Hey again just reminding you i dont owe anyone you recognise... this is 'fan fiction' so it may not all be factual...
Tatum POV
No its not equal and i will spend the rest of my existance making a mends with the whole family but double for leland, our kids and his boys...
'Well i will start my questions from the begining... are you ok??? Were you ok??? Any problems with my twins???' He asks me
Now here comes a whole lot of history and a whole lot of heart ache but here goes nothing...
'Ok well i am ok now yes... i have two beautiful babies who i love more than life itself... i had a pretty easy pregnancy for my first and twins... i was on bed rest for a month before and hospital for the last 2 weeks coz of my body size but because i was healthy and in great shape thats why i didnt have alot of trouble... they almost lost me when the twins were 1 and a half though...'i say to him... now its the real emotional part...
'What... what happened tj???' He asked looking very worried
'Well there was this guy that used to hang out at the gym and train... he was very nice helping everyone out... the kids were nice to him but your son always used to stare him down and wouldnt let him near me...' i say giggling a little
'Thats my boy' he says smiling proudly...
'Yea well he started hanging around trying to talk more and more... telling me nice stuff etc... and he kept asking me out and i said no my babies are more important he kept at me and at me to the point i had to get sonny over to run him out... one night the kids were at home sleeping with the sitter coz i had to go down to the gym to get the books... everything was all good till i was locking up... he and one friend jumped me from behind, gagged me and started dragging me to my car... they got me on the bonnet of the car and started hitting me and slapping me... i fought back hard and tried to get them off me but i was cuffed... so then out of no where i seen and girl and guy charging at them and knocked them both down but as he went down he pulled a butterfly knife and cut me from my the top of my rib cage left side to the bottom right side...' i say holding my stomach feeling like the pain is back
'It was kell and ezz that charged them and called 911... kell knew it was me straight away but ezz didnt realise till we were at the hospital coz when i was going in and out of conciousness all i kept saying my lele and my Panioloa...'
'It was touch and go for a few days but i came out the other side ok... kell and ezz stayed wih me and watched the kids for about 3 days... i asked them to come work with me and live with me so the kids had family... and they always had someone with them that would protect them... i trust them and the kids love them to bits and there connections to five 0 helped too...'
'Thats right ez was a seal with mcgarrett and kell is ohana with kono... well i wouldnt have picked any better protection for you all than them... but i cant believe he didnt tell me all this time where you were... wait a min i have trained with him quite a bit how come i never seen you???' He asked
'Well i seen you but always stayed in the office... i just couldnt tell you, and for that i will be eternally in your debt, but it near killed me seeing you and having you so close and never saying a thing... you actually helped out both the kids once when you were sparring with ez... he told you they were his niece and nephew and it was soo hard getting the kids not to call you dad and blow my cover but i managed... but other than that everything else was fine... as you can see and by there fights you know they both inhertiated our love and skills for all martial arts forms... there both at the top of there divisions well jj is tied with Dakota, I wonder why that is... I say smiling to him
'Those sneaky lil shits... I can't believe they were right in front of me and didn't say a word'
'They were just so happy to train with you, but they did continuly asked to see you without keeping secrets, and it was just before you got hurt that we decided to finally come over here... Lele... Umm I mean Leland I am so very sorry I have kept them from you... I hope one day... '
' Tj... As much as I want to hate you I can't, I will still be upset with you for while... But they are here now, your here now, I hope we can all start to move forward as a family...'
' But how can you not hate me I kept your babies from you'
' yes you did and I'm working through that, but we're all together now, so hopefully that can make it better'
I love this man so much, I can't believe he can be this way after what I have put him through... I beat myself up everyday for this. And yet here he sits looking at me with those beautiful brown eyes, that I look into when I look at my babies, and all I can see is love, no hate just love...
' Tj... Nani look at me pls...'
I look at him again
' as long as we're all together now and there's no more lies or secrets between us from now on. I believe we can all be one big happy family...'
' I would love that Le... And I don't think I could ever pry the twins away from you of their brothers ever again... Le can I do one thing pls '
' Anything my Nani... '
' Can I kiss you... '
' I thought you would never ask'
I lean in and place a sweet kiss on his lips...
He grabs me and pulls me as close as he can without hurting himself, deepening the kiss
'Wow I have missed doing that Nani... Please don't leave me again'
'If that kiss is any indication Lele... I'm never ever leaving again'
'Any other questions you would like to ask Lele...
' For now that's all, but we can talk later on... Right now I want to hobble down to the beach and go see our kids and our big disfunctional family... Oh by the way you do know that DL and GL now also have a JL now don't you...'
'Wait... What...'
Leland laughs at me as he gets up, grabbing his crutches heading towards the beach gate...
Thanks for reading... again pls review... good or bad im not fussed...