p class="MsoNormal"I am so sorry, this is not an update, just my deepest apologies. I had a complete writer's block up to today for my ongoing stories, and then I realised it happened because I was not trying to write what I actually wanted to write, only what I felt I *should* be writing, while my Muse had all sorts of interesting ideas for oneshots (and different fandoms). I am NOT – emphatically not – abandoning this story. But writing used to be my moment of happiness, and since it's become a source of stress instead, I'm taking a month-long sabbatical from regular updates. Believe me, I do feel bad about it. But my sanity comes first – or at least what little of it is still there./p