Torn 10

We finally get to see a sweeter side of Eric…even though it does not last that long because the possessive side of him comes out. There has been a shift in the relationship and the reader and Eric are close to realizing their true feelings for one another.

You came to with soft wet kisses all over your face. Eric kissed your nose as his blue eyes gazed into yours.

"What happen?" You asked hoarsely.

"You passed out." Eric moved a strand of hair from your forehead. "Are you ok?"

Was that a look of concern on Eric Coulter's face? You nodded your head in conformation that you were ok. You could not believe that Eric had caused you to orgasm so hard that you passed out.

Eric leaned in and softly kissed your lips, you sighed as you opened your mouth to him and moaned a little from the pain that pulsated from your lower half as you wrapped your legs around him. You both laid for a few moments as you melted against Eric's body as he devoured your mouth. You were getting wet again.

"I have to go." You announced as your brain started to clear of the fogginess and you thought about work. Eric did not move from off top of you for a few moments as he searched your face.

"You can leave when I say you can leave."

You rolled your eyes and tried to push him off. "Come on Eric I have to get ready for work."

You knew Eric was not the cuddling type so why prolong your time in his presence. He was going to kick you out eventually so why not beat him to the punch and leave.

Eric sighed as he rolled over off you. He sat up in the bed with his back against the headboard watching you as you struggled to get up.

"Shit!" You muttered as your lower half ached. You slowly got up with as much dignity you could muster and slowly got dress as Eric watched you.

"Y/N?" You looked up at Eric from buttoning your pants. "Don't go near him again. I am dead serious."

Eric's face was stone cold.

"I won't as soon as you get rid of Raven." You challenged. Eric was out the bed and in your face in seconds.

"Are you telling ME what to do?" he seethed.

"Yes and we won't be together again until she is gone." You told him not backing down. You were proud of your new boldness toward him. Hell if you could handle what he dished out last night you could handle anything when it came to him.

"What makes you think I would give her up for you?" Eric smirked as he found your newfound courage amusing and sexy.

"If you want this pussy again you will." You could not believe that just came out of your mouth and Eric could not believe it either as his eyes widen and mouth opened for a split second before his face returned to its usual coldness.

"You threatening me?"

"No I am just stating fact. If you don't get rid of her we will never be together again." You moved away from Eric's opposing figure. You needed to get home. Eric grabbed your arm and stopped you in your tracks.

"You must have forgotten who you are talking too. You do not tell me what to do. I can have you anytime I damn well please."

You shook your head no and snatched your arm from his grasp.

"Nope you will never touch me again if she is still with you. I don't feel comfortable with you fucking her and me at the same time. I shudder to think if she has any disease." You told him as you slowly headed to the door. You were in such pain. Eric followed behind you completely at ease in his naked state.

"I always use condoms when I am with her." Eric told you as you began to turn the door handle. You looked back at him and could not help but to admire his flawless muscular figure.

"I want her gone." You said again before you opened the door and quickly as you could walk out before he could say anything else to you. You instinctively looked over at Four's door and it was shut. You walked to your apartment gritting your teeth from the pain between your legs and ass. You were glad Eric did not follow you. You hoped he realize how serious you were. Four was right you needed to make a decision and you did not want Eric with Raven, as you needed to make a proper decision without being swayed more toward Four because Eric was with her. They both need to be single on even playing grounds so you could make your decision. You could not keep going back and forth between them.

Jen was not home when you got home. You were going to be late for work, as you needed to soak in a hot tub of water for a few minutes.

You rested your head on the back of the tub and you let out a long sigh. So Eric used condoms with Raven and not you. You wondered why as it should be reverse. He has been with her for some time and you were brand new to him. Would Eric really get rid of Raven for you? If he did that, would that sway you more to him then Four? If you chose Eric, could your body handle him in bed constantly? Eric was a beast and you wondered if your body would adjust and become use to him. Raven obviously had and you wondered how long it took her to actual handle what Eric dished out and actually give him a run for his money. You remembered the bruises on his neck he had when Raven returned and threw you for a loop. Were you willing to give up the desire for a gentlemen? A man like Four who you knew would do anything for you and was not self-absorb as Eric. Four was a man who would never kick you out of his bed, he would never make you sleep on the couch, he would cuddle with you and tell you how beautiful you were. Four would protect you. Thinking back on that fateful night when Kevin and his friends tried to rape you, you thought of Eric protecting you as well. Even though he did not take you back to his place and patched you up in his own way Eric did protect you from Kevin. Eric excited you. Eric stirred something deep within you. You could not yet put your finger on what it was but you would like to explore more with Eric to help you figure out what it was that he brought out in you. You closed your eyes and sunk deeper in the tub frustrated.

Eric looked at his closed door for a long time after you left. He could not believe you actually had the nerve to demand something from him and threaten him. Who the fuck did you think you were to step up to him like that? Demand him to get rid of Raven. Were you serious? Could he give up Raven for you? He has known Raven for a very long time and she could handle everything he dished out. However, you were increasing becoming able to handle him just as well. Your very presence and thought of you turned him on. You turned him on so much the very thought of not having you again infuriated him. He was not going to give up Raven for you he decided. Then why was he contemplating how to tell Raven when she got back that she needed to move out and they would not see each other anymore. Did you have that much of a pull on him?

"You are late." Jen stated when she saw you slowly walk into the cubicle and carefully sat down.

"No shit Sherlock." You winced as you ass hit the chair. When you looked in the full-length mirror earlier, you saw the red welts on both cheeks. You sighed as you powered up your computer.

"Eric?" Jen asked as she watch you slowly move around your desk. You nodded yes.

"I knew you were with one of them. I just didn't know which one. Now I see. How bad did he hurt you this time?"

"He didn't hurt me…I mean he did spank me."

"He spanked you?!" Jen whispered in shock.

"Yes and I liked it. He made me come so hard that I passed out."

"You passed out? Holy shit! That has never happen to me. He must be good as fuck!" Jen marveled.

"Oh he is better than good. He is amazing." You sighed and shuddered as you thought of your orgasm.

You sighed with frustration as you hung up the phone. The infirmary had called and had to delay your birth control appointment by two weeks. You will have to avoid Eric and Four until you were on some type of contraceptive. As luck would have it, weeks had passed and neither Eric nor Four seek you out to spend any time with you. When they saw you, they were courteous with a hello or quick nod but neither one of them offered much else. With Eric you were confused as your last intimate encounter with him he made such a point to prove to you he was better than Four in all things. Maybe he was preoccupied with the fact that Raven was delayed a few more weeks in her return. You had figured even with the ultimatum you gave him about Raven he would still seek you out. Yet he did not.

Four you assumed he was dead set on you making a decision and choosing him. So ignoring you may be his way of punishing you until you came around to him. You must admit you were a little hurt they were ignoring you. Well two could play that game you told yourself. So whenever you saw either Eric or Four you did not even acknowledge them. You saw a brief micro expression of hurt on Four's face before it returned to a bored look. When you saw Eric, his face remained stone cold. Assholes!

The doctor handed you a pack of oral contraceptives.

"Start these on the first day of your period." He told you and instantly the color drained from you face. When was the last time you had a period? You thought to yourself. Seeing your expression, the doctor asked if you needed a pregnancy test. You nodded your head yes unable to form words. After peeing in a cup, you waited anxiously for the doctor's return. When he returned, he confirmed your worse fear. You were pregnant.

"Oh my God!" you whispered. "How far along?" You needed to figure out who was the father.

After a quick ultrasound, it was confirmed you were six weeks along. That was right around the time you slept with both Eric and Four. Tears sprung you your eyes. Your life was ruined. After getting prenatal vitamins, you absent-mindedly walked back to your apartment. After putting your prenatal pills up you crawled into bed with your clothes on and began to cry. If it was Eric's would he help you or tell you to get rid of it. If he knew he was becoming a father would it tame the wild beast he was. What about Four he was so kind to you would he help raise the baby if it was his? Your mind was racing as you fell into a fitful sleep.

You were woken by soft caresses on your cheek. You opened your eyes to find Eric kneeling beside your bed caressing your face. You thought you would be startled at his presence but you were not.

"What are you doing here?" You asked sitting up. "How did you get in here?"

"I wanted to see you and there in no apartment I can't get into. What's wrong? He asked seeing your eyes red from crying.

Nothing." You lied. You could not possibly tell him now as you still have not processed the fact that you are with child. "You have not spoken to me in weeks. Why are you here now?"

"I told you I wanted to see you. Plus I wanted you to rethink that silly ultimatum you gave me. Scoot over." You scooted over and Eric sat beside you in the bed.

"It was not a silly ultimatum and it still stands." You crossed your arms hoping he would get how serious you were. Eric fingers lifted up and traced the outline of your lips, you let out a small sigh as you felt your resolve melting away.

"Do you still have the desire to be made love to gently?" Eric asked a he leaned in and softly kissed your lips. "I can be gentle you know." He whispered against your lips. This time his hot tongue traced your lips and you knew he had you.

"Jen will be home soon." You moaned as he lifted your shirt off.

"I locked your bedroom door." He told you as he unhooked your bra.

"What are you going to do about Raven?" You gasped as he took one of your nipples in his mouth. He sucked gently as the tip of his tongue flicked back and forth on your harden nipple before he looked up at you. He placed your face in both of his hands and looked in your eyes intently.

"Y/N…..I am thinking about that. I am giving it some serious thought. Trust me. I will have a decision for you soon. Just let me show you a different side of me."

All your resolve went out the window as Eric unhooked and pulled off your pants and underwear. He got up from the bed and quickly got undress.

"I love being with you Y/N. You are different than any woman I have ever been with." Eric told you just as his lips caressed the crook of your neck and he began to lick and suck it. Was this Eric telling you this? You could not believe this was the same Eric you had been with in the past. You closed your eyes and moaned as Eric leisurely took his time kissing your body until he got between your legs.

"Open." He instructed in a soft voice not demanding at all. Eric got on his knees at the floor of the bed, scooted your bottom to him and splayed your legs over each of his shoulder. Eric let out a low moan when he took you in his mouth. You tasted better than any woman he had in the past and tonight you tasted slightly different than you usually do. Eric took his time eating you out and he had you moaning his name louder than you had ever moaned it before. There was something different about the way he devoured you. He was slow, he was taking his time as if he cared about you. He was doing things with his tongue that you have never had the pleasure of feeling from him. Tonight however it seems as if he was pulling out all the stops. The sensitivity was becoming too much and you tried to scoot up in the bed away from his assaulting tongue but Eric held you firmly in place.

"Oh my God! Eric what are you doing to me?" You gasped as he looked up at your sweaty face. With a quick flick of his tongue on your piercing and a motion of his two fingers inside you, you were done. You just knew you were going to pass out again as a hard shuddering orgasm shook your body. Eric placed his hand on your stomach as he felt you ride out your wave. After licking you dry Eric made his way back up to your lips and parted them with his tongue. You savored your nectar as his kiss deepened.

"Scoot up." He told you and you scooted up on the bed as Eric held his rock hard cock as he gazed at you. You saw pre cum ooze out and smiled to yourself as you could not wait until he was inside you. You wanted to be angry at yourself for giving in so easily with the Raven situation but as Eric took the tip of his cock and rubbed it up and down your folds you didn't care at that moment about your ultimatum. Eric slowly entered you until he was at your hilt. Eric took your legs and wrapped them around him as he slowly thrusted in you. He felt so good and the way he was kissing you slowly all over your heated skin intensified the feeling.

"Eric….harder please." You whispered as your hips bucked up to him.

"No. You want it gentle and I am going to give you gentle." He told you before nipping one of your earlobes. He continued his slow, purposeful thrusts that were sending you over the edge. You tighten your legs around him pulling him in you deeper.

"That's it Y/N. Do you have any idea how fuckin good you feel. There is no way you can ever deny me this pussy." Eric thrusts became fast and you knew he was on the verge of coming. You felt his body stiffen and you grabbed his face and looked into his beautiful blue eyes as he came so hard he moaned your name all the while not losing eyes contact with you. At that moment, you knew there was a shift in the relationship between you two. For a few seconds you saw a look of care again and something else. You knew at that moment Eric Coulter was yours no matter how much he denied it and fought it. Eric began to move in you again and this time he made you come again and so hard his name came out in breathless screams.

Eric pulled you into his arms as your last orgasm shuddered through your body. He held onto you tight while caressing your face. You could not believe what just happen. Eric showed you a completely new side of him. It felt as if he opened himself to you and let you peek inside to what kind of man he could be. You looked up into his beautiful blue eyes and you both held each other's gaze for a long moment until he leaned over and kissed your lips. Your heart swelled for desire for him and something else stirred in you….was it love? You shook your head to dispel the feeling.

"What's wrong?" He asked feeling the slight change in your mood.

"Nothing." You lied yet again. You looked down at his massive arms wrapped around you and you traced the tattoo on one of his arms with your index finger. Eric sat up and gently laid your beautiful body on the bed. His fingers traced up and down in the valley between your breasts.

"Tell me what's wrong Y/N?" his fingers lightly traced around one of your nipples.

"I'm fine Eric." You sighed as he lightly pinched your nipple.

"I know I can be tough to get along with but I can be your man. I am not going to promise I will always be as gentle and as nice as Four but I can be your everything. You are at a point now where you can handle me…..all of me. Let me be yours." His finger slowly trace down to your belly button.

"You can't be my everything if you have Raven."

Eric leaned down and traced the outline of your belly button with his tongue.

"You don't worry about Raven. I just made my decision. She will be gone. There will be nothing in the way of you and I being together." Eric leaned up and softly kissed your lips.

"Could you be a father?" The words were out of your mouth before you realized it. For a split second, it looked like Eric had been slapped in the face before he gathered his composure.

"A father? Are you pregnant?"

"It's nothing." You said as you sat up in the bed trying to back track.

"Are you pregnant?" He asked more sternly searching your face for an answer. You looked away from his gaze and slightly lowered your head effectively giving him his answer. "You fucked Four is it mine or his?" Eric got up from the bed and stood naked looking down at you. You could feel the heat beginning to radiate off him.

"I don't know whose it is." You answered honestly.

"What the fuck Y/N!" Eric roared as he grabbed the small lamp off your nightstand and hurled it across the room. It shattered to pieces against the wall.

Jen had jumped when she heard glass shattering in your room. She had walked in on your lovemaking as you both were loud and she knew it was Eric by the way you were moaning his name. Not wanting to hear any further she stayed out in the living room and after a moment of silence, she heard the crash. Jen jumped up from the couch and knocked on your door.

"Y/N?! Y/N?! Are you alright in there?"

You quickly got up, wrapped the top sheet around your naked body and slightly opened the door.

"I'm fine."

"Is he hurting you?" she asked trying to peer in the room. Jen gasped when she saw a naked Eric looking furious as he paced back and forth in the room.

"No he is not hurting me." You assured your best friend. "I'm fine."

"I'm right outside if you need me." Jen told you as you nodded and shut the door. You turned around to find Eric getting dress. His face was red and he was breathing heavy.

"Eric you need to calm down."

"How far along are you?" he snapped at you as he buttons his pants.

"Six weeks." You answered as you looked for your clothes.

"It's my baby." Eric stated walking up to you and throwing the sheet off you. You stood before him naked. Eric's fingers traced your stomach. "I know it's mine. As many times as we fucked there is no doubt in my mine it's my baby."

Goosebumps formed on your skin as Eric fingers caressed a circle on your stomach.

"That will be determined with a paternity test." You told him. You were becoming light headed as the situation was just too much for you to handle at the moment and you needed to eat.

"Get dress we are going down to the infirmary and get this settled." Eric found your clothes on the floor and handed them to you.

"I can't now until I tell Four." You told him throwing on your pants, bra and shirt.

"No!" Eric barked at you.

"Eric stop it!" you barked back unfazed by his anger. "He needs to know as he will need to submit to a blood test to determine paternity too." You stared at Eric whose blue eyes became a stormy grey in front of you. You both had a staring contest until Eric threw on his boots and headed out the bedroom door.

"Where are you going?" You ran after him. Eric did not look back at you as he swiftly walked out the apartment door slamming it hard enough you saw your plates in on the drying rack on the kitchen counter shake. You gasped in horror when you realized he was going to Four. Shit!