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Blondie 20000: Tnx for the review.

Just before they could get an answer out of the demon, Jenny walks in the room. Her eyes widen in horror and she screams. Sam quickly grabs her and pulls her inside the room. Sam noticed the demon looking at Jenny. A thought was born in his mind, but he decided to let this play out.

The secret service agents come running. Rooney and MJ step out. MJ pretended to breathe hard and look scared.

"Gosh, for a second there I thought I saw a mouse."Rooney turns to the agents "It is ok, go back to your posts." And then turns to MJ as to comfort her. "Now, now, it's ok. There was no mouse, just a shadow. No rodent would dare come into my house."

When the agents left, MJ smiled at Rooney. "You would have made a great actor, sir."

Rooney smirked "We all act all the time."

They went back in. The boys were trying to explain everything to Jenny but she just seemed too scared and freaked out to understand what they were saying. Rooney approached her "It's ok, Jenny. The guy in the seat is a bad guy and we are just trying to get some information out of him."

After a few minutes, Jenny has finally calmed down a bit, at least enough so that they could turn their attention back on the demon.

However, just as they did, MJ had a strange sensation deep down in her gut. She turned back to Jenny only to see her holding a hex bag, ready to throw it in the crowd. But Sam was watching her and before she could, Sam charges her, making her drop the bag under her feet. Suddenly, large flames spur out, burning the witch alive as they all watched, some amazed some a bit scared.

They later found out for the demon that Jenny was sleeping with Steve and that he tricked her, took her job and left her. Jennifer swore vengeance.

"Well, I guess hell has no fury like a woman SCorned " Dean lets out smiling, watching the pile of ashes on the floor. Sam actually smiled at Dean's crappy joke, reminiscing a bit about old times, when hunts were so much easier.

John sat in the same chair for two days, not sleeping a minute. He only got up a few times to go to the bathroom and stretch his legs, but still carried a book with him whenever he got up. Only one time he dropped the book and it was when he saw Jo.

Seeing her stung him. After all, he was the reason her father was dead. But he wasn't. Not with this Jo, not with this Ellen.

In those two days, John's eyes teared up a lot of times.

He read about Sam's possession, his death, Dean's deal with a crossroads demon for Sam's life, the Tuesdays and why they happened and about Lilith.

Dean's death by a hellhound really shook John.

Things went worse for there. Ruby, demon blood, angels, Dean going back in the past helping John pick out a car...

Then came the Rugaru story, where a man became a monster unwillingly as it was passed down to him. For the first time, John felt for a monster. He understood Benny's and Mary's words now better. The world, the monsters weren't all black and white.

Then more angels in the stories, twisting their lives, reapers, angels turned bad.

Then the boys meet the author of the books. "Carver Edlund is actually Chuck Sherley?"

A single thought went through John's mind, it was something Dean said He prefers to be called Chuck...

But John dismissed this though and went back to reading.

John was in for a surprise when he learned it was actually Sam who opened the cage and let Lucifer out. But he understood they were tricked into doing so. John realized the angels could have simply told them that killing Lilith would open the cage. Angels, who were supposed to be the good guys did so many things wrong. It was understandable that the bad guys could do a couple of things right.

He also understood why the boys trusted Castiel. After all he did turn on his own kind for them.

The horsemen, the antichrist, archangel Raphael. The boys lives gradually went towards more serious things.

Ellen's and Jo's death...

And then one very important story... A story that opened John's eyes of the things he had forgotten.

"Archangel Michael? I said Yes to Michael?"

...Angels are watching over you...

"Angels? Naomi?... No... Adam..." John remembered his time in heaven and what happened afterwards.

"Heaven? The boys went to Heaven?"

...

"Crossroads demon, Crowley? Why would he help?"

...

"Gabriel turned on his own kind too? On his own brothers?"

The last book shook John to the core. Swan Song, Sam saying Yes to Lucifer and then falling into the cage with Adam. He felt like Sam really died, like he hasn't come back. John buried his head into his arms as he lied down on the table, silently crying. As if he could hear a voice distant in the wind, a though came creeping out again... The angels are watching over you...

Even though it hurt like a son of a bitch, John wanted to know more. He needed to know more.

He took one deep breath and closed his eyes "Well, here goes nothing."

Back in the bunker Mary was worried about John. Bobby did call her to tell her he was there, but it has been three days now, and still the was no word of him. Every time Mary called Bobby or Ellen told her the same thing "He's still sitting and reading."

Mary was worried what he might find out and how would it all affect him. She shared her concerns with Cass who didn't really know what to tell her.

"I really don't know what to tell you Mary."

"I just keep thinking he might not like what he reads and decide to... I don't know... Leave."

Cass replies "Even if he decided to leave, he wouldn't , he couldn't stay away for long. After all, he is a Winchester."

A very small, tiny smile, almost too invisible to see came over Mary's mouth, before it quickly disappeared again. "I think... I should go and talk to him." Mary looks back at Cass and notices he is looking upward, not really paying attentiion to her.

Cass's looked like he was listening to something she couldn't hear. When he focused on her again, he said "I don't think it's you he wants to talk to."

"What? What did you hear?"

"John. I heard John. He was praying to me."