I'm really sorry.
I really am. Turns out I'm just a pathological liar.
I really can't continue to write this story, I just really can't.
Since I last updated this story, I've updated my Vrains story 3 times but for some reason whenever I try to touch this one I have second thoughts.
When I started writing this on August 12th 2017, I was a different person.
A lot of shit has happened in my life since. One of my parents being diagnosed with cancer didn't do wonders for my already shit mental state.
My head is full of crap that I know doesn't help me, I've tried to get rid of those thoughts and tell myself that it's not true. I even got a therapist who I showed some of my other stories to, they were private ones I have every intention of keeping that way. She told me they were good but I couldn't fucking outrun my thoughts.
It was during one of these sessions that I broke down and I still haven't really recovered from it.
The issue is, I come from a family of perfectionists and I've inherited every single bad trait and that has morphed into my irrational fear of failure.
During my GCSE exams, I was calm, I had no fear except for my history exams. I'm considered the best history student in the school, so failure was an absolute negative that I couldn't have. So when I went to take the exam I was a fucking wreck but I was able to convince myself to disregard my thoughts.
However, whenever I write I undergo that feeling I felt with my history exams.
Another reason for this stopping is my lack of desire to write for the Yugioh fandom in general, I feel I've become locked into something that I no longer enjoy.
That's why once I finish the next chapter for my Vrains story, I'm going to stop writing for the fandom for a bit to see if I can get that desire back.
However, that doesn't mean I am leaving the fandom altogether. Currently, I'm helping out Romadrox8975 with their stories, so I recommend reading those stories.
When I posted the last chapter I thought that I would continue through to the end of this story, but that is no longer my desire.
So, unfortunately for those who wish for me to continue, I'm sorry but I can no longer do it. I'm leaving this story for good, it is over.
I want to thank everyone though, this was the first time people thought what I wrote was good. If it weren't for my own mental shortcomings, it would be continuing. So I'm really sorry for abandoning this and disappointing you.
Again. I'm deeply sorry.