Chapter 27: We Go All the Way...Almost

I can't believe it. I looked down at the girl in my arms and sighed a breath of relief. It's real. It's happening. She knows the truth...all of it. Nothing left. This is it. I can finally be...happy. Right? That's what normally comes after this moment and man I hope I can. It's been so long since I even thought about being happy-Her eyes met mine and her lips curled into a smile. I smiled back, pushing part of her hair back out of her face. I took it all in, grinning from ear to ear.

"What?," she asked, "You're staring at me…"

I just kept looking at her. She's so damn beautiful. And sexy. And mine.

She grinned back, "Do I have something on my face?"

"No," I chuckled, "But I think-" I trailed a finger down her face, "I think I might still be in shock."

"I know what you mean," she said, leaning up and pressing her lips against mine. The minute I felt it I responded, damn it's the most amazing thing. It wasn't full of all the pent up energy this time but more...well slow. Soft...but it still felt like fire. Not exactly like before just...less inferno more of a slow burn. Like I'm a damn candle. And I felt more heat building regardless...damn how does she do that? I swear each time it gets better. I never know what to expect...and I love every second. I held her face in my hands, opening my eyes for a sec for a glimpse of her before I went in again. I can't get enough of her. I'll never get enough. There's nothing better than this. Why they hell did I ever wait so damn long? Right. I'm an idiot.

But not anymore. I'll never make any more stupid mistakes like that again. When we finally pulled apart, both of us chuckled. She gently turned, glancing back at me.

"You think we'll ever get used to this?" she said, her cheeks slightly reddening.

"I have no idea," I confessed, a smile appearing on my face, "But I never wanna stop."

"Me either," she smiled back at me, "It all feels like a dream…" she ran her hands up my chest, "...a wonderful dream."

I groaned slightly. Again with the slight torture.

"What'd I do?"

I took her hand, slowly moving it away.

"Just some teasing. Nothing I can't handle," I answered as she lay back slightly. She blinked a bit and her head tilted slightly before jerking back up. I smiled as I saw her eyes drooping.

"You're tired," I said, "You can go to sleep. I'm not goin' anywhere."

"But-But," she sighed, "I don't want to miss any more moments like this..I ..I don't want to wake up and all this will just ...stop."

I pulled her close to my side, her body curled up against mine. We both lay on our sides looking at each other. "You won't," I said, "It's not a dream. This is real. It's us. We can be happy. I promise," I paused a sec then added, "You know….you know I'll do anything to make you happy...right?"

"I know," she answered, looking at me, "It's like I said I...I can't believe I-well we can be."

"Me too," I sighed, "I didn't think I knew how to be anymore."

"Aren't we gettin' a little corny?" she grinned, "I feel like when the pack hears this in your head…"

"I don't really give a damn what they think right now," I confessed, "I only care about you. Us," I said, entwining our fingers, "Now."

I watched her eyelids grow heavier. "Sleep," I whispered, "I'll be here when you wake up."

"O-kay," she sighed, "If you insist. It's just I woke up kinda early so a nap doesn't sound too bad. But... only if you stay right here."

"I can't move huh?" I raised a brow, "I'm a statue then?"

"Well you can move," she smiled, "Just not too far away."

"Never."

Kelly closed her eyes, her chest heaving slower within minutes. Of course she's tired. I get it. A lot is going on. First, she's thinking I'm gonna imprint so she talks to Leah and then finds out she's my imprint...and that kiss. THAT KISS. It would be enough to make anyone take a nap-that's how much it took outta both of us. Me? I couldn't though. Who the hell could be tired at a time like this? I finally have exactly what I need-not need-well actually yes need but also want...it's better than anything I've ever felt. It's nothing like with-Wow. I never thought it could be like this. I glanced down at her after I lay back on the pillow. Even asleep, she smiled that little half smile...God she's beautiful. Especially when her hair curls like that around her face and she smiles like that. And she loves me. Even if I am a huge freakin' headcase….maybe we are meant to be. She's changed me in so many ways. Have I changed her? And finally, finally, we're together...officially. I meant what I said. I'm in shock. I don't even know how to be happy...at least I haven't known the feeling in forever but with her…with her I actually can.

I sat up, looking out the window. I could see the outline of the trees, hear the rustling of the wind. Drake's still out there though. Freakin' leech. What is it about leeches havin' a thing for the girls I love? At least with Bells it was just revenge but this creep...he wants to turn her. Have her in his damn coven...I can't even think about it. It makes me want to-Distraction. I need a distraction. I glanced back over at her. She's so..peaceful. I want to give her so much...you know my life, everything...But I want to do...you know...more. Suddenly, my phone went off, bringing me out of my head. I caught it before it woke her. I carefully slipped out of the bed, slowly to not wake her.

"Hello?"

"Jacob," said the voice on the other line. I couldn't mistake it, "Yes it me."

Okay..kinda weird he's calling me-

"I couldn't agree more."

It's annoying when you do that. I stepped outside the door, still keeping her within sight. What do you want?

"Thought you'd like an update."

Leech?

"Yes. He's been on our land like you said. We came face to face with him last night."

What exactly happened? You know I didn't mean for you to take care of it-We can handle this. The only reason it's an issue is because he's on your land.

"We don't doubt that. It happened by accident. I went to go see if I could hear their plans but one of them caught scent of the rest of us. Carlisle offered a gentle warning that they're trespassing."

Bet that went over well. I rolled my eyes.

"As well as you think. They attacked but we are all accounted for. They're not on our land anymore," he paused, "It's not over. It's very clear he won't stop until he gets her. She's a prize."

I clenched my fists. I don't even know why he wants her so damn bad-

"I found out that as a matter of fact."

Oh really? And what exactly is it?

"He saw her, Port Angeles I believe? She was able to fend off some drunks who later became their-well you know. He liked her...strength, her fire. He's convinced she's be a perfect candidate to lead their coven, once turned of course."

What the hell is a coven?

"Like your pack, just of our kind."

Figured you run together. How many in their coven?

"They have about 10...well 6. They've lost two to you and the pack, two to us."

Thank you. I know I don't really say that but- I know this is only because of-

"Jacob," he paused, "I never thanked you for all you did to protect Bella. Let myself and my family do this. You've helped us. It's our turn."

What about the one of you who can see the future-

"Alice hasn't seen their moves yet."

Anyone ever tell you it's annoying to answer before the question is done bein' asked?

"Not as of late, but yes," he chuckled, "I will keep you updated if we learn more."

I hung up the call and walked back into her room. She was glancing at me, eyes still a little heavy.

"Thought you left for a second there...you know...after you promised to stay close," she said, a crooked grin on her face. Seeing the phone her eyes widened, "Who was that?"

"Edward."

"No wonder it was so one-sided," she said, leaning back, "Isn't it annoying to not keep your thoughts around him?"

"You're telling me."

"Though I wouldn't mind seeing in yours from time to time."

"No need," I said, laying next to her, "I'm all open book. Anything you want to know. I'm your imprint...I'll tell you anything."

"I'll keep that in mind," she smiled, "Anything new?"

"Just more of the same."

She sighed, "Figures. I don't even know why he wants me so much…"

"Speaking of," I added, "I do. He said you fended off some drunks in Port Angeles?"

"Oh," she said, tilting her head, "I just told them off but-"

"Why do you always have to play the hero?"

"I'm not-"

"Aren't you?" I raised a brow.

"Fine, maybe I have a thing...I'll try not to," she sighed, "Even if I did...why would that matter?"

"Apparently that makes you leech leader material."

She shook her head, looking away. I felt her shiver as she looked back at me.

"Hey," I said, meeting her gaze, "We'll get him," I paused, "By the way...I have something to ask."

"Yeah?"

"Do you think we could tell my dad, you know, about us, ...first?"

"Of course," she smiled, entwining our fingers, "But do you think today...can we just know...before we tell anyone else?"

"Might be hard if I have to wolf out…"

"Then don't," she said, "Please? I just...I want it to be just us."

"I know what you mean," I leaned in, pressing my lips to hers. Sparks and all that corny crap. Great, now I'm a freakin' sap. But she makes me like that. And I'm not even sorry. After a few moments I said, "Are we just gonna make out all day?"

I mean...the way she kisses...I could. I couldn't stop.

"You complaining?" she smiled, "I actually like kissing you."

"Just like huh?"

"Maybe," she chuckled, "I'd love it...if you did again."

I didn't hesitate again. Damn she knows what to say...too well. And hey...who am I to not give her what she wants?

After a day full of movies and chill time (not to mention the making out, hell we've waited long enough right?) we decided to tell everyone else the next day. Luckily nothing on the leech end so we actually got lots of time. I couldn't have been happier. Her either, I swear it. So when I led her into my house, her hand in mine, I knew that no matter what, everything was gonna work out. Dad's eyes lit up when we came around the corner.

"Been awhile since I've seen you two here."

"That's my fault," she blushed.

"Don't worry kid, I like that you two are spending time together."

"I don't want to take up all his time though," she said, glancing at me, "I know you two are close too."

Dad glanced at me then her, "So are you two...and that's a good thing."

"We are," she smiled, glancing at us, "Hold that thought. Excuse me one moment, need the little girls room."

She disappeared down the hall. I couldn't take my eyes off of her.

"Glad to see you finally see what's in front of ya."

I turned back to face him. "I told her Dad," I said, "All of it."

"Looks like she took it well."

"We wanted to tell you first."

"I'm honored," he grinned, "It's 'bout damn time kid. Thought you were going to take forever."

"Thanks," I laughed, "No more waiting. But…" I glanced at the hall then to him, "I wanna do something for her...you know, to make up for all the crap I put her through to get here...I just don't know what."

"You already do tons of things for her."

"I know, I just...I don't know want something to give her you know?" I paused, "Not a ring...yet."

Dad guffawed, "Thank you. I already have to deal with Paul. I'm sure he'll be asking Rachel too soon," he paused, "You know...you could always carve her something."

"I already did that," I sighed, "...for Bella. I want this to be different,"

"It still can be," he said, "Cater it toward her. Make it something she'll love. I'm sure no matter what you do, she'll love it."

"That's helpful."

"I'm the helping kind."

"What will I love?" Kelly asked, rejoining us.

"Hopefully this kid for a long time," Dad said, glancing at me, "I know it's hard sometimes."

"No worries there," she smiled and chuckled, "I just can't believe we're..you know...meant to be. Never thought someone would imprint on me."

"Quileute's for ya."

We stood in silence for a second before she turned to dad and said, "You know, now that we know eventually we'll be family...maybe we should all get together for dinner sometime."

"Do we have to invite Paul?" I groaned. He's going to eat everything so it's more like Paul's dinner and we just show up.

"Oh shut up," she said, slapping my arm then turning to my dad, "What do you think?"

"Just tell me time and place."

"Okay," I said, "Well now that there's an awkward dinner planned...we should go tell everyone else."

"Okay," she said, glancing back to dad, "I'm sorry I've been taking up all his time. He's my protector though. You don't mind do you?"

"Don't you worry about it," he said, "You're both happy. That's all I need to hear. Now get outta here. I'm going to try to eat what's left before Paul comes back...and before Sue scolds me about it not being the healthiest."

We laughed and headed back out the door.

"You sure you really want to have dinner with all of us?"

"I am," she said, "Do you not want to?"

"No...it sounds great."

I sighed. It didn't. A room with Paul, Rachel, my dad, Sue and us….

"Jake…"

"Okay...it's just...it's gonna be weird...don't ya think?"

"Maybe a little," she sighed, "But maybe it'll be nice."

"With you there," I said, picking her up, "It'll be perfect."

Our lips met again. I couldn't get enough of kissing her. Every second was like freaking magic with her. Part of me just wanted to have one more day just us like the day before but we did need to tell everyone else. But part of me gets why she wanted to keep it a secret. It felt...good. But at the same time, we owe it to them. At least this time I won't get hateful glances from the last time I spilled news about us. Plus side there. As we walked up to Emily's, I stopped just outside.

"You okay?", she asked me, raising a brow.

"I will be in one second…" I said before I gently pushed her against the side of the house. She wrapped her arms around me as we snuck in one more kiss. It lasted just seconds but damn if I didn't enjoy every bit of it. I swear this girl is an addiction and I'm a junkie. No shame either. None whatsoever.

We both chuckled as we walked inside, the whole gang glanced up. First it was normal...until they saw I had her hand in mine. The whole damn room lit up.

"Oh my God-"

"You two are-"

"Bout damn time-"

"This is amazing-"

Her and I glanced at each other and smiled. I pulled her close to me, to my side.

"Don't be thinking we're going on a huge double or triple something date just yet. But yeah," I glanced at her, "We're together."

"What he said," she grinned

Emily came up and hugged her. "I'm so happy for you," she said, "All of us are," she turned and hugged me too, "And you. Finally."

"Yeah yeah, save the 'I told you' so's,"

"But we did, you know, tell you," Jared grinned.

"Only a million times," Quil jumped in.

"To start," Seth laughed.

"Shut up, all of you."

Sam stood next to me, "We're all happy for you two."

"Now we'll have to hear all his thoughts about her..." Leah groaned.

"Oh shut up Leah," I laughed, "We've all heard yours about Eric."

She just scowled as I turned to look at Kelly, giving me the just-be-nice look. I shrugged. Did I have to be nice to her all the time?...I mean granted one day we'll be family...but not yet.

The rest of the time was just laughing and conversing...well and eating. You know...normal stuff. Afterwards I took her home and we lay on the bed just like always. I went out for a quick perimeter. No sign of the leech but I stayed out for a bit to make sure. As I watched I just realized how much I owe her. I really did hurt her and even though we're happy now...it doesn't feel like I've done enough. I want to do something for her...I mean this is a big deal..you know...her and me...but what?

"Do you have to think about her so loudly?"

"What are you doing out here Leah?"

"Keeping Eric safe. Chances are the leech might go after her family if she's well protected."

"He'll never touch them."

"Agreed."

"We just agreed on something?...that doesn't seem right."

"And yet we did….Let's not make it a habit."

"You know...if you weren't so annoying...you might be okay to be around."

"You're one to talk. I can't believe we'll be part of the same family eventually…."

"Stop reminding me."

"Just get her something. Flowers, a necklace...just pick something and stop whining."

"I want it to mean more than something bought in a store."

"So make it."

"Done that before."

"Just because whats-her-name didn't care for it doesn't mean Kelly won't. I might not be the best judge but I know Eric and Eric knows her. Just make her something that you can't just get anywhere then."

"Maybe I will….thanks."

"Yeah yeah...just next time, keep the obsessive inner monologue down."

Before I could retort she was gone. I phased back and hopped in the window. Even though I hate to admit it, and I REALLY hate to admit it...Leah's right. Huh...I could carve her something. I mean, I did for Bells once but...maybe this time...I glanced at her, sleeping on the bed. She needs rest. Maybe...maybe I could. I popped out the window and found a halfway decent piece of wood. I hopped back in and sat over on the floor by her T.V. I pulled the blade I'd started keeping on me. With the bloodsucker around, couldn't be too careful in human form either. So I carved. It's somethin' my dad taught me. It's one of the ways we got close, other than me takin' care of him. So I carved as she slept. After a good long while, the wolf emerged. It actually looked better than the last one. It was slightly bigger and from the best I can tell looked like me when I phased. But I need to add one more thing. She'll never doubt how I feel now. I carved in Nayeli. As I glanced at it, it looked great but...but I felt like I needed more. So I added yours always too. Now the question is….when to give it to her? She rolled over and I caught sight of goosebumps. I hid the wolf in my pocket and I leaned up next to her, warming her with my body. I sighed, glancing around the room. I grinned when I saw the dress. Of course. The wedding is almost here. I can give it then...but...well damn Leah. Again she was right. Better not tell her. I'll just get a chain and then she can wear it. God I hope she likes it. I glanced back down at her, hoping both Leah and my dad were right about this.

Another week passed with no news. Just her and me. We spend most days together when she wasn't at work but I had to watch her there too. Couldn't trust the leech to not make an appearance. Even though I am so freakin' happy...a thought ate at me. Why did she give in so easy? I was sure she'd flip...you know. Normally with big news like that...It was just weird that she accepted it. I mean, don't get me wrong I'm freakin' stoked that she did but...why do I feel like I'm the only one who wants me to make it up to her?

One day, we sat on the couch at her house. She lay on top of me [my favorite spot for her honestly]. I have no idea how she could be comfortable but at the same time I never want her to be anywhere else. And hey...she's called me a superb pillow before…

Still...it feels wrong to be this happy. Especially given that you know...I didn't tell her right away….for a long time…

"Why aren't you mad at me?" I asked her, glancing down, "I was so sure you'd be more pissed at me."

"For what?"

"You know...for not telling you I imprinted," I sighed, "I thought I'd have to grovel more than I have," I paused, "I really can't believe you're so fine with this. Are you sure you're not going to do the girl thing...you know...say you're fine but then let it fester and it comes back to bite me?"

"Where did you get that idea?" she chuckled, laughing and looking back at me.

"I hear things..wolf telepathy remember?," I said, "So...are you secretly figuring out ways to make me suffer? Aren't you upset?"
"I still kinda am," she said, rolling over and looking up at me, "But only because we lost so much time. If we would have had it half the things that happened wouldn't have. But I get you needed a choice too."
`"So you're not going to run off to the beach like normal?" I gulped, "And I'm not going to have to fall at your feet and beg for your forgiveness?"
"As funny as it would be, no," she chuckled and shook her head, "I could be mad and throw a tantrum or I can accept that you make mistakes too, some of which I really hate, and deal with them."
I sighed. "I'm still sorry," I said, running a hand through her hair, "I wish I wouldn't have made so many."

"I make them too," she said, entwining our fingers, "And I don't know about you but I'm kinda tired of blowing them out of proportion. We're human, you still are too you know and honestly, I just want to be….happy."

"Me too," I agreed, "And are you?...you know...happy? With me?
"Yeah," she leaned into my chest, "I never thought I could be happy like this. And you wanna know the funny part? What really helped me make my decision?"
"What?"
"The leech," she said, laughing. My jaw dropped as she added, "Not Drake, Edward. He told me that day what your thoughts were, well kinda, and… I don't know I guess it was kinda reassuring. I could finally see you were over Bella."
"You don't need him to tell you anything," I replied, "I thought I made it obvious by keeping my eyes glued on you anyway...I mean geeze that damn picture…"

"What picture?"

"The one you gave me for Christmas."

"What about it?"

"Look at it again..closer...how I'm looking at you...I'm definitely blind for not seeing how crazy I've been for you."

"So all those looks you gave me...that was you being crazy about me?"

"And not even knowing it."

"You can be kinda slow sometimes," she grinned.

I leaned forward, sneaking a light kiss before I added, "You're my imprint; I'm going to tell you everything and anything on my mind for the rest of our lives. Good and bad."
"More like the rest of mine," she said.

I raised a brow, "What are you talking about?"

She met my gaze and asked, "How does that work when you're forever young and I'll still get old?"
She still doesn't get it. I picked up the hand in mine, kissing it before I said, "I'm still aging just really, really slowly. We're going to take care of Drake and then I'm going to stop phasing so that we can grow old together."
"But—but you love being a wolf," she said, "You don't have to stop, not for me. So what if I get older? Age is just a number and," she bit my lip and grinned, "I already know you dig older chicks."
I laughed hard. This girl. I rolled her underneath me. I looked down at her, seeing her eyes sparkle back at me. I will never get enough of her. She's so damn perfect. I dipped my head down, pressing my lips to hers. I felt her arms wrap around my neck. I felt the fire growing. Damn how does she do it? And then...DAMN. She ran her hands over my body and I groaned. Tiny damn electric shocks with each touch. She knows how to get me a little too well…. As we came up for air she smiled, "Careful, too much of that can lead to other things."
NO KIDDING. It hit me like a damn truck. I want her. I don't even have to say-well you know. Normally I don't even think of that-guess everything's changing.

I grinned and sat up, pulling Kelly next to me so that we were sitting semi-normally. At least maybe I might not be so damn tempted like this...We sat quiet for a moment and she leaned into my shoulder. "Just out of curiosity…" she started to ask, "Have you ever, you know…had sex?"
She knows who's she's talking too right? The guy who's loved 1 girl in his whole life.
I just raised a brow then said, "The only girl I ever loved before you married a bloodsucker. What do you think?"
"Yeah but," she shrugged, "It's the 21st century. Our age group doesn't always look for true love before they do that. Sometimes it's just about release."
"Kel-I haven't ever gotten to second base before you," I laughed, "I guess I'm a weird one," I shrugged, "Besides, I'd rather do that with someone I care about."
She leaned over and gave me a light kiss on the lips, "I'm glad."
"Me too," I grinned, suddenly remembering my birthday and all that skin..., "Because I know it'll be perfect with you."
Her cheeks flushed then she said, "So um—do we have to stay in today? Can we do something? My legs are kinda restless."
Classic change of the subject. Too bad she's already got some damn thoughts in my head. Like her in my basement…you know...in just her bra and underwear...

"Like what?" I answered, tryin' to focus.
"Can we maybe…go back to third beach?"
"You sure you want to?" I gulped, "I thought after-"
"Yeah I know," she said, "But it's still my favorite beach and honestly, I don't think I have to worry anymore right? You love me, I love you. It's perfect. Besides, it's not raining today and we only get a day that's sunny like this once in awhile."
And just like that, we got up and got out. Who am I to turn her down? She could convince me to do anything. I literally am a puppy dog for her...PUN INTENDED.

Once at Third Beach, I watched her face light up at the Bay again. Literally, one of my favorite things...her smiling. I gently took her hand, walking with her. I led her back over to the waterfall before glancing at her. "Sorry I screwed this up the first time around," I said, "I really was trying to go for the corny romance you like. I hoped...I hoped maybe you'd still felt the same and could forgive me for takin' so damn long."
"Everyone makes mistakes," shesaid before scooting in close to me, "And just so you know, I still think it's romantic because I'm a big sap."
"I like you like that," I grinned, "But I like you a lot of ways…"

I like her in every damn way. They only time I haven't is when she was far away. Damn. Never like everything about a person before. Usually there's something that you don't but with her...not. one. damn. thing. Distracted for a second, I didn't feel her wrap her arms around me right away. Then she planted one right on me. I returned it immediately. Damn. Good to know I'm not the only one who can't get enough. Maybe she can't get enough of me either. Will either of us get used to this? I pulled her closer, lifting her up. I carried her over to a piece of driftwood and sat her down. AND THEN IT HIT ME. A scent I couldn't miss. I straightened, looking around.
"Drake?" she asked, swallowing.
"I can smell him."
I touched her hand, glancing at her. "Hey...I need to phase," I said, "to warn everyone. I'm gonna need backup."
"Okay," she nodded.

I left her standing there, going a little ways away from her before I phased.

He's here. Get out here now!

I scanned around but saw nothing. Just heard him. The whoosh came as he tackled me to the ground. I growled, springing back up. Leech grinned at me and took off. I bolted after him.

Uh guys...could use you!

I chased him but he zig zagged around. It was like he was always two seconds faster. Then I was ready to tear him apart ever more than before when he put his hands on her. Only for seconds before I tore off after him. I came close...so damn close to his heels. He doubled back then disappeared in the water. I stared out but then realized Kelly still stood there. I went to her in wolf form. Damn. What she must be thinking. I swear I'm going to end him. I swear. His damn days are numbered. She came right up to me, hugging me and running her hands through my fur. Her hands shook a little. Damn, she's really freaked out. I gently nudged her.

"Take me home?" she whispered, looking at me.

I have to stop this thing. No way is he making her feel like this. As we got back into her room, I held her, feeling her continue to shake. And then..asked the stupid question, "You okay?"
"I'm scared," she confessed, after letting a tear fall, "I never get scared of anything but he's not giving up. Nothing's scaring him. He's not even afraid of you right next to me."
"Shhh," I said, pulling her next to me. I ran my hands through her hair, caressing her face, "Don't worry, we're gonna get him," I paused, "I'm sorry I didn't today. I need the whole pack on this one…." I sighed, "But for now, I think we shouldn't go anywhere. We should probably stick at Emily's for awhile so you have more than just me for protection. If he's going to try to get to you, he'll have to take on all of us. And obviously he's not a big fan of that."
She nodded, glancing away for a moment. She squeezed me a sec then said, "Jake?"

"Yeah?"

"Will you-will you promise me something?"
"Anything," I replied. Like I wouldn't give her anything...
"If you guys can't stop him-"
"We will."
"But if you can't," She looked up at me, "Promise me you won't let me be one of them," She kept her eyes on me then added, "I'd rather die than become a leech."
"Kelly…", I said, pausing. I couldn't believe it. How can she possibly make me agree to this? To give up all hope on her? To let her go….Is she insane? She's my everything-
"Promise me," she begged.

I saw it in her eyes. Fear. She's afraid all because we haven't killed him yet. Now she wants me to promise to kill her, instead of being turned. I mean-I will never let it come down to that. I will always keep her away but even if she'd been bitten I don't know if I could do that...She stared at me, waiting. I sighed, gulping, "I promise."

I promise it will NEVER come down to that.

She ran her hands up my arms, damn electric shocks were back. Her eyes raised to mine again as she said, "Do we have to go tonight...or can it wait one more?"
I raised a brow. "Why would you want to stay here one more night if he's already been after you?" I asked. It didn't make sense. Why stay when her safety's at risk-Then she was kissing me. Not just a little kissing me. REALLY kissing me. Not only that, she pressed her body against me in a way I hadn't felt before. Let me just say...different parts of me noticed. DAMN, I kissed her for a sec but then pushed her back slowly.

"Whoa," I said, glancing down at her, "Slow down."
"Sorry I just," she paused, "I know you guys will get rid of Drake, I do...but I can't help but feeling like he's always going to get in our way. He already is right now and I don't want him to," she paused then added, "I love you Jake and... like I said, I just want to be happy," she paused, "I'm sorry, if you want to wait I'm not gonna rush you."
"It's not that part that's buggin' me," I replied, "Why the rush all of a sudden? I just don't want it if it's just because of Drake."

I leaned in, giving her a soft kiss. As I pulled back slightly, I looked at her, "If it's gonna happen, I want it to be because we both want it to."
"I do want it to," she said, "And not because of him, well not fully. I want you... and have wanted you for a long time," she looked down, "I guess I just was kinda hoping you felt the same."
IS SHE FREAKIN' KIDDING RIGHT NOW? She thinks that-oh hell no. I pulled her chin up into my kiss but not like before. This time I pulled her close to me, and honestly...took her damn breath away. No way she's walking away from this thinking I don't want her..you know...like that. She held my arms tight as I gently snuck my tongue in. She let me...and I didn't stop. I gently lifted her in my arms as we kissed, laying her back on her bed and staying right on top of her. The heat was back. I couldn't stop it. I felt like a damn blaze but I kept it going. I felt her wrap her legs around me. Damn. This is going farther than I thought. I know I should stop but damn I kinda don't wanna. She's here...underneath me...looking so damn sexy with the fully-kissed-hair-everywhere-look. When she started to lift her shirt up I snapped back to reality. I smiled, pulling away from her a sec. "I think that's good enough practice for tonight," I panted and grinned.
"Tease," She said with a grin.
You have no damn idea. I went in one more time, lingering a few seconds before scooting off the bed, Don't know if I can control myself much longer…

"Ok, I guess we can go to Emily's," she sighed.

Damn it I'm disappointed to. Damn me for being-you know-honorable or something like that.

"Glad you're so easy to convince," I said, grinning, "Guess I'll just have to kiss you more often."

She scooted off the bed, standing next to me as she said, "But teasing is not nice. I may just have to return that favor."
"You've already teased me," I said.
"When?" she raised a brow.

She doesn't remember? How the hell could I ever forget….
I stepped closer, pulling her in close.

"That night when you stripped down in my basement," I said, "I didn't get a lot of sleep that night. Not thinking about you in barely anything."
"That was the bed's fault," she chuckled, "Not me."
"Not entirely," I grinned, taking her in up and down.

"Okay, okay," she grinned, "Let's go."