Just a cute little chapter to make you all happy. Is this fic ever going to end? .. I don't know lol
Feliciano's point of view
I wake up to the feeling of Ludwig's fingers playing with my hair. I open my eyes to see it's still dark outside.
" Ludwig? You can move your fingers?" I roll on my side to look at him.
" Ja, I can move them just fine. Why?" He squeezes my shoulder to prove it.
" Stefano, I mean the person who stopped the bleeding told me your nerves may be damaged"
" They're not, I'm just fine. The bandages look really cool on me, don't you think?" He smiles playfully.
" Yes they do, silly German" I touch his hair, his face. " I thought I would lose you today.. the things he said to you about you just being pathetic and weak.. and that nobody loves you, I want you to know that he was just lying to make you feel bad.. it made me cry to hear him talk to you like that"
He hugs me tightly. " I know that.. I just had this beautiful dream , we were living together in my house in Berlin and we were walking my dog and just enjoying the weather and each other, and I was strong just like I used to be. I want the future to be like that"
" Me too.." It makes me happy to know he wants our future to be like that but it makes me feel sad at the same time, knowing that if the war finally ends there may be consequences for the things he has done in the past.
" Ludwig , there's this Jewish boy who really needs a hiding place and I feel so bad for not knowing what to do"
" Well, you already have to hide me now.. can't he stay here?"
" With you in the same room? " My voice sounds a little too surprised.
" Yes, why not? I won't hurt him if that's what you're afraid of.."
" Oh no that's not what I thought ! It just sounds a bit strange to be hiding both an SS officer and a Jewish boy in the same room.. and my bedroom's small"
"It's big enough to serve as a hiding place, and there will still be enough room for you to sleep. "
" Well, it's a good idea, I'll talk to my grandfather about it" I kiss him on the cheek.
" Oh and there's something I want to give you.. " He takes his wallet out of his jacket he's still wearing. "There's a lot of money in it.. I didn't spend anything for months because I was just too sick, and I want you to use it to buy food for your family and some clothes, because you deserve it and maybe weapons for the Resistanza? "
" Ludwig I can't accept money from you.. you've been working very hard to get it"
" Just take it, bitte. It would make me happy"
" That's so sweet of you, I love you so much" I climb on top of him and start kissing him roughly. My hand slips down to his waist and finally between his legs. He squirms , then jerks his leg.. I quickly undo his pants , gently touch his thigh and he jerks his leg again.
" My leg.. I feel your touch.. I - I can move my leg!"
" Yes it's amazing ! " I move to his other leg, kiss his thigh and tickle him. He slowly moves his leg, bending his knee. Sweat's dripping down his forehead. " I want to try it again " It feels so good to see him smile like this. He bends his knee, again and again, then wriggles his toes. " Ludwig you should rest now or you'll get exhausted"
" I want to do it again.. I want to walk, Feli bitte" He tries to get up but I gently place my hand upon his chest and push him back against the pillow. " You can try that tomorrow, you need some sleep"
"But I'm not tired.. I want to touch you, bitte?" He pouts.
" Ok, you win. Did I ever tell you how much I love your accent? It's very cute and hot.. the way you pronounce words in English.. sometimes forgetting words" My English is definitely better than his and I love to watch him struggle with the words, not being able to express himself which always results in a cute expression on his face.
He bows his head , trying to hide the deep red blush spreading over his face. " I'm sorry, it's very difficult for me"
I make him look up at me, gently lifting his chin. "Hey don't be ashamed, it doesn't matter to me, I just think it's hot"
He kisses me slowly and I watch him close his eyes, deepening the kiss. It feels wonderful but my thoughts drift off to Meier, what did he do to Ludwig when I wasn't around? Ludwig's hand comes up to cup my cheek. His hands are cold like always and I lean into his touch.
I can't believe he did terrible things in the past... with those delicate hands? He smells so nice, he's so handsome and sweet. I just can't believe it.
" What are you thinking about , little one?" He asks me, leaning his head upon my shoulder and kissing my neck.
" I eh.. ..." I don't know what to say. Just say something Feliciano. " It's just that eh.." I can't stop thinking about him murdering innocent people.. maybe even children. Why are you thinking about this right now? You knew he did those things and you never cared about it!
His hands slip under my shirt, the bandages around his wrists are all bloody.
" You shouldn't move your hands so much" I point at the bandages and gently push his hands away.
" You're right.. but I wanted to thank you for being brave enough to safe me. You're so small and cute, but still you managed to kill Meier and safe my life. You're a wonderful person Feliciano"
I blush deeply. "Thank you, you deserve it. Now get some sleep you really need it"
" Goodnight little one"
" Goodnight my handsome German"
Ludwig's point of view
When I wake up Feli's not sleeping beside me, he must have gone downstairs already. I try to move my legs again, feeling all happy when it works. I need to use the bathroom and try to get there but just standing takes a lot of energy. Thinking about the day Meier left me, finding me after I wet myself, I get a panic attack , not wanting it to ever happen again.
The door opens and Lovino comes in. " Oh sorry I forgot to knock.." He apologizes.
" It's okay"
" You can walk again? Woah that's so great"
" Well.. I can't really walk yet.. it takes a lot of energy, but I'll get better"
"That's a good thing. Can I help you with anything?"
" Can you help me get to the bathroom , bitte?"
" Of course" He helps me get to the bathroom and when we return to Feli's bedroom he gives me a letter.
" I came to give this to you.. just read it, please"
I stare at the letter , then look up to thank him but he already left downstairs.
Dear Ludwig,
I wrote this letter because I felt really sorry for you.. So many bad things happened to you in the past few months and you didn't deserve that. I know you're in love with my brother but I just wanted to let you know that I think you're a beautiful person. You're strong and brave and I know you'll never give up, even now you have to hide in that small bedroom.. hide for your own people and for the Americans. Ludwig, you will survive his war.. Whenever you feel bad, just read this letter again. You're beautiful..
Lovino.
P.S. I'm not good at writing letters
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