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Blue eyes - Chapter two
Ludwig's point of view
What did he just do! Is he out of his mind? Wait don't forget about his culture, this is probably just an Italian way to say thank you... Kissing someone's neck, why not. Then staring at me with those innocent eyes. How can I be mad at him? I feel good around him.
" There's no need to thank me. I'm not hungry these days."
Visiting the Bolzano Transit Camp took away my hunger. I've tried to contact my bruder to talk about this, but he's probably too busy back in Berlin. I hope he's doing fine.
"And why is that?" The little Italian asks.
" Because I've seen horrible things happen. Feliciano I have a lot of work to do , so if you don't mind?"
He gets the message
I watch him stand up and walk to the door. " It was nice to talk to you, can we meet again ? just to talk ? "
I would love to, but is it the right thing to do?
" Ok, we can meet at my appartment and have a drink if you like? " I say not meeting his eyes.
" Ve ! sure, at saturday? Where's your apartment?"
I write the adress down on a little piece of paper and give it to him. " Be there at seven"
" I'll be there! Bye Ludwig !"
" Bye Feliciano" The handsome Italian . beautiful tanned skin , a nice thinking about him! I would never do something like this, it could only happen to my of all he's Italian and second... he's a man. I guess I just need someone to cheer me up, I can be myself around him. He's a bit crazy but that's what I like about him.
Hanging out with him is gonna be the first time I ignore the rules. I always follow orders, I never do what I want, but that's going to be different this time... Fuck the rules after that little trip to the camp and all those children. I'm going to follow my heart.
At seven o' clock on Saturday Feliciano knocks on the frontdoor of Ludwig's apartment.
Ludwig opens the door quickly.
" Hello Ludwig! I almost couldn't wait till seven o ' clock. Feliciano says cheerful.
Ludwig doesn't know what to say. " Well, come in and make yourself at home. "
" Thank you , Ludwig" . Feliciano plops down onto the sofa and looks around.
Feliciano's point of view
It's a very neat house and the furniture is probably expensive. I feel a bit uncomfortable when I think about my own house or actually my father's. The war seems to be more pleasant on the German side.
Ludwig sits down next to me and offers me a glass of wine.
" I thought you would like that" He smiles.
" I do, thank you " I take a sip "It's very nice"
He blushes, I would like to hold him.. to kiss him.
I ask about his work instead.
" Isn't it boring to work with all those stern people? You're so young and happy."
Ludwig laughs " I have a very serious job, and yes it is boring sometimes. But tell me about you, what do you do all day?"
" I help my father cleaning the house and I make dinner almost everyday. "
I'm afraid this conversation will lead to my family and maybe the Resistenza Italiana. ( Italian resistance movement)My brother is a member of them.
So I quickly kiss him on the lips. I'm surprised when he kisses me back.
He smells so good..
Then he pulls away and tries to avoid my eyes. . I'm not taking the next step.. yet.
Kissing him is one thing but touching him..
A few minutes pass by in silence. Ludwig lights a cigarette and inhales shakily.
I feel very uncomfortable , not knowing what to do or say to him.
Then Ludwig finally looks at me again , he smiles sadly.
" What's wrong Ludwig? You look sad!"
" You're so nice and helpless and.. and then there's the war... I just.." His eyes are wet and a few tears escape, trickling down his handsome face. " I'm just worried about you. You could get shot or starve. It's just unfair for innocent people like you"
" Sssh" I touch his arm " Nothing is going to happen to me, Ludwig. Don't make this hard on yourself ."
" I don't know what I'm fighting for anymore... I can't sleep at night because all I ever dream of are children in the camps or innocent people we killed. It's worse than you think. But I can't quit.. What can I do? They will shoot me too if I tell them I quit. . "
" You must feel awful, doing things against your will is never a good thing, but you can't do anything about it in your situation . That's bad. I wish I could help you escape them, but I'm afraid that's just not possible.
" I don't want you to be in danger so you're definitely not going to hide me from them. They will search for me everywhere and they will find me and kill you ." His eyes grow wide.
" We will find a solution , just relax for now . There's no boss or someone else from your work , only me"
I hop onto his lap , facing him and gently stroke his beautiful blonde hair. The little smile appears again.
I want to make him feel happy, not sad. He deserves it.
I move my hand from his hair to his face and touch his, still wet, cheek.
" You're beautiful. . Your blonde hair, blue eyes and nice body.. just a perfect look. "
" Thank you.. everyone seems to like my appearance"
I know what he means.
" Just forget about them, for tonight" I kiss his lips again.
He gives me a longing look.
" Please, make love to me.." It comes out of nowhere.
I want this, I need this.
"Are you sure you want me to do that?" He asks surprised.
" Yes because I like you, and nobody will ever know about it" I smile broadly.
He waits for a minute in silence.
"Allright then" He lifts me up and carries me to his bedroom , laying me down onto his bed, then he starts gently sucking my left ear.
" Just tell me what feels good" The German removes my pants, underwear and shirt and kisses my thighs. I moan a little bit. then the kisses travel upwards to my lower belly .
This is niiice
He steps out of the bed and starts undoing his jacket and shirt. Then his boots, pants and underwear quickly before jumping back onto the bed.
We're both already hard and Ludwig opens a drawer and finds some skin oil.
" Are you ready ?" He asks me a bit worried
" Oh yess Ludwig, hmm it felt so gooood. I want this, please I want you inside of me"
I have never said such things before, I've never met someone who made me feel this way.
I roll onto my back.
Ludwig pushes his finger inside of me, gently moving in and out. I try not making any sounds but it's difficult.
Then a second finger enters.
" Mmmm very nice Ludwig, " I push back against his fingers.
Then the two fingers slip out of me and I wait for him, feeling a bit nervous.
He flips my legs over his shoulders and places one of his soft pillows under my lower back. He uses his left hand to hold mine.
" Don't worry I'll do it very gentle, I won't hurt you "
When he finally enters me, it hurts but just a little bit. He doesn't move yet.
" Feliciano, how do you feel? Just tell me what to do"
" I feel good Ludwig, you can move eh but not too fast" I'm blushing deeply.
The German moves slowly in and out of me.
I feel a bit uneasy at first but then he trusts against that one little spot inside of me and I almost scream.
" aAaah Ludwig faster yes just a bit faster"
He smiles and thrusts faster .
" Mein Gott you're tight"
His breathing gets heavier.
He thrusts faster and faster.
It doesn't take long before he comes inside of me with one last thrust and a loud growl. He kisses me roughly before slipping out of me with a smacking sound.
I'm burning from the inside, it feels wonderful.
Instead of laying down next to me and fall asleep, he moves my body to the side of the bed into a sitting position.
What's he going to do now?
He kneels between my legs and starts kissing my thighs. I enjoy the feeling when I suddenly almost jump from the bed. The German just licked the tip of my dick, and stares up at me in a teasing way. " I'll do anything to please you. You deserve it."
The submissive tone in that one sentence makes me grow hard.
" Then suck me off" I say still a bit shy.
Ludwig must like to be ordered around because he immediately does what I asked him to do.
He starts with licking and sucking the tip again, gently flicking his tongue over the sensitive skin.
" ohhh this is aah perfect. Even better than paasta. .a..a "
Then he takes my whole dick inside of his mouth and moves back and forth. I loose control again just like last time in Ludwig's office, and grab his hair, pulling his head closer to me till his nose touches my lower belly .
He almost gags and I quickly let go of his hair. He looks up at me again.
" I'm so sorry Ludwig I lost control and it all just felt too good , I'm sorry!"
" Don't be sorry.. I like it that way too"
Dirty fantasies eh?
He takes my cock inside of his mouth again and I grab his blonde hair without feeling guilty this time. He looks up at me with those naughty eyes and provokes a reaction from me.
" Such a naughty boy, you like this don't you?"
The German flicks his tongue over the tip again and before I can alarm Ludwig about it, I'm coming.
Stars,,, electric shocks
That's when I realise I came inside of his mouth and watch him having difficulties to swallow it all. He doesn't succeed and some of it drips down his chin.
" I'm sorry Feliciano.. for spilling it"
" I should be the one saying sorry, I didn't even ask you if you wanted me to come like this. "
I feel very ashamed...
" No , because that just made the game... "
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