Torn 8
You finally made your way to your apartment and Jen gasped in horror when she saw your condition.
"Eric did this to you?" Jen asked shocked as she help you out of his lounge pants and t-shirt. She gasped when she saw all the welts and bruises all over your body.
"I need a hot bath." You told your best friend.
"How could you let him do this to you?" Jen asked as she followed your naked, swollen body into the bathroom.
"He didn't do anything to me I didn't want him too." You told her as put in the tub stopper and turned on the hot water.
"Have you seen how you look?" Jen pulled you over to the full-length mirror. She was right you were black and blue almost everywhere and welts were forming all over your body. You sighed as you looked over your body and turned to look at your back which showed long nail scratches that were bleeding a little and welting up.
"My God what did he do to you?"
"He made me come at least three times and they were so intense Jen I thought I was going to pass out." You told her as you lowered yourself in the tub.
"Was it worth it Y/N?"
You looked over at Jen and thought a moment before answering.
"Yes. Yes it was worth it." You felt your core throbbing and thought of your pain pills.
"If I knew he would be this rough I would told you to go to Four." Jen said as she looked you over again.
"Jen can you get me some pain pills and a glass of water. Jen was hesitant to leave you but she did as she was told. As you laid in the tub your felt Eric' cum seeping out of you and plopping down in the water. The warm water felt so good against your bruises and welts. After popping some pain pills you slowly got out he tub and dried yourself. Looking in the mirror, you were glad your face and neck were healing. You could easily hide Eric's marks with long sleeves. After putting on a sanitary pad and your pajamas, you slowly crawled into bed. You dreamt of Eric all night and woke up sore and wet. You had an orgasm in your dream. Eric could bring you to an orgasm even in your dreams. You winced with pain as you got up to start your day. You were glad the next several weeks you would be sitting at a computer and not training initiates. Your body was sore and stiff. You decided to take the elevator to work and meet Jen there who already started to sprint down the stairs. You leaned back and closed your eyes as the elevator descended and stopped at a lower level where Four got on. Shit! You looked away from him as you knew he was still pissed at you.
"You not speaking now?" He asked walking up to you causing your back to hit the elevator wall.
"I don't want to have to run any laps."
Four chuckled. "You are not an initiate anymore even though I am still your superior and if I wanted you to run laps around this whole compound you would have to do it." Four walked closer to you and caressed your cheek. You closed your eyes and let out a sigh as Four's fingers traced your lips, Four pulled on your bottom lip before taking it into his mouth and gently sucking on it. He wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you closer to him as he devoured your mouth. Four lips found your neck and you winced in pain as his lips grazed over a bite mark. Feeling your apprehension he looked at your neck and noticed the mark.
"Who did this to you?" He snapped as he moved your collar down a little see find more bite marks. "Y/N….please tell me you didn't go to Eric….please tell me you did not fuck him."
You pushed away from him and could not look him in the eyes. Four received his conformation.
"Why? Y/N. Why? I would have never hurt you like that. Why him? What made you chose him?" You finally looked up in Four's eyes, which expressed pain. Before you could answer the elevator doors open and Max walked in giving each of you a curt nod before turning his back to you. The next stop Eric and Raven got on. What the fuck. You could feel the heat radiating off Four as his fist curled into a tight ball. Eric did not so much as looked at you when he stepped on the elevator. Raven however eyed you for a few moments and her eyes trained on your neck again. You quickly fixed your collar Four had moved earlier but it was too late she saw Eric's fresh narrowed her eyes at you and gave you a death stare. You glared at her right back. It takes two to tango why didn't she get on Eric instead of giving you a hard time. After Max got off the elevator he gave everyone another nod and as soon as the elevator door shut, Raven was on you like white on rice. She started throwing punches and you successfully dodge every one of them in the small confinement of the elevator. Four tried to grab her as Eric just looked on with an amused look on his face.
"Eric stop her!" Four shouted at Eric. With a bored look on his face, he grabbed Raven's waist and pulled her from you.
"Stop it!" he told her sternly.
"Why do you need to be with her when I am right here Eric?" Raven was so angry.
"We will discuss this in privacy later." He told her just as the elevator door open and he and Raven walked out. Eric finally looked at you as they exited and winked at you. Four was too busy looking at you to notice. Your heart skipped a beat from his wink. Why did everything about him excite you?
"You see the type of man he is Y/N? He wasn't even going to bother to stop Raven from hurting you."
"She would not have hurt me. If anything Eric was making sure I can handle myself. I am Dauntless after all."
"Oh My God! Do you hear yourself?" Four could not believe you were defending Eric. The elevator finally stopped at your floor and you quickly got off to find Four right behind you.
"What are you doing on this level? It's for trainee leaders."
"I'm training a few of you today."
Jen waved you over to the cubicle you both would be sharing. You slowly walked over to the cubicle as not to show you were in pain but Four's trained eyes noticed your awkward movements. He also notice while training you and Jen on the computer system you popped several pain pills. Four eyes you as you worked on the computer. You were a beautiful young woman and he was not a man to settle for seconds but he had to have you. Even though Eric got to you first he would show you how a man is supposed to make love to a woman. Jen excused herself to the restroom and Four took the opportunity and leaned over and used his lips to lightly kiss your outer ear. It sent shivers up and down your spine.
"I still want you." Four whispered. You looked up at his handsome face,
"Are you sure?"
"Yes I want to show you how a man should make love to a woman not like some savage." Four leaned over, captured your lips, and softly kiss you. As your kiss deepens, you forgot all about your pain and felt heat rise from your core. How could two men make you feel this way? "I don't want you seeing Eric anymore. Give me a chance. Let me show you how you should be treated. Will you do that for me?" He whispered against your lips. You nodded your head yes wondering how you could avoid Eric for a few days.
Eric's Apartment
Eric dodge another object that Raven had thrown at him.
"You fuckin asshole! Why her? Why did you fuck her?!" Raven yelled at Eric. Eric got up in Raven's face, grabbed her chin, and squeezed it.
"I can fuck who I want." His voice was deadly and it did not phase Raven and she started to claw at his face but Eric blocked her.
"Not while I am here! We had an agreement that you can do what you want when I am gone!" Raven shrieked.
"I wanted her and could not wait for you to go on another assignment." Eric told her honestly with no regret.
"Are you in love with her?" Raven asked. Eric looked at Raven like she was crazy.
"No Raven. I just like to fuck her." Eric removed himself out of Raven's personal space, as she was liable to get physical with him again.
"How many times have you been with her?" Raven asked following him to his bedroom. Eric sighed before answering her. She was starting to grate his nerves.
"It's none of your business. You know exactly who and what type of man I am. If you don't like it you know where the door is."
Raven instantly calmed down. She was not about to lose Eric. She would just have to find a way to get rid of you.
As luck would have it you really did not need to avoid Eric as he and Four were busy with the new initiates and when Eric was not training Raven never left his side. You and Jen were also busy in your knew roles as Dauntless leaders. So for two straight weeks you could count on one hand how many times you saw either one of them. You started to heal nicely with the help of Jen who put ointment on your back and other areas you could not reach nightly.
"Would you sleep with Eric again after all this?" She asked as she spread lavender scented ointment on your back scratches.
"I don't know." You honestly told her. Eric was exciting and dangerous and you really liked that about him. You did not tell Jen that earlier that day Eric caught you in the stairwell and pushed you up against the wall, passionately kissed you and brought you to orgasm by finger fucking you and that was all in a span of three minutes. He did not say a word to you and was gone before your body could stop shuddering from your orgasm. That was exciting to you. Yet you were curious as to what Four had to offer. You shuddered at the thought of the night Four's tongue was inside you.
"Are you thinking of Eric. You are getting goosebumps." Jen asked as she continued to massage your back.
"No I was thinking of Four."
"Are you going to sleep with him too?" Jen asked as she closed the ointment lid.
You looked at your best friend sheepishly and replied yes in a whisper. You felt like such a slut.
"Well I know he would be a lot gentler than Eric. Make sure to use protection this time."
"Do you think I am a slut?"
Jen shook her head no. "I think you are just a girl torn between to handsome men who both want you. If and when you are with Four you do need to make a decision. You can't keep sleeping with both of them. They would kill each other if they found out."
"I think the decision had already been made. Raven would never give up Eric."
"Also could you handle a man like Eric constantly? He is a beast."
"That's true but it is just something about Eric that draws me to him. Then there is something about Four that pulls me to him also."
"I would not want to be in your shoes right now." Jen told you as she got up from your bed.
You could not sleep as you had both men on your mind. You got up with a sigh threw on some shoes and quickly walked to Four's apartment. You were finally healed from your time with Eric and could walk normally and you wanted to be made love to gently and you knew Four would do it. You knocked on Four's door and shivered a little maybe you should not have come out in your pajamas. You heard heavy footsteps round the corner and locked eyes with Eric. Shit!
"What the fuck do you think you are doing!?" Eric shouted as he swiftly walked up to you, grabbed your arm and pulled you away from Four's door.
"Let go of me Eric!" You hissed as you tried to pull your arm out of his tight grip.
"Go back to your apartment now!" Eric's face was turning red and his eyes were shooting daggers at you. Almost simultaneously, Four and Eric's door open. Four stood at his door shirtless while Raven stood in Eric's doorway in only a bra and panties.
"What's going on?" Four asked eyeing you and Eric. "Eric let her go." He said seeing his tight grip on your arm.
"I was coming to see you Four."
You heard Raven scoff. What a little slut Raven thought. Before Eric let go of your arm he leaned in to your ear.
"If you go into his apartment Y/N you will not be able to walk for a month when I am done with you providing I don't kill you." He whispered angrily in your ear. Eric pushed you as he let go of your arm causing you to stumble a little and stared you down to see what you would do. You lifted up your head, turned around and walked into Four's apartment. Before Four shut the door you heard Eric call you a bitch.