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Feliciano's point of view
It's eight am when Meier finally leaves Ludwig's house . I watch him step outside , walking slowly, a creepy smile plastered onto his face. When he gets into his car and disappears out of sight I decide to take the risk and run to Ludwig's front door. Just when I'm about to knock the door I lose all my confidence again. This is dangerous.. What if Meier comes back? If Ludwig doesn't come to visit me then there must be a reason right? What if this is a trap and Ludwig's not even at home?
Don't be stupid, what if Ludwig's into trouble? You just need to take the risk.
I knock the door a few times and wait for Ludwig to open the door. He doesn't ..
I knock the door again, louder and faster. Please open the door.. please be at home.
After waiting for a minute which seems to take like forever I knock again and call his name.
" Ludwig ! ? Open up , it's me"
No answer.
Then he must be somewhere else, I turn and I'm about to leave when the door opens. I expect Ludwig to be standing in the doorway smiling beautifully but instead I find him on the floor looking up at me.
" I'm sorry.. it took me a long time to get to the door. Come in quickly before anyone sees you"
His voice is weak.. I guess that's why I didn't hear him answer when I called his name. I quickly get inside and close the door, then I get onto my knees.
" Ludwig, what happened? You didn't come to visit me yesterday and I wanted to see you but Meier was here and I had to come back this morning and then he left and . . .and what happened to you ! "
" Feli shhh relax. Don't forget to breath"
I blush slightly.
" After I left your house two days ago I ran into a group of citizens, I got hit with an iron pipe .. and now I can't walk and Meier stayed with me for two days and it's a nightmare. I need help to do the most simple things .. "
Nooooo I wanted him to be healthy again and he was doing such a good job , he's so strong.. why did this happen ? He can't go outside on his own, we can't have sex the way we used to.. They might send him back to Berlin because he's useless for the SS.
He seems to know what I'm thinking about and a few tears escape his sky blue eyes.
" If you want to break up with me then that's okay because you deserve a boyfriend who can protect you.. and who's able to walk on his own. I just want you to be happy "
I've never known such a good person in my life. The way he's staring at me with those beautiful blue eyes, all I see is love. He never cares about himself, as long as others are happy. It's heartbreaking.
" Of course I won't break up with you, I love you no matter what happens" I wrap my arms around his, now slender , frame and kiss him passionately onto his lips.
" Danke. .I mean thank you.. thank you so much for staying with me"
" I couldn't live without you, my handsome German"
A blush is evidently on his cheeks. " Meier went to the headquarters, he will be staying there until six o'clock. "
" Great ! Then we can have breakfast together right? You always have the most tasteful food."
He nods slowly and I know he doesn't want to eat but I'm sure that if I make it fun by doing it my way he will finally eat something
I help him get to the couch. "You lost a lot of weight but you're still heavy to me" We both laugh.
I make breakfast for the two of us and take a piece of bread with some marmalade on it.
" This one's for you. Open your mouth" He smiles at me then opens his mouth and I feed the piece of bread to him. I watch him chewing slowly with closed eyes, then swallow.
"You're very sexy when you're eating" I smile and kiss his cheek.
He blushes. " I'm so glad you're doing this for me, meine Liebe"
" You deserve it.. I love you"
After we had breakfast we cuddle for a while.
He's been quiet for a while and I look at him and notice he becomes even paler than usual. " You're not feeling well?"
" Feli, I don't feel like eating, I'm too tired to fix my hair... I feel like throwing up. Sometimes I'm... I'm just eh.. afraid of dying"
His words scare me. " Ludwig you're not dying, you're just sick please don't say those things"
" Feli I've got a very serious head injury and my condition is not getting any better.. just worse"
" Why don't you visit a doctor sweetheart? I'm sure Meier will take you to one"
" Because I'm sure there's nothing they can do about it.. They will only give me medication, but maybe you're right, maybe I'll feel less pain when I use medication. I'll ask Meier"
" Did he take good care of you the last few days?"
" He's probably doing the best he can.. it's just that he's crazy.. When he's being nice to me, I have to do everything he wants because if I don't he will lose his temper and. .. I don't want to talk about it"
I pull him closer to me and let my hand slip under his shirt. " It's okay"
It's short because I should be studying for my driving theory test, and my mum would kill me if she knew I'm just writing this right now.
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