AN: I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I suffer from extreme depression. Hope you understand, but I feel much better now. I couldn't be happier. So, I was thinking this could be a happy chapter. I'm trying to get time to pass here because It's been more than 30 chapters and it has only been a few days (in the story). I hope this doesn't make it less interesting. Enjoy!

"Lexa" Clarke whispered. "I'm sorry" the brunette chuckled and stopped. Clarke turned around. "no" the blonde grabbed Lexa's hand. Clarke wanted to tell Lexa that she loved her. Because she did. They had only been officially together for two days, but it felt like more. She couldn't say it, not yet. Instead, she kissed Lexa's hand and fell asleep.

The blonde struggled with blinking slowly with her heavy eyelids. The ocean blue eyes narrowed as the strong sunbeam danced on her face. She noticed that Lexa wasn't in the bed and that the brunette had pulled the curtains open. Clarke groaned a little irritated by the sun and ran her hands over her face, trying to wake herself up.

"Good morning beautiful" she heard a warm and familiar voice. Clarke's still had her hands covered on her morning face. She slowly removed her hands and her smile grew big as she saw the brunette. The day was already bright, but Lexa just made it brighter. "Good morning sunshine" the brunette's morning voice was adorable. It was deep and sexy.

Lexa was still in the pajamas, that means she hasn't been up that long. Lexa made her way to Clarke and kissed her on the cheek. "I was thinking of making some breakfast" Lexa smiled. Clarke removed her duvet from herself and jumped out of bed, slipping her hand carefully into Lexa's.

"how sounds smoothie with egg and bacon?" Lexa gently questioned Clarke, leaning on the kitchen table. The blonde threw a quick smile. "sounds good" The brunette hurried to the fridge and fetched some egg and bacon. Clarke offered to make the smoothie.

They sat down, it was silent. The food tasted delicious. They kept on smiling at each other with lots and lots of love whenever they looked at each other. "I was thinking we could visit your mother later" Lexa tried with a low and insecure voice. She didn't know if Clarke wanted her to come with or if she wanted to go at all. Clarke didn't answer, she just watched Lexa nervously staring at her plate and eating her egg. The blonde threw a warm smile. The brunette didn't seem to feel the smile that was meant for her, she just knew that Clarke was thinking. The brunette looked up from her plate, surprised by the smile on her girlfriend's face. It was what she had hoped, but she did have a feeling that Clarke would be sad or mad. The brunette took it as a yes.

When Clarke thought Lexa couldn't be more caring, the brunette gently made her way to Clarke and hugged her from behind. Her arms wrapped around Clarke, not letting her go. The brunette placed a sweet kiss on the blonde's cheek and hugged her tighter before she let go. But Clarke held her back, not wanting Lexa to pull herself out of the hug. Clarke rested her head and caressed Lexa's arms. "Thanks" she whispered. The simple appreciation made Lexa more than grateful. It wasn't what Clarke said, it was how she said it. And the way the blonde caressed her arms, it just made her heart beat right off her chest.

The brunette strolls back to her seat, beaming at the beautiful blonde as the sunlight danced in her eyes. "You have beautiful eyes" Lexa began. She leaned on the table, admiring Clarke's eyes. "It's like watching a peaceful blue ocean" Lexa's eyes narrowed to focus on the details, she leaned a little closer. "It's like a picture of an ocean with waves. So beautiful"

Clarke smiled and blushed. She bit her lower lip and admired Lexa. It warmed Clarke's heart in the way Lexa's perfectly adorable eyes looked at her, and her soft rosy lips smiled, and how her light brown hair was a little wavy. Her hair was so beautiful. Clarke studied Lexa's face, not saying anything. "I love the way you described me" Clarke began. "Not that I agree, but it was beautifully described" she added, not wanting Lexa to think that she was selfish. "I think you should agree. It's good to have some self-esteem now and then" Lexa smiled, she knew Clarke had self-esteem. Damn, and she was confident. The blonde just nodded in agreement at Lexa's words.

After finishing breakfast, Lexa put the plates in the dishwasher. Clarke slowly dragged herself to the living room, feeling a little lazy. She threw herself on the couch, didn't care how stupid she looked. She was tired and wasn't feeling well. She had a little headache, but a pill would probably help. But she was still too lazy to call for Lexa, so she waited for the blonde to come. Impatience as Clarke was, she fell asleep.

"Clarke?" Lexa asked after a few minutes. Clarke was half asleep. "mhm?" she murmured. "Are you tired?" Lexa asked, sitting beside her and pulled a blanket over her. The blonde opened her eyes. "Yes, and I have a headache" she placed a hand on her forehead. Lexa pouted a little and ran her fingers through Clarke's hair. "poor baby, I will get a paracet for you" Lexa made her way to the kitchen. And came back with a glass water and a box with paracets. Clarke took one and swallowed it with water.

"I was thinking we could watch a movie, then I'll drive you to the hospital, then on our way back we stop at your house so you can pack your stuff to go to Octavia's. Then I'll drive you to her" Lexa smiled. "How does that sound?" she carefully drew circles with her palm on Clarke's back. "You don't have to do that, I can take a cab to the hospital and home, and drive by myself to Octavia" Clarke sat up and leaned against the couch, placing her hand on top of Lexa's.

"But I want to. In that way, I get to spend more time with you" Lexa warmly smiled. Clarke leaned on Lexa's shoulder. Lexa cut some carrots, cucumber, and apple as a snack to the movie. They chose a movie together and cuddled. Lights were dimmed to dark, the curtains were down and candles were lit. It was just cozy and romantic.

After the movie, they were headed to the hospital. Just chatting about the snow that had beautifully covered the grass perfectly. It was white and amazing. They gaped as they saw a big snowman in the parking lot. It was like enormous. Clarke just had to take a picture of it, then she took a picture of Lexa standing next to it. And Lexa offered to take a picture of Clarke standing next to the enormous snowman. After taking a lot of pictures with a different pose, Clarke took a selfie of Lexa, the snowman and her. She saved it as her background and they shared a good laugh before headed into the hospital.

Clarke carefully knocked before she opened the door. Kane was sitting on the couch, reading a book. He smiled as he saw Clarke. The blonde made her way to the lonely man on the couch and embraced him with lots of love. She turned to look at her mother, seeing her made her mood turn upside down. She tilted her head a little and swallowed. She ran her fingers through the woman's hair and caressed her arms. She held her mother's hand and sat down on a chair next to her.

Lexa talked a little with Kane while Clarke had her silent moment with her mother. Clarke didn't exactly know what to say, but just being there must have been enough. She knew that Abby would have appreciate it. "I hope you wake up soon" Clarke whispered after a moment. "I know it must be boring to feel like you are in a dark and empty room, just hearing voices" Clarke began. "But just keep fighting. Because soon, you will find the light in the end of the tunnel" She smiled at her mother.

"I love you" the blonde kissed the woman's forehead. Holding to her hand a little longer before she went to talk to Kane. The man informed Clarke that the doctor said it was a big chance that she would wake up since everything is okay, but it was a little chance for her body to just collapse. Clarke frowned because she didn't exactly know what Kane was telling her. She was fine, but there was a chance her body might have collapsed?

They talked about it for a while and hoped she would be just fine. And she would. Clarke and her family were the ones who had big hopes. They were pretty much positive all the time and believed in themselves. They hugged it out and Clarke couldn't wait to see him tomorrow. Even though he thought he might stay with Abby on Christmas. And Clarke understood that.

They were silently smiling at each other and held hands all the way to Clarke's penthouse. Lexa laid down on Clarke's bed and stared up at the ceiling while Clarke packed her stuff. Lexa could feel how excited Clarke was, her silent screams were even louder and sharper than a normal scream.

After a couple of ten minutes, Clarke laid beside Lexa. The brunette placed a kiss on the blonde's forehead. Both stared up in the ceiling. Lexa laid on her side, put her arm over Clarke's stomach and buried her face in the blonde's neck. Clarke just laid on her back, placing her arm on top of Lexa's and smiling at the ceiling.

Clarke thought back at the time when she was a little kid. When she watched movies, seeing two people who were in love. Clarke always wanted that, but unfortunately there were just drama and bad relationships in her childhood. But she had a little hope that the future would get better. When she grew up, she would find her own love. A person she would wrap her arms around in the early morning. A person she could kiss in the rain. A person she could lay next to in couch and cuddle. And it just felt like she finally found that person.

"I'm happy with you" Clarke whispered. Lexa kissed Clarke's shoulder and pulled her closer, even though they were almost laying on top of each other. "I'm happy with you too" the smiling brunette whispered back.

"I just want to lay here with you all day. I don't want to go to Octavia's, I want to be here with you" Clarke pouted. It made Lexa chuckle. "oh honey, you don't mean that. I want to be here with you too, but you couldn't wait to be with them today. I mean, you were literally overexcited"

"Yeah, I do want to be with them… but I want to be with you too" Clarke said with a cute voice but still managed to be taken serious. "me too. But hey, I will see you tomorrow? Okay? And you can call me whenever you want. We can even facetime" Lexa smiled, hoping Clarke would smile back.

"yeah. And I can really call you?" Clarke asked with excitement. Lexa nodded. "of course you can. I'd be thrilled to hear your voice" Lexa kissed Clarke's cheek and crawled out of bed. "Let's get you to your friends" Lexa reached her hand out for Clarke to take. The blonde grabbed the brunette's hand and got gently pulled out of the bed.

The ride to Octavia's was entertaining. Both sang and laughed in the car. They were talking non-stop. As Lexa pulled up in front of Octavia's house, she stepped out of the car to kiss Clarke goodbye. Clarke embraced Lexa and they stood in each other's arms for a moment. Just enjoying each other's company.

"Hey lover birds" Octavia opened the door wide open. "come on in" she welcomed. "you can come too, Lexa" Octavia smiled. Lexa did hesitate but Clarke grabbed her hand and dragged her inside.

"I'll leave soon though" Lexa said as she took off her coat. "oh, why's that? Can't you stay here till tomorrow?" Octavia asked and looked over at the beaming Clarke. "oh, um… I was supposed to be hanging out with Costia and Luna today" Lexa began. Clarke nodded, not looking at Lexa. Octavia tried to avoid the awkward situation. "Well… can't you come after you've hung out with them?" Octavia asked carefully, not wanting to sound desperate and make her feel uncomfortable.

"I guess, if it's okay for you?" Lexa asked Clarke. The blonde was nodding with a smile. "of course, babe" the blonde turned to face Octavia. Octavia showed Clarke and Lexa where they were going to sleep. Octavia had a big guest room, more than enough for four people. "looks cozy" Lexa commented. Octavia nodded. "I'm gonna go and change to pajamas" Clarke said and was on her way out of the door. "oh Raven is in the bathroom"

"I'll just go in the bathroom downstairs" Clarke shrugged. Octavia stopped her. "Lincoln is showering" Octavia chuckled. "just change in here" she said and stepped outside, closing the door. Clarke shrugged. "okay". Lexa didn't know what to do. Should she stay in the room or get the fuck out. Was Clarke comfortable with this? Clarke went to the other side of the room, looking out the window. Lexa was sitting on the edge of the bed, her back facing Clarke's back.

What Lexa did notice was that it was a mirror next to the TV. She peeked a little at the mirror, seeing Clarke's reflection. She saw the girl taking of her shirt and slowly took of her pants. She was standing in her underwear. Her blonde hair softly touched her back. Lexa bit her lip. Seeing Clarke slowly undressing and dressing herself was so entertaining. She knew she shouldn't watch her, but it was hard to take her eyes off.

Clarke turned around and caught Lexa staring at her through the mirror. The blonde licked her lips and bit her lower rosy lip. Lexa pressed her lips together and looked at the floor, in an attempt not to smile. The blonde crawled up in bed, hugging Lexa from behind. Placing sweet kiss on the brunette's neck.

The blonde caressed Lexa's arms, and wrapped her arms around the blonde and pulled her on top of her. Lexa chuckled and Clarke rolled on top of Lexa, smiling at her. Clarke placed her hands-on Lexa's cheek and leaned in to kiss her. The brunette kissed her back. They kept making out for a moment.

"Woah! Sorry" Raven raised her hands in the air as she entered the room. She laughed as she saw Clarke embarrassedly hiding her face behind her hands. Still laying on top of Lexa. Octavia came in. "sorry what-"Octavia pressed her lips together. "oh." She simply said and looked at Raven. "we will give you some privacy" Octavia said and shut the door. They could hear Octavia and Raven chortle and laugh their ass off behind the door.

Clarke rolled off Lexa with a huge smile. "I'm sorry…" she chuckled. "Nah, it's okay" the brunette smiled, sitting up against the wall. "I should get going, but um, I'll come by later?". The blonde smiled, kissing Lexa once again.

"Oh, are you leaving already?" Raven pouted. Clarke rolled her eyes at Raven. "You're coming back right?" Octavia asked and walked with Lexa to the hall. "Yeah" the brunette simply answered. Clarke and Lexa shared a sweet goodbye kiss, or to be more specific, three sweet goodbye kisses. She couldn't ignore the fact that Raven and Octavia were giggling in the background.

As Lexa was out of the house, Clarke turned to face her friends. "grow up!" she smiled, almost cracking a laughter and sounded like she was going to cry. Raven and Octavia burst out in laughter. Clarke laughed a little too.

"What's so funny?" Lincoln asked, he had his pants on but he was shirtless. He didn't care, neither did the girls. "They're being childish" Clarke began. "they are "giggling" because Lexa and I kissed" she exhaled. Raven let out a short laugh. "yeah, on top of each other"

"Oh nice!" Lincoln said, putting his hands in the air for Clarke to high five him, and she did. "Way to go" he nodded and went to the kitchen. "okay I'm so sorry" Octavia tried to say with a serious voice. "Aren't you glad I invited her to stay over?" Octavia smiled, trying to get Clarke to smile. And she did. "Yes" the blonde chuckled and leaned on Octavia's shoulder. Clarke grabbed Octavia's waist and hugged her. "Hey, I want to hug too!" Raven waved her hands in the air. Octavia and Clarke laughed and dragged her into the group hug.

"It's Lexa!" The brunette shouted as she entered Costia's door. She could hear sounds coming from the living room, so she just followed the noise. "We started without you" Costia said without looking at Lexa. They were too engrossed by the movie. Luna normally didn't like scary movies, but now she seemed like to enjoy it. Lexa sat down next to Luna, she was squeezed in the middle.

Lexa's phone vibrated as she received a message. Costia and Luna shushed her and still had their eyes glued to the TV. Lexa just chuckled and mumbled a little sorry before she opened her phone.

Blondie: Missing you already

The brunette beamed at the text and started typing.

Brunette: Missing you too. But try to have fun, you will see me later

Blondie: I'm having fun. Can't wait to see you

Brunette: Can't wait to see you too

Blondie: Hey, it's Raven

Brunette: um, hi Raven? xD

Blondie: Ya, I took Clarke's phone, Octavia is kind of sitting on top of her now

Brunette: poor baby, why are you doing this? xD

Blondie: Just for fun I guess? xD Clarke can't wait to see you. She literally talks about you all the time

Brunette: awe

Blondie: ya, sweet I know. But Lexa?

Brunette: Yes, Raven

The three dots appeared on the screen, making Lexa curious, then they disappeared.

Blondie: Clarke here, sorry, my friends are idiots.

Brunette: It's okay

Blondie: Well, I'll see you later babe

Brunette: See you later sunshine

The brunette smiled at her phone. "hey, turn that shit off" Costia said and grabbed Lexa's phone and turned it off. "Hey!" Lexa tried to get her phone back but Costia just threw it on the couch. "You'll get it when the movie is done. Now, pay attention" Costia tried her best to be serious, but both knew that she was just kidding.

"Yes mom," Lexa mumbled and rolled her eyes. Luna laughed. The three of them were covered by blankets and pillows. Startled whenever a jumpscare came, and Costia startled as hell when Lexa yelled "boo!". Luna, on the other hand, she screamed. Lexa felt so bad and felt even worse when she laughed at Luna.

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