Jen your surprise, and a surprise for everyone, is in tonight's chapter. Of course I could slip one into tomorrow night's chapter just for the fun of it.
Ch. 21 Going Crazy in Your Room Again
(CLARE)
"Jeff is here only here for the weekend and I want to spend some time with him tonight but Spinner and Drew will never let me. I just need to get away for a few hours," I plead with my twin.
"They're both at work tonight until closing, just be back by curfew okay?"
"I will," I nod.
"And be careful tonight," Adam tells me.
"Adam I'm always careful," I reply and he gives me a look before he leaves my room.
I send a text to Jeff that I can get away tonight. He sends a text back almost instantly that he'll pick me up at five. I spend the next couple of hours deciding what to wear. It's a big decision, what to wear on the night you're going to lose your virginity. I want to look good but not wear something too complicated or difficult to get off. What I wear under my clothes is even more important. The very last layer before I'm completely naked, he's seen my body before but tonight is different. I choose a red satin bra and a black G-string. I brush my hair but don't put makeup on as I imagine it will get rubbed or sweated off.
"Where are you off to?" Paige asks from the kitchen when I come out. Drew and Spin have already left for work.
"Out with Jeff, I'll be back by curfew and Jeff's only here for the weekend I want as much time with him as I can get."
"Have fun and be careful," Paige says just as I see Jeff pull up outside.
"I promise," I smile kissing her cheek before I run out the door to Jeff's car. He could have come to the door Paige and Bianca are the only ones home but I'm eager to get going.
"Hi," Jeff smiles when I get in the car.
"Hi," I grin as Jeff starts driving. "Where are we going?" I inquire when he gets on the freeway.
"My house, no one is there so we can be alone. It'll be more private than a hotel and cheaper too. Not that you aren't worth getting an expensive hotel suite for but…"
"No your house is perfect," I reply cutting him off and he smiles.
We don't talk much on the drive, I guess because I'm a little nervous but I know I want to do this. Jeff's house is a two story townhome, the house is dark but with no one home I expected it would be. We get out of the car and I follow Jeff to his front door and he unlocks it. He keeps the downstairs dark but takes my hand and pulls me upstairs and into a bedroom where he turns on the light. While he goes over and closes the curtain I look around his room. It's almost a mashup of all my brother's rooms. There's hockey and other sports posters up and on his shelves are sports trophies and medals, he also has music posters up and pictures of him, his family and friends. There's some dirty clothes on the floor but the bed has been made.
"Do you want music on?" Jeff asks.
"Yeah soft music might be nice," I nod and Jeff takes out his phone fiddling with it for a moment before putting it on a speaker and music begins playing.
"We don't have to do anything," Jeff says after a moment of me pacing his room.
"I want to, I want to do it tonight and with you," I tell him putting my arms around his neck and crushing our lips together.
We break the kiss to take off our coats, shoes and socks and then I get his shirt off. I love his chest; it's not quite as sculpted as Owen's chest but that boy does spend a huge amount of time working out. I run my fingers down Jeff's bare torso slowly painting over each muscle until I reach his jeans. I take his belt through the loops and drop it to the floor as I begin opening his jeans. When the fly on his jeans is open I slip my hand under the waistband of his boxers. I grin with a carnal delight as his eyes close, a rapturous result of my nails scratching through his pubic hair. When my fingertips caress the sensitive skin on his growing erection it evokes a moan from Jeff. I withdraw my hand after just a second and he whimpers a little, opening his eyes and they lock with mine.
"Your turn," he tells me gripping my purple sweater and pulling it over my head.
His smile grows a little when he sees my bra, his hands reach out and his fingers trace over my skin right at the bra line. My skin tingles at the gentle touch and I release a breath biting the corner of my lip. Jeff smiles softly kissing the top of each of my breasts tenderly and then he reaches around and unhooks my bra. He takes it off my arms and lets it drop to the floor, and then his fingers rest under my chin and he tips my head up before capturing my lips. I put one hand behind his neck, standing on my tiptoes and deepening the kiss. His tongue licks across my bottom lip and my mouth parts for him. His tongue glides in, wrapping around my tongue just as he picks me up. He lays me on the bed and breaks the kiss, standing up to rapidly divests himself of his jeans and boxers. Then he gets back on the bed and takes my black jeans by the pockets pulling them down my hips. He gets down at my feet gripping them by the legs and pulls my jeans off.
"These are sexy," he remarks looking at my G-string. He hooks two fingers into them and tugs them off dropping them to the floor. "Spread your legs, the more open and lubed you are the less it will hurt. I'm going to eat you out first," he tells me.
I smile and open my legs, Jeff gets between them sliding down and lifting my ass off the bed a bit with his hands. His tongue slips in, swirling around, flicking back forth, dragging along my core and exciting every nerve ending. My back arches, my hips buck and I grip into his hair steering his head to just the right places. I rapidly go from heavy breathing to an endless chain of moans, and Jeff's name dropping from my lips with each lasciviously blissful baited breath. And then when my body can no longer take it I explode, erupting with a scream of ecstasy and calling Jeff's name.
I'm still quivering and panting when he removes his tongue, I whimper at the loss and a moment later his tongue is replaced with his stiff erection. I gasp and my back arches up, I grip his shoulders tightly making a whimpering moan. There's a little bit of pain and my body tenses up but Jeff stops and kisses my chest and neck, his lips touch to mine softly and I release a breath. He starts moving again slowly I take a deep breath and relax and he begins sliding out.
What little pain there is soon subsides and I become nearly overwhelmed with pleasure when the pain is gone. My body succumbs to it, relaxing into the rapture and letting it overtake my mind and body. I'm no longer thinking merely going on pure instinct. My body moves and undulates, at first in it's own rhythm and then in tandem with Jeff's. My knees bend up and my back arches as high as it can go, I grab his arms and hold tightly. Jeff's movements and thrusting increase exponentially and the small tickling inside of me builds to a point where it's almost painful in a way. I become desperate to release and I'm not sure how long I can hold out. It becomes so desperate I feel that I might die if I don't release soon. Jeff and I reach our peeks at the same time, climaxing in carnal ecstasy and crying out in a rapturous release. Jeff slows down his movements before pulling out; I whimper slightly feeling suddenly empty at the loss. I emit a trembling whimper and curl up on my side.
"Are you okay?" Jeff asks lying on his side next to me with a hand on my arm.
"Yes I feel amazing I just need a moment," I reply breathlessly.
"I'll get you some water, take all the time you need," Jeff says kissing my shoulder tenderly before he gets out of bed and walks out of the room naked. He returns after a moment with a glass of water and I sit up to drink. "When you're ready we'll go grab some food before we head back. I think after that we both need some food," Jeff smiles as I finish the water.
"I'm good I think, although my legs are still shaking a bit. I am hungry however after that, starving actually."
"We still have time, your curfew isn't for over three hours yet," he comments getting on the bed and scooting back.
He sits back and I rollover leaning against him. We stay like that for some time before I feel like I can stand. I get dressed slowly, finding that I'm rather sore actually but it's not really painful. When we're both dressed we gather our things and leave his bedroom, he turns off his light but there are now lights downstairs. Now that I can see I look at all the pictures hanging in the hallway.
"Is this your sister?" I question pointing to a picture of him and a blonde girl; at least I'm hoping it's his sister and not a girlfriend. He told me about his sister in one of his first letters when I asked about his family. His sister Samantha is 19 and she took a year off after graduating last summer to go backpacking through Europe.
"Yep that's me and Samantha," Jeff smiles. I can see by the look in his eye that he really misses her.
Jeff turns out the lights and locks up his house again, we get in his car and he drives us to Hamburger Hippo, a burger joint with a safari theme which seems to be where most of the teenage population hangs out. It's like The Dot only bigger and with jungle animals painted on the walls. Jeff parks and I take his arm as we go inside. It's very full and quite warm inside so we take off our coats and Jeff hangs them up.
"Hey Jeff who's the girl?" A boy questions as he approaches us with his arm around a girl.
"Hang on is this Pretty Eyes from the letter? Did she write that smokin' hot letter we saw the other day?" Another boy inquires as he comes over.
"McPherson you got yourself a secret girlfriend?" Yet another boy inquires as he walks over.
"Clare this is Colby and his girlfriend Tish, and the mouthy one is Sebastian," Jeff tells me motioning to the first boy who spoke and has his arm around his girlfriend. Sebastian is the second boy who approached us and knows that Jeff calls me Pretty Eyes, and apparently about our letters. "And this is Dallas, he goes to Gordon, our team played his team last week. Guys this is Clare from Toronto, yes she wrote the letter you snatched from my locker."
"It's nice to meet you all," I smile.
"You too, you're as hot as your letters so what are the two of you doing here tonight?" Sebastian questions.
"We came to be alone, can't really be alone at my cousin's place and Clare has three brothers," Jeff tells them.
"And just what were you doing alone?" Dallas asks with a teasing tone.
"None of your damn business, we came to eat is there a table?" Jeff asks.
"No but you can eat with us, Dallas has been sitting with us too," Sebastian offers.
"I'll order us some food, sit down with the guys, and you three behave yourselves," Jeff warns them.
"I have three older brothers and grew up surrounded by guys I know how to handle myself with teenage guys," I tell Jeff and he grins.
"Don't worry they're easily tamed," Tish tells me with a smile.
Sebastian offers me his arm so I take it and follow them to the table. Everyone is already crowded around into one table but I'm able to get a seat. I'm introduced to everyone else at the table, most are from Jeff's school and their girlfriends, a few go to Gordon High with Dallas.
"I'm surprised kids from two rival schools, let alone hockey teams hang out. No one from DeGrassi would ever hang out with anyone from Bardell," I comment.
"Gordon and Dovercliff aren't really rival schools, we play against each other but most of us went to the same elementary and junior highs. Our true rival schools are on the other side of the city," Sebastian explains.
"So how do you know Jeff?" Dallas inquires.
"His cousin lives in Toronto we met at a bonfire this summer."
"So you met once this summer and you were writing letters that were so hot?" Sebastian asks.
"Well we spent more time together than just at the bonfire. Just how many of you saw that letter?" I ask.
"Only me, I took it from Jeff's locker and read just the first little bit to the guys. You write some steamy stuff," Sebastian tells me.
"Only writing letters was Jeff's idea and they didn't start out that hot."
"No but they got very hot which I believe was your idea," Jeff comments bringing over two drinks and two burgers with fries. There's no empty seats so I get up so he can sit down and then I sit on his lap.
"Yes it was and it's been very fun," I grin taking a fry.
"So you go to DeGrassi huh? I hear you guys have a good hockey team," Dallas remarks.
"Yeah we do one of my best friends has been MVP the last two years. Our season doesn't start for a while yet we're still on football," I reply as I begin eating.
Since I'm new and mysterious they start asking me more questions but Jeff tells them to knock it off. So they go back to talking about things with their schools or Guelph and not much that interests me.
"I have to get Clare back; I'll see you guys on Tuesday," Jeff comments when we're done eating and I get off his lap.
"It was good to meet you all," I smile at everyone.
"You should come back and hang out Clare, next time you and Jeff want to be alone," Sebastian grins winking at the two of us.
"Yeah give us a call next time you're in Guelph," Dallas tells me as he climbs his way out of the booth as well. "Gotta go pick up the kid," Dallas comments walking past us.
Jeff and I wave to his friends and grab our coats as we leave. We get back in his car and he begins driving back toward Toronto.
"Umm when Dallas said he had to pick up the kid did he mean his?" I question after we've been driving for a moment.
"Yeah when Dallas was 15 he was dating a girl named Vanessa and she got pregnant. Rocky will be three this coming June. They aren't together anymore but they're friendly for Rocky's sake. Dallas usually takes Rocky on the weekends."
"I have to say I think Jenna and K.C. made the right decision, they are not ready to raise a baby."
Jeff tells me a little more about his friends on the drive home and we pull up to my house a half hour before my curfew.
"Tonight was great, everything I wanted it to be and it was nice to meet some of your friends and get a peek into your life," I grin.
"Tonight was amazing," Jeff grins combing his fingers into my hair and when his hand is at the back of my head he brings our lips together for a kiss. I part my lips for him and our tongues join together, I grip his shirt and deepen the kiss. Our lips part after a couple of moments and we both release a breath. "I have family dinner tomorrow and I know you do too. We have to go home tomorrow evening but I'll try to stop by and say goodbye before we leave."
I smile and give him one last kiss before I get out of the car. I unlock the door and find Paige, Drew, Bianca, Adam, Maya, Johnny and Jay in the living room.
"How was your date with Jeff?" Adam inquires as I hang up my coat.
"You were with Jeff?" Drew questions with clenched teeth.
"Don't start Drew Paige knew I was out with Jeff and she gave me permission. I had a wonderful time," I reply walking back to my room and trying to hide that I'm sore.
I get in a hot bath and then go to bed I'm actually very tired. I sleep through the night and wake up to Spinner's hollering for us to get up the next morning. I get up, put on my robe and open my door walking towards the washroom, I'm even more sore this morning and Drew notices. He grabs my arm and pulls me back into my room with a stern look.
"Why are you walking funny?"
"I pulled a muscle," I reply.
"How?" Drew inquires pinching his eyebrows together.
"Andrew," I huff with annoyance.
"Don't Andrew me you're my baby sister and I know that walk, Bianca walked like that after we…" Drew pauses as the realization hits him and his face goes from concern to horror. "Holy crap you lo…" he begins to exclaim and I clamp my hand over his mouth.
"Don't say it; if you even whisper it the whole house will come running in. If I wanted anyone to know I would have talked to Adam about it. I might be your baby sister but I'm not a baby, I'm exactly the same age as Adam and you don't treat him like this. If you found out he'd lost his virginity you'd be congratulating him right now. You might be my big brother but you know absolutely nothing about me. You've never even tried; you get all your information from Adam and have boys like Owen spy on me because you don't trust that I can handle myself. If you say one word to anyone what I was doing last night before I'm ready to tell them I will never talk to you again or forgive you," I inform my brother and take my hand from his mouth as I leave my room.
I finally go to the washroom and when I get back to my room Drew is no longer in it. Since my other brothers aren't in my room and no one is yelling Drew didn't say anything. I get dressed and go out to the kitchen, ignoring Drew as we all grab some breakfast. After breakfast Drew, Bianca and Johnny who slept over, go to the living room and turn on the TV. The rest of us stay in the kitchen and start making dinner. Spin begins preparing the turkey, pulling out the guts and other gross stuff like that. Paige is getting the basting ready and heating the oven. Adam, Maya and I begin with prepping vegetables. Jenna, K.C and Lisa arrive with more food and Lisa comes into the kitchen to help so Spin and Adam go out to the living room to watch the game. Jay arrives next, he brought drinks and rolls and he stays out of the kitchen. Lucas is next and the Fitzgeralds, including Emma, are the only ones we're waiting for. I spend the whole day in the kitchen and Drew spends the whole day in the living room so we don't talk or even look at each other for most of the day.
"We're here," Sean calls opening the door. I wipe my hands on a towel and go out to the living room to greet them. Sean walks through the door and then Emma helps Fitz in. His wrist is in a cast, his left eye is black, his cheek is bruised, he's got another on his forehead and he's moving very slowly.
"Mark!" I gasp when I see him and it's not because he's out of juvie so soon it's because he's been very badly beaten. "What happened?"
"Reese and his friends jumped me in the shower last night because they knew I was getting out," Fitz tells me with a pained breath as Emma helps Fitz to sit in the armchair.
"Reese did this? He did this because of me he didn't he?"
"I'm fine Clare," Fitz says.
"I knew it, I knew something would happen with both of you there at the same time," I reply storming off to my room to get my coat.
"Clare what are you doing?" Adam questions following me to my room.
"I'm going to TJCS to tell Reese that he's a psychopathic creep and to leave me and my friends alone a…"
"Stop," Adam cuts me off, "even if you going to TJCS to talk to Reese was a good idea, which it's not it's a terrible idea, they would never let you in."
"They don't have to let me in I'll go out to the yard like I did last time."
"Like you what? When did you do that?" Adam inquires.
"Just after Fitz was sent there I went to see him to figure some things out. I took the bus and walked the rest of the way. I talked to him through the fence," I inform Adam.
"Okay for Fitz I understand but there is no way you're doing that now and if I even suspect you're thinking of it I will tell Spin. Reese is an obsessed psychopath and when he gets out of juvie he will not get anywhere near you or any of the rest of us. Fitz has been beaten up before, he'll heal and be okay and if it meant keeping Reese from you I know Fitz would take another beating from Reese."
"But he didn't take a beating to keep Reese from me," I sigh sitting down on my bed and Adam sits next to me. "Reese and his friends jumped Fitz in the shower and beat the crap out of him because…because Reese is an angry psychopath. And while Fitz was getting beat up I was with Jeff."
"You can't feel guilty for being with Jeff last night you didn't know what was happening with Fitz and you couldn't have been with Fitz last night even if you hadn't been with Jeff. Why don't you take off your coat and come back out?"
"I need a minute," I tell my brother.
He nods and leaves my room and I lie back on my bed. I lie back and close my eyes trying to sort out the swirling of emotions inside. While I'm caught up in my storm of guilt and conflict there's a knock on my window. I get up and open the window and Jeff comes in, he sees me in my coat and cocks an eyebrow.
"Going somewhere?" He inquires.
"Not anymore," I reply taking off my coat.
"I'm supposed to be picking up ice cream but I came to say goodbye, we'll be leaving after dinner I won't have another chance to come and say goodbye and I don't know when I'll see you again. But this time we'll exchange numbers and e-mails. Maybe I can come up for a weekend and stay with Anya," Jeff says leaning in to kiss me and I turn my head. "What's the matter? Are you regretting last night?"
"No it's not that last night was wonderful, everything I wanted."
"Then what's wrong?"
"Fitz got out of juvie but he got jumped last night by Reese and his friends. He's been badly beaten."
"I'm sorry to hear that," Jeff says.
"He was beaten last night while we were well you know, and I was shocked to see him back and beaten up. There's just a lot on my mind right now, Fitz just came a few moments ago."
"I'm sorry bad timing," Jeff apologizes sheepishly.
"It's alright you had no way of knowing and I'm glad you stopped by to say goodbye before you left," I smile and grip his shirt pulling him to me for a sizzling goodbye kiss.
(DREW)
Fitz comes in and my sister looks like she might pass out. But I don't think it's because she lost her virginity to Jeff last night and is now seeing Fitz. I think it's because he's been beat to shit. Fitz tells us Reese and his friends beat him up and Clare goes a little green and then gets angry storming back to her room. Adam follows her; he's back there with her for a few moments and then he comes out again.
"Where's Clare?" Fitz asks.
"She'll be out in a minute," Adam replies.
A minute turns into half an hour but Clare does finally emerge from her room, just as Jay, Sean, Johnny and I are setting up the tables in the living room so we can all eat. She walks right past me without even a glance at me and over to the kitchen. We get the tables set up, the tablecloths on and the table set. Fitz starts to get up from the armchair on his own until Emma helps him up. Clare brings out the roasted vegetables and sits at the end of the table next to Adam. We go around the table and say what we're thankful for.
"It's good to have you back Fitz, we're all happy you got released so quickly," Paige tells him as we begin eating.
"Yeah man it just sucks that you got beat up right before getting out," I comment and notice my sister turn her head away.
"Reese knew I was getting out but they're all spending the next month in solitary. I'm just glad to be out; cracked ribs and a fractured wrist aren't much. Anyway I'm out and I'm never going back," Fitz says.
"Now that we aren't taking care of mom it will be a lot easier for you to stay out of trouble," Sean comments.
"Will you be coming to school tomorrow?" Adam questions.
"No I gotta stay home a couple of days and rest," Fitz replies.
"I'm taking a couple of days off to take care of him," Sean says.
The only people not at the dinner are Zig who's eating with his family and Owen and Tris who are eating with their family, so we have a very full table. There's about seven different conversations happening depending on where people are sitting at the table. Everyone is taking part in at least one conversation, everyone except for Clare, she's hardly even eating. Even Fitz is talking and eating and he has two cracked ribs. Clare is just sort of looking at her plate and every few moments she takes a bite. Adam notices too and whispers something to her and she begins eating a little more. She still doesn't finish her plate and she gets up to start clearing dishes as soon as she's done.
"Last time I was watching Clare like that she had nearly been raped by Reese," Spin whispers to me as he sits down next to me. "So what's up? Something I should know about?"
"No," I shake my head. I'm sure if I tell him Clare will go ballistic and would not speak to either of us for a very long time. "No we just got into a fight earlier," I reply.
"A fight about what?"
"The usual, she was angry at me for being concerned."
"You know I spent some time with her Saturday and got to know her a little better. Maybe you need some time alone with her; I don't think she truly trusts either one of us completely. Which is probably why she never tells us anything and barely talks to us," Spinner comments.
"Yeah great so how do I convince her to do anything with me seeing as she'll barely talk to me?"
"I'll talk to her, you have next weekend off don't you?"
"Yeah," I nod.
"Maybe you should go camping before it gets too cold, if it's just the two of you she'll be forced to talk to you," Spinner says and then moves when Paige brings out dessert.
"So you'll be healed up in time for wrestling won't you Fitz?" Jay inquires. Fitz is one of the best wrestlers on the team and it's the only sport he ever gets involved with. Of course wrestling season doesn't start until February.
"Yeah I'll be all healed up in a few weeks," Fitz nods.
"I'm not feeling well can I be excused?" Clare requests after dragging her fork through her pie.
"You alright?" Spinner asks.
"Yeah I just have a headache and I want to lie down," she says.
"Go ahead Clare," Paige answers.
Clare gets up from the table and walks over to Fitz, leaning over to kiss his temple where he isn't bruised, "I'm glad you're out."
"Me too, feel better," Fitz tells her and then Clare retreats to her room.
After dessert and coffee everyone helps to clean up and then people begin to leave. Sean, Emma and Fitz leave first so he can go home and rest. Lucas leaves next since he actually works tonight. By nine the only people still here are the ones that actually live here full time.
"I know we were planning to spend next weekend together but Spin thinks it would be a good idea for me to spend some time with Clare. Assuming he convinces her to I'm going to take her camping next weekend," I tell Bianca when we're in bed together.
"I agree you do need to spend some time with Clare, I noticed how she avoided you all day. You know now that Fitz is back I think she won't be having fun with Owen anymore," Bianca remarks.
"It's not Owen I'm worried about," I sigh.
"Did something happen?"
"I promised I wouldn't say anything, I didn't however promise not to kill Jeff the next time I saw him."
"Enough talk about your sister, Johnny's birthday is next month we should get him something. You work tomorrow I can come by and we can go shopping together," Bianca says.
"I actually know what Johnny wants, I saw him looking at it last time he was at the mall."
"What he needs is a girlfriend; he hasn't had an actual girlfriend in over a year."
No cliffhanger ending, this is also the last update until January. Next Saturday I will not be able to write and next Sunday begins one shot month which is directly followed by Short Story month. There is still a lot to look forward to in this story including: Johnny, Owen and Lucas getting love interests, Jay gets some life altering news, Sean and Emma's wedding, the birth of Jenna's baby and much much more.