Be sure to check out the DeGrassi Saviors website. I posted the November and December calendars. November is one shot month, lots and lots and lots of one shots! December is short story month 3 chapters of each short story that will be running at the time.

Ch. 16 Disposable Lover

(BIANCA)

"Mom?! What the hell are you doing here?" I haven't seen her in ten years but I know her. She looks the way I remember, older and thinner but she looks the same. When she first abandoned me at her sisters I thought I was just staying with my auntie for a few nights. When Mom didn't come back I was upset and cried for an entire day, and then I got angry and I hoped I'd never see her again because I understood that she'd discarded me like trash. Now she's here standing on the doorstep and looking at me like she just dropped me off yesterday and she's come back for me but I'm not six anymore and I don't want to see her.

"I came to take you back," she tells me.

"Excuse me? Take me back? We didn't break up you abandoned me at Juliana's house," I remind her through clenched teeth.

"And I saw in the paper that a man was attacked in Julie's house. A boy went to prison for it, I have a better life now and you're coming with me," Mom insists taking my arm and pulling at me but I yank my arm back.

"Go to hell Mom I'm happy here and I'm not going with you. That man that was attacked at Auntie Julie's house tried to rape me and it's not the first time. I was raped in the apartment by one of the hundreds of men she's brought home. I was raped and put back in that awful apartment. Juliana never loved me or cared about me, she ignored me and you left me there. Well I have a family now, I have a boyfriend that loves me and I'm staying here and you can just got to hell," I tell her and slam the door in her face. I lock the door and run back to grab my phone. Drew is still at work and Spin doesn't answer, his phone must be on silent, Clare and Adam's phone's both go straight to voicemail. Jay and Sean are at work but Johnny isn't as he doesn't have a job.

"Hey B," he answers and I know he's at the ravine just by the sounds in the background.

"No one's at the house and my mom just showed up out of nowhere."

"I'm on my way," he tells me.

"No I'm coming to you I could use a drink," I reply going out the back. I'm not sure if my mom is still hanging around but I'm not taking the chance. I don't even take my car just run to the ravine. Johnny sees me coming and he comes over, he hugs me and I get a drink sitting with him on the ripped out back car seat.

"You okay?"

"No not in the least, I haven't seen her in ten fucking years and she just shows up all of a sudden and tells me she's taking me back. I'm not living with her, not ever again she fucking dumped me on my auntie ten years ago and she hasn't so much as sent a card in the last ten years."

"She can't force you to live with her you're sixteen almost seventeen you can choose where you want to live."

"That's good because I never want to see her again," I respond chugging down my drink and getting up to get another.

"Does Drew know where you are? Or anyone in the Mason family?" Johnny questions and I shake my head. Johnny gets his phone out, he sends a text to Drew, Adam, Clare and Spin just to cover all his bases and now the whole family knows where I am. I'm drinking and I'm angry and it's making me drink all the faster and I barely notice when Clare shows up with Owen and Lucas nor do I know how many drinks I've had since I've gotten here.

"I've never seen her drink like that what's going on?" Clare asks although she's directing the question at Johnny because she apparently thinks I can't answer.

"Myfuvingmomsowedup," I slur. Okay maybe I'm not in any shape to answer.

"Her mom came to the house," Johnny says for me.

"Her mom?! But her mom is gone, she's been gone for ten years," Clare says.

"Flucking bwitch," I slur before taking another drink.

"She's hammered," Lucas remarks.

"Yeah we can see that, it's a good thing you're hot," Clare quips back and he shoots her a look. I find her remark hilarious and start laughing so hard I fall onto Johnny. "I think we need to get her home," Clare says.

"I'll come with you guys," Johnny nods and then one of the guys picks me up. I laugh all the way to the car and then lean against whoever is sitting in the backseat and I almost fall asleep by the time we're home. Someone picks me up and carries me into the house taking me into my room.

"I'll get her into bed can one of you get some water?" Clare requests and I start laughing again.

"Yeah I'll get some," Owen nods.

"I'll start some coffee," Lucas offers and the boys leave.

I lie on the bed and Clare takes off my shoes and socks, then she unzips my jeans and starts tugging them down my legs. She gets them about halfway down and I sit up putting my hand on her shoulder.

"I lubyou Clare," I tell her.

"I love you too Bianca," she replies as she gets my jeans off. "I'm going to take your bra off so you'll be more comfortable," Clare remarks sitting behind me on the bed.

"No no but I really love you. You take such good care of me. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better than my mom or my auntie," I say as Clare gets my bra off taking it off through my sleeve. "And you're so much younger and prettier than they'll ever be," I tell her squeezing her face in my hands.

"I love you too Bianca, you're like my sister. Now lie down and I'll let the boys in," Clare comments.

"I like boys," I giggle getting under the covers.

"Owen, Lucas and Johnny like you too, not nearly as much as Drew," Clare replies opening the bedroom door.

"I love Drew and he loves me, I want my Drew. Where's my Drew?" I inquire as Owen hands me a glass of water.

"He's at work he closes tonight; we already talked to him and told him you were home safe. You should rest," Owen instructs after I drink down the glass of water. I nod and lie down closing my eyes and quickly fall asleep.

(CLARE)

"I'll think she'll be okay but we should check on her. Once Drew is home he won't leave her side. Adam will be home soon, Spin and Paige probably won't be home until late though and they know she's safe," I comment as we leave Drew and Bianca's bedroom.

"Let's go watch a movie in the living room and check on her one of us will check on Bianca in fifteen minutes," Owen says.

We all go out to the living room and turn on the TV, Adam gets home first, he's alone tonight since Maya is sleeping at home. He asks about Bianca and we tell him she's sleeping while Johnny goes to check on her. Drew gets home just after ten which means he closed the kiosk a few minutes early and raced home.

"She's alright; she's been sleeping for the last couple of hours. We've been checking on her every fifteen minutes," Owen tells him as soon as he's in the door.

"What the hell was her mom doing here?" Drew questions.

"When Bianca came to the ravine she said her mom wanted to take her but Bianca's old enough to choose where she lives," Johnny explains.

"No fucking way her mom is taking her. I'm going to go check on her," Drew remarks but we knew he would.

"Have you eaten?" I ask him.

"Not since Bianca brought me lunch at four," he replies.

"Go be with Bianca I'll make you some food," I tell my brother. He smiles going to his room and I go into the kitchen. I put on water for pasta, cut up some onion and bell pepper, sauté them in a pan and add them to the cooked pasta when it's done. I put it all in a bowl and take it into Drew.

"Thanks Clare, it smells good," he grins taking the bowl.

"No problem you need to eat. She'll be okay she's just drunk," I assure my brother.

"Yeah I know but she's been through so much she doesn't need this and I hate thinking of anything happening to her. Or anything causing her pain," Drew says.

I smile and kiss my brothers cheek before going back to the living room. When Spin and Paige get home we tell them what happened. Spin goes to check on Drew and Bianca and then tells us all to get to bed or get home since we all have school tomorrow. Well everyone but Lucas.

"Johnny and Lucas are both sleeping over and I'm going to sleep at home tonight, check on my brother he's been spending a lot of time at Zane's," Owen tells me rolling his eyes.

"You know we aren't actually dating you don't have to check in with me before leaving," I tell him.

"I know but I spend a lot of nights over here I'm just telling you," Owen replies.

I smile and kiss his cheek before he leaves. Lucas takes the sofa and Johnny sleeps on the floor. I go to my room and get ready for bed; I start to fall asleep but for some reason Fitz enters my mind and then Reese invades my thoughts. I have disturbing dreams all night and wake up early and in a panic, my heart is pounding and I'm breathing heavy, drenched in sweat and shaking. Before I can take a deep breath my bedroom door opens and Adam comes in.

"What happened?" Adam questions sitting on my bed.

"Disturbing dreams," I reply as I begin to calm down.

"About what?"

"Reese mostly."

"Reese is gone, he's in juvie," Adam assures me putting his arm around my shoulders.

"I know with Fitz," I remind him.

"Fitz is fine; Sean would have called if he wasn't."

"That didn't stop the dreams, they were terrible."

"They were just dreams Clare you're safe and so is Fitz. You can call Sean if it will make you feel better," Adam offers and I nod. "Okay let's go have breakfast you can call him after we eat seeing as it's not even six yet."

"I'm not hungry but coffee would be nice. I don't want to wake Lucas and Johnny though."

"They won't mind and they have to get up soon anyway."

We leave my room and go to the kitchen. I start the coffee machine and it wakes Johnny and Lucas. They don't ask why we're up so early but they do help Adam with breakfast. I wait until 6:30 to call Sean because I know he'll be awake now. I return to my room to do so because I don't want Johnny and Lucas to hear the conversation.

"You're calling awfully early," Sean says.

"I know I'm sorry but is Fitz okay? I mean you saw him on Saturday, did he say anything about Reese?"

"He said Reese was there but they're in different dorms and classes and everything. They're together in the yard and meal times but there's always guards and the guards know to keep them apart. They haven't been anywhere near each other, Fitz is fine don't worry. I promise if anything happens to Fitz while he's there you'll be my first call," Sean assuages me.

"Thanks. Uh Sean Reese can't get out can he? Before his release date?"

"No the judge gave him a minimum of eighteen months he's not getting out before that even with good be behavior, which I doubt he's capable of anyway. What's wrong? Why all the questions?"

"I just had some disturbing dreams, they have me stressed I guess."

"Well Fitz is fine and when Reese does get out he'll never get near you or any of us again. I have to get ready for work you sure you're okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine, thanks Sean I'll talk to you later."

I hang up with Sean and finally go out to eat breakfast. Everyone else is awake now including Spinner even though he closes tonight. Bianca is sipping some coffee and eating a greasy breakfast.

"Feeling better?" I ask her.

"Sort of, so long as my mom stays away," Bianca replies.

"I already told you there's nothing she can do to make you live with her so if you see her again just tell her to go to hell," Spinner says.

We finish eating and getting ready for school riding in two separate cars. Bianca feels pretty lousy all day but she gets through school. I hope she feels better tomorrow because it's her birthday. She doesn't want a party but we're still doing something at the house tomorrow night with all of us.

"So I know tomorrow is Bianca's birthday and Friday you'll be going to the football game but do you want to go out on Saturday?" Eli asks as we leave media studies at the end of the day. Of course as Drew and Owen are in the class with us they overhear this.

"It's your job to keep the guys away from her," Drew comments to Owen.

"That doesn't mean I can stop every guy from asking her out and he's gone out with her before," Owen points out as we all walk out of class.

"She's busy Saturday night," Drew answers for me.

"Andrew," I huff pushing at him. "Drew works Saturday night and so does Spinner you can pick me up at eight," I tell Eli.

"Excuse us a second," Drew comments grabbing my arm and pulling me into an empty classroom. "Are you crazy?"

"I'm fifteen Drew I'm going to want to go on dates with boys," I point out.

"Yeah I know that but going out with Eli so soon after Reese? We know nothing about Eli."

"Eli is not Reese, Eli is nothing like Reese and you can't lock me in a tower. It's just a date will you relax?"

"With you for a sister it's impossible and I still don't like this."

"Eli and I have been on a date before and he didn't do anything but buy me a book of poetry. It's just a date Drew; you didn't really think making Owen my boy toy spy would keep me from going out with any other guy did you?"

"Yes actually," Drew responds and I laugh as we leave the classroom. "One date, have her home before curfew and just because me and Spin won't be there don't think there won't be people there for you to answer to," Drew warns Eli.

"Understood," Eli nods.

"Will you go to practice already," I assert shoving Drew playfully.

"I'll see you guys tomorrow," Eli says before walking down the hall.

Adam and I go to our lockers and Bianca takes us home, Jenna rides with us. Maya and Tris are staying after school and we don't see Zig anywhere. We all get a snack and then sit in the living room to do our homework. Owen and Drew get home a little before five and Drew brings in the mail handing me two letters from Jeff. I smile and tuck them into my binder because I'm not about to read them in front of everyone.

"You're sleeping over tonight right?" I ask Owen fingering the envelopes and he knows they are letters from Jeff.

"Yeah sure," Owen smiles.

Paige gets home and Adam and I help her make dinner then we all eat at the table. After dinner I go to my room and read the letters from Jeff.

Hello Pretty Eyes,

Your last two letters were so hot I couldn't read them all in one sitting. They left me breathless, my pulse speeding and my palms sweaty. One of my friends saw only a portion of one letter and wanted to know who you were but you're my secret and I wasn't going to tell him anything.

I count the seconds until we're together again and I can hold you, kiss your cherub lips and stroke your soft skin. Every night a vision of you is what I sleep to, my memories of your soft porcelain skin and pink lips. Your sparkling eyes and your beautiful body, it's all I see and I wish you were in the bed with me. So I could touch you and feel you and kiss you.

I want to squeeze your two perfect breasts, hold them in my hands, massage them gently and kiss the supple flesh that makes up their two gorgeous mounds. Then I will kiss every inch of your skin to your belly button before I open your legs. Diving into your hole and drinking your nectar until you tremble and quiver in my hands.

Just writing this I can already taste you, I crave you and Thanksgiving seems so far. I better end this now before I decide to get in my car and drive up just to taste you again.

Until tomorrow my seductress.

Eagerly yours,

Jeff

I set down the first letter biting my lip and squeezing my legs together as I begin to feel a tingle between them. Just as I open the second letter Owen comes in and I give him a carnal smile.

"Must be some hot letters tonight," Owen grins.

"Very hot. Lock the door," I instruct.

"Should I come back after homework?" Owen asks.

"No do homework in here, use the bed I have another letter to read and one to write and I'm already hot," I reply. Owen simply smiles and goes to the bed while I read the next letter.

You have enchanted me. I hope you know that and how terribly painful it is to be so far away and write these letters every day. Yes I see the irony in that it was my idea to do only this and not exchange phone numbers or e-mails or anything. Every time I go to the mailbox and see there's a letter from you I smile. I dream of you at night and have a way of seducing your way into my thoughts during the day.

Now where did I leave off yesterday? Oh yes lapping your nectar from your dripping pussy and leaving you trembling in my hands. I will use my tongue to bring you to orgasm over and over, when you have reached orgasm so many times your legs tremble at the slightest touch I will withdraw my tongue and kiss my way up your trembling body. Licking the beads of sweat from your breasts before I take your lips and you taste your flavor on my tongue. And then I will kiss you until your body stops shaking.

Think of that as you sleep tonight and dream of me. Let me invade your dreams the way you do mine.

Dreaming of you,

Jeff

I look over at Owen but he's buried in homework. I grab paper and pen and start writing fast. After two letters like that you can't blame me for being hotter than a June bride sitting bareback on a Harley at full throttle.

Sexy Smile,

I just read your last two letters and I'm dripping. It's a good thing Owen is sleeping over and you know you never did tell me if you had a proxy for me.

Anyway I believe it's my turn so first I'm going to make you undress slowly while I watch. When you're all naked I'll kneel down and look up admiring your body before I take your cock in my hand and my mouth. I'll lick every centimeter of the soft pink flesh and then lightly suck the head. Draw my teeth over the head gently swirl my tongue around until your body shakes. Just before you're ready to shoot into my mouth I'll stand up, push you to the bed and abduct your lips in a kiss.

I'll continue this tomorrow; I don't think I'll last any longer.

Thinking of you and dreaming of you and wihsing you were here.

I rapidly sign my name; I'll put it in an envelope later. Right now I have other things to take care of. I get up and jump on the bed pushing Owen's books on the floor.

"Do I get to blame you if my homework isn't finished?" He asks.

"I'll help you finish it later, take care of me now please. Unless you'd rather I go out and find Eli," I tease.

Yes I know how to get him and it works. Owen pushes the rest of his books to the floor and pins me to the bed abducting my lips in an ardent and forceful kiss. I reach down open the button his jeans and yanking them until the zipper opens. Owen pulls out of the kiss and sits me up.

"You first," Owen says taking my top off.

It only takes a couple of minutes for us to get naked and then Owen gets between my legs. Much like in Jeff's letter he dives right in, his tongue laps around and around. I'm already dripping but when I'm convulsing and moaning he withdraws his tongue and inserts two fingers instead while he sucks my clit. I make a purring moan that I stifle by putting a pillow over my head. Owen moves off my clit, his body moves along mine and he takes the pillow away pressing his lips to mine instead. I exhale into his mouth; my tongue finds his and fights for dominance while my hand finds his throbbing cock. I curl my fingers around him and stroke a couple of times and Owen moans into the kiss.

His fingers twist and curl inside me and I stroke him. The faster I move the faster he moves and I know that soon we'll both climax. Not wanting Owen to make a mess that we'll both need to clean up, and probably shower from, I pull out of the kiss. I let go of his cock and remove his fingers from within me forcing a whimper from my lips. Then I turn around straddling over his face. Owen grabs my hips pulling me down and shooting his tongue back into me. I quiver and moan, taking his cock back in my hand and placing my mouth around it. Within a few moments we're both on the brink of orgasm again, our bodies trembling and we start to moan and I climax first muffling the cries of release against Owen's throbbing man meat. It sends him over the edge and he shoots into my mouth. I swallow it and collapse onto him, after a moment when his strength is regained he turns me around and puts me in his arms.

"You know I almost feel guilty doing this, Jeff gets you hot and I get you off. It's like the best parts of a relationship without any of the work. Although I haven't actually been with anyone else, not even on a date since we started this," Owen remarks.

"Hey you can walk out of this at any time and date a girl," I reply.

"And walk out on my duty of keeping other guys away from you no way your bother would kill me."

"You're not exactly keeping them away," I laugh.

"Eli's harmless and everyone else is staying away and there aren't any girls I want to date. But if there ever are any I'll let you know, I will miss this though," Owen comments and I giggle grabbing his shirt from the floor to cover up in.

"I'm going to clean up in the washroom a bit and then I'll help you with your homework," I tell him.

"You're going to the washroom like that? If your brothers see you they'll kill me."

"No they won't you're Drew's spy remember," I grin and leave my room for the washroom. Only Paige and Adam see me and neither says anything about me only being in Owen's shirt. When I return to my room Owen has boxers on and I sit on my bed with him to help him with his homework all the while thinking of Jeff.

Update next Saturday starting with Bianca's birthday, more from Bianca's mom and probably including Clare and Eli's date.