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This is a very short chapter, the next one is going to be a long chapter again.
Feliciano's point of view
When I wake up the next day I don't know where I am at first. It takes me a few seconds before I recognize Ludwig's bedroom. But he isn't sleeping beside me. I get up quickly and go to the kitchen where I find a table full of bread , coffee and milk. Ludwig enters the kitchen too. His hair is soaking wet.
" I took a shower, I didn't want to wake you early." He blushes. " I made you breakfast, you're probably hungry"
" Ve! yes I'm hungry. Thank you Ludwig. Don't you want to eat something?"
" No thanks.. I'm not hungry"
" But you're going to work. You're working very hard so you should eat something in the morning, otherwise you'll pass out!" He just stands there, looking weak and sad.
" When did you have your last meal?" I ask worried.
" A few days ago.. But I'm fine, don't worry about me" He steps closer to me and kisses my cheek. " I'm going to get dressed, then I go to work"
" Okay" I smile when he disappears into the bedroom again. I enjoy the breakfast .
When Ludwig comes back he's wearing his uniform again.
" Can I walk along with you ? I need to go home anyways"
" eh.. Yes naturlich"
A few minutes later we're walking to the German Headquarters. Before we turn the last corner, he quickly kisses me again. " Let's meet again tonight? 6 o ' clock at my house? " He asks hopeful.
" Okay, I'll be there again" I wave at him smiling and watch him disappear around the corner.
Ludwig's point of view
When I enter the familiair building ,I feel even weaker. I already miss the happy Italian.
Even my office doesn't seem to calm me this time. I have a lot of paperwork to do for today and quickly start to get it over with.
When I'm finished the door opens suddenly and one of my superiors walks in . "Untersturmfuhrer Beilschmidt I have some more paperwork for you, all of them should be done by tonight" He drops like threehunderd files onto my desk.
" But ,you promised me I was allowed to go home at five o'clock today.. I've been working fifteen hours a day for months now! I'm sorry but I'm just so tired" I almost scream. " Besides, I have an appointment tonight . Can someone else handle this , bitte?"
The man smiles evilly at me.
" I know, but it just needs to be done. I want you to do it for me. If you start right now maybe you'll be done around eight o ' clock , then you can go to bed early tonight"
Oh how I would like to kill this guy right now.I stare hateful at him but sit down again and start with the papers.
From the corners of my eyes I watch him exploring my office, touching my books, my pack of cigarettes, my lighter. I hate it when people touch my personal stuff. I decide not to pay attention to him anymore and do my very best to get this done before six o 'clock tonight.
Then I feel him standing behind me , his hands are on both of my shoulders.I drop my pen onto one of the files, staining it with ink.
" You're getting very pale herr Beilschmidt, you should eat something."
" I already did." I lie to him.
He doesn't let go of my shoulders, I feel uncomfortable with his sudden physical actions.
" You're not that tired when you're with that Italian guy, right? " He whispers in my ear. Everything seems to turn black and I feel dizzy. How can he possibly know about me and Feliciano. " What do you mean?"
" I watched him going to your house yesterday"
" Why are you watching my house! "
" It doesn't matter Ludwig, you don't have to worry as long as you do what I want , Nobody will ever hear about this"
Mein Gott, he will report me , or make me do awful things with him.. or to him.
" We just had a drink together, he gives me information."
" They will believe me, not you.. don't you think so?"
I don't answer, while he locks the door of my office from inside.
My superior approaches me and I don't step back, don't show him my fear.
" Like the true SS soldier you are standing there with proud, Ludwig... Now take off your jacket and shirt"
" No I won't .. That's crazy" Then I remember I don't want to die and leave Feliciano in this cruel world.
He slaps me hard in the face with his keys and splits my lip.
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