It was in his last year of junior high as Levi released it.

He had a crush on Hanji Zoe his friend and ex babysitter.

Levi was now almost 16years old and was lying in his bed wide awake now. He had just woken up from a very pleasant dream. Having a sexy older woman moving up to him, onto his body sitting now, sexily saying his name while starting to remove her clothes slowly.

"Levi~..."

Her voice was music to his ears and as his eyes moved up to her face he stared at these soft red lips he wanted to kiss if possible right now but she did not move closer to him and for some reason he was unable to move his body. He was only allowed to watch and get taunted.

"Levi I love you~.."

Her voice sounded so familiar and her big nose was familiar looking too and she had beautiful brown hair slightly going down below her shoulders... and she wore glasses.

Next she removed her bra, leaning her body slowly down to him while her hands reached out to touch his cheeks.

"Hanji here will take good care of you... seems like you got a little problem down there..."

And than it was done. His eyes snapped open waking up in shock as soon as realization was hitting his brain. The woman in his fantasy to have sex with, his favorite type of woman a little taller than him transformed into none other than Hanji Zoe.

"Shit."

Levi cursed looking down at himself and the visible bulge in his pants. The bulge he got from his wild fantasies.

Great now he had to deal with that problem... on his own... with his hand...

"This cannot be... I am crushing on Hanji Zoe?"

Even after Hanji stopped being his babysitter because Levi was too old to need one they continued to meet and see each other. But Levi always told himself it was because she cared for him and was nice to him and he felt lonely without her for long. Why he didn't liked to share his precious persons. Not because he loved her.

Even now he used this excuse to see her. Levi one day asked if Hanji could help him with his studies because she is so smart. Hanji accepted saying she of course would help him. And so he had started to get teached by her.

In reality however Levi was a smart boy and had no problems with his studies. But it gave him an excuse to see her and sit next to her and spend as much time as possible with her. And if he did well which he always did she even praised him and rewarded him. Playing with him, watching a movie with him or Hanji stayed for dinner if Kuchel invited her.

Thinking back about it Levi guessed he had a crush on Hanji since long now...

Finshed cleaning up himself and coming out of the bathroom again he sat down back into bed, grabbing his phone he checked the time. 6:00AM in the morning and his schedule for today said he had to meet Hanji for lessons after school. It was his last day in junior high today.

"Damn it shitty glasses... how am I gonna face you today..."

As Levi arrived to school he noticed an orange haired short girl waiting at the gates for him. As soon as she spotted Levi her face lit up and she looked a little shy almost as she waved to him. It was Petra Ral a somehow friend of his.

"Good morning Levi senpai."

"Morning Petra"

"This is the last time you will be wearing your uniform today..."

Petra said while looking down sadly at her feet. Petra was a 2nd year while Levi was a 3rd year. So this was the last year Petra and Levi would see each other at school too.

Levi shrugged silently not caring about school. He couldn't wait to be an grown up.

"Say Levi.. after your ceremony is over and all can we meet one last time at the school rooftop?"

Raising his left eyebrow in confusion Levi agreed to be there. Somehow he had a feeling what would happen as he saw her blush and smile happily before she rushed away from him to get into her classes in time.

The ceremony was boring. The school director held his speech, long and boring. Levi knew his mother was somewhere standing with all the other parents as well. She made sure to have no work today. What surprised him however was the person standing next to his mother. Hanji Zoe... his Hanji Zoe clapped loudly along with his mother as his name was called out and he had to step up onto stage to get his school certificate.

What was she doing here!?

Levi quickly averted his eyes from her as he noticed Hanji. His brunette crush however knew he saw her and grinned even more now and waved at him. So embarrassing and somehow... cute.

It made him feel special which made his heart beat race in return.

After the graduation ceremony Levi wanted to go to the school rooftop to fulfill his promise to Petra before he returned to his mother and Hanji but it didn't go quite as planned. Two hands suddenly were sneaking up from behind him, covering Levi's eyes.

"Who am I?"

The deep female voice snickered making Levi almost jump in his place. He quickly grabbed her hands and pulled them away from himself and turned around to face her.

"Hanji what are you doing here?"

"Surprising you?"

Hanji ruffled his hair affectionately like that of a little kid.

Despite being soon 16years old Levi was smaller than his mother and Hanji. His height was below 1,60m much to his dismay. All the milk he drank in his youth didn't help one bit much to his dismay. He hated it and wished to be taller. At least 1,70m like Hanji would be nice.

"Stop it shitty glasses!"

He clicked his tongue while trying to fix his hair she got all messy.

Hanji on the other hand only laughed, eyeing him from top to bottom until she sighed and placed her hands on her hips disappointed.

"Eh what's this Levi. You still wear your second button from your uniform. You have to give it to the person you like. There has to be at least one girl which fell in love with you. You look quite handsome for a soon 16years old boy."

"There's no one I like in school why I won't give away my button." Levi muttered unable to say he however likes her and would give the button to her if only possible. "It's only a stupid old tradition."

"It's not stupid. It's refreshing and a little romantic to confess your love like this."

Trying to explain it to him, Hanji sighed.

Levi after some thinking suddenly ripped his second button off his uniform and handed it to Hanji which looked quite bewildered into her hands he had dropped the button onto.

Her face flushed into a deep shade of red. Finally he got her embarrassed for once Levi thought feeling good about it. Oh the sweet revenge.

"Sounds like you really wanted it. I'm giving it to you then since I don't need it."

"W-what is that supposed to mean!? HEY LEVI! WHERE ARE YOU GOING!?"

Hanji yelled after him but Levi couldn't stay or his cool behavior would crumple and she would question him out over his feelings or possible reject him. He had to keep it a secret for now. But dropping some hints to test her reactions were at least necessary.

Waving behind himself he run away inside the school building, up to the rooftop to see Petra.

And leaning against the rooftop fence to prevent someone to jump down there Petra stood waiting for him. Hearing footsteps approaching the petite girl looked up, relieved to see he came. A part of her had feared already Levi would have dumped her because he was late.

"Sorry I am late... my- a... friend of mine was holding me up."

Levi decided to not tell her the truth that Hanji was the one he had a crush on.

"I see. It's ok. You are here and for this I am glad." Petra tried to smile but Levi noticed she was extremely nervous. The way she pulled at her skirt and averted her eyes unable to look at him directly into the eye told him everything he needed to know.

"For a long while.. actually since first grade I... looked really up to you Levi senpai. And I-" her voice broke as the girl looked directly at him, noticing the missing button on his uniform.

"Petra I know what you are about to say. There is already someone I like."

Her lips trembled as Petra bit her bottom lip.

"Is it the person you gave the button to?"

"Yes."

"Did she accept it?"

"I think so. She didn't throw it away."

"Are you dating her already?"

"Not yet. But I am going to work on it and that's why I cannot accept your feelings."

Levi was absolutely honest with her and wanted to get this over with.

"We are friends but I don't feel this way about you Petra. I will better go now."

And with those last words Levi left Petra alone on the rooftop, unable to see the tears rolling down her cheeks as she watched him go.

Coming back down Levi was surprised to see Hanji still there. She was talking with his mother. He knew his mother loved Hanji but it made him wonder what she would say if he told her his secret crush on the older woman.

"Ah there he is. Levi did you finish what you were doing?"

Kuchel asked her son as he walked up to them.

"Yes I am done here. We can go home now."

His eyes wandered to Hanji which seemed to act like nothing had happened. Did she keep the button or throw it away... he really wished he would know.

"What are you going to do Hanji? We were supposed to meet up only later."

His sudden voice made her jump being deep in thought. The whole event with his button still in her mind. The button was in her bag safety put. She remembered how as teen in his age she wished to receive it from her crush but he gave it to someone else and so her first love had ended. The symbol of love... giving the button to the person you want to date because you fell in love with them... it couldn't be Levi had fallen for her.

She is 6years older than him and he is only soon 16years old. She's probably thinking too much and he really only had no one else and was teasing her.

"Eh actually I have time already now. If you want we can do it now."

"Fine. Mother I will go with Hanji to her place for studying. I will see you later."

"Sure. Have a good time." Bending down Kuchel whispered something into her sons ear. "And don't do anything too much with your crush yet. You can't fool your mother my dear."

Levi gulped. Mothers were scary. How did she find out!? How!? Did she release it before him even? He only accepted it since today after his perverted fantasies were in his dream.

"Mother!" Levi hissed but Kuchel merely chuckled.

Hanji looked at them questioncally but supposed it was a mother son thing and nothing for her to know.

Grabbing Hanji's arm Levi quickly pulled her with him. Just away from his mother for now was all he wanted. At home she would ask him a lot more questions he supposed and he didn't wanted to think about it yet.

At Hanji's little apartment finally arrived, Levi instantly made his way to her kitchen. He needed a tea to calm down.

"Hanji you have black tea here?"

"Top cupboard left side the second one. I have since you visit this place sometimes always black tea here, tea freak."

Levi sticked his tongue out already on it to prepare his tea while Hanji took her jacket off and put her bag away but not before she took out the button to place it somewhere else.

Levi from the corner of his eyes had watched her a small smirk on his face seeing what she had in her hand. She disappeared in her bedroom and came back out quickly again without his little present. Hanji had placed his button in her jewelery box.

They sat down together onto her red small couch, Levi handing her a cup of tea she took gratefully.

"Thank you."

Nodding Silently Levi took a sip from his tea.

"So you really want to study now today? I told you already last time your grades are great and I don't think you need any help."

"I can always get better."

He lied, looking to the side. He knew his grades were top and Hanji helping to study was to begin with a big lie. A lie to continue seeing her.

"But we musn't do it today I suppose."

"What do you want to do then?"

Hanji asked curious.

He was about to say something as her doorbell rang.

"Who is this now?"

"You are meeting someone? A boyfriend?"

Hanji rolled her eyes at his statement.

"Of course not. I don't know who this is. Just wait here it's probably the mail man or something."

Levi couldn't help but smirk for the second time since he was here. At least this information he had now too.

He turned his head around to the door to see who Hanji talked to, his face darkening seeing a familiar face. The guy that was since years annoying him. Her errand boy Moblit Berner. Ever since Erwin helped her get a new job the two saw each other almost every day because they were working at the same place. Hanji as researcher and Moblit as her assistant.

Seeing the guy coming in and Hanji leading him to the living room where he was Levi clicked his tongue. So much for his time alone with Hanji.

"Oh Levi is here too...?"

Moblit looked as displeased as Levi. Seems like both were hoping for the same, having time alone with Hanji.

"I am. And I was here before you."

Levi said in a warning tone.

"You two don't fight."

Hanji sat down in between the two to separate them.

"We aren't fighting."

Both said at the same time and Hanji couldn't help but start laughing.

"Sure."

Time passed with both of the guys continuing to ignore each other as much as possible. Only Hanji was talking and both of them listening to her.

As Moblit had to go Hanji was to be honest relieved at least one of them made the move to leave so this whole deadly atmosphere in her apartment had an end.

Letting out a long exhaust sigh after bidding Moblit goodbye Hanji moved back to the living room and to Levi.

"Levi can you at least try to get along with Moblit. He's my friend so please. You two don't need to be friends but at least don't glare at him none stop."

Seeing Hanji's pleading and disappointed gaze fully directed at him Levi groaned and rolled his eyes in defeat.

"Fine. I will try my best. But I won't promise anything."

These words were more than enough for Hanji, making her smile again and even give him a short embrace from behind.

"Thank you. How about you visit me in my lab tomorrow after work. Than all 3 of us could go out to eat something somewhere and make up after all this bad aura from today, ok?"

"Yeah, yeah j-just off me now!"

Levi blushed liking her body contact even if he would not tell her this obviously.

The next day Hanji hummed in a good mood while cleaning up the last bit of her working place. Moblit had agreed to go out with her and Levi together surprisingly fast which relieved her.

She was just about to be finished up with tidying up too and even a little bit earlier than when Levi would arrive. Good Hanji knew how much Levi hated to wait.

"Moblit are you done with cleaning up and putting away the glas containers and tubes?"

"All done and you Hanji?"

"Perfect on my end. Thank you for your continued hard work every day and putting up with me."

Hanji sends him a smile before collecting her jacket and bag, not noticing how Moblit's heart fluttered and his cheeks turned pink.

Neither was she ever prepared of what would happen next.

Suddenly stepping up behind her Moblit grabbed her by her shoulders and turned her around to face him.

"Hanji believe me you could never bother me with your presence. I was so incredible happy back than feeling like the luckiest man alive as I got told you would start working here and I would be your partner and assistant."

"Moblit... your so kind but I did nothing special. I'm happy to have you at my side too." Hanji was surprised but felt slightly embarrassed too. To receive such kind words so suddenly.

"No, even before Hanji, since our high school days there was no one more important in my mind than you. I was just always too shy and an idiot to not tell you. I decided now is the time while we are still alone to tell you how you make me feel. Y-you can just give Levi a call and tell him not to come and we can go out for dinner alone."

"What-!?"

This was the only word what out of Hanji's mouth was able to leave before Moblit crashed his lips down at hers. Her eyes widened feeling his grip shift to her arms, pushing her body backwards until she hit the edge of one of her lab tables with her back, her bag and jacket dropped to the ground.

He was forceful and hungrily using her surprised state to bend her head slightly and deepen the kiss even more, his tongue entering her mouth. Her surprised groan not giving him any idea to stop. Moblit's years long bottled up feeling's came now finally out of him. His hands started caressing down her body fumbling with the buttons of her light blue blouse and as he was too nervous to get them all open quickly, he ended up for now to push her blouse up enough to sneak his hands inside until he was able to reveal a purple bra to his eyes. Grabbing her breasts he started to grope them.

Hanji had her eyes shut tightly her face deep red, feeling how Moblit started to push her legs apart to get their bodies even closer together at this rate.

"H-hanji... I always... loved you so much.." he mumbled as he shortly broke his assault only to kiss her with the same lustful hunger again.

"M-m-moblit! Wai- Mhhh!"

Hanji managed to free her hands and shoved him away from her with all her strength she could muster.

"Stop it!"

Breaking the kiss Hanji panted, her face flushed deep red just as Moblit's was which looked a little perplexed why she made him back up and pushed him away.

"I-I.. this... goes all a little fast for me. My mind- I can't think straight at the moment.. this is all so sudden and..."

Pushing herself from Moblit she quickly walked past him to pick up her dropped belongings. She couldn't look Moblit into the eyes at the moment being too embarrassed. She quickly fixed herself again while Moblit hesitated about to approach her or not, in the end staying at the place he was.

"Hanji... I will give you time to think about it.. but I'm not regretting what I just did and if you wouldn't have stopped me, what I accept because I would never go against your will... I for myself would have gone all the way with you to show you my feelings I have for you."

Hanji froze with her back facing him, a tight grip on her jacket she held in front of her chest.

"Okay... I will think about it.."

Her eyes wandered to the clock at the wall. Levi was late.

"For today let's... cancel dinner. Levi seems to be late too. I will call him and tell him to go home. I will see you next week. Lock the place up after you leave. Have a nice week end, bye!"

Moblit wasn't able to even wish her the same, Hanjj already having rushed out of the room.

Neither of them knowing about the raven haired person having seen everything.

Levi was hiding behind the wall and peeking from the opened door inside the laboratory as the whole confession and make out scene happened. He was on time at her working place and able to enter the building thanks to his guest ID Hanji gave him and her permission to let him enter the floor where her lab was located. This was the first time he ever was able to visit her work place so he was a little interested how her lab would look like. Just as he reached her room he heard Moblit and Hanji talking over something making him 'tch' in annoyance. His mind and footsteps coming to an aprupt halt as soon as he stood in front of her door.

He was clearly hearing Moblit confess his love to her and how Hanji should send him just home. It made Levi's blood boil in rage. Yet he didn't rush inside but instead stood hidden behind the wall peeking only inside the room with wide eyes having to watch how Moblit shoved Hanji against the table and started making out with her. He gritted his teeth seeing how Hanji just let it happen and made no move to push him away.

Why?

Could it be she liked this errand boy?

Hearing her groan and Moblit pushing her blouse up and touch her chest he had seen enough and left the place in a hurry.

He was so stupid. So stupid to ever fall for someone so many years older than himself. He was just a brat for her, a friend. Moblit was an adult like her and not a in two months 16years old brat. Filled with regret and ache in his chest he flees practically from the scene. He needed to get out. Just away from here.

He ignored his phone as it started to ring later. It was probably anyway just Hanji asking him where he was and telling him not to come so she could fuck Moblit. Just thinking about it made him go mad.

"Shit! Shit! SHIT!"

He kicked the nearest trash container he came past by not giving a fuck creating a mess in the alley, just moving further away.

It was raining heavenly outside as Hanji looked outside the window and sighed. In the end Levi never answered her calls which worried her. She could ask Kuchel where he was but she didn't wanted to worry his mother just yet if her son got into trouble or not. Levi was strong and could take care of himself. She had just showered earlier, hair still being damp as her doorbel rang.

"And who is this now? Coming!"

The person was pretty aggressiv ringing multiply times as Hanji walked for him too slow to her door.

"Yes, yes, I am coming no need to be so impatient It's very late already mr- LEVI!?"

At her doorstep trenched wet like a wet dog stood Levi, his head hung low making it unable for her to see his face.

"Oh god what happened!? Quickly come in! Where were you anyway? You never answered any of my calls too! I got extremely worried!"

In really not even Levi knew what he was doing here. He walked aimlessly around in town for hours not wanting to go home and see his mother and having to explain his mood. In the end without him noticing his feet had dragged him right to her place. It was pitch black dark outside already, it was raining strongly, he was cold, every part of his body felt wet already from the rain he stood in for hours already, being filled by regret, sadness but mostly he was still pissed. And this was what happened to him up until now.

Hanji never got a reply as Levi simply stepped past her into her place.

"Wait here I will bring some towels. At this rate you will catch a cold."

Hanji was about to rush away but suddenly something strongly grabbed her right arm, preventing her from walking further away.

"Levi?"

His grip was tightening and starting to hurt her but she kept noticing he was trembling.

Her eyes softening she turned around, with her free hand pulling his wet hair out of his face in hope to see it.

"Levi... you can tell me what's wrong... if you don't explain it to me I don't know how to help you, right?"

She spoke softly full of kindness which irritated him even more. She was the fault for this mess he was in.

"I saw it.."

Levi's voice was so quiet she almost missed hearing him.

"Saw what?"

"You and Moblit lip locking the shit outta each other!"

Levi yelled at her and finally looked up at her. His expression was full of anger mixed in with pain Hanji didn't understood why yet.

"W-wait you were there!?"

The brunette's face darkened into a deep shade of red. The result was bad because it angered Levi only more using an unknown force to Hanji up until now he had as he grabbed her by the collar of her blue blouse and pinned her body down against the nearest wall in her little hallway. Hanji winced in pain as her head and back hit the wall. He wasn't gentle, more like he wanted to feel her pain.

"Ouch. This hurts Levi!"

"Aren't you used to it? He was forceful too. Was it fun screwing him on that table!? Or was it on a wall too? Or maybe even on the floor?"

Levi continued yelling into her face in frustration and anger.

"Hah!? I didn't have sex with Moblit!"

Her own outburst surprised Levi for a short moment until his expression darkened again. But his grey blueish eyes were searching for answers as they stared into her chocolate brown ones.

"I don't know what you saw but I did not screw Moblit not even once in my life! He suddenly confessed his love to me he had since years for me and started kissing me. I was so shocked I couldn't respond at first. As he started touching my chest I pushed him away telling him this is all too fast for me. And I would need some time to think because I don't even love Moblit this way yet!"

"Not yet? And you didn't have sex with him?"

"No I didn't! Seriously why does it bother you so much what I think of Moblit!?"

"Tch the same reason that guy gets frustrated with you! Here I was thinking you are smart and could translate my words and knows how my mind works."

Rolling his eyes at her confused look she was giving him Levi did the only thing he knew how to tell her. Pulling her down to his level he kissed her.

His kiss was different feeling than Moblit had kissed her. It was rougher but somehow filled with desperation and anger and not full of only lust.

He bit her bottom lip making Hanji gasp and in the next second he deepened his assault kissing on her. Breaking his kiss only shortly for a short breath of air before already attacking her again. His hands sneaked under her legs and Hanji felt herself suddenly lifted her up with ease.

How strong was he!?

"Levi... wait-"

"Shut up. You still don't understand do you!?"

He silenced her again with a kiss he forced upon her knowing she couldn't push him away or she would risk falling down from his hold. His tongue exploring her mouth.

Hanji noticed he kicked the door to her bedroom open and wasn't much surprised as he threw her with no mercy down on her mattress.

"What's wrong with you suddenly!? Stop it Levi!"

Hanji was madly blushing looking up at him just watching as he climbed onto her bed.

Hanji raised her hand to slap him but he grabbed her arms with ease smirking down at her. Instead she found herself getting pinned down with her hands at each side of her head being held down.

"Enough now with your shit Levi! Are you going to rape me or what!?"

"I could since I am easily dominating you."

His voice trailed off making her get scared for a moment actually because her mind was a complete mess being clueless what is objective was why he was doing this.

"But of course I won't."

"Than what are you trying to do!? You are only 15years old while I am 22!"

At this Levi grit his teeth. She didn't needed to remember him about this problem.

"I am 16 in around 2months already technically... and I still love you..."

His voice turned quieter at the very end but Hanji still heard him nonetheless.

"You love me?" She blinked. "The button from your old uniform... the reason you gave it to me was because I am the person... you love... not to tease me..."

Finally everything made sense... the reason he despised Moblit too.

"Jealous idiot..."

"What?"

Levi remained on his spot on top pf her, even still having her arms pinned down.

"Oh Levi... why me? You could have any girl in your school so why me?"

Hanji's brown eyes stared at him wanting answers.

"Look at me now if you started all this. Explain yourself and not just with these actions. Use your words."

He sighed saying nothing not knowing how to begin even. In the end Levi lowered his head and rested it between her breasts.

"Soft..."

"Hey!"

Hanji yelled her cheeks turning pink feeling him nestle in her chest like a little brat. Well he was still a brat technically she supposed.

"Don't know. It just happened..." his voice was muffled actually having let his grip gone to her arms. As Hanji noticed she was free she moved her arms around him and caressed his head. His body stiffened but only shortly, relaxing quickly again.

"Even so... Levi we can't you release this don't you? Why it frustrates you, right? You would have to be 18years old at least..."

Levi peeked up at her from her chest looking bitter. Only now being this close Hanji noticed his puffy red eyes. Was he crying earlier?

"In two years a lot can change. You will find someone way more fitting than me Levi..."

"No."

Levi instantly said. He didn't wanted to find a new love. He wanted her.

"What if would be 18years old...?"

What do you mean Levi? You are only 15years old."

"16years old in 2months."

He growled making her chuckle.

"Of course my big 16years old boy using my chest as your head pillow."

Hanji teased him, watching as he pushed himself up and look at her serious.

"What if I wait two years and until than I make you fall for me too... would you accept if I ask you out then?"

Hanji was a little taken aback but saw in his eyes he meant every word of it. She was thinking over it a lot in her head. Her silence almost killing him.

"...deal if you make me love you more than just a friend until than in these two years and if you have not fallen in love with someone else by then closer your age I will accept dating you."

She smiled at him, honestly feeling a little shy over making such a deal. Levi felt his heart skip a beat or two by all honesty. This was the most he could ask for. It meant he still had a slight chance.

"Stop it."

"Stop what?"

Hanji asked amused now watching him lie back down on top of her, his head back into her breasts, his ears lightly red.

"Nothing. I will just stay like this for a little while."

"Excuse me? Am I your pillow you?"

"Why not? Maybe it will make you fall for me faster. Also nice purple bra."

Levi couldn't help himself and pulled her blouse down a little to reveal a little of her bra. He had already seen it as Moblit did his thing with her but still he needed to take a little peek for himself. He knew this was all he would get for now unfortunately but he was a patient man. At least until he was 18years old.

Hanji gasped only to hit him on his head.

"Pervert!"

"I will remember the design for my next wet dream."

Hanji groaned, pinching his ear. In what did she got herself into just now.