Right. I feel like I need to get this off my chest.
This will explain why this story hasn't been updated in nearly four months.
To put it in layman's terms… I have a fear of failure, a fear that I will only disappoint all of you readers.
I am generally a relatively confident person but the fear of not performing to high enough standards is what often times holds me back and thus has held this story back.
Also I am not anxious person, I don't even remember the last time I was in a state of anxiety or worry but It was even a struggle to get the previous chapter out because of the reasons I mentioned there but also because I was scared no one would like it, I refer to the fact the previous chapter underwent at least ten redrafts from top to bottom all because of my fear.
I really do appreciate everyone who has read this fic, whether you have stuck around to this point or if you just read the first chapter, it really does mean a lot to me. I want to particularly thank everyone who has reviewed, followed or put it on their favourites list.
When I first started writing this back in August last year I never thought people would ever like it but when people started to favourite it and when it surpassed 20 my fear only got worse and I began to lag behind with updates.
Now comes the big decision. Will I continue on or will this be shunted to the dark confines of my laptop?
The answer… I'm not sure. The fear of failure and only disappointing is still very strong within me.
Currently I have poll up on my page. It is all inclusive with my ARC-V stories and will decide the future of what I do with them.
I'm very sorry for this but I really needed to say this.
I hope I'll see you soon.