me." He gazes at the small boy. "What do you think?"

"He's funny looking. But… he kind of looks like you… in a really weird way." Sasuke's eyes shift from Arashi to the picture and then back. "Where does he live?"

The blond sighs. "I'm not sure anymore… but I'd really like it if someday you two could meet." He grins down to the small child. "I think you'd too be good friends in know time. As far as I can tell, you're both such sweet kids."

Sasuke smiles brightly. "Yeah! I'd love to meet your son Arashi-san!"

Arashi smiles. "Yeah."

He lays down and holds out his arm. Sasuke grins and crawls across the bed before resting down on the other's arm.

"Good night Arashi-san!" Sasuke says happily.

Arashi smiles and pulls the small boy up close to him, snuggling together. "Yeah… good night Sasuke-kun." Arashi looks down at Sasuke and notices his breathing is already slowing down. "Hey Sasuke-kun… when you do meet my son, and I'm sure you will someday, will you… will you tell him I'm sorry?"

Sasuke yawns and snuggles into the other, smiling sleepily. "Yeah… sure thing."

Sasuke huffs as he wakes up, struggling to breath. He crawls out from under the blond nuisance sleeping atop of him. He clutches onto his chest and pants slightly.

Dammit! It's been months since I dreamt of Arashi… He frowns and snorts softly. "Well… I guess it can't be helped…" He leans down and brushes blond hair out of the blonde's face. Scooting closer to Naruto's ear, he whispers, "I'm sorry… Naruto."

Then he gets up from the bed and leaves the room.