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Ludwig's staring at me , we've been talking in Italian so he didn't understand a word.
I turn to him . " It's going to be okay, my father wants to know the whole story and he will discuss it with my brother. Don't worry"
" The German stays in your bedroom until I've spoken to Lovino !" My father tells me.
" Yes father. Thank you" We both watch my father go downstairs again.
" This is bad, isn't it? " Ludwig's eyes are wide, he's shaking again.
" Sshh don't worry . I'll try anything to convince them you're a good person"
" Feli, I'm feeling dizzy . . help"
I quickly grab my lover's arm to support him.
He leans on me
" Verdammt! I fucking hate to be like this! I don't want to be vulnerable and dependent"
I'm a little taken aback after his sudden outburst.
" Why can I not move these stupid fingers! Why does my head hurt all the time! Even wearing my contact lenses hurts!"
" Don't do this to yourself. It's completely normal to be vulnerable after what happened."
I search his bag again and hand him his glasses.
" Just remove those contact lenses and wear your glasses, it will make you feel better. "
" B-but how?" I take his hand and lead him to the bathroom. I wash my hands and remove the lenses for him, then I put his glasses on.
" Feel better?" I stroke his hair.
He nods. " But I certainly don't look better"
" Hmm I think it makes you look sexy.. hmm and intelligent" I place a soft kiss on his lips.
" Danke .. You're so good to me"
"You deserve it. Why don't you lay down on my bed and sleep for a while? I'll go downstairs and explain the whole situation to my father."
He nods and and disappears into my bedroom, closing the door behind him.
I take a deep breath and go downstairs. I've never felt so nervous before in my life.
" Father, I want to talk to you about the German"
" Fine, I want to know everything." My father still seems to be confused, he probably never expected this from me.
I tell him that I found him on the streets after he killed his superior.
" What exactly happened to him?"
" His superior abused him.. very badly." I cough, feeling a bit ashamed to talk about this with my father. " He raped him several times and he strangled him.. he probably has brain damage because he can't move his fingers very well. His head hurts all the time and he has a fever right now"
" Feliciano, that's very bad. I didn't know about his injuries... Maybe I can help him"
I'm confused. " Father that would be great! I didn't think you would help him.. with him being a German and all that"
" I've been thinking about this and.. He could have been my son, he's so very young and now you've told me this..I believe you of course and I don't want to be a bad person , like the Nazi's. Throwing him out would be very cruel"
I hug my father very tightly and place a kiss upon his forehead. " Thank you so much father!"
" I'm glad I made you happy Feli. Now let's go upstairs and I'll take a look at his injuries"
Ludwig's point of view
I wake up to the feeling of someone touching me.. shaking me a bit.
" Ludwig, wake up. My father's here to help you" I open my eyes to see Feliciano and his father standing beside the bed. I quickly get up.
His father is smiling at me now, unlike earlier today.
" Feliciano told me about what happened to you and I want to take a look at your injuries , maybe I can help you. My father was a doctor and he teached me a lot"
" O-okay " I stammer. I start shaking again when he unbuttons my shirt to reveal the wounds on my stomach and my chest.
" That doesn't look very good. I'll clean the wounds with some alcohol and put some bandages on them "
I just nod. It hurts but I'm glad he wants to help me.
When he's done he asks me to turn on my stomach. I do what he asks and he tugs my pants down because I can't do it myself. Memories are coming back to me and I inhale shakily.
I feel him touching my ass and spreading my butt cheeks apart, and I get a blackout again.
"You will be fine. It's starting to heal nicely. " The loud beeping sound is back again.. I can barely hear Feliciano's father speak.
" T-thank you sir" I say softly, still feeling ashamed and dizzy.
" About your fingers .. I don't know what to do about it, I'm not a real doctor you know, and maybe even a real doctor wouldn't be able to help you. You can't move them at all?"
" Only a l-little.. s-s-sometimes not at all. Same for my arms and legs,, one day I can't move them at - at- at all, the other day just a little. Also s-speaking is very dif-dificult, especially when I get tired, like right now"
" I hate to say this , but you most likely have permanent brain damage. You're very lucky to be alive, and you should prepare yourself because most symptoms appear days, weeks or even years later"
I smile sadly. So I'll stay like this forever. . . Meier won after all. I'll try very hard to get better even though it may be impossible, and not bother Feliciano so much with it"
"Thank you so much Sir, you're a very g-g-good person just like your son"
The man ruffles my hair in an attempt to show me he changed his opinion about me.
Feliciano's still standing beside the bed, for the first time since I met him he managed to stay quiet for half an hour.
" I'm going downstairs now, Lovino will be home soon."
Feliciano's point of view
When my father left my bedroom I hug Ludwig tightly.
" Feli, what if I won't be able to speak at all in the future? Or what if I go crazy?"
" Ssshh ,That's not going to happen... and I will never leave you." I'm actually worried about Ludwig's condition myself.
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