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I groaned rubbing my eyes, trying to pull the sleep back to me; eliciting a small giggle from beside me. My head shot up, she was really here right in front of me she had a small smile on her face playing with my fingers.

"Hi,"

"Hi," She entwined her fingers with mine pulling herself into me, it was clear she was holding on to this moment just as much as I was.

"I say we order room service… what'd you say?"

"Yeah sure, or we can go out?" Her eyes found mine a new sadness falling over them as she gave me a pointed look.

Us going out for food like a normal couple was never going to happen, not while she still wore that ring. I wanted to protest, I wanted her to be mine.

"Uh sure, why not?"

She removed herself from my arms leaving my whole body cold, paddingover to the phone across the room. Burying my head back in the pillow I'd noticed that her ring was no longer on the bedside table, had she put it back on? Fire burned through me at the thought, how could she lie here with me the put his ring back on her finger, almost admitting she wanted to marry him.

"Clary," I breathed as she climbed back in beside me, " Who is he?"

Her breath hitched, her hand stretched out as if to grab for mine.

"His name's Sebastien, he's a stock broker" I wanted to laugh, but i suppose that would seem cruel. I nodded my head letting her continue,

"He works in line with my Father, that's how we met he had been joining his father in business meetings our house, and he asked me out, over and over until I finally relented. He tends to get what he wants"

"What do you mean, he gets what he wants? He didn't force himself on you did he?" I could feel my body start to shake at the thought of anyone laying a hand on her, it was bad enough listening to Alec badmouth her and he barely knew her and was basically his brother.

"No, no Jace not like that. It's just how the Verlac's are"

"Wait we're talking about Sebastian Verlac here? Holy shit Clare"

"Yeah"

"I won't lie to you
I know he's just not right for you"

"Jace" had i pushed too far?

"And you can tell me if I'm off, do you really want him Clare?"

She bowed her head, a soft whimper falling from her lips.

"I see it on your face
When you say that he's the one that you want, please Clary, please be honest with me,"

"I can't Jace, I can't please"

"We're going in circles Clary over and over,

And you're spending all your time
In this wrong situation
And anytime you want it to stop" I pulled myself away from her sitting up properly letting her know I would leave if she wanted me to.

Her body reacted instantly her hand grabbing mine, pulling me down into to her arms my head now laying on her chest as she ran her fingers through my hair.

"I love you Jace, please don't go"

"I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman, Verlac's no gentleman, you know that right?"

"I know Jace, but it's complicated. I know you can Jace and I want you too"

"If you want me Clare, tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted cryin'
When you should be with me instead"

Her arms tightened around me, a choked sob escaping her lips. I pulled her down into my arms.

"What do you want Clary? What have I got to do? I'll stop time for you the second you say you'd like me to. I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing, I'll do anything
Baby, just to wake up with you would be everything I need and this could be so different.
Tell me what you want to do."

"I don't need anything Jace I just want you!" I felt like I was flying I couldn't hold back from pressing my lips against hers.

"You'll do this Clary, you'll be with me? You're sure?" Her eyes closed drawing in a deep breath, had I just imagined it.

"Give me a sign, Clare"'

"I want you Jace, I'm just scared" Selfishly maybe but my heart was pounding, she's chosen me.

"Take my hand, we'll be I won't let you down" I pulled her back into another kiss,my hands tangling in her hair.

Her words interrupted our comfortable silence," How am I supposed to do this Jace, everything seems so easy when I'm with you." pulled her a little closer,

"Just know that you don't have to do this alone
Promise I'll never let you down" I held my hand out for her and she wrapped her pinky around mine before pulling me into another heated kiss.

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