I updated this chapter after I-Heart-Yami-Yugi 's review.. She was so right! I made a mistake. =( Sorry girls.

Everyone , thank you soooo much for all those reviews. You totally helped me out again! yay keep doing that.

This time there will be something from Lovino's and Meier's point of view. (probably just this once, I wanted to try it)

Short-chapter-is-short

Lovino's point of view

I don't know what to say when the German closes his eyes and bites his lip.

" What's wrong? Are you in pain?" I ask worriedly.

" I-I'm just. . dizzy. It happens all the t-time. "

I move closer to him and lift his chin. " Aww, this will make you feel better" He doesn't push me away when I kiss him and pull his head closer to deepen the kiss. He doesn't move.

"Such a shy SS boy" I say between kisses. He seems to be surprised, I guess because he's used to Feliciano's way of speaking, but my words seem to affect him in a good way. He slowly opens his mouth, allowing my tongue to enter his sweet mouth. He tastes like a mixture of nicotine and a sweet addicting scent close to strawberries..

I rip his shirt off, the buttons flying everywhere. He's staring at me with wide eyes and his mouth hanging open.

" Hihi , don't be scared" I admire his body, tracing my finger over his tight stomach and his hipbones jutting out. " Skinny, but beautiful nonetheless"

He blushes. " Lovino, why are you doing this? I thought you didn't like me?.. You hate my accent and you think I'm unattractive"

" I told you yesterday... I would almost change my opinion about you, and I guess I did."

Unattractive my ass, he's gorgeous hihi. I kiss him again and again until we're both out of breath. When my hand travels down to his belt he stops me, his hand grabbing my wrist.

"Nein... I mean No, stop bitte . .I-I-cch" He seems to have trouble speaking English suddenly.

"What's wrong ? Is it my Fratello ?"

"Ja.. I shouldn't have let this happen.. and my superior may come to visit me"

"Oh.. I thought you wanted this.. "

".. No, I made a mistake.. a terrible mistake"

He's holding his head, almost ripping some blonde strands out.

"Ludwig what's wrong? " I try to prevent him from ripping his own hair out by taking both his wrists. " You want this as much as I do!"

" Keine. .. English.. My h-head hurts too much"

"Don't hurt yourself, You will be fine... first you were stuttering but you managed to conquer that too.. "

That's when I hear a car and I quickly take a look out of the window to see a black car. I get him a clean shirt and put it on for him." Ludwig I have to go, your superior's coming. Please don't hurt yourself" I hate to leave him like this but I don´t want to get caught again so I kiss him one more time and leave through the back door.

Meier´s point of view

After knocking the door a few times I use my key to open it. He doesn´t seem to be home and I decide to wait for him and get myself something to drink. The little fuck already left after releasing the prisoner. When I go to the kitchen I turn around and find my boy in the corner of the kitchen curled up and holding a few strands of golden blond hair in his hands.

"Lieutenant Beilshmidt ? What are you doing on the floor?" He looks up at me frightened while digging his nails into the pale skin of his wrist... scratching until he's bleeding.

"Stop that!" I kick him in the side with my boot. "I know what you've done.. You released the prisoner and stole identification papers... but you don't have to hurt yourself, I will help you"

"W-why ?" He asks timidly.

"Because I love your body too much to let you be executed as a traitor, we've been through this before.. you will have sex with me and I will protect you"

He immediately starts taking off his shirt and wipes his nose with his hand, smearing the blood that's still dripping from his wrist all over his face. "Then take me"

I pull him up from the ground and slap him in the face .. probably a little too rough. "Go take a shower first, I won't get hard if I have to look at your sick face"

Ludwig's point of view

I can't do this anymore.. it's just too much. What to do with Lovino? and .. Meier.. he found out and he will fuck me senseless atleast three times a day no matter how I feel. The symptoms of my brain damage become worse every day. Mein Bruder left Italy and he hates me. It's all my fault.. I'm just weak. I want to hurt myself.. it helps me release the tension.

After taking a long shower I go to the bedroom where Meier's already waiting for me.

"Come sit on my lap" He orders me and I obey him.

"I know it's not easy for you " He begins to speak "There's your sickness, you lost your parents only two years ago.. Your brother hates you.. actually nobody loves you except for me of course, .. That's why you're doing these bad things.. like stealing identification papers, helping the prisoner escape and hurting yourself, but don't worry I will help you"

"Mein Bruder told you he hates me?"

"Yes .. He also told me about you helping the prisoner escape"

"Nein, that's not true! Mein Bruder would never betray me!"

"It's sad.. but it's true" If mein Bruder really betrayed me then I must deserve it, otherwise he would never do that.. and he was the only one I told about it so Meier's probably telling me the truth.

I smile sadly. "I still love him and I wish him the best in life despite he would rather let me be executed"

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