Hey again just reminding you i dont owe anyone you recognise... this is fan 'fiction' so it may not all be factual...
I walk out the doors of the hospital as two cars pull up sonny in one and lani and my kids in my car...
'Hows it sonny... thanks again for doing this ok and im sorry if i dragged your family in the middle of this' i say hugging them both them getting the kids out
'its ok killa we did it for family' sonny says as they wave bye to us and leave
I turn to the children and just stare for a moment...
jesse- james looks like the spit out of his daddys mouth, with his choclate brown eyes, black hair long down to his shoulders in the same way his daddy wears it, his dress sense of blue camo jeans and navy blue tank and black boots hey just looks like a mini leland chapman...
Then looking at my daughter with her brown copper wavy hair almost down to her backside, her dark hazel eyes and they both have leland ears dressed in dark wash jeans, a purple poncho style top with lace across the middle and ballet flats, has a mixture of both mine and her dads features...
'momma are we gonna see daddy now' shes asks me
'yea momma wheres dad at' my son asks also
'hes upstairs and yes were going to see him right now, but just remember hes very sore so you cant jump all over him just yet ok' i say as we head inside and upstairs...
All the while my stomach in knots...
We walk to the door and knock
'come in' leland says
Here we go...
I open the door and have instant tears in my eyes as i see lelands face
'DADDY' the both yell and run straight towards him
'omg there beautiful' is all i hear...
Leland grabs them both in his arms tightly as they both climb on the bed with him
'guys be careful of daddys leg ok' i say still looking at this moment hating myself that its taken so long to get here...
'look big daddy they look just like leland' beth says tearing up
'Grandpa... grandma...' they squeal jumping from the bed straight at dog and beth...
'im so sorry... im so sorry lele... pls forgive me' i keep repeating looking straight in his eyes
'i... he... they... omg nani... i cant believe it...' leland says staring at his babies
'tell me everything pls' he says
'meet your son jesse james leland and daughter lillian rayne teresa... there birthdays are the 4th and 5th of august as jj came at 11.59pm and lillie ray came at 12.09am... i was sort of happy about that coz they can be twins but individuals too' i tell him ' i have photo albums for you... one each for every year they have been here... im so sorry it is like that but i was scared...' i say crying again
'look its not the best thing you did but look at these beautiful babies... ' dog says to me as he hugs me ' he will forgive you in time' he whispers the last part in my ear...
'I umm dont know what to say to you nani... i mean im very very angry i have missed so much especially after the reason you left was so i could be a dad to kota... you told me you couldnt let me not be in his life and then you do this... maybe in time i will understand but right now i just cant wrap my head around what you did... but just know this i will never ever be away from them ever again...' he says looking at them as they just cuddle into him like no one else is even there...
'I would never take them from you leland i swear' i start to say and he cuts me off
'but you did tatum... you kept them from me for 9 years so excuse me for not believing you right now' he says his anger evident in his voice
Theres a knock at the door and in walks duane lee, gracie leigh, dylan, jaymee leigh, baby lyssa (who was only 7 when i left) with her own daughter abbie mae, cecily (who was 1 when i left), bonnie jo and garry boy ( i havent met either of them), they all look at me and the strangly at the twins...
'Whos this' duane lee asks
'ok everyone i would like you to meet jesse james leland and lillian rayne teresa chapman, mine and lelands twins' i say as i watch all the shocked faces
'What the hell tatum joy... you had 2 kids and didnt even tell me... im your blood' gracie says visibly upset
'Im sorry gracie leigh...' i say in tears again
'Look jj its uncle DL, aunt gracie, aunt lyssa and aunt cecily' lillie ray says going over for cuddles
'Yea and dylan, jaymee leigh, bonnie jo, garry boy and abbie mae' jj says to his sister
'Oh wow they know who we are' baby lyssa says to me
'Of course they do i mean i know i shouldnt have kept them from you all but i did tell them about all of you everyday' i say hugging baby lyssa and abbie
After about an hour or so dog got a call and had a hunt to go to so everyone left and now its just me leland and our kids...
The kids have not left there dads side once, i have been sitting on the chair on my phone dealing with problems at the gym
'You ok tj' leland asks me seeing my stressed look
'shes talking to aunty tell about bulldog gym' lillie ray tells her dad
'whats bulldog gym my lillie pad' he asks her, already having a nick name for her
'Bulldog gym is mommas gym dad' she says back
'Yea momma, aunty tell and uncle ez all train and work there' jj tells him
'Wait a minute you own blue bulldog gym as in the one in kailua-kona, honolulu and my gym in hawaii kai... how?' He askes very confused now
'Yea well i may have not made the right life and love choices but i did make the right investment and money choices' i say to him looking up from my phone
'And are uncle ez and aunty tell, really eric and kellie, my best friends and the people we have known since we trained at 15' he asks
'Yes'
'Ok wait that means your figting name is tj 'big bulldog' hetfield and your guys are little bulldog and the pretty pitty?'
'Yes'
'yuppers daddy'
'ah ha daddy'
We all answer as he points to us
'Wait my lil outlaw, you fought jnr dog 3 weeks ago yea' he asked his son
'yea dad why do you know him??? Did you see me fight???'
'Yea ive been watching since you were both little... i wondered why the fighting styles looked familiar... and yea i know jnr dog... hes umm your brother...'
'What!!!' They both say to there dad
I smile watching them figure out dakota and cobie are there little brothers
'Well they should be here soon so you can tell them who you all are...' he says as my head shoots up from my phone
'Is SHE bringing them here' i ask him
'Umm yes shes dropping them off... well right now' he says as he boys and maui walk in the room
I look at my ex best friend and notice shes a little bigger than i last seen her and seems in a bit of shape but i know im in top performance shape...
She doesnt seem to recognise me straight away
'Leland whos this chick and kids???' Shs asks staring at me
'Mom mom mom dont you recognise little bulldog the pretty pitty and there mom tj 'big bulldog' hetfield... i fought him 3 weeks ago and we tied coz we fight the same...'
'Wait TATUM its you isnt it' she puts the names together and figures it out
'Yes maui your tiny brain figured it out... and maybe this will help more... the reason dakota and jj fight the same is they both fight like there daddy...'
'That means what you were pregnant when you left and didnt tell leland... how does he know there really his' she says walking towards me
'Back off maui right now, i still owe you and you aint pregnant with his baby now...' i say stomping forward and making her hit the wall behind her...
'Hey you two break it up' gracie says walking and getting in between us
'Thanks GL i was trying to figure out how to break them up from here' leland says to her
'I aint gonna do this now i have too much respect for all these kids... but this aint over whore... 1 month from now you and me bulldog gym main event... be prepared to lose bitch...' i say to her
'You cant make main events you aint the owner or promoter for bulldog gym' she says
'Actually i am so yea i can... see you then' i say to her
'lele i will be back for the kids once IT is gone... momma loves you babies i will be back soon be good for your daddy ok... and be nice to your little brothers ok...' i say walking out the door shoulders out, head held high... leaving a laughing leland and gobsmacked maui in the room being followed by gracie leigh
'What do you mean your the owner promoter of bulldog gym' she asks
'Well when i got my inheritence i bought the 3 blue bulldog gyms so they wouldnt be closed down... i couldnt let them close it was the closest thing to leland and you i had from when we were happy together... so i bought them out and i currently run the waimea gym with eric and kell...'
'Ezza and kell omg...' she says to me
"Im so sorry little gem... i couldnt tell you anything if i did then you would have to keep it from the man you love, i couldnt make you lie for me coz if he found out he would tell leland and i couldnt see him again i just couldnt...'
'Why tater why couldnt you tell leland... why couldnt you see him?' She asked me
'Coz i still love him gracie leigh and i would of taken him back... he cheated with my best friend gem... but i still would of stayed with him and i couldnt do that... i seen what cheating did to our family and i couldnt go through that...'
'He loves you tatum... he always has and i know he did one thing wrong yes it was bad but isnt keeping him from his kids just as bad... cheating can be fixed and forgiven... but years can not be given back baby girl... ' she says and i know what she is saying is true
'I know i screwed up... i was a mess and i almost died ok... but thats another story... i know i did wrong and i have sworn to god that i will live the rest of my life making it up to everyone especially the man i love and all his babies...'
'You still love me nani???' Leland says coming up behind me in a wheelchair with all four of his kids
'Yes lele i do i always have but up until now i didnt think that was enough... i am truly sorry for keeping them from you and i will tell you everything in time... but for now we need to get you better and these kids need to spend time wih there daddy... when you getting out?'
'Now thats why GL was here to get me' he says smiling
'Well i can take you and the kids i have a 8 seater h2' i say and the kids all get excited
'Ok kids lets all get in the car and go see grandpa and grandma and the whole crew...' leland says as we all head out...
Thanks for reading... again pls review... good or bad im not fussed...