Motherhood Jitters chapter 3: an old friend
The next morning…
Leia rubbed her eyes as the sunlight shone in through the windows, the bags under her eyes having lessened since last night. She rolled over in her frozen diaper and nursing bra, feeling soggy and full again as her waste had been expelled during the night. She didn't much like her current predicament, half naked, wearing nothing but an enormous, padded adult diaper full of ice because of her body's postpartum bleeding, but she had no choice, just like the bikini and later, the diapers she wore as Jabba's slave girl, it was forced upon her. However, Leia was, in some very small way, glad to wear it. Because in this case, unlike the diapers she had been made to wear in the palace, it was necessary for her health.
"Hey honey, you're awake." Han's voice said as he entered the room, rubbing his wife's bare shoulders. "How are you feeling?"
"Well…disgusting, frigid, soggy, and very humiliated." Leia said as she started to stand up, yawning and stretching as the bags under her eyes told a story of a night with no sleep. "But it doesn't matter. How are our babies?"
"They're fine, they're actually sleeping right now." Han said as he kissed Leia's eyes. "I changed them right after I changed you and managed to get them to sleep."
Leia smiled, tears in her eyes.
"God, what did I do to deserve a man like you?" she said as she wrapped her arms around him.
"Is that a compliment?" Han asked with a smirk.
Leia giggled and playfully slapped him in the side, making him laugh.
"I assume you need changing?" he asked, looking at Leia as she sat in bed.
Leia nodded, looking embarrassed at her predicament.
"Don't worry sweetheart, I'll take care of it." Han said as he unwrapped Leia's diaper, disposing of it as he wiped her down with medicinal rub.
Leia wrinkled her nose at the scent of her own waste, and relaxed as Han wrapped a new diaper over her crotch from the icebox, making her shiver and flinch from the icy garment over her groin. She had been bleeding, but despite the discomfort most men have with menstruation, he didn't seem to care. He just wanted her to be comfortable. And what he had to say would probably relax her.
"Anyway, I called up an old friend of yours and she's on her way here to help us out." Han said as he fastened the plastic panty over Leia's crotch.
"Really?" Leia said, smiling. "Who?"
There was a buzzing noise as the entry buzzer on their apartment door sounded, Han walking over to the door and opening it up.
"Surprise, Princess!" said an all-too-familiar female voice as a lavender Theelin in a long purple dress entered the apartment.
"Rystall?" Leia said, sitting upright with her eyes widening in surprise.
"I thought she could help us out since you always talked about her being so helpful back in Jabba's Palace." Han said with a smile. "Besides, it's better than hiring a babysitter for all three of you."
Leia sat up and smiled as Rystall walked up to her on her hoofed feet and hugged her tight.
"So, how have you been, Mom?" she said, smiling and squeezing Leia into a tight hug that almost forced the air out of her lungs.
"Besides a little out of it because of my hormones, a little worn out." Leia said with a smile as Rystall pressed her enormous breasts into Leia's, which were now only about one cup size smaller than the dancer's due to them being full of milk for her babies. "What are you doing here?"
"Han told me you could use a little cheering up because of the diapers and I was nearby on tour anyway, so why not visit my best friend and help out a little?" Rystall said in one breath, emptying her lungs with that sentence. "My stepmother was pregnant when I was adopted by her, so I know what kind of care human postpartum bleeding needs. Besides, I think other women do a little better job at caring for pregnant females than men do."
"Is that a knock?" Han said with a smirk.
"What if it is, flyboy?" Leia said with a giggle, as all three of them started laughing. "Thank you so much for coming, I'm sorry it's on such short notice."
"Oh, it doesn't matter. I didn't really have much work today anyway." Rystall said as she gently sat Leia down on the bed and looked over at the crib. "Are these your babies?"
Leia nodded, smiling and starting to sit up as Han helped her. Her saggy tummy drooped a little and her large, bare breasts were left exposed, but the bond between the three of them was so close, none of them cared.
"The girl is Jaina. The boy is Jacen." She said as she sat upright, walking over to the crib and rubbing her sleeping children.
"They're adorable, Leia." Rystall said, turning as her purple dress swirled slightly. "Congratulations, you two. So, how are you feeling?"
"Well, I'm stuck in these diapers for another 9 days, at least, until the bleeding stops and the swelling dies down." Leia said as she held Jacen and Jaina up to her bare breasts and started to feed her children in her enormous, ice-filled diaper. "By itself, I wouldn't care, but…"
Rystall's smile faded as she held Leia close from behind.
"But it reminds you of the palace, doesn't it?" she asked as Han held Leia's shoulders.
Leia nodded, her eyes filling with tears as she fed her babies with her plump breasts, feeling their diapers.
"I still hear their jeers, still feel them touching me…especially at night." She said as she unwrapped Jaina's diaper and rubbed her down with medicinal rub, wrapping a fresh diaper around her before starting on Jacen. "I still hear them calling me a whore, rubbing against me, still remember Jabba laughing…and the fact that this is full of ice only reminds me of that groin plate. The one he forced me to wear that basically acted like an X-ray into my female parts."
Leia finished changing Jacen as she snuggled them both into her shoulders, hugging them close and whispering sweet words of love to them. She found it very ironic to be changing the diapers of her infant children while she herself was being made to wear diapers filled with ice and made to be checked and changed like an infant. Leia set both her babies into the crib and gently rocked them to sleep, tears falling from her beautiful chocolate-brown eyes.
"I just can't shake the memories away. I wish I could." She said as she scratched her side, the stretch marks of her belly rippling slightly.
Rystall hugged Leia from behind and kissed her on the cheek like a sister as Han hugged her from the front, the two of them sandwiching the nearly-naked Leia between them. As this happened, Leia felt her eyes welling up with tears.
"If you want to, I could spend the night." Rystall whispered in her ear as Han smirked. "Give your husband a show?"
Leia smiled at Rystall's attempt to cheer her up, but shook her head as her friend snuggled into her.
"No thanks, Rystall. We may have some wild fantasies, but I'm not that flirty." She said as she reached behind her and stroked Rystall's red hair. "And I can't really have any kind of sex with anyone until the postpartum bleeding stops and this diaper comes off anyway. Doctor's orders."
Leia sighed as she felt the two of them massaging her nearly-naked body, the sensations making her practically melt.
"Too much…stretched tissue…down there…" she gasped as her muscles relaxed, Han pressing the palms of his hands tightly against her shoulder blades. "…not healthy…for new…mothers…"
"Well, dear, you've already advanced somewhat." Han said as he rubbed his wife's aching back.
"And why…is that…?" Leia asked in-between gasps.
"You called it a diaper." Rystall interjected as she massaged Leia's exposed back, which ached from her pregnancy. "After Jabba's Palace, I didn't think you'd even touch one. I've seen women who have been released after being punished in that way by Jabba, and they won't even look at one again, they won't even say the word, they would never touch a diaper ever again, let alone wear one willingly."
Han spun Leia around and rubbed his wife's breasts, making her moan and buck backwards as her sore, milk-filled mammaries were massaged into blissful tenderness.
"That alone makes you strong." Rystall said as she unzipped her bodysuit, climbing into bed with the loving couple. "Do you mind?"
Both Han and Leia shook their heads, Leia holding out her hand to help Rystall into bed with them as the now-naked Theelin woman snuggled into her, sandwiching the naked, post-partum princess between herself and her husband.
"And I think I have an idea." Rystall said as she motioned for Leia to scoot closer, her hooves touching Leia's bare, sore feet. "Leia, do you have…?"
Her voice trailed into a light whisper directed in Leia's ear as the topless, diaper-wearing new mother smiled and stood up, wincing slightly at the strain.
"Well yes, I think so." Leia said with a comical smirk. "I had all the emergency bags packed for the hospital and I think I may have forgotten to unpack it."
"Then put it on." Rystall said with a lustful smile as she teasingly hunched up her shoulders and giggled. "I think both of us would love to see you in it."
Leia smirked as she carefully walked over to the closet and picked up a little bag, walking into the closet in her huge diaper and looking at both Han and Rystall with a smile.
"Is she going to wear-?" Han asked, turning to Rystall.
"Well, the poor dear needs some more confidence, doesn't she?" Rystall said as she walked over to the closet. "Do you need help?"
"No, I think I can handle it." Leia said as she walked out of the closet, an all-too-familiar costume gracing the skin of her lovely body. "What do you think, you two? Is this confident enough?"
She leaned against the doorframe in front of Han and Rystall, wearing her golden slave bikini for the two of them to see. The two of them smiled as the proud new mother walked out in the beautiful golden lingerie, her gigantic ice-filled diaper making the groin plates puff up a little as her golden brasserie she wore over her nursing bra covered her slightly-larger breasts even less than it did when she was Jabba's slave girl.
"There you go." Rystall said as she sat next to Han, who looked like he had just drawn a full system on a high-stakes Sabacc game. "Now remember, you used to hate that costume. You were humiliated in it, you wanted nothing more than to take it off and throw it away, but now, you wear it for your husband and your friend."
She walked up to Leia and hugged her tightly, kissing her forehead like an older sister.
"Try and feel the same way about these ice diapers." Rystall whispered, hugging Leia close and rubbing her hips, which were accentuated by the gold and red loincloth she now wore. "They're necessary to your health and you only have to wear them for 60 more days."
Leia almost melted as Han turned her around and hugged her, kissing her lovely red lips and kissing her bikini-clad body as the enormous diaper crinkled underneath the skirt plates. Rystall hugged her from behind as the scantily-clad Princess-turned-mother sighed and closed her eyes in bliss.
"And your husband and I will be here to help you, to take care of you, to change you, and help you with taking care of your babies." Rystall said as she kissed Leia's back. "You deserve to feel loved."
Han held his wife closer as she smiled proudly, massaging her body with a confident smile. Leia practically glowed with pride as the frigid bra and panties combined with the frozen diaper to make her shudder like an iceberg. But she didn't care. Rystall then guided her feet out of the boots and massaged her aching feet, sore from months of supporting not only her own body, but the nascent bodies of her children. Leia sighed in response and shuddered as Han massaged her shoulders and unstrapped her bra, exposing more of her ample, milk-filled breasts. He then rubbed them gently and made Leia moan, throwing her head back as Rystall unclipped the new mother's skirts, exposing her humungous, icy diaper.
"There you go, there's the confident Princess I married." Han whispered as he kissed Leia's ears.
"Leia, be proud of yourself, and be proud of your diaper." Rystall said as she hugged her close. "You're the bravest woman I know, and I know for a fact you can handle wearing a diaper full of ice for a little while. Just for two months, until the puffiness around your ladyparts goes away."
Leia blushed, feeling soggy in her diaper as her nursing bra felt a little more comfy.
"I think…I need to be changed again." she said as she looked down at her diaper.
"Don't worry, dear. I'll take care of it." Han said as he walked past the crib, gently rocking Jacen and Jaina as the twins yawned and woke up.
He walked over to Leia and quickly unstrapped her thick diaper, making her shudder. In no time at all, he had stripped her naked and wiped her down as Rystall stroked her hair. He then pulled out a clean diaper, fresh from the freezer, and strapped it over his postnatal wife's crotch just as the twins started cooing, the frigid cloth feeling wonderfully soothing to his wife's sore vaginal flesh.
"Oh, are you awake?" Leia cooed as she stood up and walked to the crib in nothing but her icy diaper, picking up the twins and cuddling them.
She picked up Jaina and started to feed her with her milk, wincing a little when she chewed her nipple and singing a lullaby to her. Han picked up Jacen and held him while Leia fed their daughter and stood proudly in the icy, infantile garment.
"There's the proud Princess I became friends with." Rystall said as she snuggled into Leia, the nearly-nude Princess sighing contentedly as her firm breasts heaved with her breath.
Leia then picked up Jacen and fed him from the other breast, sighing as Rystall stood naked before the couple, her lovely lavender flesh a contrast to their own.
"Rystall…" Leia said as she finished feeding her infant son. "…thank you. I really needed this."
Rystall kissed her gently as Han pulled her into a tight embrace, pulling the diaper-clad mother into another sandwich of a hug.
"Just sleep, Leia. If you need your diaper changed, just wake one of us." Rystall said as she climbed out of the bed, rolling out a bedroll from her luggage and wriggling into it as she kissed Leia goodnight. "We'll be here all night long."
Han wrapped his arms around Leia and kissed her goodnight as she giggled.
"No sex until I can safely remove the diaper, remember?" she said as she playfully kissed his nose.
"I know, that's going to be hard." Han said, glad she was getting some of her old confidence back. "But I can manage for a couple months or so."
Leia giggled and snuggled into Han as Rystall yawned and turned out the lights.
"Goodnight Rystall." She said with a smile. "And thank you…for everything."
"Goodnight, Mr. and Mrs. Solo." Rystall said as she snuggled into her sleeping bag. "And goodnight, Jacen and Jaina Solo."
The last light was turn off, with the loving couple sleeping next to their babies and their friend, peacefully breathing as Han spooned Leia, the icy diaper his wife was wearing forcing his genitalia to make the appropriate response.
"Two months, huh?" Han said in a teasing tone as he hugged her close. "That's a long time without sex, are you sure you can handle it?"
Leia giggled and playfully swatted her husband with a pillow, making Rystall laugh too as the happily married couple embraced, snuggling into one another's arms. The three of them then drifted off to sleep, the silence of the night and the comfort of their beds allowing them to fall into a deep slumber. No longer would Leia be embarrassed by wearing diapers, she would be proud of them. Proud that she had the strength to wear them for her health and brave enough to confide in her husband and best friend about her feelings.
"Goodnight, my love." Leia whispered to Han as he hugged her from behind, her huge, padded diaper crinkling as he did so. "Goodnight, Jacen and Jaina…my babies."
Leia felt the feeling of euphoria that came with new mothers, combined with the pride of finally conquering her fear of wearing diapers, the shock melting away as she lay in her huge, icy diaper, confident that her husband would be willing to change her when next she had to be.
"God, what a day…" she thought to herself as she rolled over and hugged Han.
It was undoubtedly the greatest day of her life, and she would hold it in very high regard for as long as she lived. Leia relaxed in her padded, frozen diaper, looking at the freezer full of clean diapers. She smiled when she reminded herself she was only going to have to wear them for another week at least. But the way she felt, the pride she now felt emanating from every pore of her skin…she could wear them forever if she had to.
"Thank you goddess, for giving me a family." Leia thought as she lay down wearing nothing but her icy diaper, drifting off to sleep. "Thank you for giving me strength."
She finally drifted off to sleep, her heart lighter than ever, her mind relaxed, and her body loved and snuggled to excess. Leia was confident and glowing, a new mother overflowing with pride. And she knew she was going to enjoy it.
The end.
I hope you enjoy it, just kind of wanted to write a birth story that shows some of the more…messy…aspects of being a mother, as a tribute to my mother, the lovely lady who gave me life, raised me and stuck with me through thick and thin, supported me when I came out as a lesbian, opened our home to my lovely girlfriend and went through something kind of similar to this after she gave birth to me. Thank you mom, I love you soooo much! *Hugs!* Please review!