Hi everyone! I know it's been over a year... I'm really sorry. A lot has happened in the past year. My sister was born. Probably the happiest thing to happen. Um but sad note I will not be able to use the nickname "Lexi" for Alex anymore. *trigger warning* this is really hard for me to write but a friend of mine who went by that same nickname made unwanted advances on me and refused to stop when I told them to and also when I tried to physically remove them from me when we were trying to sleep one night when I was staying over. * The name brings back unwanted memories so if anyone has any ideas for what John could call Alex that'd be great. I've been trying really hard to get better and writing helps so I'm hoping to start writing again. I also have a Wattpad that I share with a friend. We have a story published that we write together and honestly it's shitty it's just something we mess around with and write it at like 3am. I also have one that I am writing on there too and it's definitely different and darker than the other(you can tell by the cover photos and descriptions which is which). I'll put the username in my profile here if anyone cares and wants to check out those stories. That is if anyone is even here reading this anymore or cares at all.