At first, I ponder if I should have Sam be single, but I didn't want her waiting in the winds for Jason either. Which is why I am writing in Justin and I didn't know how far I wanted to take them but last minute I was like she deserve to be loved the right way so what the hell. I'm on the fence about if I should end it with a JaSam getting back together.

Port Charles

Frisco says I hope you know what you're doing Sam smiled at him "I do" she says. As she opened the door to the safe house she saw the kids climbing all over someone when he put them down.

That when she spotted him 'J.J' she said running and jumping into his arms well you know I Santa was supposed to come to Hawaii. But I got there, and Ms. Claus and her little elves weren't there.

This gentleman got in contact with me, so Santa could bring some presents J.J said with a smile. As you can see the elves are happy now you can come give Santa some sugar as he laughed when she slapped him in his stomach.

Ha-ha Santa your so funny Sam said, well you're in good hands Frisco is outside if you need anything. I'm going to go check in with Mac and your Mom and spend time with my daughter and her family Robert says as he leaves.

So, what's going on Sam he asked, she sighed remember when I told you I was trying to get away from something. And you said I should face it, so it wouldn't have power over me, yeah, I remember you said couldn't.

Well here we are I'm facing it Sam said, why now Sam he asked because I didn't have any other choice she says. The past came knocking and I refused to answer it until it backed me into a corner she says.

He nodded towards the kids do they know, she shook her head no they just see it as another adventure where going on. What do you need he said pulling her into his arms, just being here is enough she said resting her head on his chest until she fell asleep?

Jason's Penthouse

He paced the Livingroom floor as Spinelli typed away on his keyboard, are you sure Fair Samantha was there. Because you said you did not see her for yourself Spinelli asked, I'm sure Spinelli Maxie evasion gave it away.

Have we found her yet either Jason asked, my beloved has not answered any of my text messages or calls Spinelli says. When they heard get off me you mammoth my father is the police commissioner Maxie yells. I will make sure he knows what you did to me what gives Jason you could have just called.

Instead of having Goliath here drag me here against my will she said with an attitude. I called and texted Maxsimista Spinelli said, I was busy not all are rich you know she said.

Where is Sam Maxie Jason asked, why would I know where Sam is Jason Maxie said. What you can't get anything out of Nikolas, so you want to manhandle me she scoffed. 'YOUR LYING MAXIE AND I WANT TO KNOW WHY Jason said angrily.

Maxsimista just tell us what you know Spinelli implored her, your going to have him talk to me like that Spinelli. What kind of boyfriend are you that you have your friend treat me this way Maxie ranted. "ENOUGH" Jason said cutting Spinelli off, see he wants people to help him but he doesn't know how to treat people.

No wonder Sam left Nikolas is right she mumbled, we know Sam was at Kelly's Maxie and so do you Jason said. I don't know what you're talking about Jason if I had seen Sam and I'm not saying I did. I still wouldn't tell you anything anyway so dragging me here was a waste of my time and yours Maxie says defiantly.

The waitress saw you Maxie with a brunette, I saw you right before you snuck out he said. Oh, would you relax I was with Kristina talking about Christmas dinner at Mac and Alexis's. I didn't see Kristina at all when I was there Jason says, well duh she went o the bathroom before I had to get back to work Maxie says. And on that note, I should go home and get changed, oh and Spinelli you're on the couch for the foreseeable future buddy.

But I still expect you at the party in fact he has done your due diligence Jason time to let him go be with his family "Its Christmas day. She said grabbing him by the arm lets go Spinelli that's when he knew something was up.

Mac and Alexis's lake house

When Robert arrived, Mac ushered him into the home office where they could talk. While T.J and Molly were on the porch talking Robin and Patrick were helping Alexis set the table.

Maxie made sure to have Kristina cover her story Jason and anyone else who asked. The Party was in full swing when Sonny showed up, Kristina looked at him strangely "dad' what are you doing here. Well my little girl is here so here I am he said with a smile as Alexis rolled her eyes and sighed.

Maxie drank her whole glass of wine as Robert shared a knowing look with his brother. Mac says would you like something to drink Sonny, "sure" Mac he said hugging Kristina then giving even more gifts then he did last night.

Alexis shook her head as she opened the door for Nikolas and Emily "Uncle Sonny" Spencer said as he ran inside giving him a hug. Nikolas exchanged looks with Mac and Alexis who just nodded as he gave her a kiss on the cheek.

They all knew why he was there to see if Sam would show up, Sonny scanned the room. Every so often he watched everyone else but kept tabs on Nikolas always. He was sure Sam was here hiding out over at Windemere he hadn't seen her himself, but he trusted Jason's instincts. Nikolas laughed to himself he knew sonny would have his eyes on him not realizing he wasn't the one Sam was with.

Sonny looked at his phone when it beeped he approached Alexis and said did you know Sam is here in town. Jason says he saw her, but she disappeared so where is she Nikolas. Hiding somewhere on Spoon Island he looked him square in the eye, "Sonny she isn't there Emily said we just came from there.

Maxie saw her didn't you Maxie he said turning to his attention to the blonde. He was throwing back her drinks most of the night talking to everyone but him.

What are you excusing my daughter of Sonny I think Maxie would have said if she did Mac said? Did you see her Maxie Robin asked, you must tell her to go to Jason? Maxie rolled her eyes just like I told Jason I didn't see Sam, but he refuses to believe me.

Maxsimista this is the direst of situation for Fair Samantha to be out there on her own Spinelli says pleadingly. "DAMN IT WHY DON'T YOU ALL BACK OFF" my best friend is out there alone god knows where. Suddenly you people care where she is after basically ignoring her for 5 years.

But now you are all jumping through hoops pretending to give a damn she came too see after Georgie died. She called every day I missed having her here, but she has something Jason wants now you all care.

Shame on you Maxie said with tears in her eyes as she stormed out the house. Maxie, Maxie, Spinelli said as he started to go after her, Robin said I got but Robert step up I got her sweetheart.

I don't think she will want to speak to you no offense Robin you seem pro Morgan and she isn't Robert. But Dad just let her know its important that she tell us, Jason can protect Sam and their kids she said with a smile. As Alexis, Mac and Nikolas scoffed in silence, when Robert left to check in Maxie.

"You put on quite a show in there" Robert said coming out and sitting next to Maxie. It wasn't all a show it happens to be true Maxie said looking at the lake.

You know besides her family no one in there gave a damn she was gone but me. And now they are all jumping all over themselves to find her because she has something hitman almighty wants.

And now she is important to them again not even that she was important, but her kids are not because of Sam. I spent the last 5 years begging and trying to get her to come home and she was running.

Because the hell and the hurt Jason caused her, uncle Robert they don't care they just want to make sure Jason is happy. You heard Robin "get her to tell you here she is" like he cared when he casted her aside like yesterday's trash.

For Nurse slut pants like he never loved her, and everyone went on with their lives Maxie said with tears in her eyes. Like she was nothing so no I'm not telling them shit even if I knew where she was Maxie says and I don't care what they say.

"Good for you" and your right they didn't care until now but those people inside there except for Corinthos are your family Robert says. No offense but you know your daughter is team Jason right Maxie says. She has Helena Cassadines people after her god knows who is looking for her she says.

Don't worry about them love he whispered "I won't let anything happen to her and neither will Frisco he said with a smile. Really, she said hugging him that Is when Robin came out is everything ok.

Yeah, I'm just a little emotional is all I know Jason isn't your favorite person Maxie. But those kids need their father Robin said when Maxie put her hand up I don't know where she is Robin.

Windemere

Jason, his guys and Luke did there sweep of Windemere if Sam was in Port Charles it wasn't on Spoon Island. When he got a text saying Sam never showed up at Alexis house either.

Jason silently cursed then were the hell could she be with 2 kids on her own trying to stay under the radar. He called Sonny when he got back to the mainland, if Alexis doesn't seem worried then she knows where she is or spoke to her.

December 28,2012

It had been days since anyone has seen Sam Jason was starting to think that whoever Helena hired had found them. He had got a copy of the picture of them from Monica she was right they were adorable. Jason shook his head he never used adorable before but what else could he call them,

Maxie wasn't talking which was surprising because that is all she did, and Alexis didn't seem worried. Which what brought him here Nikolas said he would help but hasn't made himself available. Nikolas came in with baby Alexander in his arms and the babies' pacifier in his mouth.

"What can I do for you Jason" he said curtly, well you said you would help with the search for Sam and my kids you haven't Jason says. Well Jason where ever my cousin is I'm sure she and the kids are safe Nikolas.

"THERE SITTING DUCKS NIKOLAS" Jason says, oh would you watch your tone Alexander is right here Nikolas responds. You seem to not give a damn why is that Nikolas Jason ask because you know she is here. That's why you're not worried Jason says, I'm not worried because I know my cousin Jason. I know that she will do whatever is necessary to protect C.J and Bailey.

Sam was about to sneak into the living room through the tunnels when she heard him and Nikolas exchanging words. You don't give and damn about Sam or my kids you just want to stick it to me. "DON'T YOU DARE SPEAK THOSE WORDS TO ME JASON Nikolas said sternly.

As you sit there on your pedestal of righteous I love my cousins do you hear me. I have been there since I found out just the man you are Jason, I would lay down my life for Sam and her kids so don't you every excuse me of not caring.

I was there through her pregnancy when she went into early labor when she thought they wouldn't make it. Where was your care for Sam in the last 5 years Jason did you give her a thought? You know if I didn't know any better I would have thought you made good on your promise to kill her Nikolas.

I wouldn't have Jason said, "You wouldn't have what Jason you can't even say it can you. Did you ever think what led her to do what she did I mean my god Jason she was hurting and you of all people should have known that?

Now I am not excusing what Sam did but did you ever realize the part you or that bitch Elizabeth played in this mess Nikolas says. I didn't come here for you to think your better than me I need answers and I need to find Sam and my kids before Helena does Jason says.

I don't think I am better than anyone I have made my fair share of mistakes but you the hired hitman thinks the world of himself. When Sam calls me, I will let you know what she says Nikolas say as the phone rings.

Jason turned to walk out but stops" I would never hurt her that way and you ask if I gave her a thought I did every day. I wonder would she believe me if I said sorry, what was she doing, was she happy.

Your wrong I thought I about her everyday for the last 5 years I knew I made a mistake, but she wasn't here for me to fix it he said with his back turned. He knew she was there he felt her presence when you speak to her tell her I'm sorry and to come to me and with that he left.

Nikolas looked at him strangely they he looked at Alexander your uncle is crazy. As he bends down to pick up Alexander he heard him say Mimi the boy says smiling. Mimi isn't here just you and daddy MIMI he says pointing behind them.

When Nikolas turns around oh geeze Sam a little warning next time he says as he hugs her. Wait how long have you been here he asked, she smiles long enough to listen to you sail into Jason says. So, I guess you heard that Nikolas ask, yes, I did but Jason isn't my worries right now.

Tell me what's going on with Helena's people and to tell you the plan she said with a devious smile. We have something to finish so let's do so cousin she said playing with Alexander.