Sorry this chapter is so short, kinda dumb ik, but I had to write something.
I don't think that I've ever been faced with so much fury. My feet carry me upstairs faster than I've ever gone before. I storm into the room. I see him sitting on the bed with his head in his hands.
"Look at me," I heave, my voice quavering but not with fear or sadness.
"Clary I'm so so sorry I –" jace tries to start, but it just makes me more angry.
"Jace shut up. I need you to be silent for the next three minutes."
My voice is strong and unyielding, I have never felt more powerful.
"I can deal with many things. You taught me to be a powerful shadow Hunter, and that's what I have become. So I can deal with you cheating on me. I am a big girl." My voice starts to rise past its deadly calm level.
"If you were looking to break someone, you succeeded. It just wasn't me."
Jace coughed and looked at his hands. I told him to look at me. He obeys.
"The girl sitting downstairs is 16 years old. You are 20. You've always wanted to own things. You call me yours all the time. Well guess what? You got what you wanted. That girl was a virgin, so I guess you own part of her."
My voice is past rising now. I almost can't control myself, but I do.
"Part of me wants to run to another institute and hide, destroy every memory of you. But I won't."
My tone is even, I can tell that it bites every inch of jaces skin.
"I'm going to stay here. Just so that something good can be forced out of your screw up."
I come close to him, so that our noses are touching, and speak softly.
"In a few years, I will watch you fall apart. I will watch you realize that what you have done is without a doubt the biggest mistake you have ever, and ever will, make."
With that, I spin on my heal, and slam the door as I exit.