AN: READ THIS! Hey! Just to make it clear, one of you reviewed "Lexa's mom ran away and her dad raised her, now she died and her dad left. Whaaaaaat?" Well, that's not exactly right. First, you should know that Lexa told Clarke another story. It wasn't true, but she just came up with something quick to tell Clarke because it was obviously hard for her to share. Later, you find out what really happened to Lexa and her parents, because Luna told Clarke. And the truth is that Lexa's mother committed suicide when Lexa was five. After her mother's death, her father started drinking. Things went bad and he couldn't take care of Lexa anymore. She was in a lot of different foster homes after that, and I have to say, they weren't nice. But luckily after switching from home to home, she finally found a loving family. And it was Anya's. Angelica and Roger treat her like their own daughter, and Anya loves Lexa more than anything.
Glad you read it all. I'm sorry for grammatical fails and typos. I was tired because I just came home from prom, and I honestly just want to sleep. (I SLOW DANCED WITH MY CRUSH!) Now, enjoy!
Luna kept leaning on Raven's shoulder. She closed her eyes and just wanted to sleep. Her hands slipped to Raven's thigh that made the girl jump a little. Luna drew circles on Raven's thigh, it was obviously sending shivers through the girl's body.
"Want to go to my apartment?" Raven whispered to Luna.
The others had put up music in the background, so it was a lot of noise.
Luna understood what Raven wanted. She smiled at Raven and gave her a nod. Raven pulled Luna's hand and walked in the direction of the hall.
"Where are you guys going?" the blonde turned around as she noticed the two 'couple' were trying to sneak out. Lexa turned around too, and gave Luna a smirk.
"Get it girl" Octavia shouted.
Raven just laughed and ignored everyone.
"What do you think they're going to do?" Lexa asked with a big smile on her face, even though she knew what they were possibly going to do. It's just that Luna never did those stuff. She didn't sleep with people before they were together. Like, girlfriends.
"If I know Raven right, she will probably make love to her" Clarke said with a little smile, she didn't like to use the work 'sex'. Lexa just chuckled by Clarke not being able to say the word.
"Make love?" Lexa teased.
"Yeah, make love" the blonde giggled. "It's normal. A lot of people use those words"
Lexa leaned back at the couch, Clarke leaned against Lexa. The brunette laid her arm over Clarke's shoulder. "Yeah, but it's not difficult to say the word sex" Lexa shrugged her shoulders.
"It's not that it is difficult to say, it's just that I don't want to say it" Clarke said with a light voice.
"Just say it" Lexa smiled, letting out a laugh through her breath.
"Why is it so important for you that I say it?" Clarke removed herself from Lexa. Not mad, but just thought Lexa would stop trying to make her say the words.
"I just want to hear you say it. Once. That's all I'm asking" Lexa innocently raised both her hands in the air.
"Fine" the blonde exhaled. She threw her hair backwards till all of it hid behind her back. She sat straight up and smiled at her girlfriend. Clarke's blue eyes were looking directly in Lexa's green eyes.
"sex"
The music was so loud, and Clarke's voice was so low. It totally overlapped her voice. "What?" Lexa tried carefully, not wanted Clarke to get 'mad'.
Clarke knew it was hard to hear because of all the music and laughter in the background. Then she gave it a second go. "Sex" she tried to say a little louder. Lexa just smiled and shook her head. She has said it at least two times and Lexa haven't heard any of the times.
The blonde inhaled and exhaled deep. Tried to not get mad. She swallowed and was ready to almost 'shout' the word. Just in a very bad timing, Bellamy turned the music off because he wanted to choose a different song.
"SEX" Clarke said with a loud voice. As she realized she had just shouted the word 'sex' and probably everyone heard it. She placed her hand in front of her mouth. Lexa tried her best not to laugh. She felt bad for Clarke.
The blonde closed her eyes and tried hard not to smile. She leaned her head on Lexa's lap. The brunette ran her hand through Clarke's hair and tried to calm her down. The blonde was already calm, but Lexa could feel she was a little shaken up.
Laughter felt the room. Octavia wanted so bad to make a mean joke, but knew better so she let it be. Octavia knelt in front her Clarke and Lexa's legs. "Hey, it's okay Clarke" she tried to make her feel less embarrassed. "It's just us, okay? And hey, at least your mother wasn't downstairs"
"yeah" the blonde murmured.
"What do you think Raven and Luna are going to do?" Octavia smirked at Clarke. The blonde chortled and showed her face. "Sex"
Lexa had to laugh, so did Octavia. The Blake nodded and made her way back to Lincoln, thinking she would leave the two of them alone. "I want some water, do you?" the blonde asked the brunette.
"Yeah"
They held hands all the way to the kitchen. They were still able to hear the music, but it was a bit low.
"Uhm, I ran into Costia in the store" Clarke said as she poured water in a glass.
"You did?" Lexa asked. Because Costia was supposed to be working overtime, and she didn't have more than ten minutes breaks.
"Yeah, in the store not far away from here. She bought her favorite wine…"
Lexa sighed. "Her favorite wine, huh? She always drinks when something is bothering her" she shook her head. Afraid Costia may do something stupid. "Did she say anything to you tho?" the brunette laid a hand on Clarke's hand.
The blonde slowly pulled away her hand, and tried not to let it seem like she rejected her. Instead, she poured water to herself. "Well…" she started. Not knowing if she should tell her how close Costia was.
"She wanted to hang out sometime" Clarke shrugged her shoulders. "probably because she wants us to get to know each other better. We are important people in your life, so I figured I'd hang out with her. If that's okay with you" she looked at her girlfriend, placing a warm hand on hers.
Lexa smiled. "Of course" thinking it was a good thing that Clarke thought she was an important person in her life. And she indeed was. From day one, she had Lexa's heart. Even though it wasn't love at first sight. It's indeed now.
As Lexa was looking beautiful because of all the smiling, Clarke had to kiss her. She kissed her beautiful lips, then both cheeks, then her beautiful forehead.
"What was that for?" the brunette chuckled. She Looked in Clarke's eyes with nothing but love.
"You just make me happy. And you're beautiful, I just had to" Clarke leaned in for another kiss, and slowly pulled away. She bit her lower lip. "I just want to kiss you all the time"
It made Lexa's smile brightened. She removed some hair that was in front of Clarke's face and pulled her in to a pleasurable kiss. One kiss led to another and they were standing there, making out with no worries that someone could come in any minute. But there wasn't anyone who interrupted them.
As for Luna and Raven, they had made out all the way from Clarke's loft to Raven's apartment. Even in the elevator. Raven sat down on the couch, pulling Luna down. Luna sat on Raven's lap and kept making out with her. Raven held Luna and carefully carried her down to the couch. She pecked her lips and cheek, and placed a few kisses on her neck.
Raven sucked on Luna neck a little too long. "That's gonna leave a mark" the girl whispered while Luna let out a soft chuckle. Raven kept kissing her way down. Right before she was on her way to literally rip Luna's pants off, Luna came back to reality.
"Wait stop" she said, and pulled down her shirt.
"What?"
"What are we doing?" Luna tried to make her see that this wasn't the time.
"Well, I was going to-" Raven began.
"No, I know what you were going to do" Luna interrupted Raven. "Just, what are we doing? We were going to have sex, and we aren't even together. I don't do stuff like that Rae. And we have only been on one date. Don't you think this is a step too early?" Luna tried to make her understand.
"Yeah. I'm sorry" Raven got off Luna and sat leaned against the couch. She ran her hands through her face and sighed. "I'm sorry"
"Hey, it's okay?" Luna tried to comfort the girl who looked really sad. "It's not a big deal…" she tried.
"Yes, Luna. It is. It's you, and you're a big deal to me. You're different from the other's I have dated. I actually like you. And we have only been on one date…" Raven said with a strong voice. "I'm not the kind of person who likes talking about feelings and stuff like that… I don't open to a lot of people, but with you… it's all so easy"
Luna looked surprised, but in a happy way. She placed her hand on Raven's back and let her know everything was okay. "Let's go out on a date after Christmas" Luna suggested.
"or" Raven started. "we can have a date right now"
"Here?" Luna looked around the apartment. It was big and nice. But just not what she imagined.
"It will be romantic. I'll cook. You turn the lights a little down, so it's not too bright but still not too dark. Then we pick a romantic movie together. After dinner is done, I will light up some candles and then we eat" Raven suggested. She exhaled with a proud smile. It was indeed romantic. Raven had never thought of something like this before.
"Wow" Luna beamed at Clarke. She was sending love, and Raven could feel it.
"What?"
Luna shrugged. "I didn't know you were this romantic. After what Clarke told Lexa, and Lexa told me. You were a tough person. Not a kind of person who wanted to talk about feelings … and stuff like that"
"Well parts of it is true" Raven had to admit. "It's true that I don't like to talk about feelings, but just with people I care about. And I care about you. I just met you, but I still feel like I can open up to you. Like, you're doing something to me Luna. You're making me want to tell you everything, every detail from the scratch. And I have never felt that with someone before"
Luna smiled at Raven. She placed her warm hand on Raven's. "I'm glad you feel that way"
"Me too" Raven kissed Luna's cheek. "I'll get started on dinner. Do you want to help me or do you just want to chill on the sofa"
"I want to make dinner too" Luna slipped her hands in Raven's, and let the Latino lead her to the kitchen.
It was modern. Black, white and wine-red. The whole building was modern. With all kind of electrical stuff that looked so complicated but actually a little smart. Luna noticed there was a few metal designs, like a robot or something. Raven was a mechanic after all, one of the best.
"You made all these stuffs?" Luna asked. Raven nodded. "yup" and found a cook book that was in one of the trays.
It was a little robot she had built from scrap metal. She controlled it with a little remote, it could go back and forth, side to side, and even pick up small items. It wasn't bigger than two heads but it was really cool. At least that's what Luna thought.
The two of them got started on the dinner. Raven turned on some music and danced a little while humming to the song. Luna laughed and sang along.
Raven had honestly never been this happy (romantically) with someone in a long time. Dancing, singing and damn. Cooking. She hasn't cooked in a long time. Just for herself, other times she ordered food or ate at Clarke's.
It was 11 pm, and the music was playing low in the background. A few people had already left, because they had to get up early tomorrow to get to work.
"I have to go" Lexa whispered.
Clarke was half asleep on Lexa's shoulder. "aawe" she removed herself from Lexa's shoulder. They threw a smile at each other before Lexa got up.
"Are you leaving?" Octavia asked with a sad voice. A little drunk.
Lexa walked to Octavia. "Yes, goodbye" she said to Lincoln and Octavia. Lincoln pulled Lexa into a friendly hug. You may take this by a surprise but Lincoln and Lexa were actually really close friends. In fact, they were so close that they even treat each other like they were siblings.
One day, Lexa somehow became the boss. The leader. The owner. The head of everything and everyone. She became busy and bossy, slowly changed and became cold. She met Luna and Costia, the other bosses, in the top floor. That's when she became a little less cold to people. She started smiling again, showing to her people that she was a human after all. But even though she was kind and loving again, everything between Lincoln and Lexa had changed.
It was too late. Yes, they saw each other at work every day but just as boss and employee. That's why it's a good thing she is dating Clarke. In that way, she will get to spend time with her girlfriend, and her friends. She wanted to be a part of the group. Especially if Lincoln was there.
"Drive safe kiddo" Lincoln patted the top of Lexa's head. The brunette giggled. Lincoln used to do that all the time after they hugged. He never said why, but he always did.
Clarke looked at little confused. They were clearly sharing a past together. But what? After Lexa said her goodbye's, Clarke followed her to the door. She leaned against the door, smiling to Lexa as she put on her coat.
"What's the story about you and Lincoln?" the blonde asked as she couldn't hold her curiosity in anymore.
The brunette let put a short chuckle. And walked up in front of Clarke. "Believe it or not. Lincoln and I were very close-"
"Were you two together?" Clarke asked, a little bit jealous.
"No" the brunette shook her head and smiled. "We were like best friends. Even closer. He was like a brother to me"
Clarke smiled. She had known Lincoln for a while, and he had never mentioned Lexa in that way. Just as his boss. But she knew better than to mention it, because she didn't want her to get hurt.
"What happened between you two?"
"I got offered a higher position. I had more power, more responsibility and I got busy. I was stressed, and I just threw it all on him. I started getting angry at him and just pushed him away. And one day, we just talked whenever we had to. We never brought up whatever happened to us, just acted like professionals" she shrugged her shoulders.
"Well it's time you two fix this" Clarke tried to convince her.
"I think it's slowly fixing itself. But yes, I will try to talk to him" Lexa gave a thankful smile to Clarke. She leaned in for a kiss. "Bye"
Clarke embraced Lexa and didn't let go for a couple of ten seconds. "Bye"
She watched the brunette turn around, she put both hands in her pocket on the coat and got in the elevator. The blonde closed the door after Lexa was out of sight. She opened the door was again as she saw there was a few people walking towards the door. They said their goodbye with hug and kisses before Clarke closed the door.
She spotted her closest friends gathered in the living room. Just Octavia, Lincoln, Bellamy and Finn. Raven wasn't here, but she was probably with Luna.
"Hey" Finn smiled. As he was happy Clarke was finally out of Lexa's hands.
"Hey" she said and sat beside him. Yes, she knew he still liked her. But that didn't stop her from treating him like they were nothing else but friends. Good friends. Which was maybe a stupid thing to do.
"Lexa seems nice" Finn forced a smile. He thought she was nice, a little fake, but nice. "very hot"
"okay" Clarke pressed her lips to a thin line and tried to avoid the 'awkward-jealous' moment.
"Yeah she's smoking hot. I have to agree on that" Bellamy raised his beer and nudged it against Finn's. The three guys laughed and took a sip of their beer. Lincoln let out a little 'sorry' to Octavia as she frowned at him.
"She's beautiful" Clarke corrected. She agreed that Lexa was hot. But that wasn't how she wanted to see Lexa. She wanted to use a different word that described her with more love.
Octavia smiled at her best friend who finally had found a love. "For Clarke" she placed her beer in the air and waited for the others to gather their bears around hers.
"For Clarke" the others said.
"We couldn't help but notice the bass of the music had been turned off. So we thought we might as well come down" Abby smiled, holding Kane's hand on their way down. Indra was right behind them.
"I'm going to go home now" Indra said as she was on her last stair steps.
"Thank you for coming" Bellamy said as he opened his arms and walked towards her. Indra smiled at her son. It was heartwarming her he wrapped his arms around her. Octavia on the other hand, just threw a smile at her and waved her hand.
"Bye Octavia"
"Bye" Octavia shortly said.
"We're going home too" Kane said, looking at Clarke.
The blonde made her way to her parents. "I'll follow you to the door" and so she did.
"Goodbye, Indra" she said and hugged her mother's best friend. "Goodbye Kane. Goodbye mom" she hugged both of them. "Love you"
"Love you too" both of them said with a smile on their face.
"I'll stop by at your house tomorrow" Clarke said as they were out of the door. The adults smiled and got in the elevator where Indra was waiting. Clarke couldn't stop smiling. She was already excited to spend the day with her niece, and the best part is she gets to do it with Lexa.
As she was just to walk, Lincoln, Octavia and Bellamy were headed to the door. They were tired and wanted to go home. They hugged each other, first individual and then a big group hug.
"Love you guys, bye" Clarke waved to her friends. She hurried to the living room, because Finn were the only one there.
"Hey, do you maybe want to go home and get some sleep?" Clarke asked soft, not wanting him to think she didn't want him there.
"Uhm…" he started. "I have to tell you something first…"
Clarke frowned and sat beside him. She waited for him to continue. Finn swallowed and sighed. "I couldn't afford to pay the bills anymore…" Finn started. "Bellamy have been paying for me… and I don't want him to do it anymore… because I already owe him a lot"
Clarke kept frowning at him. "Why didn't you tell me? I could have helped you"
Finn grabbed Clarke's hands. "Clarke, you always help me. And the others. I didn't want you to do this. I'm sorry but I'm going back to my foster parents in DC. I can work for them, and live at their house"
Clarke shook her head. "No! I won't let you go back there. I can't let that happen"
"Clarke. I'm and adult. I can take care of myself. I can fight back this time" Finn nodded confidently, still a little insecure.
"No. You can stay here. As long as you have to. I'll give you a job, there's some available places. You can stay here till you can afford to move back home. But you still have to have money you can buy food with, and a little extra" Clarke said with a clear voice. Not exactly thinking through what she just said.
"Okay" Finn nodded and hugged Clarke. "Thanks princess"
AN: Well, this chapter was the longest so far. I hope you liked it. There will be a chapter out soon, I think. I can make that happen. Follow, review and add to favorites. Bye for now!
