At first : Thanks everyone for reviewing it made me feel atleast a little bit better .. I'll get the third injection tomorrow and you don't want to know where exactly I'll be getting it in.. ugh...

and special thanks to JustAmel and Meluzina , you're both real angels for helping me out. (Yes I will keep saying that)

" I won't kiss you and I - " He doesn't finish his sentence when hearing many gunshots outside.

" W-what's happening outside?"

" The Americans are coming closer" It breaks my heart to see Meier just keep touching him like there's no problem at all. Ludwig eyes widen upon hearing this.

" They will reach your apartment in a day, that's why I'm going back to Berlin just to be safe" Meier looks at him and smiles , but he can't hide his sadness.

" I've been thinking about taking you with me, but it would take too much time cause you can't walk or take care of yourself .. I'm sorry"

" B-But.. Bitte, what can I do? I can't defend myself"

" That's right there's nothing you can do, You should just give up. Ludwig look at yourself" He takes Ludwig's wrists in his hands " You're nothing like you used to be, you're weak.. you're awfully skinny"

" But I'll become strong again ! When I'm not sick anymore"

" Do you believe that yourself? I've spoken to a very good doctor about your condition and there's nothing they can do to help you.. You will always stay like this"

Tears are running freely down his cheeks.

" I d-don't need a doctor to help me.. I can do it by myself, I need to become better for mein Bruder"

" Ludwig you're too sweet for this cruel world, your brother hates you and he never wants to see you again.. he betrayed you, and you still love him? You like people no matter what they do to you.. Poor boy" "And you miss your mummy and daddy right?"

Ludwig seems to be surprised by this question.

" Yes I do , I miss them a lot. Why ?"

" You will see them again, very soon" Meier takes a knife out of his pocket.

" WHAT? what are you doing?" " If I can't be with you, nobody will be with you.. so ending your pathetic life is the best I can do" Meier takes his wrists and cuts them both before Ludwig finds the strength to hit him.

" Nein ! please I don't want to die !" Blood's gushing out of the wounds and Meier leans in and kisses him one more time. " I love you boy"

I have to do something about it ! My God Ludwig will die if I don't act right now but Meier has a knife. I quickly search the room but I can't find anything useful so I just open the door and run inside.

Meier jumps up, surprised there's someone else in the apartment. I keep running and jump on him , clawing at his hair and face. Meier drops the knife and I try to reach it but he's faster and points it at me.

" You again? I should have known you were not dead.. but you won't be able to safe your boyfriend .. not this time" Meier's awfully calm.

" Feli .. be careful, please just get out of here" Ludwig's voice sounds even weaker than before. The white sheets are already covered in blood.

" Let me help him, please ! " I try to control my tears.

" He can't walk.. you'll be too late kid" Meier grins. I look at Ludwig, who closes his eyes.

" Ludwig stay with me, PLEASE! I'll get you out of here" He opens his eyes, only to close them again.

" He's in shock, and he will faint soon.. he's giving up"

I just don't want to hear this and I jump on him again, surprising him. I push him against the wall and just when he wants to stab me I use my nails and scratch his face.. his eyes. He growls and I manage to grab the knife out of his hands.

" You fucking Italian bastard!"

I don't hesitate and stab him .. once.. twice... three times. Memories are coming back to me from the day I shot him..

He slumps to the ground, coughing up blood. I need to be fast and I run to the bed.

"His keys.. use t-the c-car"

I run back to Meier's body and search his jacket. I find the keys.

" Ludwig ! Ludwig listen to me! I'll safe you" He slowly opens his sky blue eyes again but they close again.

" Sweetheart stay awake, don't close your eyes" I wrap his arms around my neck and carry him. I would never be able to do this because he's too heavy , but I guess it's true people can do extraordinary things in a situation like this.

" T-to tired.. " He rests his head upon my shoulder. " Sshh don't fall asleep, we're almost outside"

He mumbles something in his native tongue, something I don't understand. When I finally get him on the backseat of the car I jump on the front seat and start the car. I've never done this before but I succeed to drive home.

"Sweetheart we're there.. " No response. " Ludwig ? " He fainted.

My grandfather saw the car and comes running to me. " Feliciano, did you steal the car? What happened?"

" Please help me , Ludwig's wrists.. he needs a doctor or he'll die!"

My grandfather's shocked to see him like this. " I'll help you get him inside "

We carry him to the living room and I'm surprised to see we have two visitors. I recognize them to be Resistanza.

My grandfather carries Ludwig to the couch. Lovino screams when he sees him.. he must have really started to like him.

The other people in the room are shocked too, but not because of the poor man's injuries.

" Mr. Vargas.. Why are you helping a German? " One of them asks, glaring at Ludwig.

" He's a very brave person, he saved my son from getting executed and now we need to safe him. Stefano you're a doctor, help him quickly"

The man clearly doesn't want to help a German but he listens to my grandfather and opens the little suitcase he always carries with him.

" He will need stitches" The man states and gets to work immediately.

I can't bare to look at it and hug my fratello instead. Lovi seems to be in shock.

Half an hour later Stefano wipes away the sweat dripping from his forehead. " He lost a lot of blood, but he'll be ok. Maybe he'll have trouble to use his hands the wounds were very deep and some nerves may be damaged"

"That's okay .. his whole body is damaged and he can't move his legs either, so he won't be surprised I guess" I snap angrily while wiping away a tear.

" Feli don't be mad, Stefano just saved his life"

" I know I'm sorry Stefano.. thank you. " I touch Ludwig's face, he's still unconscious. "I will stay with you , even if you can't move at all. You're still the same to me"

Some people in the room couch uneasy.

" We'll get him upstairs to your bedroom Feliciano" My Grandfather offers.

" Ok, I will stay with him till he wakes up"

...

It seems to take like forever until he finally opens his eyes. He moans softly probably out of pain. "Feli ? Am I dead? Is this heaven?"

" No sweetheart you're still alive, I'm here with you. We're in my bedroom" I gently stroke his hair.

"You. . you saved me.. again. I feel so stupid for getting into trouble every time.. making you risk your life to safe me. Mein Gott I'm so weak"

" You're not weak! You didn't know this was going to happen, and I'm sure you'll get better soon.. you're such a strong person"

He blushes slightly. "Yes I'll do everything to get better and safe you next time, ok ?"

I laugh and kiss him on the cheek.

" I'm so tired.. "

" You should go back to sleep, sssh"

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