Kenzi saw Bo leave upset and though it best that she run after her.
Aife stepped out of the room like nothing happened when she noted that both Tamsin and Lauren glaring at her. Tamsin had an I'll kill you look with her hands on her hips and Lauren shook her head ever so slightly in disapproval before turning her back to her.
Aife just smirked at them and left. She said her peace to Bo. No one would tie down her succubus daughter. Bo was a queen and no one was good enough for her daughter. She needed the option to feed freely.
Tamsin knew by Bo leaving like that meant that Aife had shaken the foundation of their relationship whatever that may be. That meant that Bo may take back access to her diary.
Tamsin whipped out her phone and tried to gain access. Bo had sent her the secondary account she created for her already.
Username: BamBamTamTam
PrimaryUser: BoDennis69
Pass (BamBamTamTam): BadValkyrie4U!
Tamsin rolled her eyes at the password.
ACCESS GRANTED
She quickly searched the page and found the backup icon. Bo forgot to restrict that privilege.
Create Local Backup Copy?
Y
Tamsin smirked with glee. She now had a local copy on her phone to read in her leisure. In the meantime, it was time to start parsing it to find all of Bo's most lascivious desires and use them on her. She wanted to beat her on her own turf after all.
What Tamsin really did however want from Bo's diary was how she ticked. She wanted to know Bo, all of her. Her insecurities she shared with no one. Her sometimes elusive thought processes. What Bo really thought of her.
Oddly enough parsing through the diary, it had detailed information about everyone in her life. Now Bo's secrets were her secrets. She knew she had to honor those but they could come in handy. Also, even though Tamsin really wanted Bo to herself, at least at one time, you still had to be in good with her friends. Reiner didn't do too well with that and a huge family brawl erupted as a result.
Her finger flicked through hundreds of pages of text but her finger accidentally highlighted her name and it immediately pulled up the most recent entries concerning her in descending order with the most recent on top.
Did she even want to go there? What if Bo really only did want her as a feed?
Tamsin flared her brows and mumbled to herself, "Now's a better time than any." At least she would know if she was fighting a losing battle for Bo's heart.
Bo had not updated her diary to the most recent events since it seemed Bo wrote every couple of days when time permitted.
I have given Tamsin full access to my diary just now. It is my hope that with that access, it will help Tamsin get her world back that I, in my hubris and selfishness, so callously ripped away from her.
In the mean time, she will be able to live in mine through these passages.
The thought has crossed my mind several times, that she could, if she wanted ruin my life, but I have already ruined hers through the bond. She may be evil, but I know deep down she is one of the good ones.
I have also thought to review and edit comments in my diary, but that not only takes too much time, it will show that the entry was edited. Tamsin deserves to read it without any filters.
Here's hoping she treads lightly .
Tamsin saved the world today. Not in the usual superhero comic book way.
She chose to save my world and the expense of hers. She saved me and my entire family despite her need to separate from all if us.
She told me that she did love me after all saving me from certain death.
Lauren, in her haste, measured the wrong dose for me and it would have been my death. I don't blame her. We all make mistakes and we all err. Gotta love her for trying her best and I don't love her any less.
Frack me.
WHY? If positions were reversed, I wouldn't.
As proud and as stubborn Tamsin is, she must have been in excruciating pain, but even then, she could have held out a couple more seconds for Lauren to give me the sedative.
She said that she love me even after crushing her heart without a second thought..
She opened her heart to me one more and I guess that is all I can hope for.
I hope I can do her right.
It's been a couple days since I left Valhalla. I was finally able to get closer with Tamsin and Arin. It wasn't ideal but is anything these days?
It's over and I feel sad. No miserable.
I took Tamsin for granted. I was the monster that ripped out her soul.
I was so fucking stupid and so scared. I should have just grabbed her and never let her go.
Tamsin made a statement that she knew where my heart really lies and I'm glad that made one of us. I just don't freaking know anymore. I have the sinking feeling Tamsin is right.
I told Tamsin that I wanted to love her unconditionally without the sex. God, I'm wish that were the whole truth.
I know I need to concentrate and take down the ancients but gosh. I want to love her unconditionally but I want to…. God… now that she is gone. I keep touching myself when I'm alone. Imaging putting sweet syrup all over her nude body and licking her from head to toe. Lick her clean and make sure to get her lips. Both of them.
God.. She tastes so gosh darn good.
I can't keep typing this without…. BRB
Tamsin. Please come back to me. I promise to be a better Fae to you. I want a relationship with you if you forgive my succubus cravings and the fact I make bad relationship choices. PLEASE don't give up on me. I'm a young confused human and Fae. I'm flawed, soft and vulnerable just like everyone else but I just wear a mask. I have to in order to keep the Faemily together.
Jeez too bad I will never get the chance to say that to Tamsin. I thought for sure my Tamsin would come back to me within the day. But she made her choice and I must respect that.
I know I shouldn't be thinking about my Valkyrie due to that perverted bond.
I'M SO FUCKING SCREWED. I bet she is in pain right now.
As much as I try to push her out of my head during the day, night time is when she comes to me. When all my walls are down, when I relax.
It's odd Lauren is curled up beside me but yet I still feel a little empty and alone. I guess I got so use to Tamsin that I didn't know a good thing until it was gone.
Tamsin stopped her reading when a muscular man in street clothing barged into Lauren's clinic. She was going to do something about it but he flashed his badge and demanded to see Kendra.
Lauren and Anna were taking care of it and not only that, he needed an ID card to get into Kendra's room. Here's hoping that Dyson was not caught with his pants down, Tamsin mused and huffed out a laugh. He was calming down and that was good.
As such, Tamsin just kept reading.
Tamsin then had an idea and indexed by "Valkyrie".
The most recent entry popped up and read just before the entry saying that Bo had given her access:
SOMETHING is wrong with me!
Is it SO WRONG of me to want multiple people?!
The Wolf is standing by WAITING, ready to sweep me off my feet again and take me away. The human doctor is using her human and irresistible wiles on me and she knows it works. I wanna bang her so bad when she nerds out on me. NOW a Valkyrie sneaks into my bed and I want her too. She's like Kenzi but much more, she's so hot and fuckable. She's tough and wise and will only show her soft side to me.
The wolf will never share me with anyone if I am truly his. But, I'm a succubus. I sleep around.
The doctor will share me with others so long as they are on some approved feed list. But I'm a succubus. I sleep around but what if I need to heal and I feed from a wolf? I will be groveling all day and night to the hot doctor.
The Valkyrie will share me with others so long as my heart remains with her. But I'm a succubus. I CAN'T love. As much as I want to believe that I can, I even doubt that. I hope she is right where she knew where my heart really lies. If she is, then we may just work out fine as lovers and friends.
I need a drink.
Tamsin put the phone down. This was way too much information, but at least now she knew Bo wanted a deeper relationship with her but she needed to outmaneuver the doc.
She shook her head; DID SHE even want it anymore? Everyone was falling head over heels for Bo. Bo not capable of true love kind of put a dampener on things.
*** Dyson was so rabid in lust and mid crest he slammed his hips into Kendra knowing full well her husband was outside and somehow he knew she was in here.
He grunted and released all he had and could not stop. He was in heaven at the way Kendra worked him. She was too darn experienced in handling him.
Kendra knew that the only way out now was through as she aggressively pumped and milked his wolf hoping for a quick end but to her surprise Dyson had a lot more for her.
She heard high heels approaching and do did Dyson but he kept going.
Kendra knew the sound was from a single woman, probably Lauren or a nurse tech.
Dyson sniffed the air and knew it was Lauren only. 'FUCK IT. I want MORE.'
Lauren heard Dyson grunt in pain, she walked into their curtained off area to make sure all was ok.
Lauren looked away at first in total shock. Kendra was still pumping Dyson's wolf and it also looked like Dyson just finished having an orgasm.
Lauren then quickly got a cup of water for Kendra and held it out for her.
Kendra was licking Dyson's wolf clean as it jerked in her hand a few more times before it went limp.
Lauren announced professionally, "Kendra, your hu… Eric is waiting outside. I told him that I needed to do a final quick test on you before he could see you. Are you both done?"
Kendra jumped out of the bed grabbing a hold of the water from Lauren. Kendra nodded and gargled the water and spat it into the sink several times.
Dyson zipped up and tucked his shirt in better.
*** "OK, let me get these leads off of you," Lauren mentioned doing it hastily while Kendra made herself look presentable in bed pulling a thin sheet over her.
Dyson sat down in far chair in the room and picked up a paper to read.
Lauren nodded and signaled Anna to let him in. Lauren had no idea Dyson was so into Kendra, but odder things have happened. Needless to say it was not her place to judge.
Eric rushed in and Lauren motioned to Kendra's area.
"Kendra!" Eric yelled excitedly running over to her sitting up in her bed calmly. He stopped just short of a bone crushing hug. He didn't want to hurt her.
Lauren was quick to explain, "As I said Kendra and the baby are just fine. The low caliber bullet made a glancing blow off her vest. Aside from some soreness, she is ready to be discharged. I will prescribe her some pain killers for you to fill if she needs it."
Kendra was overjoyed to see Eric as she lunged forward to hug her husband tightly. "ERIC! Eric god I missed you! How'd you find me?"
Eric hugged her back and just mentioned, "One of the CIs just so happened to be in the club when all that crap went down. He told me you got shot. I was then able to contact the paramedics who told me you where being treated here."
They kissed passionately for a minute.
Eric broke the hung and turned to Dyson.
Dyson kept his best professional face on and shook Eric's hand.
"Thank you for keeping my wife and kid safe Detective Wolfbane. Kendra was supposed to be on a desk job but she likes to contribute where she can," Eric smiled genuinely.
"No problem. It's my job," Dyson relayed.
Lauren jerked her head slightly towards the door so that only Dyson and maybe Kendra could see. It was time to leave.
She observed that Kendra was trying her best to shift back into 'normal' life.
"Let me know if you need more muscle in your area Dyson, especially if it is near our region. I am sure we'd make a great team," Eric concluded.
Dyson nodded, "Thanks, if you will excuse me."
Dyson tailed behind Lauren but heard Eric scold Kendra softly, "Kendra, you need to think about our kid. It's not just you anymore."
"I'm sorry Eric, I wanted help you while I still could," Kendra could be heard near tears.
"I know BUT I need you safe at home. We're gonna be a family. PROMISE me you'll take leave now," Eric mentioned.
Dyson closed the door behind him and didn't know what to do.
He got Kendra in the blink of an eye and now she was gone just as quickly.
He was awash with jealously but was that even his right? Kendra was never his in the first place.
He walked over to sit next to Tamsin on the other side of the couch to think, wallow and maybe regroup.
(Several minutes earlier)
Eric ran into Kendra's room but Tamsin was still processing several things.
In exasperation she thought out to Arin, 'Hey sis? Remember I told you I was with Dyson for a short time?'
Arin replied immediately, 'Yea. You told me he was a strong and noble and treated you like a goddess. He overlooked your past lives and he accepted you for you. No more, no less.'
'MAYBE I should have gone with him. He would remain committed to me and treat me like royalty.'
'Do you love him?'
'Don't you dare tell him or anyone else. He's cool even if he is a stuck up light tool at times. I like him… a lot.'
'NO. Do you love him like you loved Bo?' Arin replied sternly.
'I can grow into love Arin.'
'What the heck did Bo do now?!' Arin replied exasperated as well.
'She did nothing, but after reading key sections of her diary, I need to back up a little.'
'Did she say in there they she didn't love you or something?'
'No, Bo still wants me. And she does love me the best way she knows how. I don't fault her. She admitted that she can't feel true love. No surprise there. She's a succubus. I love her too Arin, but sometimes it's just not meant to be. Also if we stay apart, Bo will be able to separate her wanting to fuck my brains out from the rest of her lovely dovie feelings for me IF any are left.'
Tamsin observed Dyson leaving Kendra's room really depressed. Eric must be taking her home now, away from him. That had to suck like a shit sandwich. Super sized.
'So you're going back to Dyson?'
'I don't know. But we could both use company. Dyson just got dumped by a married human and I'm still trying to get my shit straight for the succubus. Lauren is still trying to make inroads to Bo's heart but I want to see if Bo will still go for me when I am away. I mean I'm still close by, but not too far.'
'BE CAREFUL sis. You're playing with fire,' Arin warned.
'Sounds like my thing,' Tamsin thought back aloofly.
'No seriously. If Bo finds you in Dyson's shirt at his place after you spent the night, Bo might go ballistic on you. BOTH of you.'
'She knows she has no right. I will talk to her. Being at the crack shack just gives Bo way to much leeway to walk into my room and do the tango with me.'
'OK sis, but I think Bo's heart will beat stronger for you when you leave. You know distance makes the heart grow fonder.'
'OK Doctor Phil-me-up. You also know distance will make friendships disappear.'
'You are more than a friend to Bo,' Arin stated adamantly.
'We'll see.'
Tamsin moved over and put her arm around Dyson.
There they sat for several minutes in total silence.
Dyson didn't want to talk about it. Tamsin didn't want to talk about Bo just yet.
Tamsin then smirked mischievously to Dyson and offered, "Hey, let's grab some drinks at a place I go to when I need answers which can be found at the bottom of a shot glass."
Dyson craned his head finally to look at her and nodded and a very slight smirk. "Sure."
"Crash at your place tonight?" Tamsin took his arm with a smirk.
Dyson hesitated but knew that Tamsin probably needed to think too.
"Of course."
Tamsin knew she would pass by Bo on her way out, probably Kenzi too. She'd tell Bo her plans then nicely. Bo probably needed time to think as well since her mom must have dropped a bombshell on her. Tamsin knew in order to not be missed and tortured via the bond, she would probably need to promise Bo to be just a phone call away.
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Soooooo Tamsin is gonna crash at D-man's. Everyone ok with this?
Kendra's been grounded. What will happen to DyDra? Who will take care of the pesky Orcs now?
STAY tuned.