You liked to think you were a quick learner but Eric was not being very patient with you.
"Open wider! Suck harder! Watch your teeth!" he scolds at you as you tried to work him. You closed your eyes as you concentrated and took him deeper in your mouth. He was a lot for you to handle but you tried your best and after a few moments you felt Eric's legs quiver and a low moan escape his lips. You looked up at him, his head was slightly tilted back, and his mouth was slightly open. You were doing this? You were making Eric feel good. You started to realize the power you now had over him and you sucked harder. You started to enjoy his scent and his taste. You relished him and it showed as you took him deeper despite your gag reflex.
"Fuck!" Eric groaned as his body started to shake. His seed shot in your mouth down your throat and you started to panic.
"Swallow." Eric grabbed your head again and pushed your mouth even deeper down his member to make sure you got every drop that he spilled. You sucked him dry feeling a sense of accomplishment. Eric pulled away, pulled up his pants and pulled you off your knees. Not saying a word to you, Eric disappeared leaving you standing at the foot of his bed perplexed. He shortly returned with a pillow and a blanket.

"You take the couch." He said throwing the blanket and pillow at you with such force you stumbled trying to grab it. The couch? What kind of man would let a woman sleep on the couch?
"The couch? Four let me take his bed and he slept on the couch." You told him still standing in his bedroom not moving. Eric crawled into his bed not answering you. He sat up and just looked at you with an amused look.
"Do I look like Four to you?"
"Trust me you are no Four." You snapped wanting to slap him. "Just let me go back to the dorm." Why was he keeping you here? He already pissed Four off. What more could he want?
"You have exactly ten seconds to get the fuck out my room and get your ass on the couch. If you are not gone in the next few seconds, I will not be responsible for what I will do to you. Trust me Y/N. You want to take the couch because I want to fuck you right now and I would literally rip you in two."
You lightly gasped as you saw the rise of the sheet on Eric's lap. He was hard. Yeah you better take the couch you thought as you sprinted to his living room. You laid on Eric's couch trying to process what the hell was going on between you two. Your feelings were all over the place. He was the first man you were intimate with and you did not even share a kiss. As you closed your eyes, you shuttered as the memory of his lips between your legs and the intense orgasm you had. What game was Eric playing? It was obvious he was using you to get at Four but how far was he willing to go with you and how far would you let him. How will you deal with Four tomorrow? You knew he was hurt that you did not leave with him but Eric literally gave you no choice. Four was to kind to you and you did not want to hurt him. You will have to make it up to him somehow.

You woke up at the crack of dawn hoping to avoid seeing Eric. You prayed he would still be asleep and you can sneak back to the dorms. Your prayers were not answered as you saw him sitting at the kitchen table drinking coffee and reading the news on his tablet. You cleared your throat to make him aware you were up. He did not look up from his tablet. Well fuck you then! You took a few seconds to study him across the room. The man was painfully handsome and you found your gaze on his board shoulders, thick muscular chest and arms. You wondered how extensive his tattoos were. You wished you could see him without a t-shirt. You could imagine how impressive he would be. Heat rushed to your face when you looked back up at his handsome face and his eyes were locked on you. You had been caught checking him out. Well what was the big deal? You pretty much seen and tasted most of him.
"You need to leave. I have business I have to take care of." He told you in an irritated tone. You jumped up from the couch pissed. You had been wanted to leave and now he was acting as if you were a nuisance. You quickly went to his bedroom, grabbed your clothes and went to the bathroom to throw them on. You splashed your face with cold water and looked at your face to see if any bruising had faded. Nope they were still there. You sighed as you brushed your hair down as best you could with your hands. You still looked a hot damn mess. You could not wait to get to the dorm and take a shower and change. You quickly exited the bathroom and headed for the door. Eric did not move or look up to acknowledge you. You swung the door open to leave and stood face to face with a tall beautiful woman who was about to knock on his door. She looked down at you with a bored expression on her beautiful features. Her hair was jet black and hung straight passed her shoulders. She had sharp green eyes that stood in contrast to her flawless, milky white skin. Her short sleeved all black shirt showed off her sleeve tattoos on both arms. You looked up at her and then away as her beauty was intimidating. She looked at you up and down and then pushed passed you into Eric's place. You stepped outside the door wondering who she was.
"Seriously Eric….I'm gone for a few weeks and you bring home a homely little mouse. You know you could do better. " You heard her laugh as Eric's door slams shut. You stood staring at his door trying to process what you were feeling. There was uneasy feeling in your stomach that made you nauseous. Wait were you jealous?
"Her name is Raven." You heard a voice. You turned around to find Four standing outside his apartment. How long was he there? You put on your best smile and pushed the feeling in your stomach out of your mind.
"Four, I'm sorry about last night." You started but Four held up his hand to stop you.
"It's ok. Are you alright?" He asked walking up to you.
"I'm fine."
"If Raven is there it means he didn't touch or force himself on you." Four sighed with relief as he pushed away a strand of loose hair that fell into your face. You did nothing to hint otherwise.
"Who is she?" You asked as nonchalantly as you could.
"If Eric was the type of person who could convey emotions and could have a relationship she would be considered his girlfriend."
There was that feeling in your stomach again and it began to creep up to your throat. You swallowed hard. You don't care Y/N. It's Eric he is an asshole. Why should you care if he has a girl. So what if last night was the first time you felt truly alive. So what if you could still taste him on your lips and in your mouth. So what you ached for his lips to find the right spot again between your legs that sent you over edge.
"I…I..better get cleaned up and ready for the days training. I'll see you later." You mustered as you walked away from Four. Four swiftly walked up to you and grabbed your arm.
"Are you sure you are alright?" His brown eyes searching your eyes. You smiled up at him and caressed his cheek.
"I'm fine."

You were not fine and you sulked most of the day. If Jen or Charles asked if you were ok one more time you think you would punch them in the face. You knew your friends were just worried about you and it was misplace anger you felt. You didn't see Eric in the cafeteria or in training and you started to obsessed over what he and that Raven could be doing. After winning a fight against a Dauntless born, you moved up on the ranking board and at the end of the training day you found yourself staying behind punching the punching bag trying to rid your frustration.
"Your feet are not placed firmly on the ground." Eric called out to you. You jumped startled. How does he keep creeping up on you? You stopped punching and looked at Eric as he walked over to you. He towered over you leaving only an inch of space between you two. You looked him over and could not help but notice a couple of bright red marks on his neck between his neck tattoo and you knew they were hickeys.
"Who is she?" You could not help but ask as you stared at his neck.
"Who is who?" Eric frowned.
"The woman from this morning." He knew exactly who the fuck you were talking about.
"I don't think that is any of your business initiate. Did you forget who you are talking too?"
You sighed with more frustration. He was so annoying and just knew how to get under your skin.
"Fine." You snapped walking away. You heard Eric chuckle.
"Running to your boyfriend?"
You gritted your teeth to keep from saying anything and headed to the dorms.

You rolled over in bed and your hand hit something hard. You slowly opened your eyes and winced from the bright sunlight shining bright into your face.
"Good Morning." A deep morning voice ranged out next to you. You looked over at Four and jerked up in the bed. The night came flooding back to you. You hung out with a few initiates last night including Charles and Jen. You had drinks, got a tattoo on the small of your back of a flower, went dancing and at the end of the night you found yourself knocking on Four's apartment door. Oh my God! You thought as heat rose to your cheeks as your night with Four replayed in your head. You felt your skin vibrate from head to toe from all the attention Four had gave you last night. He left no part of your body untouched by his hands, lips and tongue.
"Don't worry we didn't have sex." Four whispered as he sat up beside you. He saw the question in your eyes. "Do you remember anything from last night?"
You took in Four slowly and your eyes settled on his full lips. My God you were such a slut! What was wrong with you?
"Yes I remember everything." You answered.
"I wanted you Y/N but I knew you had been drinking. I didn't want you to have any regrets."
My God this man was amazing! He was so thoughtful and caring. A total opposite of Eric.
"I would not have had any regrets." You told him honestly. If you were going to give yourself to someone it should be Four. Four leaned over and softly kissed your lips and you opened your mouth to him just as you did last night. Four tugged at his t-shirt you were wearing and you lifted your arms so he could pull it off. Lying back in bed Four repeated his slow devouring of your body again including bringing you to another orgasm with his tongue and fingers between your legs.
As you showered in Four's bathroom, you wondered what you will tell your friends as to your whereabouts last night. You also had a gut feeling you were going to feel Eric's wrath when he finds out you were at Four's. You were getting tired of being a pawn in his sick game.
Four planted one hell of a kiss on you before you snuck out his apartment. It might be still early enough to make it back without suspicion since it was everyone's day off from training and they might be oversleeping from last night's activities. You quietly tiptoe down the halls toward the dorm. You smiled when you saw the doors to your dorm insight. Homestretch you thought just as a hand grabbed your wrist and pulled you in an empty room.
"What the hell!" you shouted as Eric slammed the door and cut on the light displaying just an old office desk and chair in the room. Eric stared at you and not backing down you stared back.
"You were with him last night?" He asked his voice low and full of venom as he pulled on a strand of your wet hair from the shower you just took.
"I'm not doing this Eric. I am tired of your games. You need to leave me alone." You hissed at him. Eric eyes zoned in on your neck and something shifted in his eyes. Instantly his hand grabbed a handful of your hair and tossed you toward the desk. Your body slammed against the hard wood.
"You fucked him?!" He roared at you as he pounced on you grabbing your neck and pulling you up. "You have hickeys all on your neck!"
"I didn't Eric. I didn't sleep with him!" You cried.
"Does he know my dick was in your mouth less than forty-eight hours ago?" He hissed squeezing your neck. What is it with him and your neck? You clawed at his hand and he finally let go of your neck pushing you on top of the desk.
"No Eric! Don't!" Your eyes widen as you saw him began to unbutton his pants.
"He will not be the first to have you." He shouted at you as his fingers started to tear at your pants buttons.
"You win! You win Eric but please not like this. I'm begging you!" Tears formed in your eyes and for a split second Eric's face softened and then harden back just as quickly.
"Don't you go anywhere near him again! Do you understand me!" Eric grabbed your chin to get your attention. You shook your head yes. "I want you at my place tonight at six. Do not have me come looking for you!" Eric let go of your chin with such force your head snapped back. He buttoned back up his pants, walked out and slammed the office door leaving you sitting on the desk full of emotions. You did not feel fear as he could have taken you by force if he desired and you did not feel pain from him pushing you around and grabbing you neck. The emotions that were prominent to you at that moment was desire and pure lust for him. What the hell was wrong with you?