After about a month of healing and working with the team the General decided that I was allowed to go on off-world missions again, so we quickly went to the general to get him to authorize a mission to the Tok'ra base.
'We'll see them soon! I'm so happy it's been too long.' Thought Jolinar thinking about her mates Martouf/Lantash.
'Or never in my case but I'm happy to meet them too.' I thought back.
"Captain let's head out the gate's open and the scan doesn't show any activity so Hammond's sending us." Said Colonel Jack O'Neil.
"Yes sir on my way." I said. So we went through the gate and there wasn't any sign of life on the world we entered on.
'We're being watched there are other symbiote's on this planet the Tok'ra are watching us and I would bet so is Martouf.' Thought Jolinar.
'You think so I hope he is. He'll be happy to get you back in his life in a way won't he?' I thought back though I was doubting that he would be happy to see her in me instead of Rosha her previous host.
We walked the surface of the planet until we were ambushed by a group of men all of whom Jolinar recognized.
"Sir it's okay they're the Tok'ra we're safe." I said.
"Carter how would you know that?" said O'Neil.
"Who are you and how do you know who we are?" said one of the Tok'ra.
I looked around the group until I saw 'Them.'
"Martouf!" I said happily.
"I do not know this woman." Said Martouf confused.
"Perhaps but you will. Take us to your leader." I said promising him and both Jolinar and myself. They surrounded us and activated a set of rings taking us down into crystal tunnels. They lead us to a Tok'ra official that I recognized with Martouf staring at me the whole time.
"Thank you for seeing us my name is Samantha Carter and I am the new host for Jolinar of Maulkshor." I said with a smile.
I sensed the emotions from the people in the room and I could tell that they were all shocked.
"I am unsure weither to trust you or not if you hide it from Martouf of your identity how are we supposed to believe that you have not been compromised." Said Greshaw.
I bowed my head letting Jolinar take over control and speak for both of us.
"Greshaw as you well know when I escaped from Netu I was broken however I had made up my mind not to let anything break me again. I was running from an ashrack when Captain Carter tried to save the man that was my host however he was dead. I then took Samantha by force only instead of continuous hostile greetings I was greeted with curiosity and welcome after being open with eachother for a short time. I have cured her of her illness while she has helped protect me from the ashrack." Said Jolinar.
"How do we know that you aren't a Gou'ld spy trying to pretend to be Jolinar?" asked Martouf.
"Martouf I have been the mate of Lantash for over 300 years. Yours for 30 of those years. Why would I let myself get turned against you and then come back to the ones who would sense immediately something was wrong with my behavior." Said Jolinar hurt by what Martouf had said.
She retreated back inside while I came back in control.
"Why did you have to sound like an asshole just now we're hurt by what you said? How dare you insult the woman who loves you and did whatever she had to do just to get back to your side? I was looking forward to meeting you as her host because of what she told and showed me of you." I said retreating to between Teal's and Daniel.
"We wanted to help Jolinar return to her people however I just made it that she's now part of my people now and no longer part of yours." Said O'Neil pissed because I was hurt.
The look of horror on Martouf's face just proved he hadn't meant to drive me or Jolinar away he was just concerned for the Tok'ra.
"Sir he didn't mean it like that and we forgive him he was just concerned for the safety of the entire Tok'ra race. However I would like to spend time with both races." I said satisfying both Jolinar and I.
Suddenly another SG team was lead into the chamber.
"Captain Carter you father is in critical condition and will not last much longer. We were sent to extract you home." Said the leader of the team.
"My father is what!" I exclaimed.
"Yes ma'am he's in critical condition." Said the leader.
"Are there symbiote's that need hosts?" I asked under Jolinar's command.
"Yes actually Selmak is in need of a new host. Why do you ask?" said Martouf.
Martouf took me to see Selmak and Jolinar came out at her sight of her old friend.
"Selmak my old friend I am sorry that I came so late however I have come with the hope of a new host for you. The father of my new host has terminal cancer and both I and my host don't want to lose either of you two so we thought of a blending. Would you accept the new host?" asked Jolinar.
"Yes Jolinar my most welcome friend the host would be welcome." Said Selmak.
So I went back into control and with Teal'c went through the gate. I went to the hospital and told my father the truth of my job and I told him of the possible cure for his cancer if he would agree to it and I finally told him of my cancer and how I had become a host and how my symbiote had cured me. He agreed and so I checked him out of the hospital and took him back to the base. My boss General Hammond accepted the fact his old friend would become like me. Apparently Teal'c had told him everything and so he knew everything. We stepped through the gate and were greeted by Martouf and Greshaw in a panic because they were under attack by the Gould and Jack had revealed exactly who the spy among the Tok'ra really was. They lead us to Selmak and my father got to know the symbiote and agreed again to become a host. So Selmak transferred from his host to my father through the mouth as Jolinar had come to me.
As I waited for my father to regain consciousness Martouf stayed with me. We talked and Jolinar and Lantash spoke and the four of us agreed that I would stay with the Tau'ri and he would stay with the Tok'ra but we would definitely visit with each other.
I started to freak out because of my father was taking a longer time to wake up however Jolinar just took control and let me continue to freak out while she calmed me down talking to me.
"Samantha really you have to trust us we won't let anything happen to your father. I promise as your symbiote I know he will be alright. You need to calm down. I also wish to thank you for returning me to my people." Thought Jolinar.
"Thank you Jolinar and your welcome they're my people now too as well as mine yours. We are one now Jolinar so be happy to know you have a family with me and I will not let that go." I thought back giving Jolinar a mental hug and patted her head.