Hey again just reminding you i dont own anyone you recognise... this is fan 'fiction' so it may not all be factual...
One week later
Tatum POV
Were at the airport saying goodbye to leland and duane lee as they have to return to hawaii...
'im gonna miss you sooo much nani... but you ring me anytime day or night if you need me ok baby' leland says to me taking me in his strong arms tight
'of course i will my Panioloa. We will be back in a week... im gonna miss this baby, having you in arms reach when i need you but i will be ok' i say to him tears forming in my eyes
They call the boys final boarding call and reluctantly leave there girls and get on there plane home.
One week later...
Duane lee picked the three of us up from the airport and takes us back to the house
When i get there i find my best friend maui already at the house sitting on the couch with my leland
'umm why are you here maui?' I ask her
'oh i called leland and he told me you were coming back so i thought i would come see everyone' she says to me
'ok fair enough but im not up for visitors i just want to spend time in bed with my man coz i need comfort only he can give me' i say to her while giving leland a cheeky naughty smile...
She tries to put up a fight but i just walk away not in the mood for anything i have had a very stressful couple of weeks...
Xmas day
We are just finishing dinner with the whole chapman family and my cousin and her little boy after a great day of presents, swimming and remembering good times...
All of a sudden theres a knock at the door... i go to answer it and its maui and she seems a little upset but nervous as well
She ask where leland is and i tell her in the dining room and follow her as she walks in and asks to speak to leland alone
'no way brah whatever you have to say to him you say right now' i say to her getting angry
'no i wanna talk him in private tatum' she says raising her voice
'no you tell him now in front of all of us' i yell now
'fine leland im pregnant and its yours' she says turning to him
'WHAT... HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU PREGNANT WITH HIS KID MAUI' i say turning to look between them both and the look of guilt is written all over his face
'how long... how long has it been going on...HOW LONG...' I scream now
'it happened when you were cali playing happy families with the bikers' she yelled back at me
'we werent playing happy families we were burying my uncle you stupid whore' i scream at her while leland tries coming towards me
'baby im sorry it meant nothing i swear nani i love you i was just... i dont even know why i did it nani pls believe me im sorry' he says to me trying to come closer to me
'no leland dont touch me.. get away from me... your lucky your pregnant whore i would beat your ass right now... leland dont come near me...' i tell them as i storm passed everyone outside
See i really could beat her ass im trained in kick boxing, muay thai and all forms of mma and she trained in only kick boxing and i have beat her in the ring more than once so she knows i would do it if she wasnt pregnant
Im sitting with my feet in the pool in tears when gracie comes out with little dylan and sits beside me
'little bird are you ok... im so sorry darlin' she said to me
'why little gem why her... why did he cheat on me whats wrong with me?' I say to her working myself up and then throwing up
'shhh calm down darlin shh' she says as she hands dylan to DL who just walked out with leland
'go away leland i dont wanna talk to you or even look at you anymore... i loved you and you cheat with her... i dont know whats worse... cheating or who you cheated with' i yell at him trying to push him away
'Nani pls im so so sorry i never meant for this to happen i swear' he said trying to grab me
' what did i do??? Wasnt i enough??? Wasnt our love enough for you to go one week without needing a release and then rather than ring me and fix it that way you sleep with MY SUPPOSED BEST FRIEND... your both so lucky right now... im not in the right frame of mind i could hurt you both... but never ever more than you have hurt me' i say giving up fighting him and letting him envelop me in his strong arms while i break down
Once i compose myself i push out of his arms stand up strong... im not gonna let them get me down anymore
'right now i cant be here... i cant be around all this and stay sane... so for now im leaving... im not going to tell anyone where im going but i will contact someone when i know i can... i do love you all very much but i just cant stay... leland whats scary is i still love you just as much as i always have... but you are a family man and i cant let you not be with you baby... so i have to let you go... i love you very very much Panioloa and i will forever and for always baby but i just cant' i say looking deep into those wonderful brown eyes that i get lost in and see the tears pouring down his face and a pleading look
I walk into the house to our room and start to collect my stuff up when beth walks in, just went i thought i had composed myself i break down again
'momma b... now i know who im gonna lose next huh... i just cant function now... i loved him so much' i say sitting on my bed looking around
'oh pretty bird i know hunni its hard but you will get through this i just know it... your a strong young woman you remind me so much of me... do you think that theres any chance you could forgive him and stay with him?' She asks me crouching in front of me
'oh beth i wish i could... i mean i love him just as much now as i did for the first moment i met him... but your all big on family and i cant make him choose to be with me and let his child grow with out him... i just cant so im leaving... dont say a word to anyone but i will stay in contact with you so you can let them all know im ok'
'ok but why me why not gracie leigh shes your cousin?'
'because i cant let her have to lie to duane lee coz he will tell leland... but i know you will only tell dog and you both know deep down im doing the right thing' i say hugging her tight
'im going to stay at sonny and lanis tonight and there taking me to the airport tomorrow... gracie can give you her mums address to send my stuff too until i find somewhere thats where i will be... i love you all and am so very greatful for everything you and dog have done for me' i say to her as she walks out to dog in tears
Leland walking in quickly closing the door 'please nani baby just listen to me please' he says pleading with me
'nothing you can say will change my mind... i love you like the first moment i saw you but i just cant stay im sorry... i will always love you but i just cant' i say to him i take him in my arms and give him the most passionate kiss i can...
Pulling away i pick up my things and walk out the door not having the courage to look into those eyes for fear of faultering...
Thanks for reading... again pls review... good or bad im not fussed...