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Meier's point of view

He seems to be unfocused again. " Are you feeling dizzy? Or just unhappy? You know you can talk to me about anything. I want to be like a father to you"

" Both . . . Herr Meier , if the SS finds out about my condition.. I mean that I can't write and that I'm feeling dizzy every time, will they send me back to Berlin? .. Because I don't want that"

" They will send you back to Berlin, but I won't let that happen. I'll make sure they never find out by giving them these good reports about you being the best assistant I've ever had. Don't worry about it."

A little smile appears onto his handsome face.

" Danke.. "

" Do you want to go out with me tomorrow? I know there's a very good restaurant nearby. Very exclusive, it suits you. After we had dinner I would like to take you to the theatre. It will make you feel better. What do you think about it?"

" Eh. . yes that would be nice"

I wish he would say yes and really want it, but his expression betrays his true feelings. He just can't say no to me.

" Gut, then where's that beautiful smile of yours?" I gently squeeze his cheek.

He clearly forces a little smile.

" Hmm, very beautiful" I want to jump on him right there and then but I decide to give the boy some rest for today.

" I'm going home now, you seem tired. I will pick you up tomorrow at six o'clock, ok?"

The blond seems to be surprised I'm leaving already.

" Jawohl, Hauptsturmfuhrer"

...

Ludwig's point of view

I'm on my way to Feli's house carrying a basket full of food for his family and, hoping Lovino won't be home. I don't want to talk to him after what happened. He may be furious at me.. or maybe his feelings for me are already over, I don't know.

Gilbert betrayed me.. I still can't believe it.. and Gott It makes me feel lonely. I should do something good again, maybe it will make me feel useful. Meier knows about the identification papers and me helping Lovino escape so I can't help all those poor people anymore. Maybe I could apply for a job at the bolzano transit camp... I won't be able to let all those prisoners escape, but I could certainly make their lives a little bit better. Meier wouldn't mind, he will get another assistant, besides.. he can still visit me at home. Another good thing about working there is that I don't have to write as much as at my current job. On the other side I don't know if it's a good thing to do.. Those people will be transported to the death camps in the end anyway.. Maybe it's just one of my stupid ideas.

It started raining again and when I almost reach Feli's home there are many people out on the street. A group of ten males, they're staring at me and they don't seem happy.

Maybe they are Resistance members, .. or just angry people. They're coming my way and I decide to go back and take another route to Feli's house. I walk quickly, still hearing them talk. I don't know what they're talking about because I don't speak any Italian.. which is a shame I think because it's a very beautiful language. Rule number one for SS officers ; Don't go out on the streets all by yourself.. well it's not like I can ask someone to come with me to my boyfriend's house can I ? Putting on some spare time clothes would help.. despite my blond hair and blue eyes would betray me immediately. The thought makes me laugh, I would certainly not make a good Italian.

I take a quick look over my shoulder, the group is nowhere to be seen.

...

Feli opens the door. "Ludwig! I was just playing with my dogs in the garden" He's smiling wider than ever. " Come in, Lovi and father are at a Resistance meeting."

Thank Gott Lovino ain't home

As soon as he closes the door I drop the basket and wrap my arms around my Italian lover, kissing him forceful.

" Woah Ludwig you're eh.. eager today" I don't let go of him and kiss him again.

" Ich - liebe - dich" I say while placing a pattern of passionate kisses from his mouth to his neck and to his shoulders. " You're everything to me.. Gott I love you so much"

Feli's just standing there, blushing deeply. " I know that Ludwig, I love you too sweetheart. Hihi you're different today, you're usually very quiet. Not that I don't like this of course"

" I'm not tired, which is the first time in months" It's true, I'm suddenly feeling better than ever. I can feel the energy flowing through my body. I guess I finally forgot about mein Bruder and all other problems just for a while, because I can hold my lover in my arms.

Feliciano's point of view

It feels good to see him like this, all happy .. like he's healthy again.

" Ludwig, why don't we go to the living room and have a drink? You should take things easy"

He tries to kiss me again but I take his hand and lead him to the couch.

" Sit down. Let's see what you brought with you" I take the basket to see what's in it.

" Aww Ludwig you're so sweet.. so many candy and food.. There's chocolate, jam , milk, bread, eggs, cheese.. Thank you so much"

" You can thank me again just like last time?" His voice is soft and he avoids my eyes, being ashamed by what he's asking.

" Hmm you want me to tie you up again? Your wrists tightly bound .. maybe a blindfold? While I have my way with you?" I really enjoy this game.

He's staring at his feet, surprised by me talking so openly about it, when he answers me. " Ja.. I would love that Feli.. I'm already hard"

I grab his hand. " Come on, let's go upstairs then"

He follows me like a puppy dog. Upstairs he takes his jacket off and offers me his wrists, still avoiding my eyes. It's such a cute sight. I'm glad he finally dares to tell me what he likes, despite he's too shy to look at me.

I tie both his wrists together and use a scarf as a blindfold, then I push him onto the bed.

My German lover moans out of excitement when I unbutton his shirt and yank his pants down to reveal his hard cock. I lick the tip, just once and very quickly . He moans and squirms.

" Oh bitte "

" What is it that you want sweetheart?" I say teasingly. " Do you want me to suck your cock? hmm" I close my mouth around his throbbing member, then pull away again.

" Oh Ja.. please little one! You're so good at this" He bucks his hips when I start sucking him off. " You taste delicious" After sucking him for a few minutes I get off the bed without saying anything.

I watch him from a close distant, enjoying the sight of him not knowing what's going on.

" Little one?.. Where are you?"

I hold my breath and slap him on the cheek, just softly, before I get onto the bed again.

" Feli I want to be inside you, please !"

" Hehe you're such a naughty boy. You like it when I hit you"

" Ja! oh ja, bitte "

I ride him hard and fast , just like last time and I come while screaming his name.

Ludwig's not as loud as me when he comes, just a cute little sound and then a deep sigh. I untie his hands. He takes me in his strong arms and lights a cigarette. I love to watch him smoke, it's somehow sexy.

" It's already late.. your family's still not home"

" They're are always late when there's a meeting, there's nothing to worry about" I stroke his hair.

" I should be going now, I have a lot of work to do tomorrow. I'll see you in two days? Tomorrow evening I have a meeting"

" Sure. Be careful and I'm looking forward to see you again" I kiss him softly onto his lips and watch him leave.

...

It's already dark outside and I'm still feeling all happy .. . The sex we just had was great. It's still raining and I decide to take a shorter way to my house. I have to go to a dark alley and start taking faster steps. Suddenly I see two people coming my way, I recognize them as two people from the group I saw earlier today. Only they're smiling this time.. I don't know if that's a good sign though. I turn around to go back, only to see the rest of the group approaching me from behind.

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